Blooming legacy

As a result, we were speechless for a minute or two before he spoke. "I understand, but you still haven't forgiven me." He looked gloomy, he didn't see through the tears and deep affection in my eyes, he didn't hear a fanatical voice shouting in my heart.But understand, I can not forgive him.

Xie Chi, you don't understand.Forgiveness is nothing in front of love.Are you just trying not to feel guilty?Then why am I making things difficult for you. "I forgive you. In fact, there is nothing to forgive, isn't it?" Isn't it just meeting an old lover and changing your mind.If you choose him, come to ask for my forgiveness, it's too cruel for me.If you choose me to get my forgiveness, it is really unnecessary.I love you, it's okay, I will forgive you no matter what.

"Really? You don't mind, right? Hehe..." He smiled happily, as if my forgiveness gave him so much honor and gift. "Then I'll sleep here tonight." He continued his fantasy.

"Okay!" I let you fantasize.

"Really? Haha..." He jumped on the bed like a child.

"You can sleep here, I'll go to sleep with you." After I finished speaking, I walked out.

"Du Ruo! You're playing tricks on me again!" He yelled on the bed, venting his anger, I hurried back and covered his mouth, lest the neighbors sue us for nuisance.Unexpectedly, he took the opportunity to harass me, and I ended up fascinated in his arms.

"Du Ruo! You really like me. This kiss leaked your heart." You understand.I like you, but what about you?do you like me?I looked into his eyes, trying to make sure if he still liked me a little bit, even if it was just a little cruel.

"What about you? Do you still... like me a little bit?"

"Fool! Everyone knows that I like you, but you don't."

"But, Du Ming..."

"Du Ming also knows that I like you." I know, but Du Ming likes you, Xie Chi, do you know that?

"Xie Chi, if Du Ming and I both liked you, who would you choose?" I know this question is difficult, but I have to ask, it concerns the happiness of many people.

"Choose you." He answered very simply, without thinking.

"why?"

"Because Du Ming's liking for me is different from your liking for me. You are love, and he is friendship." Am I love?So love also has a kind of friendship.Is he friendship?Then friendship can also be sublimated into love.When love and friendship are difficult to distinguish, the choice will not be so easy.

"Is he also in love with you?"

"impossible!"

"Why not?"

"Because...you don't understand...in short...that's not love." Hesitating, there is a ghost in my heart at first glance, how can people believe you.

"I mean what if."

"If it doesn't exist! Go to sleep!" He refused to answer my question, his heart already agitated by my question.So speak angrily.He covered his head with a quilt, which was also a way of escape.

"Go to bed, I'll go to your room."

"Du Ruo! Do you have to do this? It makes everyone uncomfortable." He lifted the quilt and shouted at me.Not feeling well?Because you don't feel good when it comes to your pain, you still can't let go of Du Ming.

"Then tell me, how can I make you feel better?" He is not feeling well, and I can't see the person I like feeling bad.

"Come here and sleep with me." He stretched out his arm to call me, and I walked over like sleepwalking.You don't know what it's like to feel, to go deep into the subconscious, to be humble enough to obey everything about him.

When the distance between our bodies is only within reach, thinking of the unforgettable night, my heart is surging and I can't calm down for a long time.His hot breath hit my face, which was itchy and tingling, but I couldn't say it was uncomfortable.

"Du Ruo! Are you asleep?" His sudden voice startled me.

"No." Of course I couldn't fall asleep, how could I fall asleep.So close, so confused.

"I think of our past." Why didn't I? "I love you." This sentence is said calmly but full of affection, and in such a quiet night, people have to believe that it is true.He really loves me, and I couldn't help but shed tears of happiness lying on his chest.

When he woke up the next day, Xie Chi was already busy in the kitchen.Du Ming was talking and laughing next to him, making me feel that the warmth last night was just an illusion.

"Du Ruo! Are you up?" Du Ming saw me first, and greeted me with a bright face, while Xie Chi just glanced at me, as shy as a girl. "Xie Chi is teaching me how to make porridge, hehe... I can do it myself in the future and have enough food and clothing. By the way, I will go to my brother's place later, let's go together." I nodded at him, and he called my brother so naturally, He was close to Du Xiao from the heart.What a wonderful and solid thing blood ties are.

"Hurry up and wash up, and dinner will be served right away." Xie Chi said with his head down, without even raising his eyes.It was really a different person from last night, as if he had done something shameful.

I turned around and went to the bathroom, Xie Chi, you can do whatever you want.I still have love for you, and there is nothing I can do about myself.

When we entered the door, Yun Kai frowned and warned us to keep our voice down, he was so nervous that he looked like a crime scene.It turned out that Du Xiao was sleeping.

"I didn't go to sleep until late last night." Yun Kai said out of spirits, it seemed that he didn't sleep well either. "He's sick, I dare not fight him hard."

"You said something like that yesterday, how hard do you want to be? Do you want to do it?" I feel aggrieved that he insulted Du Xiao like that.

"I regretted it after I finished speaking yesterday. You don't know, after I pulled him into the room, his face was terribly pale, and when he leaned against me weakly, I really wanted to slap myself." Yun Kai clenched his fists hard To put it bluntly, he blamed himself and was in pain, deeply.

