if i am not me

Unknowingly, Christmas has arrived as scheduled. On the last day of the semester, under the embellishment of the unique joyful atmosphere of the holiday, students left the gradually empty campus one after another.

Harry felt very fresh, because this was his first time home for Christmas.Due to his previous environment and status, he spent most of his Christmas at Hogwarts. He didn't think there was anything wrong with this before. You know, he didn't have to go back to No. 4 Privet Drive to suffer. But all hands up for it.But now, there are no people or things here that he can stay for enough. The place he misses is the place where his relatives are.

Appreciating the beautiful scenery outside the window with great interest, Harry and his friends discussed their respective vacation arrangements - Hermione was going to France with her parents to spend a romantic Christmas, and Ron and the twins were going to spend a romantic Christmas in France. Went to Romania with my parents to visit Charlie who works there.Well, Drake, it is said that there is a magical journey to the East waiting for him, but this kid doesn't seem to have much interest.

When they asked Harry what he wanted to do most during this holiday, Harry took out a few beans with strange colors from his pocket thievingly, and described excitedly how he would make him My older brothers and sisters try these bibi multi-flavored beans that they dare not even touch.

Just talking and laughing like this, the train will arrive at the station soon.As the crowd squeezed out of the train, they saw Mr. Weasley's striking fiery red hair from a long distance away. Out of politeness, the four went up to say hello to Mr. Weasley one by one.

First of all, Hermione. Mr. Weasley blinked when he saw this little girl, and his eyes casually slipped to his son's heartless smiling face. After thinking about it, he seemed to think it was impossible, so he smiled. Averted the line of sight.But his smile faltered slightly when Draco introduced himself to him. Although it was not obvious, it made Harry, who noticed, chuckle inwardly.

After the first two children, Harry looked much more normal.In Mr. Weasley's eyes, this dark-haired boy seemed very unaccustomed to facing strangers, and there was still a trace of imperceptible shyness in his bright smile. Mr. Weasley gave him a gentle smile, and rubbed his hands friendly rub his hair.Ben wanted to say something, but because of Mrs. Weasley's call from not far away, Ron could only hug his friends in a hurry and left in a hurry with Mr. Weasley.

Not long after Ron left, Harry, Draco, and Hermione also saw Hermione's parents at the exit of platform nine to the right three-quarters of the way. "Hey, then we'll see you in two weeks." Giving a big smile to the two boys behind her, Hermione waved happily to see her parents. At this moment, Draco looked around and asked, "Then Where are your people?"

Harry picked up the suitcase, "No one came to pick me up."

Hearing this, Drake raised his eyebrows, a little puzzled, and Harry consciously began to explain when he saw it. "Mary is very busy. All six children are taken care of by her alone. What's more, I'm already this old. Of course I don't need her to pick me up!"

After hearing Harry's explanation, Drake didn't ask any more questions. After all, he knew exactly how much this weak-looking guy weighed, so he wasn't too worried.After leaving the station, Draco followed the house elf who came to pick him up, and Harry got into the car with his suitcase and went home.

It was early morning when we arrived at the orphanage, but the yard was still brightly lit.Seeing the figures chatting and joking by the door, Harry smiled deeply.

The beauty of being at home, sleeping in, and sharing all kinds of quirky candies made Harry think Christmas was really good.Everything at Hogwarts is like a fairy tale to the average Muggle kid, and Harry is the one who lived the fairy tale.When everyone has nothing to do, they will spontaneously sit in a circle, surround Harry and listen to him talk about the portrait that can jump through the door, the armor that can come and go freely, the unpredictable stairs and all kinds of people. A door that leads nowhere.But holidays were always extremely short, and the two weeks of winter vacation were gone so quickly that Harry could hardly feel it passing.

When Harry set foot on the Hogwarts Express again, he was still a little dazed, obviously not used to it.It wasn't until he sat in the restaurant in the castle and faced the noisy long tables that he finally accepted the fact that school started.

Well, it seemed that not everyone was as family-loving as he was, at least Harry found that most people were happily talking loudly about their wonderful holidays, rather than wringing their fingers and counting when the next one would be.At the Gryffindor dining table, Ron was talking about the shocking roar of the Welsh green dragon and its docile personality that was just the opposite of its expression. Dragons always attract everyone's attention, so including A group of students, including Hermione and Neville, were listening intently with excitement on their faces, which made Ron's voice grow louder and his words more exciting.While eating a sumptuous dinner, Draco talked to Crabbe and Goyle about the newly discovered coral catfish in the Ryukyu Islands, which made them marvel frequently.

