Blooming legacy

I had a dream, dreaming of Xie Chi, he kept crying, but didn't speak.No matter how I call him, he won't answer.I went to hug him, but what I hugged was not him, but the air.I chase him, he is always far away from me, he wants to be with the sky more than me.

I woke myself up and saw many people, but I couldn't see Xie Chi.He's gone, he's gone sadly.

"Are you awake? Do you want some water?" Hao Lei asked, but I didn't speak.Actually, I want to ask, where is Xie Chi?Where is Xie Chi?But I dare not ask.

"Xie Chi is next door, it's okay, don't worry, Du Ming is there." Du Ming?Yeah, how can he go to America, he can't.It was because of chasing me... So, I feel sorry for them again, especially Xie Chi. "He should be there, Xie Chi was hit by a car to save him."

"Save Du Ming?"

"Yes! That's what Du Ming said. He said that the car was driving towards him, but Xie Chi pushed him, and Xie Chi was hit."

"Actually..." In fact, it was all my fault, and it was me who should have been bumped the most.

"Okay, stop talking, it's all over."

"Then how is Xie Chi now...?"

"I haven't woken up yet. I said I bumped my head. That's the most serious thing. Other things are trivial. As long as I wake up, I'll be fine. Don't worry, that kid is lucky, and he's fine." Yun Kai said.

"I want to... go and see him."

I saw Du Ming holding the necklace, sitting on the sofa with his head down, I didn't know how to face him.He heard the voice and looked up at me.

"I knew you would come." He put the necklace in my palm. "Why do you want to let go of someone you love?"

"Then why did you let him go."

"He doesn't love me. Loving each other is the most important thing. He won't be happy with me." He gestured for me to sit down. "Xie Chi said that the relationship between me and him is different from the relationship between you and him." There is a difference in feelings. We are closer to friends who talk about everything. Friends have no passion, like water. You are different, you are like wine, you will get drunk and make people dizzy. Your experience is deeper, no need I'll say more."

"I……"

"Du Ruo, you are very brave. Brave people are worthy of love. I am not brave enough, you deserve his love." He took the necklace in my hand, "Don't let it go, although I can't grab you, hehe..." He put The necklace was given to me again, "But you can't grab the time. Xie Chi loves you so much, and you love him too, I can tell, cherish it, or you will regret it." He smiled, "He will Wake up, he hasn't caught up with you yet."

"He got it. I won't leave him again unless he asks me to."

"That day he lay in my arms and said, in this way, he won't feel guilty, and Du Ruo doesn't have to feel guilty." My heart stopped suddenly, and I understood that I don't feel relieved to entrust his happiness to others.I will hold him firmly and never let go.

Du Ming didn't leave, I told him, if you really let go, just wait for him to wake up, so he stayed.

Sunlight hits the west wall, casting shadows from windows and tree trunks.He just lay there quietly, his breathing was shallow, and the north wind was howling outside, he didn't know it at all.I don't know how many times the clock ticked, only that he never woke up.The sun has withdrawn from the room, and I feel a little cold. I hold his hand, but I still can't feel the warmth. How can I get warmth from him? At this time, what he needs is his own warmth.

The wind will stop, the rain will stop, all disasters will stop, the only thing that can't stop is my love for you.I have to live well to love you.I know there is no next life, no soul, I can only grasp the present.

When I looked at the quiet Xie Chi, I thought of how restless he was before.Before, I thought the future was far away, but now I find that the past is farther than the future.It seemed like there was no going back, no more.When I wiped his body, I felt that he was warm, and my heart was not so sad.

The sky was getting colder and colder, Xie Chi hadn't woken up yet.It has been almost half a month since the car accident. He just lay still like that, infused with liquid food and albumin. He looked more attractive than before, but he just didn't wake up.

That Friday morning, I left get out of class early and hurried to the hospital, because my left eye was twitching all morning, and I wondered if Xie Chi had woken up.On the road, I ran into a child on a bicycle, and my hand was bleeding, which scared the child.I said that I was going to the hospital to see someone, and by the way, I would be fine.The child fainted, and I hurried away.

When I came to the hospital, I opened the door of the ward in a panic, and the room was full of people, and they were all there.They looked at me with an inexplicable look.I tremblingly walked to the bed, Xie Chi woke up, he really woke up.

"Xie Chi!" I hugged him, forgetting about my bloody hands and soiling his clothes, but I couldn't care less.

"Who is this?" He slept for so many days, and the first thing he said when he woke up was to ask me who I was.I hugged him and didn't dare to let go, I thought, if he doesn't push me away, I'll hold him until he remembers who I am.But he still pushed me away, my heart was like a withered petal, and it turned into dust after a while. "Your hands are bleeding."

