if i am not me

"Have you notified Dumbledore?" Back on the spacious and comfortable chair in the Ministry of Magic office, James suffered another headache. The double superimposition of discomfort and fatigue made him look a little unhappy.

Sirius looked at James with worried eyes, pulled out the blanket and threw it to James, watched him spread it on his lap before saying, "The message has been sent."

After getting the answer, James gathered the blanket, closed his eyes and began to fall asleep, trying to relieve the discomfort caused by the headache.But Sirius couldn't hold back after all, walked to his side and opened the drawer to take out a crystal bottle.

"Drink." The unquestionable tone and the anxiety in the eyes made it impossible for James, who opened his eyes again, to refuse.

Although he instinctively felt repelled, he twisted off the bottle cap and took a mouthful of the liquid into his mouth.In an instant, the taste that I have been familiar with for more than ten years filled my mouth, and the feeling of headache was instantly relieved, leaving only a touch of fatigue.

The change in James' expression could not escape Sirius' eyes. Seeing that the potion had worked, he walked back to the sofa and sat down.There is still some time before Dumbledore arrives, so they can rest more or less.

After drinking the potion, James continued to doze off, and the originally messy thoughts in his mind seemed to be gradually cleared up as the pain dissipated.If all the previous actions against Draco were a justification, then only he knew that going to Hogwarts tonight was actually a whim.

How to describe it?

It was as if for a moment, the desire in my heart could no longer be suppressed, and reason followed the desire easily.

This is not the first time.

I have known for a long time that the existence of magical medicine is not only to relieve the headache that has been going on for ten years, but I don't want to, it seems that it is to suppress this inexplicable desire...

Harry Johnson.

If this kid insists on saying how special he is, James really can't find any special features, but he is a close friend of "The Boy Who Lived", a senior whom Leo admires and loves, and a very, very good seeker , is Sev's favorite student, ah...or Malfoy's little boyfriend.

A child who is said to be ordinary and extraordinary, but he can't be called amazingly talented.But James just remembered him -- from the first time he met him.

The first thing that left a deep impression on him was naturally his pair of eyes that were exactly the same as Lily's.

James doesn't quite believe that there are so many coincidences in the world, but in this case, he has to say that the Creator is really amazing.A child who has no blood relationship with them can be so similar to them.

Yes, it was them, because the boy's face was at least seven points like his own, which is why that little fool in Leo mistook him for a relative after seeing him for the first time.

However, if it was just his appearance, James, a busy man, would probably not pay too much attention to it. There is a sense of novelty, but it is destined that he does not have much time and brain power to let go of these insignificant things in this period. much attention.

Therefore, what really made James remember Harry Johnson was the feeling!

A wizard believes in his own feelings very much, because it is as mysterious as magic.No...it should be said to be more mysterious than magic power.

James moved his eyes, otherwise... he wouldn't have gradually started to resist potions in the past few years.

Just when the thoughts were sinking, the unusual sound of the flame in the fireplace woke up the two people who closed their eyes and meditated.

coming!

October 1996, 10, All Hallows Eve.

The day that should have been full of joy was cast a shadow over the "Daily Prophet" sent out by the owls in the early morning.

Although bad news came out every day before, people still think that the Ministry of Magic can suppress those terrible Death Eaters, especially on days like Halloween, everyone still has good expectations in their hearts. .

It's a pity that the long-standing balance was broken by those lunatics last night.No one could believe that the Ministry of Magic, which was so heavily guarded, was under attack.

Yes, an attack without warning.

If it hadn't happened that the Minister of Magic and Auror were both in the Ministry of Magic, and Dumbledore had arrived for some reason, maybe what they saw today was not just the headlines.

Ignoring the little bats flying around his head, Harry touched the cup in his hand, but never raised it.After all, who would have thought that the situation would change so much in just a few hours.

Silently calculated, in less than five hours, the man who was sitting opposite him, talking and laughing, entered St. Mungo's.Although reports said he had suffered only minor injuries, Harry was still feeling restless.

