End of the World Infinite Loop
Chapter 9: Love Chapter 7: Cold
What I can recall is the discomfort caused by the frantic beating of my heart while running non-stop.Emotions... At that time, the depression brought by the environment was more impressive than the emotional changes of the self.Worry, fear, uneasiness, despair, pain, resentment, resentment.Negative feelings are easy to create and easily shaken.After being abandoned by the most trusted and closest person, Yu Jingqi fled everything alone. At that time, Yu Jingqi already understood that her only place to go was the safe place created by herself.In addition, the world is so big, but there is no place for her.
After the emergence of mutants, they feed on human beings. Although the small number was controlled in the early stage, as human beings produced crystals after the potential explosion, the number of mutants and special races became more and more.The end times have finally come inexorably.
Yu Shouzheng disappeared.Yu Jingqi is the most delicious food in the eyes of the hungry wolves in the dark.Yes, she is Yu Shouzheng's daughter, the person closest to the truth.
It is undeniable that Yu Jingqi is indeed very smart.Even in the most hesitant period at the beginning, she stumbled and stumbled alone, but every time she escaped safely from the pursuit of those minions of the government/government.
However, she still couldn't change that she was a powerless person with nowhere to go.
The dungeon is her only choice in a panic.Penniless, hungry and cold.Yu Jingqi has changed from a young lady with no worries about food and clothing to a poor wretch who is struggling to survive.While in a state of embarrassment, even his calm mind gradually became clouded.
At this time, it was an old man who led her way.He smiled almost wrinkled his face.
"Although the underground city is chaotic, it is the only place where homeless people can go. You can be regarded as a person who has nowhere to go. Go there and try for a possibility?"
"What possibility?" Yu Jingqi looked up at the old man sitting on the wall telling stories to the little beggars, letting the rain wet his cheeks.
On this cold rainy day, beside the dilapidated low house, Yu Jingqi saw a black road leading to hope and despair.
At that time, she was smart but immature, with some force but not strong at all.The heart is fragile and the appearance is like a perfect broken doll. The soul does not know which empty world it is lost in, and it cannot be fully recovered for the time being.
In this state, for some unknown reason, she finally embarked on that path.He didn't look back, and he didn't stop his steps.
If you look for the entrance of the dungeon carefully, most of the bars, banks, and casinos exist underground.Not to mention how secretive it is.It's just that many people are afraid so they dare not enter.Coupled with rumors and rumors, the existence of dungeons has gradually been regarded as a terrible thing like snakes and scorpions over time. Unless it is true that there is nowhere to go to the enemy, no one will think of going to such a place.
So it was with the beginning of the end.After all, there are still many naive people who think that the government will have a solution, and believe that if the leaders continue to persist, they can see a bright future.
But Yu Jingqi has already fallen into the point of being chased and killed to the point where he had to escape.
When she stepped into the basement of a certain bar, her first reaction was that it stinks.The smell was so bad that she couldn't help retching, she couldn't understand how anyone would be willing to go through such a place to go to the dungeon, but obviously at that time she had no choice but to let herself endure all this desperately.And this kind of endurance seems to be just the beginning.
As if to verify her inner thoughts, when she walked through the dark corridor to the entrance of the dungeon, those rough and naked men looked like they were looking at prey, those women and children hiding in the corner trembling, those who fell down The half-dead old people on the ground are showing her the horror and filth of this world that can only be underground.
"Know the rules?" Before Yu Jingqi could enter the main entrance of the dungeon, several tall and strong men surrounded Yu Jingqi.There is no pity or gentleness in their eyes, but only the nature of a beast.
Yu Jingqi clenched the short dagger tightly with both hands, and finally calmed down after his eyes fluctuated a few times: "I don't know the rules. Why don't you tell me?"
The big guys started to laugh, and the scene seemed to be full of inexplicable banter for a while.Yu Jingqi straightened his body with an unyielding and indifferent appearance, as if he was not in the same world as these big men, surrounded by the kind of ridicule, sympathy and disdain, but he did not give in.
"Rules are... fists are rules! Whatever you want, you can get it all with your fists. As for you little girl? At most, it's just something that others are fighting for. Haha! Look at your little chicken hand? Your fist, you can't get anything!"
The laughter of the big men was so loud that it was disturbing.Although it was difficult for Yu Jingqi to have feelings similar to "disgust", at that moment, she swung the dagger without hesitation.
