if i am not me

Moya Keren has been in a daze these days, at least her friends think so.As Valentine's Day approached, this silly girl was in a daze for longer and longer, and the only time she seemed sober was when she was frantically studying the chocolate that was about to be given away.

"Moya?... Moya! Can you stop being in a daze."

Shara Sevepal is a third-year student in Ravenclaw and a good friend of Moya.It's just that at this time, this delicate girl is no longer as calm as before, but she is rolling her eyes without image, hoping that that friend who is wandering away can focus on what she said just now, after all, no one would want to put the same Repeat a sentence more than three times.

But the friend's voice didn't seem to have much effect. After a while, Mo Ya raised her head in a daze to look at the girl who was staring at her upright, and smiled apologetically. "Oh, sorry..." After she finished speaking, she fell into silence again.

Seeing this, Xia La could only sigh heavily, and looked worriedly at the girl who was shy but still full of vitality at the moment, as silent as a pool of stagnant water.

Could it be that this is the so-called magic of love?

Few people knew the reason why Moya became like this, and she obviously didn't intend to tell anyone. Everything seemed to change suddenly, so that everyone had different guesses behind the nonchalant appearance.However, just because they don't know doesn't mean that Xia La doesn't know.

I still remember the day when Moya, who was always with her, disappeared mysteriously again. Shara was always considerate, knowing that being a good friend didn’t mean she needed to know everything about Moya, so she felt sorry for Moya recently. Ya's erratic whereabouts were only out of curiosity and did not pursue them.It wasn't until she came out of the library that she accidentally saw Mo Ya's sneaky figure. Out of the accumulation of curiosity and concern in recent days, she chose to follow, and because of this, she broke through Mo Ya's hidden intentions.

Xia La never knew that Mo Ya, who was usually cute and sweet, and who always pursued boys with no pretense, would stare at a person with that obsessive expression, with the kind of expression that seemed to want to embed that person's figure in her eyes. With a normal expression, he hid behind a tree and peeped for a long time.

After being surprised, Shala left in a hurry due to guilt and guilt. She didn't even have time to see who the boy was or what he looked like.However, on that day, after Moya came back, she didn't come to chat with her as usual, but went back to her bed in a dull mood, and closed the curtains tightly.

This change made Xia La a little overwhelmed. She couldn't figure out whether it was because Moya had discovered her peeping so Moya stopped talking to her, so she should pretend that she didn't know anything, and continued to watch Moya depressed. Going on, she should just tell the truth directly, so that the flying look in her eyes will appear again, vacillating between these two choices.

On the second day when she was still troubled, Mo Ya suddenly started to make chocolate.This also made Xia La want to observe the specific reaction of her friend before making a decision. After all, the fact that she peeped into the secret of her friend's heart prevented her from talking about this topic with Moyat openly.

Giving up on the stupid move of continuing to chat with Moya, Shala looked up out of the window, and the evening glow reflected the sky red.

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, thinking of Moya's box of chocolates that she has always carried with her, which seems to bet all her love, Shala sincerely hopes that Merlin can give Moya enough blessings.

Early the next morning, from the first owl getting busy in the morning, the atmosphere of the entire Hogwarts was in a strangely sweet atmosphere.

Although there is Valentine's Day every year, this year's Hogwarts' Valentine's Day is particularly different-not only those flowers and candies that are obviously more than previous years, but also because of the strong or Beautiful figure.

Due to the Triwizard Tournament, all the expenses of Hogwarts this year are the most luxurious, the most beautiful, and the most satisfying to their discerning guests. It also received rare attention.

All kinds of gorgeous roses are competing to bloom in the garden, and the cute elves are playing among the flowers with their transparent wings. It is a pity that Harry and Draco, who had classes early in the morning, did not pay too much attention to these beauties—— The first class on Valentine's Day was Snape's Potions. For the students of Slytherin and Gryffindor, such a huge contrast was a bit unacceptable.

Rushing into the Potions classroom, Harry and Draco greeted Hermione and Ron who were already seated, and then asked suspiciously. "Where's Neville?"

This question made Ron shrug his shoulders and grinned, "It's not like you don't know that he will be very busy on such a day, not to mention that there are so many Beauxbaton girls this year, they really fell into the wolf's den gone."

Ron's answer didn't surprise Harry and Drake too much. After all, the two of them had already guessed something about it, and they just confirmed it with Ron.

"I hope he can arrive before Snape arrives." Draco said lightly, but the irony in his words couldn't be concealed.

