if i am not me

Looking at the three pieces of paper soaked in countless potions on the table, Harry and Draco looked at each other, and in tacit understanding, they raised their wands that were ready to go.

"I'll go first." After winking at Drake, Harry, who got the response, recited the spell he had already mastered by heart loudly, and shook his wand neatly.Suddenly, a silvery-white light shot out from the tip of his wand, completely covering the papers on the table.

The light disappeared quickly, but Draco's movements were faster, the light had not completely disappeared, and was immediately covered by the yellow light emitted from Draco's wand.

All of a sudden, more than a dozen beams of light shot from their wands at the three seemingly ordinary pieces of paper, one after another, and for about 5 minutes, Harry and Drake continued to cast the three seemingly ordinary pieces of paper. A spell that has been revised countless times has been drawn up.

Although it was only 5 minutes, both Draco and Harry felt that their magic power flowed out of their bodies in this not too long period of time.It can be seen from this that those few seemingly inconspicuous spells consume magic power.

The feeling of exhaustion could no longer be suppressed at the moment of the last movement, and the heart relaxed, and fierce tiredness swept over the two of them.

Putting down his wand softly, Harry bent over and rested for a long while before walking to the table, picked up a piece of paper and examined it carefully.Seeing this, Drake also walked to his side and picked up another one.

Looking at the note in their hands that cost them countless time and energy, Harry and Draco didn't speak immediately, but took out their wands again by coincidence, and started to spell on the note.

However, no matter how much they wanted to succeed, the result still only made them a little frustrated.Obviously, the research of this note is not so easy.

In fact, neither Harry nor Draco thought it would be so tricky until they officially decided to do it.After all, although there are some difficulties in making two-way notes, at least now they can let a few friends use this convenient gadget-of course, this is still limited to two notes that have been enchanted by each other , but satisfactory enough for them at the moment.

But since they started researching multi-directional chat notes, the two found that after spending several times the energy and time on two-way notes, they still failed to make the slightest progress in this research.

Hearing Harry's discouraged sigh, Draco was also a little depressed.But he still held back his frustration, smiled and rubbed Harry's head, pretending to be relaxed and said, "It's okay, at least we can connect the three notes now."

How could Harry not know that this was Draco's comfort, his heart warmed up, and a slight smile appeared on his face.

Seeing Harry's smile, Draco suddenly let go of the wand in his hand, and pulled him closer to his arms.And Harry didn't expect that Draco would do such a thing at this time, staggered, and his body involuntarily fell into the long-awaited warm embrace.

Sure enough, as expected, before the soles of his feet could stand still, a piece of warmth covered his softness.In an instant, the long-lost feeling permeated from Shiowei to the whole body, making Harry shiver slightly.

Feeling Harry's trembling, Draco hurriedly deepened the kiss even more passionately before he could resist.You must know that since the incident last time, he has never been able to touch Harry's body so deeply, because once he made any indication before, Harry would open the distance between them without any trace.

In this regard, Draco can only feel extremely frustrated.

Well, it was true that he underestimated how shy Harry was, but none of Harry's previous reactions made him realize it.After all, if it's just kissing, Harry is actually quite positive.

It's a pity that Drake miscalculated after all, so after facing his positive "help", he couldn't meet his lover for half a month.And now that he finally had a chance to relieve the boredom of the past half a month, how could he let it go so easily as a Slytherin.Therefore, when Draco finally let go of Harry, who was almost out of breath, it was already unknown how many minutes later it would be.

Harry looked at Draco panting like a stuffed cat, opened his mouth, but finally said nothing.In any case, seeing Draco like this really made him unable to bear to say anything...

But he wanted to let someone go, but someone didn't want to let him go.Draco, who had been holding back for half a month, would not be satisfied with a kiss, so when Harry felt something against him, he blushed when he reacted.However, this scene was in Draco's eyes, but it only made him more ready to move, making Harry even more at a loss after feeling it.

"Cough...Draco, let me go." Lowering his head so as not to look at Drake's expression, Harry said as calmly as possible.God knows, in fact, his mind has become a mess at the moment.

In fact, Harry also knew that what he did was very bad. When the relationship between two people reached a certain level, certain things became inevitable, not to mention that their bodies were still so young... But no matter what Harry was doing No matter how much psychological construction you do after introspection, once you touch Drake's body, all the previous efforts can be said to be in vain.

