What happened to the double alpha

The doctor was just about to start setting up the operation procedure, when suddenly there was a rustling movement on the bed next to him——Tong Xie, who had been dazed by the medicine given by the wish, suddenly opened his eyes, sat up from the bed, and stared straight. He stared intently at the scalpel in his hand.

This is no less than the effect of watching a ghost movie alone in the middle of the night and suddenly being punched in the face by a female ghost. The doctor took a step back: "Oh my god!——"

Chu Xuan frowned, pressed his finger bones against his temples, and said inaudibly, "Thank you for taking care of me these four years."

"........."

The doctor was about to lament that Tong Xie could say a single word, but he sensitively sensed something was wrong - the person in front of him was not the same as the Tong Xie he knew, although he still had this face, but the details were different. With subtle changes, his brows and eyes became more solemn and determined, and his temperament became more cold and cold, as if there was a new person in his shell.

As if thinking of something, the doctor cautiously asked, "Uh, your memory has recovered?"

The bastard Sheng Yuan didn't know how many doses he gave him. Chu Yao struggled to wake up, but his head was still dizzy and painful. He said softly: "...My name is Chu Yao, and I am Sheng Yuan's lover."

"It's all right now, the operation was not completed, and the master is back." The doctor thought tremblingly, his forehead was full of embarrassment, "What should we do now?"

Although Tong Xie often had a cold face, the sense of oppression brought to him by this familiar yet unfamiliar man in front of him was something Tong Xie had never experienced before. cool.

The doctor was inexplicably nervous, threw the scalpel to the side, and sold out his teammate without stopping: "This matter has nothing to do with me... Yes, Sheng Yuan asked me..."

"I know, I don't mean to blame you. If you hadn't taken me in four years ago, I wouldn't be here today," Chu Xuan said with some self-deprecation, "I should say thank you to you."

Chu Ling blinked for a while, and his eyes fell on Sheng Yuan who was anesthetized next to him.

His eyes were like a splash of silent stagnant water, only when he looked at Sheng Yuan did the surface of the stagnant water ripple round and round.

The doctor licked his dry lips: "Then you..."

Chu Xuan said inexplicably, "I will take Sheng Yuan away first."

After speaking, he turned over and got off the ground, and walked to the operating table next to him.

Seeing that Chu Xuan picked up Sheng Yuan without any effort, and walked out without saying a word, the doctor felt that his friend Sheng Yuan might be in bad luck after waking up.

At this time, it was 09:30 in the evening, thick gray clouds were rolling over the moon, the sky was as black as ink, and the night wind was screaming sharply, blowing the windbreakers of the two of them.

Chu Xuan thought: It's so cold.

He returned home with a great wish, walked to the bedroom, Xuelang keenly smelled a wind and rain coming, and got under the closet without saying a word.

Chu Ling put Sheng Yuan on the bed, then took a deep breath as if he couldn't bear anything, his nails were deeply clenched into his palm, he slowly lowered his head, touched Sheng Yuan's lips, and called softly: "A wish..."

Chu linger is like a drug-addicted-addicted gentleman, almost obsessively sticking to Sheng Yuan's body, bending over and lying beside him for a long time, before letting him go, and then fleeing away out of the living room.

He didn't dare to look at him like this beside Sheng Yuan.

Half an hour later, Sheng Yuan's eyelashes trembled a few times, and he slowly opened his eyes, a pale ceiling was reflected in his eyes.

……what happened?Is the operation over?

Why didn't he die?This is... at home?

Sheng Yuan clutched the back of his neck and sat up from the bed. He didn't feel the touch of needles and threads. The doubts in his heart became more and more intense, and he stepped on his slippers and walked out of the bedroom.

As soon as he took a step out of the door, he couldn't move or lift his feet.

A man with a clear and beautiful face sat on the sofa and looked at him. His familiar gaze made Sheng Yuan's fingertips tremble slightly.

At that moment, the wish surged up from the soles of the feet and spread to all the limbs. His lips opened and closed several times, and his tone was filled with surprise, temptation and unbelievable expectations: "Chu, Chu ling... is it you?"

Yes.

That was Chu Xuan's sitting posture.

Tong Xie always likes to prop up two long legs, put his ankle on the knee of the other leg, his back seems to have no bones, and he always relies on something to settle down.

And the person in front of him had his legs slightly apart, his feet naturally landed on the ground, and his back was bent forward. Even if he sat there motionless, he still had a condescending aura.

Chu Xuan didn't speak, but silently and profoundly depicted Sheng Yuan's face with his eyes.

The grand wish in front of me and the outline of four years ago in my memory gradually overlapped and separated, completely turning into two appearances.

After all, it is different.

His grand wish, just such a person grows up.

Chu Xuan restrained all the emotions in his heart that were on the verge of collapse and out of control, and ordered softly with his lips open: "Come here, let me see you."

Sheng Yuan has never realized so clearly for a moment that deep down in his heart he still hopes that Chu Yao will think of him and call him "Sheng Yuan" again.

