Blooming legacy

My father was overwhelmed by my sudden appearance.He smiled at me and greeted me warmly, but he didn't ask me why I came here to live with him.It's not that he doesn't want to know, it's just that he doesn't know how to speak.

When he finished the breakfast and put a bowl of porridge in front of me, I decided to tell him everything.After hearing our story, he obviously couldn't accept it. He was surprised at first, then a little angry, and finally became understanding and blamed himself.He blamed himself for our problems and said he should never have divorced my mother in the first place.I said it can't be all his fault, he said he will take good care of me in the future, I know he is sincere, but I didn't say anything.I don't know what the future holds, or even if there is a future.I dragged my exhausted body and fell on the bed. I woke up in the evening. There was a slight pain in my back, and I was suddenly very sad.

Just staying here temporarily with my father, never going out, I can stay quietly in the study for an afternoon, sometimes I don’t read, just stare at the floor in a daze, thinking about the days with Xie Chi, thinking of those two people who share the same bed Sleeping on the pillow at night, I thought of a dull pain in my chest.

I forgot the time and the alternation of the sun and the moon.And Xie Chi always appeared when I foolishly thought I was about to forget him.

"He's gone." My father knocked on the door of the study, "Can I go in?" He came in without waiting for my permission. "Really don't want to see him?" I nodded and continued to read my book.I can pretend to be calm and composed, as if nothing had happened, but my heart is already galloping.Is he emaciated?Is he dusty?Is he in pain?My father told me about him, and I imagined what he looked like, and when I thought of him, my heart ached.I finally buried my face in the book and cried like a mess.

The next day, Xie Chi came again.My father said that he had confirmed that I lived here, and he must have looked for me in other places where I would go, otherwise he would not have found this place.Anyway, I insisted on not seeing him, and I don't know in what capacity to see him.In the past, I could shyly say that he was my boyfriend, but I couldn't say it even if I wanted to die.Now between us is like a glass of water with salt added, it looks like pure water, but when you taste it, it is extremely bitter.

On the third day he came again, bringing porridge and medicine.My father took it, thinking that these things would be of great benefit to me, but it just proved the fact that I lived here.It's not that Xie Chi is so smart, it's that I'm really stupid, I should die and let everyone be clean.

On the fourth day, he came again, at the same time, and delivered the same thing.He doesn't want to see me now, but simply doesn't violate his promise. He promised my mother to take good care of me.In fact, that was hardly a promise at all.Perhaps, you should think that I am very happy. It is also a kind of happiness to get his care without his love.wrong!It was a bondage, to him as to me, but not happiness.When I think that he will persist in this way, and he will persist in this way, I am a little afraid, I am afraid that I will fall into the abyss of his tenderness again.And this deep trap will be beyond redemption.So I decided to go to the United States. I hope that distance can play the role it is always believed to be, so that two people who were once glued to each other will gradually disperse into the world, and finally forget each other in the rivers and lakes.

Distraught again, I stayed at my father's house for a week before leaving for America.Hearing Xie Chi's voice, drinking his porridge, but not being able to see him.If days like this became the theme of my life, I would die of a broken heart.

When I saw Xie Chi's master in Yunkai's ward, I was really taken aback.Grandpa insisted on coming because of Du Xiao's illness.But this time when I came to the hospital, everyone's expressions were a little heavy.What happened?Could it be Du Xiao... "Grandpa!" I tried my best to smile brightly, they were very dignified, and the atmosphere was very bad.

"Good grandson! You have suffered." He took my hand and asked me to be beside him.How am I suffering?This tone, this expression, as if I was the wronged Dou E.I just took a plane, which was quite uncomfortable, but it wasn't so hard.

"Xie Chi and Du Ming have been here." Du Xiao said with a sullen face.My nerves short-circuited for a while, and then I realized the complexity of the matter.

I looked at Yun Kai, he was staring at his injured leg in a daze.Du Ming can also be regarded as someone he liked, and he can also be regarded as the maker of that tragedy back then.Seeing the person who made his heart flutter and hurt again, how could his heart not have a little ripple.Du Xiao looked out the window, motionless.His own brother miraculously came back to life, and he was caught in a dilemma with the burden of family and love, unable to make a choice.I don't think he hates Du Ming from the bottom of his heart, even though Du Ming got more than him.He is used to attribute some things to fate, but he always does not give up a glimmer of hope, and makes all efforts for this hope.He firmly believes that Yunkai's leg can return to normal, and he accompanies Yunkai every day for rehabilitation.He firmly believed that he could survive and drank the bitter Chinese medicine every day.But his heart is still a little sad, he has experienced too much, he has endured too much, now he lives completely for Yunkai, and he doesn't know if Yunkai can still be as determined as when he said he was waiting for him.Du Xiao just stood like a sculpture, but I couldn't see clearly no matter how I looked.

"Du Ruo, do you know why they came here?" Du Xiao suddenly looked at me and said. "You should understand that they came to the United States to look for you! They were terrified when you left, hehe... Especially Xie Chi, with his haggard face, made me feel bad." Smile, with a little sarcasm, but at least it makes me feel a little popular.