Just felt too noisy.
She is very tired.I have been running away for a long time, and I have been tense for a long time.But in this world where there are no rules but force, she doesn't need to restrain herself.Killing will not be punished, so it is not difficult to want the world to be quiet.
When studying imperialism, force value is a very important criterion for consideration.Maybe not the most powerful.But cannot be defeated.
Surrounded by several big men, Yu Jingqi left easily, behind him were tall bodies that fell down.
She could feel the sympathetic eyes around her.Perhaps envy and anxiety.She knows it all.But her tiredness made it impossible for her to maintain normal thinking.So she could only walk all the way to the park where she could sleep. Although she was still not used to it, she could only lie down on the stone chair and sleep with her clothes on.
When she arrived at the first meal in the dungeon, Yu Jingqi couldn't remember how long she had been hungry. She couldn't cross the bottom line to directly grab the food of those weak and weak, so she had to pick up a cold steamed bun on the side of the road to enter.
Hard.This is her only memory.
As for those strong men in groups, although she was not afraid, she still followed the principle of keeping a low profile as much as possible without provoking them.After all, it is okay for her to fight back when she was besieged when she first entered the city, but if she took the initiative to provoke her, she would probably find more people to retaliate in unison.
Living in a leaky dilapidated house, like those old people, women and children, she suffers from headaches every day in order to survive.Although her physical condition is better, she even has force and brains.But as a newcomer, he was rejected and spied on by a group of big men.
"Why don't you go and see those forces. If you can be a thug, a croupier, or a military adviser, it's better than us waiting here to die." Those old people really can't see how this beautiful little girl is getting better and better. Embarrassed.Obviously possessing strength and intelligence, even if he is afraid of disasters caused by his appearance, he shouldn't just hide and eat some bad food he picked up for a living.What a pity.
"Thank you." Yu Jingqi could only express his gratitude to these old people at this time.She has nothing and can do nothing for these people.She couldn't even survive herself, unable to afford the lives of these people.
After leaving the dilapidated house, Yu Jingqi often thought about what the future life of these people would be like.I'm afraid it will continue to be shrouded in dark pain and boundless despair until the moment of death comes.
She suddenly felt some heaviness and unwillingness.She understood that she was not strong enough, so she couldn't bear the lives of these people, couldn't save these people, and couldn't even watch them.
The lives of these people who live like soulless puppets every day are like a strong catalyst for Yu Jingqi, making her change from being confused and restless to yearning for power, power, and control. There is an irresistible longing for everything.
She is not reconciled to her powerlessness and indifference, and knows that only when she reaches the position where she can decide everything can she really change everything.
But this kind of unwillingness is not strong enough or crazy enough. It is just a seed buried in the bottom of my heart, and it is only a long time before it germinates to be warmed and watered.
Undoubtedly, for a long time, Yu Jingqi was numb.Put the desire to "become stronger" in the bottom of my heart, silently became an ordinary thug of an ordinary gang, got a job that can support me, dressed myself as the fiercest and ugliest woman, and made those who have bad intentions Men stay at arm's length.
"Ayu, the southeast area is handed over to you today. Don't lose the chain." A man with a face full of bruises and wounds threw a stack of papers on Yu Jingqi's shoulder, and the papers scattered in all directions. But it still had an extremely indifferent expression.Dirt and blood and some fake scars she made herself had covered her stunning face, leaving only a pair of glowing eyes.And those beautiful eyes that usually capture people's hearts now only have a cold killing intent in them.
Her pseudonym is Ayu, and her main business is collecting protection fees and killing people.
She never smiled, her long black hair was tied behind her head like weeds, and her fair skin often smelled of mud and blood, which was covered by some worn-out clothes.
She is still attractive.But the charm buried by the cold killing intent, although it makes people feel a little itchy, is more of a fear.
Of course, this is only the temporary stability she bought at the price of killing twenty strong men in a row.
Yu Jingqi bent down to pick up his task, looked at it silently for a while, silently put it away and left.
She didn't know how many people were hiding murderous intentions and greed among the people staring at her back.But she didn't look back, nor did she have any emotion of fear.
She has been numb for a long time.
It was the first time that she watched things happening in a corner not far from her that would not happen in a normal world.Rape/violence of women, beating and killing the weak, even cruel dismemberment, dismemberment, disembowelment.