"What did you say to my brother?" Du Ming asked coldly.It felt like that angel-like person had suddenly fallen into hell. "Yunkai, you'd better be nice to him, because no matter how nice you are to him, it's only a little bit nicer to you. You don't know how much and how deep his love for you is." Du Ming's voice carried With heartache, the listener also suffers from heartache. "He thinks I can evoke your old love, he thinks I can heal your scars. He hides himself, and I understand if he doesn't say it. He wants you to be happy, as if your happiness is his. As long as you Be happy, he doesn't care what he does. He can accompany you, if you can be happy. He can also disappear, if you can be happy." Du Ming spoke so earnestly and emotionally, as if he was Du Xiao himself.He has empathized to such an extent. "Yun Kai, please treat him well, in the unknown days to come, treat him well. We... all owe him... too much." Du Ming lowered his head, and he cried.At this moment, I suddenly feel sorry for everyone. It turns out that when we live in pain, some people will suffer for our pain, and Du Ming is such a person who suffers for the pain of others.This is why I can't hate him, he is such a pure person, I can't bear to let him cry.I walked over and patted Du Ming on the shoulder. After a long time, he raised his head and smiled back at me. He wanted me to feel at ease. I knew that, and I smiled back at him.

Yun Kai was crying on Xie Chi's shoulder right now, what a chaotic scene.

Yun Kai suddenly became serious, "I'm asking you, tell me the truth." He wiped away the tears on his face.It's like watching a movie, and I was crying just now, and it ended when I said it was over, with the same original face. "Du Xiao's illness, now...what is the situation?" He looked at us.Both Du Ming and I remained silent, Xie Chi had no choice but to answer him reluctantly.

"I need a bone marrow transplant, but now I can only wait. If I can't wait, maybe..."

"I'll try it! Maybe it will work!" Yun Kai probably didn't think about it when he said this.He takes success for granted.I dare not tell him how low the chance of dubbing is, and I even fantasize about it like him.

"Then try it!" Xie Chi said, leaning on the sofa and looking at the ceiling, looking hopeless.He wasn't sure, nor fancied it would happen.I do not know when, he has become a pessimist.

"I want to go now!" Yun Kai couldn't wait, as if he would know the result soon. "No, what should I do if Du Xiao wakes up? Let's go again sometime." He sat back on the sofa again.

"Master didn't sleep here yesterday?" Xie Chi asked, and I realized that Grandpa was really not there, and it should be at this time.

"Yes. He gave Du Xiao the medicine last night, but he's not here now, maybe he's gone out." Yun Kai sighed and continued, "Xie Chi, isn't your master a genius doctor? Why... still can't."

"Actually, Chinese medicine is not only about drug treatment. Master often said that illnesses arise from the heart, and you have all heard him. He often tells you that you are fine with a smile, and wants to make you feel at ease. Being an optimistic person has the belief of life." When the drug is used, the drug can exert ten times its effect." I know that the ten times effect may be false, but the theory of "disease from the heart" does make sense.

Therefore, terminally ill or terminally ill, death is only a matter of time.It is true to be unable to return to heaven, but it is false to rejuvenate with wonderful hands.In fact, everyone's death is a matter of time, but others are the last, and oneself are the earliest.How many boundless love and moonlight there were in the decades in between, can only be spent in this limited time.I glanced at Xie Chi, as if I wanted to see him in the afterlife, desperate and desolate.I want to love him well and fiercely in this life. This is the best blessing God has given me in this short life.

"I understand, so... Du Xiao!" Yun Kai suddenly got up from the sofa and ran to help Du Xiao.Du Xiao leaned against the door frame, he seemed to have just woken up, a little listless.Yun Kai went to help him, and he pushed Yun Kai away with all his strength, but finally he gave up and could only protest with his eyes.Yun Kai didn't care about him, and continued to support him without letting go.

"Hehe... Did you sleep well last night? What do you want to eat? I'll get it."

"Let me go! I don't want to eat anything." Du Xiao's voice was hoarse, cold and powerless.Yun Kai had no choice but to let him go, it would take a lot of energy if he resisted again, Yun Kai watched Du Xiao walking towards us from behind.

"You don't have to worry. Xie Chi's master has already contacted the place. I'm going to leave for a while and come back. Maybe...it will be better." Du Xiao said while leaning on the sofa and closing his eyes.He didn't look at us from the beginning to the end, but occasionally looked in the direction of no one, as if he could see far, far away through things.

"I'll go with you!" Yun Kai shouted while still standing where he was rejected.Du Xiao ignored him.He rushed to Du Xiao's side, knelt in front of her and said again, "I'll go with you!"

"No!" Du Xiao didn't look at Yun Kai, but closed his eyes, his voice was very low.

"No! I'll go!" Yun Kai will not let go this time even if he dies.

"You go, I won't go!" Both of them are so stubborn, but in the end one party must compromise.

"Why?" Yun Kai's voice trembled, he looked at Du Xiao in pain and asked.

"I'll be back, wait for me." Du Xiao suddenly became gentle, touched Yun Kai's face, and there was a crystal light shining in the sun in his eyes. "Only one person is willing to wait, and the other person is willing to appear." Such a familiar word, we have all vowed to say it.However, no matter how much I was afraid of waiting, that person did not appear.