"Oh! I'm just... just..." How I'll face them, I don't know.

"Scared? Do you not believe in Xie Chi's love for you, or do you not believe in yourself?"

"But..." But I don't know if Xie Chi still loves me, I really don't know.I lost the feeling he had when he loved me with all his heart, and I knew all too well his indecision and ambiguity.I want to separate for a while, let each other think calmly.To be together, or not to be together, is the question.

"Good grandson, don't worry. Grandpa will make the decision for you! If that kid Xie Chi dares to bully you, I will kick him out of the teacher's school!"

"He didn't bully me! No." It was not easy for Xie Chi to be a teacher at the beginning. He has understanding and talent in learning Chinese medicine, how could he ruin his future.

"Du Ruo. Some things can be pursued, some things may not be obtained if pursued, and happiness may not be obtained after obtaining some things. You know what you want best in your heart. What is yours is yours after all, and no one else can take it away. " Du Xiao looked at Yun Kai's legs and said, then looked at Yun Kai's face.They looked at each other and smiled.These words were obviously addressed to me, but it felt like he was speaking to Yun Kai, and it also seemed like he was talking to himself.Du Xiao took Yun Kai's hand, and then kissed him lightly on the face, Yun Kai's body shook like a leaf blown by the wind, and then Du Xiao walked away.His back was facing me, I couldn't see the expression on her face, but I could feel the loneliness of his back.

"Good grandson! Grandpa wants to visit your place today, hehe, I don't know if you are welcome or not?"

"Of course you are welcome!" Grandpa went to my house in the evening, specifically my mother's.My mother asked questions enthusiastically, and regarded grandpa as my savior.Later, when I dragged my grandfather into my room for questioning, Du Xiao's face was not very good, not only because of Du Ming's affairs but also because of his illness.Grandpa said that Du Xiao's illness now needs western medicine treatment.The so-called Western medicine requires surgery, which requires bone marrow transplantation.If the operation is successful, relying on traditional Chinese medicine treatment, it will not be a problem to live well.But the crux of the problem is that no one who has passed the inspection has been found to match.So what to do?Can only wait.But in Du Xiao's view, there was no hope.He exchanged one-third of his life for the few remaining days, the days with Yun Kai.Whether he is dissatisfied with desire or dissatisfied, it doesn't matter whether he sees through the world of mortals.Be it pain or happiness.Time waits for no one, one more second is one second.

The next day, my grandfather and I walked into the ward, and Xie Chi and Du Ming appeared in front of us as if they had fallen from the sky.Du Ming shone on everyone like the sunshine in spring, but the silence of the other three people still made this spring day seem a bit precarious.The air conditioner was blowing cold air, which made everyone's hearts covered with wind and frost.

"Du Ruo!" Xie Chi saw me, and the name he called was unfamiliar to me, as if he hadn't called him for a long time, this sound was like thunder that had been suppressed for a long time in summer, resounding deep in my heart.

"Are you here?" The aftermath of uneasiness was still rippling in his heart, he was afraid of calling Xie Chi's name, tried his best to hide his flustered expression, and finally dared not look at him.

Time can pass, pain can pass, only love cannot pass.It turns out that what heals the pain is not time, but love.He came close to me, hugged me tightly, as if he wanted to tear me apart, and then swallowed his soul.He left a cloud of moisture on my shoulder, and said hoarsely, "Let's go home." The ripples in my heart suddenly turned into raging waves, beating my fragile will.

Finally, the moment I saw Du Ming, I reflexively pushed Xie Chi away.He was thinner and his chest was not as strong as before, but he couldn't stand my push and took two steps back.He was haggard with haggard tears in his eyes, and looked at me dementedly.I turned to touch my aching heart. "Du Ruo! You can go back with Xie Chi." Du Ming frowned and pulled my arm, which I seem to do often. "You once said that Xie Chi has reserved the most special place for a person in his heart, and that place belongs to you now." I watched Du Ming hold my hand, tears welling in my eyes.Why don't I want to go back, but I can't go back again.Xie Chi is no longer the Xie Chi who was with me before, half of his heart is given to others, and the other half is given to me.Maybe when we were together before, we didn't give it wholeheartedly. From the beginning to the end, it was only me who had no reservations.

"I'll go back. I want to stay here for a while." Right now, they can only use this tactic to delay the attack and let them go first. I really can't bear to see Xie Chi's haggard figure.

"Then I'll stay with you!" Xie Chi, how could you stay?Shouldn't you be spending time with Du Ming?

"No need, there are many people here with me, and grandpa is here." I moved grandpa out as a shield, now I even have a doctor, and I don't need you to take care of me.So, just be sensible and let's go.

Grandpa saw that we were quarreling, and when he saw Du Ming's new face, he understood a little bit, "This is Du Ming, right? He looks really good! Hehe..." Grandpa leaned over to make friends with Du Ming, Du Ming responded seriously to him sentence by sentence, and occasionally saw Du Ming smile slightly.One big and one small were biting their ears in the corner, it seemed awkward no matter how you looked at it.Xie Chi took the opportunity to pull me out of the ward and to the end of the corridor.