if i am not me

Since Harry and Draco successfully entered the Chamber of Secrets, it has almost become their base.Since Phantom Accompanying is not difficult to learn, as long as there is nothing important, they are almost always in the secret room.What Drake is most interested in now is to study how to completely cut up BASILISK's corpse. Of course, this is done on the premise that all training plans have been completed.

Harry wondered why Draco suddenly became so diligent. After all, as a normal 13-year-old boy, now is the age where he loves to play.But Drake repeated those boring trainings with himself without any complaints, and even increased the amount of training...

What kind of perseverance allowed such a boy to persevere?It's not that Harry didn't try to ask, the result is that he still remembers the strange expression that Draco showed at that time and... the look in his eyes that made him a little weird.This made Harry shut his mouth obediently. For some reason, subconsciously, he knew that he shouldn't go any further.

Quickly tilting his head, a Bludger flew past Harry's ear, and Harry immediately put his mind back to his Quidditch training after regaining consciousness. place.

Their first match of the season - Slytherin vs Hufflepuff - is just a few days away.Harry expressed a little surprise that Slytherin's first opponent was them. After all, his memory is very vague, but he still remembers his first broom, the Nimbus Two Thousand, which was in Gryffindor and Hulk. Broke during Chippaqi's game.But this time their opponent was Hufflepuff again, and Harry wondered if it was not the same person who made the schedule.

The mention of Hufflepuff naturally made Harry think of Cedric, the boy who might become the first casualty of the war next year.Harry couldn't help but sigh when he remembered that their first match had become their only match in their previous life.But now I can finally compete with him without distractions. The competition last school year was suspended because of BASILISK. There seems to be no reason for the dementors to appear this year.

"Hey, watch out!"

Following the yelling from above, Harry hastily adjusted the direction of the broom and narrowly avoided another Bludger.Blinking, he waved his hand overhead, "Thanks, buddy!"

Feeling someone pat him on the shoulder, the corners of Harry's mouth curled up unconsciously, and he turned his head to meet a pair of blue eyes, "Don't worry, I'm fine!"

Draco's face was full of concern, although Harry didn't often be in a daze, but once he started to be in a daze regardless of the occasion, nothing good would happen.However, this kind of situation has happened frequently recently, so he couldn't help but believe it.

Seeing his skeptical expression, Harry could only tug on Drake's sleeve, his emerald green eyes full of innocence - he knew that Drake was doing this, even though he kept refusing.

Sure enough, Drake glared at him angrily, but his eyes were full of doting, and he stretched out his hand to ruffle his hair. This action showed Drake's compromise. "Be careful yourself!"

Suddenly, Harry lowered his eyelids to avoid Draco looking straight at him, and nodded. "It seems that Flint is calling me, let me go and have a look." He hurriedly turned his broom and flew towards Flint who was yelling at him on the other side of the field. Harry left behind a somewhat surprised Draco, so he didn't see the faint look in his eyes. The helplessness revealed and the deeper emotions hidden.

Harry felt a little hot on his face, subconsciously he didn't want Draco to notice his change of mood, that's why he ran away from him so clumsily.He smiled self-deprecatingly, hoping that Draco would not be so sharp, although the possibility of this was very small.

Flying to Flint, he saw him staring at him with wide eyes. "Harry, are you unwell?"

Knowing that his face must be red, Harry pretended to be calm and said, "It's all right, it's just that the flight was a little rushed and a little tired." Without waiting for Flint to explain anything, Harry used the same method to fly away from Flint , turned to fly high in the sky.

Harry is a little upset now, but he doesn't know what to do. He has rarely had this kind of emotion in his life these years, and now this strange feeling seems to be more complicated than usual... In short, it is cut Constant reasoning and chaos.Looking for Drake?Don't be kidding, it seems that he is so strange because of him.

As if wanting to vacate his head, Harry continued to make various super-difficult moves in the air, which made other teammates applaud frequently, but made Drake frown again.