He flustered.

Not because of fear, but... the feeling of being completely unable to use his brain to think, so that he didn't know how to face Draco.

Whether it was this life or the previous life, Harry had never experienced such a complete blank mind.Even in his previous life, he was in a relationship, but at that time, on the one hand, he did not really love his "girlfriend". On the other hand, because of the war, he missed the joy and troubles of youth that many people of his age would encounter.And in this life, he finally talked about the first love in his life twice, but because of the other party's gender, he has been in a semi-confused state except for certain areas that the public knows.

He didn't tell anyone about this state, not because he didn't want to ask, but because other people's overly determined attitude prevented him from speaking.Sometimes Harry would even secretly ask in his wild thoughts before going to bed, do they all think he knows all about those things?

...so much so that he didn't even have the chance to discuss the so-called details with them.

"Harry..." At this time, Draco's inexplicably hoarse voice pulled back his wandering mind, and also quietly raised the heat on his face that had finally receded.

"Wh...what?" Harry twisted uncomfortably in Drake's arms, trying to break free from Drake's hands, and was surprised to find that Drake didn't withdraw his hands after he objected as usual, but increased the strength of his arms. Hold him tight to your chest.

Hearing Harry's words, Draco couldn't help but lowered his head and pecked the corner of Harry's lips again—Harry must not have known how cute his expression was when he spoke.Only at this time, he, who is usually a mature and steady lover, will shed that layer of daily disguise and show the most authentic side of himself in front of him.

"Help me..." His blue eyes dimmed, and Draco decided not to humiliate himself tonight.

It's been half a month!

"Help, help, help...?" Harry was taken aback by Drake's overly blunt words, which made him stammer and repeat the word several times.

The corners of his lips curled up seductively, and Draco felt that the timing of his request was too precise, and now Harry was not too defensive at all because he was too tired. "Yes, help me...please." As he said, he brought his head close to Harry's ear and bit it lightly.

The touch from his ears made Harry tremble slightly again, and his mind became a mess because of Draco's strange movements. "What can you do for me?" Even if he already understood something in his heart, it's not Harry's style to do things without asking clearly, even if his mind is almost on the verge of a strike.

Hearing this, Draco's voice became deeper and he let out a low laugh. He said slowly, "Why, you forgot it so quickly?"

Sure enough...

"I haven't forgotten." Suddenly, a trace of rationality began to return, but just because he could think rationally again, Harry didn't want to hide anymore.There are some things that cannot be solved by simply dodging.If you feel scared because you don't understand, then let Drake teach him. I believe that he must study better than himself.

Harry had just made up his mind, but he didn't want to realize that his hand was taken by Dracula as soon as he finished speaking.

Well, Draco has always been a very straightforward guy. "Draco...do I remember clearly?" Harry asked deliberately, looking at Drake, wiggling his fingers.

"Your memory has always been very good..."

"Uh. Once for you, once for me." Harry smiled with a twitch of his eyes. "fair enough."

……

Looking at the streamlined stack of materials brought by Sirius, James didn't bother to look at his friend's tightly knit brows.Although such a dignified expression, James has not seen it for many years.

"How long can it last?" Even though the news had been blocked immediately, James still felt a little damp on his back.

"Up to three days..."

"Damn Fudge!" He slammed the documents on the desk. James, who is always calm in situations, still lost control of his emotions. Fortunately, this loss of control only happened for a moment. In the next second, he He said to Sirius in an extremely calm tone, "Tell everyone who knows about this to shut up for the time being, and then contact Dumbledore immediately."

Hearing James' request, Sirius was a little dazed, but even though he didn't quite know the reason for his friend's decision, his subordinates quickly moved.And James listened to the sound of Sirius writing letters, and slowly showed a subtle smile on his face.

The author has something to say: 囧, I went on a trip, but I couldn’t surf the Internet because I couldn’t receive a signal. It’s a big tragedy. I just ran around with a small pen in vain.

In other words... I finally wanted to write some broth, but I had to continue to be reserved to the end because of the announcement of the crab attack again.Cough cough, everyone didn’t see anything~~~~ Right? (Please don’t make up your mind carelessly!)

Enen, the little demon will strive for a double update tomorrow!make a fist