Blooming legacy

After being discharged from the hospital, I went home, locked the door, and silently packed my clothes.I saw the phone number, but at the moment, I've lost interest in it.I have seen the result, and I don't want to know the process.

Carrying the suitcase and walking out the door, Xie Chi stopped me.yes.It is always necessary to say a few words when we part. "Don't go!" He said this, but I never expected it.

"I think……"

"Don't go!" He snatched my suitcase, I was staggered by him, he reached out to support me, "Don't go, don't even think about it, stay, I want, let me think! You stay first Come on, okay?" He said seriously.

"What do you think? What do you think?" Haven't thought about what to say in response to the occasion?In fact, there is not much need, it is nothing more than taking care of yourself in the future.

"A lot! But, Du Ruo, don't leave!" He still kept me. In fact, when he said "don't go" for the first time, I had already planned to stay.

"Okay! Then I'll leave after you've made up your mind. I'll go back to my room to rest for a while." He still had his luggage in his hand, and he probably forgot, "Put it down! I'm not leaving!" He regained his senses and put it down Pick up the box again, bring it into the room, and hang up the clothes one by one.Then he said, he went to cook, and he closed the door and went out. I lay on the bed and thought about his behavior just now, and I felt very happy.My dependence on him has become a habit, and he seems to be used to my dependence.Habits are terrible and yet so lovely.

Except for eating, I try to avoid contact with Xie Chi.I fell asleep in class and was called up by the teacher to answer questions. I stood there dumbfounded and they were whispering. The teacher asked me what my name was. Someone from the same dormitory answered for me. The teacher asked me to sit down. , the person next to me dragged me off.I wandered around the campus like a soulless walking dead all day long, and more often I went to the library, picked out a book at random, and looked at that page until the library closed, until the administrators began to drive people away.

Walking that familiar road, but there is no longer Xie Chi's figure. Under the street lamp, the slowly moving shadow accompanied me to finish walking it.None of my stories have become another story not because of you.

The room was pitch black and I couldn't see anything clearly.I don't know if Xie Chi fell asleep or didn't come back.It's late today, it seems late.very late.I turned on the light and leaned on the sofa. I sat on something and found it to be a mobile phone. I forgot to bring it.It suddenly sounded in my hand, startling me.

"Du Ruo! Where are you?" It was Xie Chi, with an anxious and angry voice.

"I'm at home!" I still say "home" here, not "your home".

"Wait for me!" Xie Chi didn't intend to let me talk, so he hung up the phone.I looked at the clock on the wall, the hour hand went to twelve, and the minute hand went to twelve.He came back and it took half an hour.I saw 28 missed calls on my phone, and my heart surged.

During this half an hour, I thought of countless wonderful opening remarks, just like acting, but there is no stage, if there is, it is my heart.

"Are you back?" I thought this opening sentence was good, kind and natural, common and comfortable, without any right or wrong.You can answer or not answer.Obviously, it is a question and a statement.

"Where have you been?" Xie Chi stood at the door, not moving forward.

"What about you? Don't say you've been looking for me for a day!" Although I thought so in my heart, I think he was looking for me for a day, but that seems unlikely.

"I went to find you at noon, and they said that you left after recess in the morning and didn't finish the class. They called your mobile phone and didn't answer it!"

"Oh, I forgot to bring it when I went out in the morning. What can I do for you?" I tried my best to pretend nothing had happened, and pretended to be calm.I don't want to cry in front of him, it looks ridiculous and pitiful, even pathetic.If he wants me to go now, I'll leave without saying a word.I told myself that being able to take it and let it go is what an extraordinary person does.But, I'm just a mortal, why pretend to be a god.

"No...it's okay!" Xie Chi was taken aback for a moment, he probably didn't expect me to say that, "Have you...have you had dinner yet?"

"Eat! If it's okay, I'll go back to bed first!" I walked into my room with my mobile phone.Lying on the bed, looking at the 28 missed call IDs on the screen of the mobile phone, the dazzling light from the screen burned my eyeballs, and I squeezed out a tear in pain.

I found the man's phone number under the pillow, turned on the bedside lamp, looked it over, memorized it in my heart, and saved it in my phone. I thought I would call it on impulse one day.

For two weeks in a row, Xie Chi and I didn't have any in-depth conversations, and we didn't have a single teasing or ambiguous word, but we only said a few words when necessary.He left early and returned late, like an office worker, with a tired face and tired face.I want to ask him what he has been busy with these days, he is so tired.But after all, I still didn't ask. I was preparing for the final exam in the self-study room, and I was still thinking about what he was doing at this time.

I never imagined that the relationship with Xie Chi would become like this, I will move out after the final exam, no matter whether he stays with me or not, if I stay, I'm afraid I will be admitted to a mental hospital.

At ten o'clock in the morning after the exam, I went to Xie Chi's high school, wanting to take a last look, that piece of Du Ruo, I guess, has already decayed.However, I think I may not come again in the future, and say goodbye to them.

As soon as I turned a corner and took two steps, I couldn't move anymore.The whole body suddenly felt as heavy as if it had been filled with lead. Seeing those two figures, side by side, leaning on each other, seeing their faces, smiling and shining brightly, and the piece of Du Ruo was still in full bloom.