Hearing this, Hermione expressed her dissatisfaction with their attitude of watching the fun.In any case, this kind of thing is not a blessing for Neville, but a disaster.

"I'm sure he can." The Queen of Gryffindor concluded the topic with one sentence, and then took out the things she had prepared and handed them to Harry and Draco. "Happy Valentine's Day, Harry. Happy Valentine's Day, Draco."

Looking at the things in their hands, both Harry and Draco felt a little surprised, of course, more of a surprise.Those were two small lavender carved paper boxes. Against the background of the pale pink bowknot, this Valentine's Day gift looked extraordinarily exquisite, which also showed the dexterity and delicate thought of the gift giver.

It's just that the two boys just took the box, and then they couldn't help looking at Ron who was looking at them with his chin on the side.In an instant, three pairs of eyes collided in the air, two pairs were clear, and one pair was embarrassed.

Fortunately, they didn't look at each other for a long time. After Ron gave a fake cough, the three tacitly withdrew their gazes.And Ron saw Neville who had finally rushed into the classroom with sharp eyes, and immediately called out to this late friend to cover up the shyness and unnaturalness in his eyes.

"Hey! Neville, this way."

Hearing Ron's voice, Neville panted and ran to his side with his schoolbag in his hand, took a deep breath and sat down on his seat, taking the schoolbag and various The box was placed on the table. "Fortunately, I thought I would be late..." He said while wiping the fine beads of sweat from his forehead.

But no one noticed how tired he was at this time. The four of them just looked at the chocolates that almost took up half of the table, and sighed in surprise, "So many?" After all, in their view, Ginny was by his side Neville actually had so many chocolates in his hands. Based on what they knew about Ginny, this was really an incredible thing.

Frowning in annoyance, Neville clearly understood the meaning contained in this sentence, and immediately broke it down. "Ginny also has a class. After we separate, we can't refuse it no matter what."

Hearing this, the four of them finally nodded in understanding—with Neville's personality, they really don't know how to reject others' kindness.

Apart from being funny, they wanted to joke a little more, but at this moment Snape strode into the classroom, and the heavy wooden door was closed tightly after a loud "Bang!".Several people hurriedly sat down, no one would want to touch Snape's brow recently, even the arrogant twins have already announced that they have entered a low period recently, let alone other students who were originally afraid of him Woolen cloth.

Just like the classes these days, today is a theory class, and there is no need to make potions by hand, so Neville, who usually sees Snape like a mouse seeing a cat, has a little courage, and sits upright. In my own position, I pray that today's class can be passed safely.

But Merlin didn't hear Neville's prayer, just because they don't intend to touch someone's back scales doesn't mean that person will make your life easier.After repeatedly protesting to Dumbledore that it was ineffective, Snape, who was suffocated, naturally took those irritating students and a certain black dog as targets to vent his anger.

Sweeping across the classroom sharply, his eyes quickly landed on the eye-catching pile of chocolates in front of Neville's desk.The corners of Snape's lips curled up coldly, and Snape's cold voice became a little sneering because of the sarcasm, "Oh—look at our little hero, he's so popular. Are you showing off, Longbottom?"

Neville, who was named, blushed in an instant, looking at the pile of chocolates in front of him with bright eyes that he didn't have time to put away because of lack of time. It made him faintly angry.

Seeing that Neville hung his head in embarrassment and said nothing, Snape snorted coldly, "Do you still need me to remind you that your dull head only wants to put away this pile of unsightly things?"

Hearing this sentence, Neville ignored the cynicism implied in it, and hurriedly stuffed the chocolates into his schoolbag as if he had received an amnesty, and Ron next to him also hurriedly donated his schoolbag when he saw the situation, and put those shapes Weird boxes fit inside.

Disgustedly looking away from the two busy boys, Snape calmed down his anger before starting to prepare for class.In fact, he didn't intend to embarrass these brats too much today, but this plan only ended when he received the damn box—the damn black dog successfully prevented himself from seeing anything related to chocolate flowers Things, and it's still a very difficult day today.

After going through two potions classes in fear, Neville finally let out a sigh of relief when Snape was completely out of sight.For some unknown reason, Snape completely ignored his existence in class today except for targeting at the beginning.Perhaps it is extremely uncomfortable for others to be ignored by the professor, but when this happened between Neville and Snape, the conclusion was completely overturned.

Harry had reason to believe that if Snape continued to ignore him by bringing chocolates every day, Neville would not hesitate to spend all his pocket money on those expensive candies.

