You are the sunny scenery in my heart

Lying in Gao Ze's arms, I still couldn't help asking: "How did you get in touch with Zhou Ran?"

"It's him who called me suddenly and asked about my relationship with you. By the way, are you still with him now? Why does it feel like you don't love him that much?"

"Who told you I love him?"

I turned around and turned my back to him, not wanting him to see my slightly hypocritical eyes.

Gao Ze didn't continue to ask, but patted my back lightly, got up and went out.I was left lying on the empty big bed alone.I thought, if it was Zhou Ran, he would not get up until I had had enough of lying down, and then the two of us would finish breakfast together.It's just that it was all five years ago, and now things have changed and people have changed.

I dressed alone alone, and after washing, I found that Gao Ze had already put a hot breakfast on the table.Wei Wei was a little moved, whoever she was, would not be indifferent when being taken care of by others!

Gao Ze is a fastidious person. Although it is just a simple breakfast, it is very delicate and pleasing to the eye.Dispel all the displeasure just now.Seeing me eating happily, he also smiled proudly: "If you like it, come here often, I will make it for you every day."

"I have to go back, I need work."

"Actually, An Ji, if you don't like living with him, you can move in and live with me, and I will take good care of you."

Suddenly, my heart was completely moved. Besides Zhou Ran, he was the second person who said he wanted to take care of me.

Zhou Ran is not at home, maybe he went to work.

There was a bit of chaos at home, but I settled down calmly.But I received a call from Lao Zhang: "You should take Zhou Ran back, I am really worried about him being here."

At first I was a little puzzled, what was there to worry about Zhou Ran, but after thinking about it, maybe Lao Zhang was worried about what would happen to Zhou Ran and his little boyfriend when he was not around, so it was reasonable to think about it.

When I arrived at Lao Zhang's house, I saw that Zhou Ran was already drunk, and the thin monkey kept trying to dissuade him from drinking any more, and Lao Zhang stomped his feet anxiously. "An Ji, I've never seen Zhou Ran lose his composure. What did you do?"

As soon as Lao Zhang said this to me, I noticed that the thin monkey looked at me with resentment, as if Zhou Ran was drinking like this because I drank it cup by cup.No wonder Lao Zhang is worried, Zhou Ran is drunk and unconscious, and the thin monkey is so "unfeminine", it should be worried.

I walked up to Zhou Ran and got involved with him.He opened his eyes dimly and looked at me, "Little Anzi, you're here, I mentioned you to them just now!"

Is it because of me that Zhou Ran fell down like this?If it was because of me, should I be excited that my revenge was avenged, or should I feel heartbroken because he really loves me?Zhou Ran, what crime did the two of us commit in our previous lives to experience such a catastrophe in this life?

I mixed him vigorously, and troubled Lao Zhang to call us a car, and disappeared into the helpless eyes of the thin monkey in embarrassment.He likes Zhou Ran, he really likes Zhou Ran, but Luo Hua has no choice but to be ruthless, and Zhou Ran doesn't have that kind of meaning for him, so his love is superfluous, and his concern is a stumbling block that hinders Zhou Ran's normal life. How painful it must be, to love someone deeply, but still can only watch him flirt with others, live with others, experience enviable things together, quarrel and bicker together, and then rebuild the old relationship.

So I forgive him for his extravagance.

It took a lot of effort to put Zhou Ran down on the bed, but inadvertently found that tears were streaming from the corners of Zhou Ran's eyes, and then he struggled to sit up, with one hand heavily on my shoulder, but couldn't hold back the tears Eyes burst out again, and it could be seen that he was really sad. "Anji, is he really better than me? He deserves you to run to him regardless of our seven years of love? Did he cast some spell on you to confuse your mind?"

I was indifferent, staring blankly at his tear-filled eyes, naturally I had mixed feelings in my heart.

Zhou Ran staggered, rushed into the bathroom quickly, and vomited while hugging the toilet.

Hearing a disgusting voice vaguely from the bedroom, after struggling for a while, he fetched a glass of cold water and walked into the bathroom.

After returning to the bedroom, Zhou Ran hugged me fiercely: "An Ji, do you know how uncomfortable I am? How could you betray me? How could you sleep in someone else's bed!"

I am still indifferent, for me, the more thoroughly degenerated Zhou Ran is, the happier I will be.Because in my heart, this is what it should be.

I got up and wanted to go back to my bedroom.Zhou Ran grabbed me hard, very hard, which made me wonder if I was just pretending that I couldn't stand still.

"What are you doing, I want to go back to my room."

"If you knew we would be like this, I wouldn't let you sleep in a room by yourself when you killed me."

Zhou Ran, stop being naive, we will not become close or estranged because of the physical distance. When your mother made such a promise to me, I already expected that one day, sooner or later, we will The two fell apart.

Both of them fell silent, leaving only a dead silence in the room, and the beeping of the silenced alarm clock could be heard slightly.

"Anji, my mother is already like that. She has been made notorious by you. She has been dismissed because of her life style and rejected by everyone. I thought you would be satisfied with this. I thought you would feel great hatred I have to report that I feel very comfortable. But why did someone else live there, and why did I get kicked out?"

Zhou Ran, I am not a person with ulterior motives, nor a person who is good at setting up traps. I was forced, by your mother, to become a person that even I think is hateful, but what can I do? ?Your mother bribed people, and they harmed my sister. What kind of humiliation is it for a pure and innocent person like my sister to be ruined by a group of bastards like this?If it weren't for my mother and brother-in-law's sharp eyesight, my sister might already be on the other side of the world today.I am her younger brother, how heartless am I to continue living with you, that woman's son?

"I know, you're right, I didn't do this to you, I just felt that when I was with you, I couldn't help but think of your mother and my sister. Once I think of them, I feel like I've been stalked by someone." I grabbed my hair and pulled it hard, it hurt me so much that I lost all interest."

"But don't you love me?"

What I'm afraid of is that Zhou Ran stares at Yuanyuan's eyes, and if he asks me this question seriously, he will definitely be at a loss.From the bottom of my heart, I clearly know that I love him, an unforgettable love, but if I say I love him, then what have I done before, is it a joke?

"Zhou Ran, don't be naive. From the day you told me you were going to get married, I no longer love you, I no longer love you. The two of us, when it comes to betrayal, who betrayed first? Who was it, who left, who was left alone for five years of sadness and helplessness? Do you know? The night after I came back from your wedding, as long as I closed my eyes, I seemed to see you and that woman together. A lingering scene, can you understand what kind of experience it is? It's like putting me in a hot oil pan with smooth sides, I have nowhere to escape, and the heating is still going on underneath. Do you know how much I want to die when I imagine the person I love, having fun with someone else, but there is nothing I can do?"

"So, you made this plan at that time, and you must have me have a taste of that in the future?"

"Yes, that's what I thought."

"Congratulations, you succeeded."

Zhou Ran loosened his grip on me, covered the quilt by himself, turned his back to me, and closed his eyes.