I went back with all my strength, leaning against the wall to support my body, but it slid down involuntarily.I sat on the ground with my back against the wall, my arms drooping weakly.These days, he is with Du Ming, he is with Du Ming!How stupid I am, how stupid I am!Their happy smiles cover me, and I am willing to die in pain in this smile.

The stomach began to ache, like a few leeches clinging to the stomach wall and wriggling quietly, I couldn't help but want to vomit.After a while, the pain spread all over my body, and I was terrified. I really didn't expect that I would die in such pain in their happiness.In fact, I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of dying at this moment, here.I have been awake, and I have been soberly enduring the nibble of the group of leeches.But I don't want to be eroded by them here.Gradually, my brain started to go on strike, and my consciousness began to blur. I could only hear the chirping of cicadas on the tree, and finally everything fell into silence.

The second time I saw the dramatically resurrected man up close.The white shirt makes his eyes darker and brighter, and with a pair of wings, I really think he is an angel.It turned out that the angel had no choice but to go to heaven. God couldn't bear to see him like this, so he returned him to the world. He still has too much nostalgia in the world.

And I, at this moment, don't know what kind of virtue I am. In short, I lay motionless on the hospital bed, without blinking my eyelids, looking at him and Xie Chi next to him.

"Are you awake? Do you want some water?" When I heard Du Ming's voice, I felt sweet.His nature is like this, gentle as water.Now I finally understand why Xie Chi and Yun Kai liked him so much back then.

I nodded mechanically and watched him pour water, then he helped me up and fed me slowly.He's running around for me like a happy bird, and I think I'd be cleaner if I were dead.

Xie Chi looked at us from the side without saying a word.He may be thinking that it was not a wise move to lure me back then. His little angel suddenly fell from the sky, and he was suddenly happy and at a loss.And I became the biggest stumbling block in his heart.

At this moment, I really don't know what to say.However, it seemed so embarrassing not to speak. "Trouble for you guys!" How good, I used "you", and I just exited the stage and pulled down the curtain.

"No. You are Xie Chi's friend, why bother?" He continued to feed me water, I looked into his smiling eyes, and didn't want to refuse, even though I didn't want to drink any more. "By the way! Let Xie Chi's master prescribe some traditional Chinese medicine for you to recuperate. Your stomach is not very good." He didn't know that before he appeared, my stomach had been recuperated very well by Xie Chi.He only knew that Xie Chi studied Chinese medicine and that Xie Chi had a master, but he didn't know that Xie Chi and I lived together.I nodded along with his meaning, and he smiled.Looking at his smile, I suddenly felt that my withdrawal was so valuable. "Hehe, actually my heart is not very good, but fortunately, there is Doctor Huang, the man who helped you pick up things in the supermarket that day. And you, you have Master Xie Chi, right? Hehe... The story I know is not Less?" He smiled and put down the water glass, I thanked him, he smiled at me, and he didn't hold back his smile at all.

He said that he knew quite a few stories, Xie Chi must have told him.They must be tired of being together all day long, their high school, the days they had together, their beautiful, painful memories, their... I have nothing.

Xie Chi stood there, looking at me, and I also looked at him.Du Ruo went out, the moment he closed the door, my tears flowed down my face, like a child who was robbed of candy, I wiped it with my right hand, and lay back on the bed, I didn’t want to say anything, I just want to lose and go home.No.Can't go back, can't go back, can't go back again.

Xie Chi came over and got to the side, suddenly afraid that he would speak, so it's better to keep the silence just now.don't say anything.

"Du Ruo, I'm sorry." Sure enough, silence is better.It turned out that I was so afraid of hearing someone's apology. Apology means that he did something sorry to you, he betrayed, he hurt, and he abandoned.what should I do. "I didn't handle things well. I don't know how many times this is. It's because of me that you were admitted to the hospital. Actually, you don't like hospitals, I know. But every time I put you here , I'm a lousy person." Is this self-blame?

"So? You said that you are not good enough to be with me, so you are separated, right?"

"No! Du Ruo! You..."

"It's okay, let's separate. I don't care, really. If it were me, I would also choose Du Ming!" I completely lost confidence in myself, let me fend for myself.In fact, there is nothing to be sad about. A long time ago, death was like waiting for Sunday for me.Later, the days when I had love, if it can be counted as love.I also want to die in that kind of happiness, it's so beautiful.

"Du Ruo! I choose you!" Xie Chi said extremely firmly.I looked into his eyes and believed it.But I caught a glimpse of the glass of water on the table, which reflected Du Ming's shadow and Du Ming's smiling face, and I immediately became sober.I don't need others to pity me, really, you don't need to pity me, no need.

"But I won't choose you! It's almost over, I'll go home later, your house, pack up..."

"Du Ruo! You can't go! I promised Auntie..."

"If it's just for promises, it's totally unnecessary, really."

"No! It's not for promises. I...I love you!" I looked into his eyes, and I couldn't see firmness and persistence. I thought our fate was over, and I might feel better if I blamed everything on fate. some.I pulled out the needle myself, regardless of whether my hands would bleed or not, I just wanted to get out of this place.He didn't stop me either, just looked at me helplessly.He was shocked by my aura. I was so decisive that I couldn't tolerate any mistakes or falsehoods.I know that it is really difficult for him to make a choice, perhaps, time will solve it for him.