You are the sunny scenery in my heart

When eating dinner, my mother still had a smile on her face, but that smile made me feel a little guilty. I just bought a few things for my mother, and she can be happy from ear to ear all day long. The requirements of the elders for us Not much really.

Change your mind quickly, or you may cry again.

Looking at the door, oh, I think of Zhou Ranlai again.

I think of the day when he came to my house and knelt on the ground without saying a word, waiting for me to forgive me.His mother was trying to pull him up without knowing the situation, but he stubbornly didn't take it seriously.Just waiting for a word of my forgiveness.At that time, I really felt that his full love for me and his love for his mother were in check and balance, and in the end there was no priority.Later, in order to make him feel heartbroken, I fell in love with Gao Ze and slept with Gao Ze.I don't know what they said when they met, but I just vaguely felt that what I did was indeed a little too much.Obviously I am a person who hates to use love, but I have become like this, and I use it so proficiently, and it is quite effective.

I can't imagine how much pain Zhou Ran must have felt at that time.Is it better than leaving me at the beginning.

My mother saw that I was in a daze, and asked me: "An Ji, did you and Xiao Ran quarrel again?"

I was very surprised why my mother would ask such a question, I felt that I was very ordinary when I came back this time!Ask mom that way.

"No, it's different from before. When you came back this time, you didn't even mention a word about him. This is not like you. Every time you came back before, you wanted to talk about him, and you kept talking about him. Of course."

Have it?Was I really that unreserved before?Can't wait to let the whole world know about Zhou Ran?Have I babbled on him?Maybe it's true. He said bluntly that he didn't care, that his love for him was gone five years ago, but the truth is that he is still hopelessly in love!No wonder my heart is full of guilt when I have sex with others behind his back, no wonder when I see him disappear, my heart is also scratched by glass shards in a corner that no one sees go.

"Did you break up with him?"

I looked up at my mother, for some reason, the defense line I had completely set up was completely disintegrated at this moment, and I nodded aggrieved.

"Then contact him! Call him and ask him to come back and let's have a meal together. There is nothing that mother's meal can't solve."

I bit my tongue and said: "Mom, Zhou Ran is gone, and he won't come back. I have tried various methods and looked for various people, but no one has seen him again, and I have no way to find him."

Mom didn't believe it, took my phone, turned to Zhou Ran's number, dialed it, and after a few beeps, there was a reminder that no one answered.

Mom sat back down and put the phone aside. "What did you do? Let him treat you so unfeelingly?"

"I..." The strong sense of shame made me dare not explain to my mother. Obviously Zhou was the one who should be punished. Why did it seem that I was the one who made the mistake after the punishment? "I'm in love with someone else! I'm with someone else behind his back."

My mother looked at me and yelled: "Why are you so shameless? How could you do such a thing? Zhou Ran loves you so much, he puts everything on you, and in the end you treat him like this. What is your heart? Is it fleshy?"

Mom's words are hard to hear, but they are very useful.Every sentence hits the point, that's what I am, I did such a nasty thing, and I should be cast aside, if he can come back.

He didn't answer because he admitted that he had done something wrong.

My mother saw my silence and didn't continue to complain deeply.

"Go back and try to find him again. Don't say you can't find him until you are desperate. A person disappears so easily. Once you find him, don't explain anything to him, and don't justify yourself. Just keep apologizing and promise never to do it again."

After staying at home for two nights, I still have to go back to my own home.As my mother said, how can a person leave so completely, there must be some clues left by him in this city that I haven't noticed, I must find him.

I have never mentioned to my mother that my eyes have recovered, because my mother didn't know that my eyes were invisible.Not a single word was mentioned about my subsequent illness.But I need to talk to Xin Jing, just tell her that I lost it and found it again, so that she doesn't have to be sad for me anymore.

Unexpectedly, this conversation was overheard by Gao Chong. "When did it happen? Does Zhou Ran know?"

"How could he know! If I didn't press hard, An Ji would have planned to hide it from me."

After speaking, he looked at me distressedly.

Gao Chong hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing. "I'm going out for a while to meet a friend."

"Come back early, today is still a day worth celebrating. We have to reward Anji and celebrate his return to light." Xin Jing said to Gao Shang's back.The obviously overjoyed look is not so exaggerated. In the past, he also had a good eye.

I really can't bear to tell her that I'm already dying.

Happily looking forward to Xin Jing and Gao Chong's busy schedule for me, as grand as if I were born again.

She made fun of Xin Jing like this, but she was ridiculed: "Nonsense, of course it means regaining a new life. You, you just don't take yourself seriously. If you have a serious illness or a minor disaster, you have to support it by yourself. If you can't make it, tell me. I will help you." You hold on."

Making dumplings is a job I like very much, because I can also enjoy it.

Suddenly I thought of what my mother said. My mother said that someone might be hiding it from me. After all, it is impossible for a person to cut off contact with the past in an instant. Among the people I asked, it is very likely that someone lied to me.The first person I thought of was this self-confident and Zhou Ranhao who could wear a pair of pants.In the days after Zhou Ran disappeared, Gao Chong didn't seem to be very sad, and he didn't hear him say that he planned to look for it or contact him. Thinking about it like this, he suddenly became very scared. There may be someone around me who knows Zhou Ran's whereabouts but doesn't tell me.I can't wait to give myself a big mouth, why didn't I think of it early in the morning!

It must be tricked out. Since he didn't tell me when I asked him, it is certain that Zhou Ran told him not to.

I calmed down, and Xin Jing chatted with Gao Chong occasionally.

Suddenly, I spoke faster: "Zhou Ran is at my mother's place!"

Then Gao Chong said without thinking, "Impossible!"

Both Xin Jing and I looked at him, and he slammed the rolling pin in his hand: "Fuck!"

as predicted.