It can't be blamed on Draco for thinking too much, Harry seems to be a little strange recently, sometimes avoiding him almost subconsciously.Thinking back to Harry's reaction, it seemed that every time he came into contact with his own line of sight.Showing an ugly wry smile, Draco closed his eyes knowingly.It seemed that he had inadvertently revealed some emotions that shouldn't be revealed, and Harry's reaction... shook his head, gave up?Malfoy didn't have that word in his family motto, and for Harry, it was inevitable.But now is not the time, Draco can only secretly tell himself to restrain himself, and one day, he will let Harry know and face this feeling squarely.

At the end of Quidditch training, the two of them tacitly said nothing.They put the brooms back, changed their training clothes, showered, ate, and continued their training just like they did every day.

The gray horned owl landed on the Slytherin dining table with its graceful figure, and a long white hand was gently stroking its feathers.Reluctantly rubbing the hand with his head, Mingjiaoxiao still raised his bound paw to signal the owner to take down the letter. After receiving the reward, he spread his wings and flew across the restaurant again into the sky.

Draco played with the letter in his hand, flipped through a few pages and handed a blank parchment to Harry next to him, "This is what you want."

Harry knew that what he wanted had arrived as soon as he saw the horned owl, so he took it calmly. After Harry tapped the parchment with the spell that Drake taught him, he couldn't take his eyes off the things on it anymore. There are so many letters, this is a complete surprise.Because he saw two very familiar names, so familiar that they were almost imprinted in his brain.

Sirius Black - Director of the Auror Office James Potter - Deputy Minister of Magic For a moment, Harry's mind flashed every time he read the newspaper and saw the Auror Director mentioned between the numbers, no name, no Photos, this is an unwritten tacit understanding, but he didn't expect that the person he had been looking for would actually appear in the newspaper in his hand almost every few days, just because he didn't know it was him...but he To be alive, and to be alive, is enough.This time, Sirius didn't have to avenge his best friend and put himself in jail for 12 years. No godson named Harry Potter needed his protection and protection, and he didn't have to disappear behind the veil to save that stupid godson... He You can be free and live only for yourself.

And James... I heard from Leo that they just returned to China. Although this kid is very enthusiastic, he can tell what to say and what not to say. If he asks rashly, there will be nothing but suspicion and suspicion benefit.But he became the deputy minister of the Ministry of Magic just after returning to China. In such a sensitive position, is it James himself or someone who ordered it?

It seems that this time, except for Snape, who is still the potions professor, and Wormtail, who is still spotted, the fate of everyone else is different.Sirius, who is no longer a prisoner but the director of Auror; James, the Deputy Minister of Magic who is alive and has a happy family; Remus, who has become a true scholar.How many surprises will this world bring me?

Touching the parchment again with his wand, and putting it away close to his body, Harry nodded calmly to Drake, and then continued with his breakfast, with a calm expression as if he had just read an advertisement.

Seeing Harry nodding, Draco really began to pay attention to the family letter in his hand.The parchment just now was the list of important officials of the Ministry of Magic. Although it is not a first-class secret, it is not something that ordinary people can get and should get. After Harry mentioned it, he used his father's power to get one.After all, it was useful for Harry to mention it, which Draco had always believed in, and now it seemed that this list was indeed useful.Thinking of some things that happened in the past two years, Draco also vaguely guessed Harry's intentions.If their deduction is correct, it is only a matter of time before Voldemort makes a comeback. By then, the Ministry of Magic will be the first line of defense and the backbone against him.Although Drake himself is not optimistic about the current Ministry of Magic, it cannot be denied that there are indeed many capable people in it.It's hard to say what will happen in the future, the more active you are, the more sure you are. From what I know about Harry, it's almost impossible for him to do nothing in the future.

Thinking of this, Draco couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, and looked at the person beside him who was eating elegantly, the person who was so outstanding that the world would be overwhelmed, Draco knew that he could not escape in this life.If he is destined to belong to the vast sky, for his smile, I am willing to be his wings soaring in the sky and a sharp weapon for him to tear apart the enemy, even if he doesn't understand his mind and accept his feelings, but as long as he can be with you he is together...

Yes, as long as you can be with him, there is nothing you can't and can't do.

Harry.