Since Slytherin had two Transfiguration classes after Potions class, the five of them parted ways after making an appointment to have lunch together.Harry and Draco naturally continued to go to class, while Hermione went to the library, after all, she would not spend her morning time doing anything other than reading.Ron followed Hermione away after hesitating for a long time, leaving Neville alone with his schoolbag in his arms, and walked to the place that he had made an appointment with Ginny before class.

However, after walking around the courtyard a few times, Neville still didn't see Ginny.At this time, due to time constraints, there were almost no people in the courtyard. Neville could only find a chair and sit down after searching for nothing. He looked up at the few white clouds in the sky, and waited leisurely for his girlfriend to arrive.

When he thought about it, it must be Tenelawney who was procrastinating again. In addition, the tower where the divination class was located was not a short distance away, so he was prepared to wait for half an hour.

But it didn't take long before a footstep appeared in the lonely courtyard.Neville thought that Ginny had finally arrived, but just as he turned his head excitedly, another messy and hurried voice dispelled his budding hopes and thoughts of speaking out.

"Please...please wait a moment." It was a nice voice, and it was very gentle. I think the owner of the voice must be a sweet and gentle girl. "This... Can you accept this chocolate?" The timid tone made people want to protect her.

Neville didn't expect that he would encounter such a scene, and turned his eyes curiously, but only saw the girl's back.But unexpectedly, he met the boy's eyes.

But then Neville was stunned, the eagle eyes that were always full of confidence, the cold mouth that was always tightly pursed, and the burly and powerful figure - that man turned out to be Krum.

Krum obviously didn't expect anyone to be here, and it was when he was being confessed, but there was no superfluous expression on his face, and he said in a cold tone, "I'm sorry." After that, he Just stop talking.

Neville couldn't see the girl's expression, but from the helpless trembling of her cowardly body, he was able to understand her mood at the moment.

Moya's eyes turned red the moment she heard those three words, but she still stared at Krum without squinting, as if she wanted to engrave his image into her heart.Holding the box that has been carefully protected in her palm in her white and delicate hands, ignoring the tears dripping on the paper, she tore off the carefully wrapped gift paper layer by layer, and took out the chocolate contained in it—this was her last gift. Although she knew it was wrong, but...she just couldn't restrain herself.

"I've known for a long time that you like other people...I, I just want you to eat what I made for you once...just once..." Moya said, already crying.

Facing the girl's tears, even Krum showed a trace of panic. From time to time, he glanced at Neville, who was fidgeting in the corner and pretending to look at the sky. With an unnatural expression, he spoke harshly to Moya Say, "I can eat, but I cannot take your heart."

God only knows where he got his patience from.

Neville obviously also saw that something was wrong. Seeing Krum take the chocolate and put it into his mouth whole, Neville smiled apologetically at him, and couldn't wait to get up and leave this awkward space.

In fact, he wanted to leave a long time ago, but this holy place for love and romance is a closed corner, so when he found someone coming, he had no other way out - because the exit happened to be blocked by someone coming.Later, he thought that the two of them would leave automatically when they saw someone, but he didn't know that the girl would be so persistent that the situation had developed to this point, let alone that the girl would cry...

Hearing the whimpering sound in his ears, Neville thanked Ginny for not having such a personality, and walked with his head down, trying to make himself invisible so as not to disturb the two people who were entangled.Step by step, seeing that the exit was about to be reached, Neville breathed a sigh of relief. This kind of thing was extremely embarrassing for both the people who saw it and the people who were seen.

Moya has been paying attention to Krum's expression after he ate the chocolate, with a hint of anticipation in his expression.However, things didn't go as she expected. Moya felt a sense of fear in her heart after realizing that something was wrong with Krum's expression.Turning her head in disbelief, the scene she least wanted to see appeared. There are people, there are people here!

At this moment, there was a boy who lowered his head and wanted to walk past them. Judging from the direction he walked, it was obvious that he had been here from the beginning.

"Wait." Abruptly, Krum grabbed Neville who was about to leave, and Moya's face turned extremely pale in an instant.

After pulling Neville back, Krum didn't speak, but kept looking up and down at Neville with a strange expression, which made Neville's eyes widen in confusion, but he still didn't understand why.

The strange atmosphere kept the three of them silent for a while, and finally after Neville and Krum looked at each other silently for nearly 30 seconds, Krum suddenly said slowly, "Do you...do you want to talk to Krum?" Shall I go on a date?"