What happened to the double alpha

Tong Xie didn't know why He Shan, who hadn't moved for a long time, called him at this time. Anyway, he used the method of elimination, first of all, he didn't come to pay him New Year's greetings.

"I didn't know until today that you are the famous Chu Xuan." He Shan sighed in a complicated tone on the other side of the phone.

Three years ago Chu Xuan was declared dead without any signs and Tong Xie "turned into the world". At that time, he did not connect the two people together at the first time, probably because it was too unimaginable.

He Shan is a smart person. After knowing Tong Xie's identity, he immediately figured out all the ins and outs, as well as the almost unknown relationship between Chu Yao and Sheng Yuan.

Tong Xie didn't find it strange. With Tun's network, it shouldn't be too difficult to find out his identity.

While looking at the various recipes, Tong Xie poured a layer of thick black soy sauce on the chicken wings, and asked nonchalantly, "Are you okay?"

He Shan: "I heard that you are now working with Sheng Yuan at Gen?"

From the day when Tong Xie dragged his family to live with Sheng Yuan overnight, he has been with Sheng Yuan, going to work with him in the morning, and going home with him in the evening, and occasionally being late because of staying in bed—the two It's been more than a month since my role was changed three years ago.

"Does it have anything to do with you?"

Tong Xie only had a little bit of patience, and it was all put on Sheng Yuan, the "torturing little goblin". His patience with others really swooped down on the negative axis from the very beginning, and he poured down a whole bottle of Coca-Cola Put it into the pot, deal with it: "It's okay, I'll hang up."

He Shan's voice was unhurried, processed by the radio, with a hint of sarcasm, indifference and indescribable pity: "What should I say? Chu Ling, Chu Ling, you are so smart. Your parents died under Gen's ambition, and you are still working for these people?"

Chu Xuan is not the real name of "Chu Xuan", his original name is Jian, his parents died in the artificial gland experiment more than ten years ago, and the 17-year-old orphan Chu Xuan who differentiated into Alpha changed his name and changed his surname to lurk in Gen - this is all After the earth-shattering incident happened three years ago, Xili sent people to search through countless files before investigating it.

But at this time, this sentence seemed like a huge thunder exploded in the cochlea without warning, Tong Xie heard a buzzing sound, and almost missed the phone: "...what...?"

What is He Shan talking about?Did Chu Xuan's parents die at Gen's hands?

"Now I believe that you really lost your memory." He Shan was not surprised by Tong Xie's reaction at all. He smiled lowly: "When you were 12 years old, your parents were the first batch of experimental subjects by Gen in the early days. A person walks down from the operating table alive, you forget everything that happened three years ago, and probably also the bloody feud."

Tong Xie's hand holding the spatula was motionless, as if frozen, for a while he couldn't make any sound at all.

——Knowing the death of his parents didn’t deal a big blow to Tong Xie, because he didn’t even know who his parents were, couldn’t describe their appearance, and he also forgot the family relationship that might have been very deep in his bones, and he didn’t realize it until he was 12 years old. Chu Xuan's grief-stricken feelings.

But he finally knew the reason why Chu Xuan stayed in Gen.

He wants to avenge his family.

... so what about the wish?What is his reason?

What is the reason why Sheng Yuan has repeatedly evaded the answer to this question?

Apart from the only truth, Tong Xie couldn't think of any other possibility.

Sheng Yuan didn't have his own reasons, he just wanted to fulfill the wish that he didn't have time to fulfill for himself and for that long-dead Chu Ling.

That's why I willingly stayed in Gen for so many years.

Snow Wolf felt the air pressure around the excrement shovel officer suddenly drop, and it was like a world of ice and snow in an instant. The hair all over his body was blown up, and he squatted at the door with his tail between his legs, covering his head and holding his nose, not daring to breathe.

At this time, there was a soft "click", Sheng Yuan pushed the door open, and accidentally slapped the snow wolf between the door and the wall, turning it into a "hair cake". He put down the bag he was carrying in both hands, and spoke softly. Say, "I'm back."

Tong Xie didn't hear these words, he couldn't help but hear metal-like ringing in his ears and mind, and stood stiffly in the kitchen.

When Sheng Yuan confessed to him that night, she subtly avoided all the past that might involve this topic.

Tong Xie was keenly aware of this at the time, but he didn't continue to ask further. One reason was that he was really shocked by the story of the parting of the two lives, and the second reason was that he didn't want to force his wish to speak.

Tong Xie always thought that Sheng Yuan insisted on staying in Gen because of some unspeakable secrets, but he never thought that it was because of him.

Such a heavy love is too oppressive and heavy, and it is hard for the back of a flesh and blood to bear it.

If he had known the truth was like this, he would never have allowed Sheng Yuan to stay from the very beginning, never.

Sheng Yuan walked into the house unknowingly, put the things in his hand into the refrigerator, and there was a strange smell in his nostrils. He saw Tong Xie standing straight in the kitchen, and asked very surprised: " What is the taste?"

Tong Xie snapped back to his senses, rolled his Adam's apple twice, and said in a low voice as if nothing had happened: "I made Coca-Cola Chicken Wings, it might not be very tasty."

This is really the first time for Tong Xie to cook. Sheng Yuan walked over with a feeling of freshness. He saw Coke simmering in the pot. The soy sauce may have been added a little too much. bad.

Tong Xie threw the shovel into the pot: "You come back and get it, I'll go to the toilet."

He spoke in a steady voice, Sheng Yuan didn't notice anything unusual, said "hmm", buried the chicken wings in the coke with a shovel, put the lid on the pot and simmered it slowly.