She didn't look back.Maybe she avoided it at first.But soon she knew that was meaningless.She just watched in silence all the time, her eyes gradually changed from struggling and resigned to indifference, coldness, numbness and ruthlessness.
She got used to this world and became a part of it.
After the emergence of mutants, they feed on human beings. Although the small number was controlled in the early stage, as human beings produced crystals after the potential explosion, the number of mutants and special races became more and more.The end times have finally come inexorably.
Yu Shouzheng disappeared.Yu Jingqi is the most delicious food in the eyes of the hungry wolves in the dark.Yes, she is Yu Shouzheng's daughter, the person closest to the truth.
It is undeniable that Yu Jingqi is indeed very smart.Even in the most hesitant period at the beginning, she stumbled and stumbled alone, but every time she escaped safely from the pursuit of those minions of the government/government.
However, she still couldn't change that she was a powerless person with nowhere to go.
The dungeon is her only choice in a panic.Penniless, hungry and cold.Yu Jingqi has changed from a young lady with no worries about food and clothing to a poor wretch who is struggling to survive.While in a state of embarrassment, even his calm mind gradually became clouded.
At this time, it was an old man who led her way.He smiled almost wrinkled his face.
"Although the underground city is chaotic, it is the only place where homeless people can go. You can be regarded as a person who has nowhere to go. Go there and try for a possibility?"
"What possibility?" Yu Jingqi looked up at the old man sitting on the wall telling stories to the little beggars, letting the rain wet his cheeks.
On this cold rainy day, beside the dilapidated low house, Yu Jingqi saw a black road leading to hope and despair.
At that time, she was smart but immature, with some force but not strong at all.The heart is fragile and the appearance is like a perfect broken doll. The soul does not know which empty world it is lost in, and it cannot be fully recovered for the time being.
In this state, for some unknown reason, she finally embarked on that path.He didn't look back, and he didn't stop his steps.
If you look for the entrance of the dungeon carefully, most of the bars, banks, and casinos exist underground.Not to mention how secretive it is.It's just that many people are afraid so they dare not enter.Coupled with rumors and rumors, the existence of dungeons has gradually been regarded as a terrible thing like snakes and scorpions over time. Unless it is true that there is nowhere to go to the enemy, no one will think of going to such a place.
So it was with the beginning of the end.After all, there are still many naive people who think that the government will have a solution, and believe that if the leaders continue to persist, they can see a bright future.
But Yu Jingqi has already fallen into the point of being chased and killed to the point where he had to escape.
When she stepped into the basement of a certain bar, her first reaction was that it stinks.The smell was so bad that she couldn't help retching, she couldn't understand how anyone would be willing to go through such a place to go to the dungeon, but obviously at that time she had no choice but to let herself endure all this desperately.And this kind of endurance seems to be just the beginning.
As if to verify her inner thoughts, when she walked through the dark corridor to the entrance of the dungeon, those rough and naked men looked like they were looking at prey, those women and children hiding in the corner trembling, those who fell down The half-dead old people on the ground are showing her the horror and filth of this world that can only be underground.
"Know the rules?" Before Yu Jingqi could enter the main entrance of the dungeon, several tall and strong men surrounded Yu Jingqi.There is no pity or gentleness in their eyes, but only the nature of a beast.
Yu Jingqi clenched the short dagger tightly with both hands, and finally calmed down after his eyes fluctuated a few times: "I don't know the rules. Why don't you tell me?"
The big guys started to laugh, and the scene seemed to be full of inexplicable banter for a while.Yu Jingqi straightened his body with an unyielding and indifferent appearance, as if he was not in the same world as these big men, surrounded by the kind of ridicule, sympathy and disdain, but he did not give in.
"Rules are... fists are rules! Whatever you want, you can get it all with your fists. As for you little girl? At most, it's just something that others are fighting for. Haha! Look at your little chicken hand? Your fist, you can't get anything!"
The laughter of the big men was so loud that it was disturbing.Although it was difficult for Yu Jingqi to have feelings similar to "disgust", at that moment, she swung the dagger without hesitation.
Just felt too noisy.
She is very tired.I have been running away for a long time, and I have been tense for a long time.But in this world where there are no rules but force, she doesn't need to restrain herself.Killing will not be punished, so it is not difficult to want the world to be quiet.
