wait until spring blooms

With her tenderly close to her in her arms, she got up carefully, waiting for her to leave the bedroom, opened her eyes, changed her clothes, and got up.Walking out of the bedroom, I saw that she was washing the rice, her hands were red with cold, and nothing disturbed her. Looking at her clear eyes, the details were fascinating.As she approached, she took a sensitive glance, grinned, looked at her suspiciously, took her hands and covered her face, it was really cold, she didn't give her a chance to pull away, she could only Obedient.After a long time, she murmured, "Well, Mu Xi, I want, cook, rice." Curving the corner of her mouth, she looked at the red tips of her shy ears, and said, "Then I'll help Mu Xi do it." She froze Staring in a daze, the expression of opening her mouth and being speechless swept away all the haze in Xiang Qing's heart, let go of her hand, and watched her busy without disturbing her.She turned her head and said hesitantly, "Xiang Qing,, not yet, wash your face." She turned her head quickly again, which made Xiang Qing unable to hide her smile even more.After washing, Mu Xi's father also walked out of the house on crutches, Xiang Qing didn't say anything more, and had breakfast.During breaks, Mu Xi is usually busy making food, and Xiang Qing watched with particular interest. At noon, after Xiang Qing had finished eating, she said, "I'm going back." Slightly glanced at Mu Xi's father's expression, Xiang Qing speculated, but didn't dare to stay longer.Mu Xi took her hand and walked, although she didn't speak, Xiang Qing didn't know what to say, so she walked and stopped at the side of the street, the snow here was much thicker, but Xiang Qing didn't feel cold, holding her hand Tighten her hand, looked at her, and said in a low voice, "Well, Mu Xi, go back." She instantly turned red-eyed, shook her head, unable to see her red-eyed grievance, hugged her, and gently rubbed against her. Then, in the end, she still stood by the side of the road, sat by the car window and looked at her, standing aggrieved, instead of smiling and waving like before, guess, she must be angry.Frowning, thinking about it, in fact, it would be all right to coax her a little, but it just couldn't be done.At least this way I can meet her.Because I can't be sure what the future holds.In the evening, when I got home and opened the door, Xiang Qing felt nostalgic for the sudden light. It had been a long time since I had such a feeling, since Mu Xi was no longer by her side.After tidying up her emotions, mother was setting the bowls and chopsticks. Seeing Xiang Qing came back, she smiled and took her hand, "Come on, it's time to eat." Dad also came out of the kitchen with the bowls, a family of three, ordinary but Sunny is warm.The snowflakes falling silently outside the window are quietly falling.With the coming of the Spring Festival, Xiang Qing's parents were also very happy, but Xiang Qing stayed at home, helping out occasionally, and more often in a daze.Mu Xi would send messages every day, but like a stubborn child, she stopped calling.Xiang Qing thought about calling her on her own initiative, but before she dialed, she stopped thinking about it.Nesting on the sofa, sighing softly, it might be better for Mu Xi like this.After all, some things will not end so quickly, maybe it will be very long.After the Spring Festival, Xiang Qing was busy going around various relatives' homes, blocking all kinds of blind date activities, Xiang Qing's parents also tactfully refused when they saw Xiang Qing's reaction.After the Lantern Festival, life is finally back to normal. I get up habitually in the morning, fumble with my phone and look at the group messages, looking at them hesitantly, Mu Xi, I haven't called Mu Xi for a long time.Put down the phone, get up, wash up, drink porridge, and feel bored and flustered.Looking at the date on the phone, it was time to go back to school.Tossing and turning, I thought, maybe I can't bring Mu Xi with me this time.Sighed softly.Until the phone rang suddenly, huh?Unfamiliar number, Xiang Qing hesitated to connect, "Hello" "Are you Xiang Qing?" asked suspiciously "Well, you are?" "I'm Mo Yu, I don't even remember." Well, Xiang Qing has it Hearing some impressions, listening to her say "afternoon,——a classmate reunion at the hotel", Xiang Qing wanted to refuse, but before she could say anything, Mo Yu hung up.Looking at the empty and constantly turning clock on the wall, I got up and thought, let's go.Wearing a coat, wrapped in a scarf, and with long hair loose, she went out, and the oncoming wind made Xiang Qing bow her head. She walked and sat on the bus, staggering, to her destination.Oncoming from a distance, wearing a smart suit, very slim but a bit cold, Xiang Qing thought so, pulled her arm in front of her, and said with a smile, "Xiang Qing, why are you still so beautiful." Mo Yu?People have really changed a lot. When you enter a restaurant, it is full of people. Walking with Mo Yu, these familiar and unfamiliar people are really easy to make people feel confused.Drinking water quietly, the air conditioner was too stuffy in the middle, so Xiang Qing came out to