Harry looked at everything in the restaurant without a trace, it looked so happy and peaceful here, it was hard to imagine the countless plots and tricks hidden in this peace.

At the beginning of the new semester, Gryffindor and Slytherin ushered in the first face-to-face confrontation of this school year. As the Quidditch match between the two houses was approaching, the atmosphere among the students was also tense.Ron and Draco quarreled almost as soon as they met, so it's not hard to imagine what happened to others.After failing to persuade her again and again, Hermione had completely given up on this difficult task. Sometimes she simply stood aside and watched the play, and even added fuel and vinegar to fan the flames, which caused Harry quite a headache.It was in this atmosphere that when Slytherin narrowly beat Gryffindor by [-] points on the day of the Quidditch match, a grand celebration banquet was destined to become inevitable.

Although they couldn't participate in the competition in person, Harry and Drake still came to watch the match full of excitement. After the academy victory, their joy was beyond words.What was more unexpected was that Ron, who should have left disappointed by the defeat of the academy, uncharacteristically squeezed into the Slytherin team and pulled them out of the human wall. corner.

Harry looked over with puzzled eyes, but Ron just looked around and didn't even notice his questioning eyes. After seeing no one around, he said mysteriously, "At nine o'clock in the evening, let's meet at Hagrid's. After finishing speaking, before Harry and Draco could react, he hurriedly turned around and left, leaving behind two people with inexplicable faces.

"What the hell is this kid doing? Hagrid... isn't that the gamekeeper..." Draco frowned, not quite understanding Ron's intentions.

Harry looked thoughtfully at the direction Ron left, but he couldn't remember what had happened recently.In the end, he could only shrug his shoulders helplessly, "Anyway, we'll find out at night."

As soon as they returned to the common room, the two of them were shocked by the warm atmosphere inside. The usually calm and gorgeous lounge was decorated with countless ribbons, and it was not as noisy as the usual Slytherin. It can be seen that this victory made the academy How happy everyone is.

Walking to a long table, Harry saw the pile of butterbeer and asked in surprise, "They even have this thing ready?"

Draco picked up a glass and put it to his mouth, took a sip, and looked at Harry, "Have you never drank?"

Rolling his eyes at him, Harry took a glass as usual, drank it up without hesitation, and finally licked the corner of his mouth and said provocatively, "Who says I can't."

This action made Draco squint his eyes, and glanced at the different types of wine on the long table. He picked up one of the very gorgeous looking glasses and put it in Harry's hand, "Fire whiskey, try it?" .

Harry glanced at Drake, who obviously had malicious intentions, and thought to himself, I'm afraid, so he raised his hand to take the cup that Drake handed over, and was about to drink it down in one gulp.The rim of the glass touched his lips, Harry suddenly remembered what Ron said, and put down the glass again.

"Why, no?" Looking narrowly at Harry's lowered hand, Draco laughed.

Shaking his head, Harry frowned, "Of course not. I just remembered that we have something to do tonight, so we can't delay our business because of this, so it's better to enjoy a delicious dessert." He put the cup back on the table , and went to the table next to the dining plate to pick up a few slices of bread and a pudding, "Blueberry flavored, um... not bad."

He curled his lips, seeing him like this, Draco knew that it would be impossible to coax him to drink again tonight, but thinking about what Ron mentioned, he joined Harry's ranks—no matter what he did, You can't go there hungry.

It was not long before the two of them ate and drank, and it was not long before nine o'clock. Harry looked up at the clock on the wall, and Harry dragged Drake back to the dormitory.Harry, who was still full of food and spirits, became refreshed as soon as he entered the dormitory door. He quickly jumped to the closet, pulled out a warm cloak and threw it to Draco behind him, and urged him to hurry up. change clothes. "Wear thicker, it's cold outside at night."

While sighing, he put on the clothes Harry threw, and Draco resigned himself to letting Harry direct everything.It seems that Ron's kid has indeed successfully aroused Harry's curiosity, and even made him a little impatient - what interesting thing will happen tonight?