When studying imperialism, force value is a very important criterion for consideration.Maybe not the most powerful.But cannot be defeated.
Surrounded by several big men, Yu Jingqi left easily, behind him were tall bodies that fell down.
She could feel the sympathetic eyes around her.Perhaps envy and anxiety.She knows it all.But her tiredness made it impossible for her to maintain normal thinking.So she could only walk all the way to the park where she could sleep. Although she was still not used to it, she could only lie down on the stone chair and sleep with her clothes on.
When she arrived at the first meal in the dungeon, Yu Jingqi couldn't remember how long she had been hungry. She couldn't cross the bottom line to directly grab the food of those weak and weak, so she had to pick up a cold steamed bun on the side of the road to enter.
Hard.This is her only memory.
As for those strong men in groups, although she was not afraid, she still followed the principle of keeping a low profile as much as possible without provoking them.After all, it is okay for her to fight back when she was besieged when she first entered the city, but if she took the initiative to provoke her, she would probably find more people to retaliate in unison.
Living in a leaky dilapidated house, like those old people, women and children, she suffers from headaches every day in order to survive.Although her physical condition is better, she even has force and brains.But as a newcomer, he was rejected and spied on by a group of big men.
"Why don't you go and see those forces. If you can be a thug, a croupier, or a military adviser, it's better than us waiting here to die." Those old people really can't see how this beautiful little girl is getting better and better. Embarrassed.Obviously possessing strength and intelligence, even if he is afraid of disasters caused by his appearance, he shouldn't just hide and eat some bad food he picked up for a living.What a pity.
"Thank you." Yu Jingqi could only express his gratitude to these old people at this time.She has nothing and can do nothing for these people.She couldn't even survive herself, unable to afford the lives of these people.
After leaving the dilapidated house, Yu Jingqi often thought about what the future life of these people would be like.I'm afraid it will continue to be shrouded in dark pain and boundless despair until the moment of death comes.
She suddenly felt some heaviness and unwillingness.She understood that she was not strong enough, so she couldn't bear the lives of these people, couldn't save these people, and couldn't even watch them.
The lives of these people who live like soulless puppets every day are like a strong catalyst for Yu Jingqi, making her change from being confused and restless to yearning for power, power, and control. There is an irresistible longing for everything.
She is not reconciled to her powerlessness and indifference, and knows that only when she reaches the position where she can decide everything can she really change everything.
But this kind of unwillingness is not strong enough or crazy enough. It is just a seed buried in the bottom of my heart, and it is only a long time before it germinates to be warmed and watered.
Undoubtedly, for a long time, Yu Jingqi was numb.Put the desire to "become stronger" in the bottom of my heart, silently became an ordinary thug of an ordinary gang, got a job that can support me, dressed myself as the fiercest and ugliest woman, and made those who have bad intentions Men stay at arm's length.
"Ayu, the southeast area is handed over to you today. Don't lose the chain." A man with a face full of bruises and wounds threw a stack of papers on Yu Jingqi's shoulder, and the papers scattered in all directions. But it still had an extremely indifferent expression.Dirt and blood and some fake scars she made herself had covered her stunning face, leaving only a pair of glowing eyes.And those beautiful eyes that usually capture people's hearts now only have a cold killing intent in them.
Her pseudonym is Ayu, and her main business is collecting protection fees and killing people.
She never smiled, her long black hair was tied behind her head like weeds, and her fair skin often smelled of mud and blood, which was covered by some worn-out clothes.
She is still attractive.But the charm buried by the cold killing intent, although it makes people feel a little itchy, is more of a fear.
Of course, this is only the temporary stability she bought at the price of killing twenty strong men in a row.
Yu Jingqi bent down to pick up his task, looked at it silently for a while, silently put it away and left.
She didn't know how many people were hiding murderous intentions and greed among the people staring at her back.But she didn't look back, nor did she have any emotion of fear.
She has been numb for a long time.
It was the first time that she watched things happening in a corner not far from her that would not happen in a normal world.Rape/violence of women, beating and killing the weak, even cruel dismemberment, dismemberment, disembowelment.
She didn't look back.Maybe she avoided it at first.But soon she knew that was meaningless.She just watched in silence all the time, her eyes gradually changed from struggling and resigned to indifference, coldness, numbness and ruthlessness.
She got used to this world and became a part of it.
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