take a breath, and when she turned back, she happened to meet Yue Xin, she was also surprised, the man beside him seemed to be brought by Yue Xin, he should be her boyfriend Bar.Yue Xin didn't expect that Xiang Qing's class would also hold a party here, so she smiled nervously and said, "Well, how are you doing recently?" Xiang Qing replied slowly, "Well, it's okay." She didn't speak, and Xiang Qing didn't move until Mo Yu came out and said, "Oh, Xiang Qing wanted to slip away so soon." Before she could respond, she was pulled closer to the room.Yue Xin watched Xiang Qing go in, and walked dimly, until the palms of her hands were touched by warmth, and she regained her senses.With a forced smile, "Let's go." All the beginning and ending were carried out so silently.In the evening, Xiang Qing left, refused the help of others, and sat on the bus, watching the neon lights flashing, so bright, yet so dim.Get out of the car, enter the community, open the door, see parents puzzled, saying "today, class reunion." Only entered the room, after taking a shower, lying on the bed, watching with the phone, only to find that Mu Xi called The phone call, probably because it was too noisy at the time, so I didn't pay attention to it.After thinking about it, the phone rang again, and when it was connected, she said, "Xiang Qing, are you at home?" as if shivering from the cold, and replied "Well, at home, what's the matter?" Sitting up, She said intermittently, "Well, Mu Xi, here, here, outside the door." After thinking about it, she understood what she said, hurriedly got up, opened the door, she stood trembling, really, holding her hand, It's really cold.When I entered the house, I didn’t tell my parents. I dragged her into the bathroom and untied her clothes. She insisted on dragging me, sticking to me. Her body was so cold, I hugged her and soaked in the bathtub. Seeing that her pale face was slowly becoming rosy, she wanted to distance herself, but she insisted on hugging herself, muttering softly, "No, no, yes, Mu Xi, no, yes " Patted her on the back, didn't dare to move anymore, and finally supported her by himself, wiped it, looked at her in the clothes, wanted to go out to get pajamas, she followed closely, how could she go out like this, alas, to Qing just said, "Mu Xi, can Xiang Qing just come back and wait for me?" Little by little, she let go of her hand, went out of the bathroom, took her pajamas, and entered the bathroom, she didn't move like a child, Following Xiang Qing, he finally pulled her out of the bathroom.Xiang Qing wanted to explain, and said to her mother, "Well, Mu Xi, come to me." Without ignoring the way her parents looked at Mu Xi, Xiang Qing didn't stop, and dragged Mu Xi into the house.Instead of looking at her, she said, "Go and lie on the bed." She let go of her hand and wrapped herself in the quilt, but her eyes never moved away. Xiang Qing took the hair dryer and approached, and she obediently moved closer , fingers lightly passed over, and Mu Xi leaned comfortably against Xiang Qing.Until the hair dryer is turned off, set aside.Sitting on the bed too, I didn't know how to ask, but my mind didn't stop, for a long time, I sighed softly.But Mu Xi moved, she raised her head, and said, "Xiang Qing,, want, are you leaving?" Surprised, buried under the calmness, Xiang Qing gently responded to her, "En" she hugged nervously. Clinging to himself, he said "Mu Xi,, yes, go." So the reason why Mu Xi came so late was because he was afraid that he would leave.The silent Xiang Qing made Mu Xi afraid, slowly raised his head, watched, leaned closer and carefully imitated Xiang Qing, kissed Xiang Qing's lips lightly, opened his eyes in surprise, and looked at her , thinking sadly, when did his Mu Xi become like this, wanting to please himself.Holding her shoulder with one hand and holding her head with the other, she kissed back, she relaxed and accepted, but in the next second, Xiang Qing let go.Putting aside the puzzled, wronged, and hurt expressions in her eyes.Silently, Xiang Qing just opened her mouth, and her tears flowed down her cheeks in front of her face. Her heart really hurt. She hugged her shoulders and said softly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." She, Shrugging her shoulders, she said, "Mu Xi, don't, Xiang Qing, let's go." Her warm breath made Xiang Qing lose her mind.But her words brought her back to reality.Wiping her tears with her hands, she rubbed them like before, if only it would be like this forever.Xiang Qing hugged her tightly and said, "What about Mu Xi's father?" She tugged on her sleeve, thinking hard, seeing her like this, Xiang Qing didn't wait for her to answer, let her Lying down, she nestled in her arms, calm as if what happened just now was a fantasy.Turn off the light, and said softly, "Go to sleep, Mu Xi, good night." She relied on herself, and said slowly, "Mu Xi, I want to be with Xiang Qing." I know, Mu Xi She would choose herself, but with Mu Xi like this, Xiang Qing couldn't be too selfish.Gently responded to her, "Yes, I see." She looked at her heartily, and whispered "Xiang Qing, good night." Hearing her calm breathing, Xiang Qing was tossing and turning.