That was his father, even though... that person didn't know the existence of his son.

Facing such a situation, Draco was a little at a loss. He had a smart mind, and the magic he had learned from Harry's notes over the past few years made him far superior to his peers. However, there were still some things that they couldn't control.

Like this time.

Even if Harry and he have reached this point, various emergencies still cannot be avoided.If other people, Draco, don't have much feeling, you must know that receiving negative information for a long time has not only increased his knowledge.However, it was the Minister of Magic, Harry's father, who was injured this time.

"Hey! Have you read the newspaper?" Pushing away a small broom that stumbled into her hair, Hermione, who had locked her target on Harry and Draco as soon as she entered the restaurant, threw off her schoolbag and sat beside them.

"As if I didn't ask." Seeing the paper on Harry's desk, Hermione also put down the paper she was holding in her hand.

Seeing that Hermione was only with Ron, Harry said clearly, "Neville has..."

"Well! We were called away after 6 o'clock, and we hadn't heard of it at that time." Ron sat down politely, and the Slytherin dining table was very familiar to them.

"I can't figure out the purpose of the Death Eaters doing this." There will be no one in the Ministry of Magic in the early morning, even if they work overtime, there will only be Aurors, and their actions will not be worth the loss.

In fact, this can be seen from the names of several Death Eaters who died last night disclosed in the report.The Ministry of Magic didn't suffer too much loss except for a few people who were seriously injured. On the contrary, the Death Eaters suffered a lot.

"I can't figure it out either." Hermione flicked a Muffliato (closed earplugs and listened to the spell) smoothly, took the toast and began to spread jam on it, "But I have a guess."

Harry had always known that Hermione had a smart head, so he liked to listen to her analysis, and this time was no exception.

Seeing that the other three had fully expressed their due concern, Hermione also started her extremely bold guess.

"First of all, according to reports, the Minister and the others were attacked around 04:30, that is to say, they returned to the Ministry of Magic directly after leaving Hogwarts. And they were attacked not long after returning to the Ministry of Magic .And Neville was called away at around six o'clock, which means that the matter was over by then, and the Ministry of Magic even had time to write about the attack that happened in the early hours of the morning in the Daily Prophet." Fingers tapped the desktop habitually , The soft beeping sound brought the thoughts of Harry and the others into Hermione's words.Because of their special identities, they know more information than others, so as long as they are guided a little, their brains start to think quickly, "What does this represent?"

"It means that the goal of the Death Eaters is not to kill people or cause chaos as reported in the report, but to do something else." Harry's experience with Death Eaters was unmatched by the others, so Hermione just started After turning his head, his thoughts began to expand uncontrollably.

Although Draco is not as good as Harry, conspiracy convenience has always been his specialty. At this time, he also said leisurely, "It's still a matter that requires a quick solution, and he will never love to fight, even at the expense of part of his combat power."

Naturally, these Hermiones also thought of it, and she twitched her lips in satisfaction with Harry and Draco's reaction, "So I guess, those Death Eaters are trying to take something from the Ministry of Magic."

"Could it be a crown?" Ron, who was stuffing potatoes into his mouth, said abruptly, and then continued to eat as if nothing had happened.

In fact, he didn't quite understand why his friends had such a big reaction after seeing the report.Because this kind of thing has been happening around them one after another since a year ago, especially his family... almost the whole family is in the Order of the Phoenix, and every day during the holiday, they heard the news that so and so died again.So it's just that the Ministry of Magic was broken into and injured, and he really didn't see it in his eyes.

At most, it was because this news actually appeared on the day before Halloween, which should be a joyous day, which made the atmosphere of the festival much diluted and made me feel unhappy.

It's just that sometimes... maybe Gryffindor's intuition really exists, because Ron Weasley found the truth when he didn't even care about it!

The author has something to say: Ah!Corrected the typo, thank you for your corrections!