The taste of the dark food was surprisingly good, and it wasn't too salty to drink with water. The two of them ate half of the dish, and the remaining half was given to Xiaolang's stomach.

Sheng Yuan finished cleaning the bowls, and said to Tong Xie when he was clearing the table: "Actually, the easiest way to do cola chicken wings is to put only cola on it. You can add nothing to other condiments. Next time you want to eat, I can give it to you." Do."

Tong sat obliquely on the sofa and didn't speak a word until Sheng Yuan finished his housework, then he stretched out his hand and patted beside him: "Sit down here, I have something to ask you."

The expression on Tong Xie's face at this time was unexpectedly calm, Sheng Yuan glanced at him and found nothing wrong, walked over and asked gently: "What's wrong?"

Tong Xie went straight to the point: "I have asked you this question many times, but you have never answered me directly, why did you stay in Gen?... When I wanted to take you away, why didn't you leave with me? "

The relaxed expression on Sheng Yuan's face suddenly disappeared.

"Why don't you tell me that everything you do is for me, why I can only hear the truth from other people's mouths," Tong Xie finally couldn't hold back, and whispered almost collapsed: "Sheng Yuan, I I really don't want you to do anything for me...for Chu Xuan."

Sheng Yuan curled up her fingers slightly, and said softly, "You already know."

"Sheng Yuan, get out of there," Tong Xie murmured hoarsely, "I don't want to take revenge anymore...I don't need you to avenge me..."

He doesn't even remember what his parents looked like, let alone the deep-rooted hatred. If this is the reason for Sheng Yuan to stay in Gen, he is willing to let it all go.

He doesn't want them all.

——He is not a Marvel hero, the task of saving the world does not fall on his head, Gen's life and death have nothing to do with him, people who do all kinds of bad things will always have reincarnation.

All he wants is to be safe and happy, and he doesn't want anything else, just go fuck it.

The two reunited for three months, and he was cheated by Sheng Yuan three times, which was more heart-wrenching each time.

"Sheng Yuan, you are free." Tong's squinting eyes were slightly red: "...you can't always live for others."

"You are the greatest value in my life." Sheng Yuan paused and said, "I am willing to live for you."

Chu Xuan said before that there are only two things left in his life, one is to avenge his parents, the other is to love and wish a little more every day, the second thing he failed to do, instead he forgot about his lover clean and dry.

A grand wish can at least help him fulfill his first wish, so that he won't have so many regrets.

"——I don't want to!" Tong Xie's emotions suddenly burst out of control, and his voice suddenly increased a degree, not sharp, but with unbearable and uncontrollable hysteria: "I don't want to see you again I've been facing those people who are worse than animals all day and all night!"

As long as he thinks of Sheng Yuan who has endured silently for him for three years, Tong Xie feels that his entire airway is blocked by a huge invisible pain, and it is difficult to even breathe, and he spits out one word a month from between his teeth: "Do you want to die?" Haven't thought about what this means to me? How...how can you accept..."

People have bad roots, but when they give something, they always want to be known, and they always want to get a little return.

But Shengyuan really doesn't ask for anything for herself.

"I'm not bound by anything. This is the path I chose on my own initiative. The more I walk forward and the closer I get to the end, the happier I feel." Sheng Yuan said softly: "...Tong Xie, I don't feel sad , On the contrary, I have been very happy to be able to walk on the same path as you."

These few words made Tong Xie speechless, he curled up as if in extreme pain, put his chin on his knees, covered his face with his hands, his arms trembled slightly.

This gesture is rare to reveal a bit of fragility, Sheng Yuan couldn't help reaching out to hug him, the smell of cold fragrance quietly permeated between the two, he comforted in a low voice: "Don't feel sorry for me, okay? We can end this soon."

Sheng Yuan told Tong Xie all his plans, and this time he really didn't hold back at all. Mr. R in the North District used to work for Chu Xuan, and was engaged in deciphering the confidential documents of the ABC three districts. Before Chu Xuan's accident , the deciphering of Area A has been completed, and the stop procedure has been in the hands of Sheng Yuan.

Later, Sheng Yuan used the identity of "Chu Xuan" to contact his various old ministries, and continued to decipher the two districts of BC non-stop in various places. Gland supply, Gen is useless.

Finally, Sheng Yuan said: "This is my lifelong wish, and I don't want you to stop me."

Tong Xie knew that he was actually not qualified to point fingers, and that his grand wish was to do his best for "Chu Xuan", so what did it matter to him?

"It would be great if Chu Xuan was here, Sheng Yuan wouldn't be fighting alone." Tong Xie thought disappointedly.

Compared with such a "predecessor", he is really nothing.

"Am I quite useless?" Tong Xie suddenly had a thought in his heart.

For a period of time after this incident happened, Tong Xie was in a bad mood. Although he tried his best to hide it and didn't show it, Sheng Yuan could still feel it when he was with him day and night.

He didn't tell Tong Xie about this because he was afraid that he would be sad and blame himself. Sheng Yuan didn't want to see him listless, so he often took him out to relax and watch the sun rise and snow fall together. It was buzzing inside.

After a long time, you will still get used to it.

In the blink of an eye, it will be next autumn, and the two have known each other for nearly a year.

Tong Xie was taking a shower in the bathroom, Sheng Yuan answered a phone call.

The other party's tone was hurried and flustered, and he didn't know what to say.

I saw that the grand wish that had always been in front of the landslide without changing his expression suddenly changed drastically in an instant, so that the tone of his speech was trembling violently:——

"What did you say?"