pray

The funeral was held in Star City, and it was raining lightly that day.

Gu Ran who was sitting in the coffee shop withdrew his thoughts, more than a month had passed since that day, "What were you talking about just now?".

"Do you want to come to the Gu family's family reunion next week?" Gu An had no choice but to repeat it again.

In the beginning, Gu Ran would be fussy and angry, but gradually, she realized that all this was futile, no one would hug her in the silent night, no one would take away the wine glass from her hand like Su Nian, No one will tolerate their self-willedness and petty temper.

Sitting there, Gu Ran remembered the quarrel with Gu An a few days ago, "Okay", Gu Ran, who learned how to pack himself, was doing things he didn't want to do.

"Nian Nian, I miss you." After Gu An left, Gu Ran sat there stirring the coffee cup, tears falling into the cup drop by drop. He had quarreled with Gu An and the others many times.

She wants to wait for someone to coax her, but the only response to her is the cold living room. Since there is only one person there, why don't you sit here for a while?

Thinking so, Gu Ran sat back down again, the coffee that entered his throat had a slight bitter taste, not too bitter, because Gu Ran added a lot of sugar.

When Su Nian was around, she never knew what she liked. It wasn't until that person was gone that Gu Ran realized that Su Nian had already been engraved in her bones. In the past, she always missed what she liked, but when making coffee, she always thought of Su Nian naturally. , Remembering that she likes to drink coffee with too much sugar.

"Niannian, do you know? When Baijiu left, my heart seemed to have a hole, and I couldn't close it anymore; but when you left, I seemed to have no heart." Gu Ran lay on the table, looking at Pedestrians on the street.

Gu Ran, who tried to wash away the loneliness in his heart with the noise of the crowd and the sound of car horns, and fell asleep, when Gu Ran woke up again, it was already sunset time.

The bill was settled when Gu An left, and Gu Ran, who wanted to talk to someone and went to pay the bill, came back disappointed.

The room is still the same as it was before. The things belonging to Su Nian are neatly placed in their original positions. Things have long since faded and deteriorated.

Throwing his body heavily on the sofa, together with the exhaustion in his heart, Gu Ran closed his eyes and brought an unpacked bag of French fries from his side. It was bought before, and it was still in the original position because he forgot to throw it away.

The french fries were a little soft and damp because they had been stored for a long time, and they didn't taste very good. After chewing a few bites and putting them down, Gu Ran picked up a can of beer from the refrigerator.

There is a post-it note on the refrigerator, a sign of love, and the neat font is written by Su Nian, "Don't drink."

Gu Ran looked at the condensed water droplets on the beer can and threw it into the trash can, and then threw all the beer in the refrigerator into it as if thinking of something.

Because no one is lying in the room, there will always be some bugs. Gu Ran rummaged through the closet, taking out Su Nian's clothes to dry one by one. There was a smell of sunlight and Su Nian's smell. Gu Ran was a little obsessed and couldn't help it Smell a few more.

There are not many things, except for a few clothes. Even the cosmetics were bought because Gu Ran couldn't resist that time. Gu Ran picked up the small bottle of perfume and thought of Su Nian's puffed cheeks, and protested silently. So cute, I couldn't help but laugh.

There is a small box at the bottom, which is locked. Gu Ran is not sure if it belongs to Su Nian, because she has never seen her take it out, but her inner curiosity drives her again.

Inside was a marriage lottery. Gu Ran picked it up and looked at it. It had Baijiu and his own name written on it. When was it dated?Gu Ran searched his memory.

After thinking about it for a long time, I just thought that it was obtained with Baijiu in the park, and I can't remember any more. Below is a small notebook.

Gu Ran opened it and looked, the first page only had a few words, "I like her, but she doesn't like me".

The hands that turned the page trembled a little. Did it start at that time?Gu Ran felt sorry for her Nian Nian more and more.

"In the previous life, she was my star. She couldn't be touched or picked up. I could only look up to her. In this life, she is still that star. She couldn't be touched or picked up." The words on the next page disturbed Gu Ran again. thoughts.

Wanting to know everything, Gu Ran flipped through the notes vigorously, and the paper was ripped apart.

"I confessed my love to Ranran today, but she didn't agree." The handwriting was a bit scribbled, and the notes were crooked, completely different from the previous pages.

"If Ranran and Baijiu will be happy together, then forget it, I, it's okay, hey, Su Nian, it's okay." The last stroke of the handwriting is very long, and there are blurred notes .

It must be tears, Gu Ran rubbed the big black spot with his fingers, couldn't hold back the tears, and hugged the notebook in his arms.

She doesn't remember those things in her previous life, and she doesn't want to recall them. She knows that the one she likes now is Su Nian.

Gu Ran turned over and over again.

"There is a girl who said that she will go to heaven when she dies, but there is no heaven, the only place where the dead go is misery." This sentence attracted Gu Ran's attention. Is it true?

Perhaps to confirm Gu Ran's words, the following handwriting is not very good-looking. It can be seen that he endured a lot of pain when writing it.

Gu Ran couldn't believe it, did he go there just to find himself?So the injuries on his body were also left at that time?

Gu Ran didn't read the following words, because he was uncomfortable, and wanted to go to Su Nian even more, to have the same life and death, since Nian Nian can do it, so can I.

Gu Ran, who closed the notebook, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, the weather in April had already started to warm up, and the only ones who knew that they could help him were Teak and Lin Yuqing.

Some time ago, Teak came here to say goodbye, because he wanted to find his own kind, so he had to leave.

At that time, Gu Ran was a little drunk, and he only remembered so much, and vaguely remembered that teak left a contact information, which was put in a drawer.

With the mentality of trying, Gu Ran found the note. It was a phone number. It was not written in teak wood, but it was obviously a girl's.

Gu Ran was a little taken aback by the familiar voice.

"Gu Ran?" After a long silence, the person on the other end of the phone spoke first, "I thought you wouldn't call anymore."

Perhaps because he was doing something, Gu Ran could hear the faint noise coming from the other end of the phone, "Why are you?".

"Why can't it be me?" Lin Yuqing put a thin mask on her face and lay down.

"What? You are willing to call me."

"But….".

"That little guy has already left." Lin Yuqing, who already knew what Gu Ran wanted to say, spoke first, "You can call me if you need anything."

"I want to go to misery".