So much so that he didn't even dare to blink or make any movements, he was afraid that if he moved a little, Chu Ling in front of him would turn into floating foam and disappear forever.

Like a million times in a midnight dream.

Chu Xuan saw that he stayed where he was and didn't respond, so he stood up and walked towards his grand wish step by step.

"Growing taller." Chu Ling stared at him for a moment, and said in a low voice, "... taller than me."

Sheng Yuan twitched her nostrils twice, and said in a trembling voice, "Chu Xuan."

— Are you back?Is that you?

Of these two people, one got what he wanted, and the other just woke up from a big dream. They both felt that everything in front of them was full of unrealistic dreams, and neither of them dared to touch each other proactively.

"I know you're having a bad life." Chu Xuan said softly word by word with some difficulty: "I gave you my glands back then, not to let you follow my old path, who asked you to avenge me? "

Sheng Yuan thought that the first thing Tong Xie would do after recovering his memory was to settle accounts with him, and he had thought of a lot of excuses that would not make him sad, but when this day came, he could not utter a single word, and he just used an almost greedy He stared intently at the person in front of him.

Chu Ling's Adam's apple couldn't help convulsing, his eye sockets became more and more wet, and his voice was hoarse and out of tune: "It's up to me whether to stay in Gen or not, who needs you to make up your own mind...why are you... for me...for me..."

Too much repressed emotions were pressed heavily in his throat, and Chu Ling couldn't make a sound anymore, only tears fell uncontrollably from his eyelashes.

Sheng Yuan panicked at once, the tears were like boiling oil dripping on his heart, his internal organs were twitching from the heat, he said at a loss: "Chu ling...Chu ling, don't cry..."

Chu Xuan stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, and his calmness like a mountain was breaking into pieces one by one.

What would he use to repay Sheng Yuan for those three years of darkness?

This is the great wish he put on the tip of his heart, how could he be willing to do so.

Chu Lian's heart ached in an instant, as long as he remembered what Sheng Yuan had suffered in the past three years, he couldn't help it anymore, leaned against the wall with his hands covering his eyes, lowered his head with his neck down, and cried out choked up .

He once brought Shengyuan under the vast wings and carefully protected him. Even wind, frost and swords could not scratch him. Chu Yao watched the seed take root in his heart and grow slowly.

But now, because of him being reborn, Sheng Yuan shouldered all the wind and rain on his shoulders, and when he returned to him as Chu Yao, everything changed.

It's nothing more than a broken liver and intestines.

It turned out that they never redeemed each other.

It turned out that none of them had been able to participate in anyone's growth.

The indescribable feeling of powerlessness can almost instantly drain a person's strength, and he squatted down along the wall as if he couldn't stand up. It was a weakness of human nature that Chu Xuan had never experienced in ten years.

"Chu Yao, don't do this." Sheng Yuan's eyes trembled slightly, and he knelt down at his feet, comforting him softly, "I don't want to see you sad, and I don't even want you to cry for me."

Chu Xuan's tears completely blurred his vision, and even rushed into his eardrums, and the sound of heartbeats came from his ears, which was deafening.

It took him a long time to make a sound, choked up until his voice was blurred, with a strong nasal voice: "I don't want you to become like me."

...I don't want to see you become like me at all.

Sheng Yuan gradually approached him and kissed the soft black hair: "There is nothing that cannot be changed."

"The only thing that can't be changed in fate is faith and the love between us." Sheng Yuan was silent for a long time before continuing: "I think it's worth living with your wish."

Chu Ling raised his head, the whites of his eyes were all red, he leaned over and touched Sheng Yuan's lips lightly, it was an overly cautious kiss, only a slight collision of lips, and then he said hoarsely: " I came back too late."

... He actually forgot for so long.

"It's okay, Chu Xuan." Sheng Yuan looked down at him and whispered, "I'm not as fragile as you think."

But people grow up only after going through pain. Chu Xuan hopes that Sheng Yuan will never grow up and never be traumatized.

"I forgot about you for three years, and you let me live alone for three years. If you don't come to see me once, you don't miss me at all?" Chu Ling gritted his teeth slightly and said, "One day you dare to take If I forgot, I'll lock you up so that you can't go anywhere, even if you die, you have to die with me."

——Chu Xuan and Tong Xie can still reach a consensus on this point, and Tong Xie once said such a similar sentence.

Sheng Yuan's heart was sore and soft, he touched his red earlobe and said, "Really?"

He knew that Chu Xuan was not such a person. If the identities of the two were reversed, he might make the exact same choice as Sheng Yuan.

Chu Ling had never squatted on the ground crying and confiding to anyone. This was really not his usual style. After the most uncomfortable and tormented period, he was about to stand up against the wall when Sheng Yuan moved forward slightly. He leaned over and kissed her directly.

Chu Xuan opened his eyes wide, then slowly closed them again.

The two squatted and knelt, telling their desire for each other in a small corner, Sheng Yuan held Chu Ling's face, and kissed slowly and gently, as if they wanted to kiss him here for one night, filling three years of vacancies.