"Oh...it's okay." My throat tightened, and I smiled at him reluctantly.

"Doesn't it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." I was about to cry, but I couldn't help it, and finally I couldn't.

"What's your name?" He picked up the paper towel on the table and wiped my hands very gently, making me feel that he didn't go far.

"I...I'm Du Ruo!" He took another tissue and wiped my face.

"Why are you crying? You look so ugly when you cry." I wiped my face indiscriminately and gave him a smile. I said that as long as he wakes up, I will do anything, as long as he likes it. "Hehe, you're so funny, you'd better cry, laughing is uglier than crying." He put the tissue in my hand and said to Du Ming, "Is he your brother?"

"No, he is the one you love." Du Ming looked at Xie Chi and said.

"The... person I... love...?" Xie Chi looked me up and down, and then asked Du Ming, "Are you sure?"

"Sure!" Du Ming said.

"Are you sure I love him, not you?" I felt cold from head to toe, as if I had fallen into an ice cave.I clenched my hands tightly, but I couldn't feel the strength. "Do you love me?" Xie Chi turned his head and asked me.I didn't have time to say I love him, my world suddenly went dark, I didn't say I love him, I was always too late.

"Are you awake?" Although he didn't know me anymore, he felt very happy when he woke up and saw him sitting next to me for the first time. "I'm sorry, I didn't know you..."

"fine!"

"Well...they're all out." He rubbed the back of his head and smiled at me awkwardly. I seemed to be back in the past, he once smiled at me like that. "Do you want to eat something? This is made by my mother. I tasted it, and it tastes good." He went to get the thermos, he is fine now, he can talk, laugh, and serve me porridge drink.Everything is fine except, he doesn't remember me.That's fine, let's start over. "Here, drink."

"You feed me."

"Ah?" Why was he surprised? In the past, he offered to feed me and I refused to drink, but now I begged him, but he refused to give.This is the fact that things are different.

"Hehe... just kidding, give me a taste of your mother's handicraft." Not only have I tasted his mother's handicraft, my stomach has become tricky and weird under his handicraft.I swallowed the bitter tears stored in my eyes, smiled at him, and took the bowl in his hand.It's hot!I shook my hand, and the porridge spilled, but I didn't expect it to be so hot.

"Ah!" He yelled, and quickly wiped me with a towel, flustered and gentle, just like before. "Does it hurt? I'll call the doctor and give you some medicine."

"Don't go! No...it's okay."

"But your hands are burning red, it's such a big piece, it's better to take some medicine." After finishing speaking, he went out.Before I could see enough of him, he went out.

When he came in again, he followed behind the nurse, "You boys just don't know how to serve others, how can you still cook like this after feeding porridge? Change the quilt too, it's all dirty." The nurse said while handling my bed. hand, Xie Chi lowered his head beside him, but he really didn't blame him.After the nurse left, he served me another bowl of porridge.

"I...feed you." He blew with his mouth and put it near my mouth.

"Didn't you know it would be dirty if you blow it through your mouth?"

"Huh? Sorry, I just wanted to..."

"Stupid!" I drank the porridge he fed me, just like before.I suddenly understood, he said, as long as you feed it, I will drink the poison too.Right now, that's how I feel.

"That... they said, you... like me."

"Ah."

"That... said that I... like you too." I said nothing, "That... I'm sorry..." I had imagined such an ending, but my heart was more uncomfortable than imagined. "I forgot about you, you must be uncomfortable. But let's start again from today." I didn't expect him to say this, so I nodded fiercely, "That Du Ming, isn't it your brother?"

"No." He was still struggling with this question.

"Oh." He forgot everyone and everything, how much he wanted to forget before, but now he really forgot.He knows what we tell him.All he knows is that I love him and he loves me, that we've lived together, and I don't know if that's enough.

"Xie Chi! I want to tell you a story about you, okay?" He nodded, he was sitting, I was lying down, and I told him a long story.

"You said, I...uh...have sex with you?"

"Huh? Uh..." I've said so much, why is he so interested in this.

"How?"

"Just...just do it." Please, stop discussing this.

"You taught me, I forgot."

"You..." No matter how I teach you, you always take the initiative.

"You really love me like they say?" I nodded, maybe more. "So what about action?" I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and kissed him.I felt myself trembling nervously, I didn't know whether it was his mouth or his nose that I kissed.But in the end, it was a long-lost lingering kiss, a long-lost lingering night.