wait until spring blooms

The white snow reflected the dazzling light, Xiang Qing was wrapped in a quilt and sat on the bed, and her mother sat on the bedside with the spare rib soup, put it in Xiang Qing's hand, and said, "Xiang Qing, drink some! Good for your health." Xiang Qing stretched out her hand under the quilt, picked up the soup bowl, drank without saying anything, looking at Xiang Qing who was bored in the room these days, Xiang Qing's mother thought, it should be The school didn't take good care of her, and as soon as she got home, she became seriously ill. Watching Xiang Qing finish her drink, her mother said, "I'm going to the clinic. If Xiang Qing stays at home, if she's bored, she can read books and TV." Xiang Qing responded, watching Seeing her mother stand up, she said suddenly, "If Mu Xi comes, there is still some soup for her to drink." Xiang Qing hesitated, and then she lay down on the bed, followed by the sound of closing the door, and the whole The room was so quiet that it couldn't be any more quiet, Xiang Qing turned around and looked at the white snow outside reflecting the whole sky was white without any color.Glancing at the book next to her, Xiang Qing was not in the mood to read it. Thinking of what her mother said just now, she felt sad. She will never come to find her in the future.Because Mu Xi came to look for Xiang Qing on the second day of the holiday, but Xiang Qing was already sick.She looked at herself worriedly, but Xiang Qing didn't want to see her at all, she didn't say a word, but she still stayed for several days, until Xiang Qing said to her, "Mu Xi, don't come to me in the future, "Looking at her puzzled look, Xiang Qing's eyes were red. Xiang Qing thought she would be fine as soon as she slept, but no, Xiang Qing still felt very uncomfortable. Whenever she saw her, Xiang Qing raised her head and looked at her, her eyes Looking out of the window, she said, "Mu Xi, I hate you, don't come to me in the future." After finishing speaking, she looked at Qing reactively, as if she was frightened, and said slowly, " Xiang Qing, Xiang, Qing" She was probably waiting for her to respond to her!But Xiang Qing didn't respond to her, she turned her head and buried herself in the bed, Xiang Qing didn't know what was wrong with her?With his back to her, he still heard her footsteps, and then the door creaked shut, and the room returned to its usual quietness, except for the soft voice from under the quilt, which was Xiang Qing crying.After a few days like this, Xiang Qing lay on the bed like this.The sudden sound by the window brought back Xiang Qing's thoughts, there were remnants of snow on the glass window, probably some children who were not afraid of the cold were playing with throwing snowballs, and accidentally bumped into the window, vaguely It seemed that Xiang Qing could still hear the sound of joking and fighting, which was probably the most boring thing Xiang Qing had ever done.Occasionally, she could still hear the sound of passers-by, but Xiang Qing wondered, could it be Mu Xi?This idea came up crazily, but quickly shattered, Mu Xi, she must be angry, and she will ignore herself in the future.But Xiang Qing didn't even know why she was feeling uncomfortable and angry.Xiang Qing couldn't figure out how she could have such thoughts about Mu Xi, and Mu Xi might not understand what liking is. ,like?Mu Xi?Xiang Qing didn't want to continue thinking, she closed her eyes, took a shallow breath, and those pictures kept showing up, she was getting close to herself, her intimate movements, her red cheeks, and the sound of her beating heart, Xiang Qing couldn't control it Living, thinking about, what I saw in the playground, and the representative of the math class, I like, circulate, parked in that shaking car, leaning on her shoulder, feeling her warm body temperature, looking at the glass car I and her figure were reflected in the window, and what sounded in my ears was her giggling, and the phrase, Mu Xi, Xi, Huan, Xiang Qing, the fish that was originally imprisoned at the bottom of the water seemed to break free. Holding the shackles, walking around, what is swaying is not ripples but a deeper traction.

The Spring Festival is getting closer and closer, and there are sporadic and lively firecrackers. Xiang Qing has been at home for a long time. It is rare that her parents are free, so she pulls Xiang Qing out to buy new year's goods and new clothes. She hasn't gone out for a long time. Xiang Qing Only then did I realize that it was getting colder and colder outside, so I wrapped my collar tightly, my parents stopped from time to time, chatting with people in the alley, Xiang Qing looked at the snow accumulated on the stone slabs, and was trampled by people back and forth. It was dirty, parents finished talking, and continued to walk, Xiang Qing walked all the way, occasionally passing by rows of children laughing, Xiang Qing felt that Mu Xi might also be inside, but But she didn't look up, because Xiang Qing knew that Mu Xi wouldn't be inside, so she went out of the alley, took a bus, and came to the supermarket. Warmth, looking at all kinds of food on the shelf, Xiang Qing unconsciously took it and looked at it, her head kept turning, those are the things Mu Xi would like to eat, although Mu Xi doesn't really dislike food Things, but every time Xiang Qing would think about it carefully, but suddenly realized that Mu Xi, she, might not be able to do it in the future.Put the things on the shelf again, and was about to walk, but my father took them and said, "Xiang Qing likes this, so buy it!" It should be enough for Xiang Qing and Mu Xi to eat together." Xiang Qing listened, but didn't say a word, her father held Xiang Qing's hand, walked, and said, "Xiang Qing, did you quarrel with Mu Xi? I haven't seen it for a while. Mu Xi" Xiang Qing didn't know what to say, nodded, but her father smiled and said, "Xiang Qing also quarrels with others." Xiang Qing listened, her face blushing, but her father said in a low voice. "But Mu Xi will definitely be unhappy. Xiang Qing, I think Mu Xi is unhappy." Xiang Qing, thinking of her red eyes from crying, shook her head, "Then stop arguing and share these with Mu Xi. Make up with her!" Xiang Qing hesitated, watching her mother carrying things, her father helping her mother carry them, watching, leaving the supermarket, looking at the pale sky outside, Xiang Qing wrapped her collar tightly, thinking, Mu Xi , she must be unhappy, like it, Xiang Qing doesn't know if she likes it, Mu Xi, but if Mu Xi doesn't talk to her in the future, doesn't smile happily at herself, and doesn't rely on herself anymore, Xiang Qing thinks It feels uncomfortable, what should I do, Xiang Qing didn't want to understand.Following her mother into the clothes store, her mother was choosing clothes, but Xiang Qing's eyes didn't stop on the clothes. After finally making her choice, Xiang Qing responded.After leaving the store, I bought some new year's goods before returning. Sitting on the rickety bus, Xiang Qing's thoughts never stopped. The breath she exhaled hit the glass, and the white mist formed reminded Xiang Qing of Mu Xi. Stretching out her hand, writing one by one, watching the formed handwriting slowly disappear, Xiang Qing did the same thing repeatedly, until the bus stopped and Xiang Qing was called by her father, she came back to her senses, and got off. Car, walked into the alley, Xiang Qing looked around, maybe, Mu Xi should come out to play, right?As he approached the house, Xiang Qing still didn't see her. Suddenly, when he turned into the alley, Xiang Qing heard someone call "Mu Xi, come here" and turned to look at her. It doesn't look like it's any different than usual.It was Lu Hu who was approaching, watching Lu Hu smiling and holding Mu Xi's hand, close to her face, saying something, but she obeyed, and entered the alley around the corner with Lu Hu, Xiang Qing didn't know what it was like Feeling, looking at her lightly, lowering her head, so that people can't see her expression clearly. Xiang Qing's father, who was in front, looked at Xiang Qing who had stopped, and called, "Xiang Qing, why don't you leave?" Qing responded, but after Xiang Qing heard it, she walked quietly, except for the tightly grasped plastic bag in her hand silently telling Xiang Qing's emotions, as if nothing had happened, she walked.