You are the sunny scenery in my heart

In the evening, Xin Jing and Gao Chong made dumplings for me, saying they were helping me clean up the dust. I smiled wryly and said, "Obviously come back with a disheveled face."

"Don't mention unhappy things, so what are your plans for the future?"

"Go home and leave tomorrow."

"I haven't spent enough time with you."

This time, I looked at her with disgust.

"Don't look at me like that, I'm telling the truth and I won't lie to you."

I know.

Xin Jing's child is really called Jing Xin, Gao Chong even boasted to Xin Jing for a long time because of this.I was overjoyed when Xin Jing told me that she could pass on her name so cleverly.

Gao Chong looked at me inexplicably.

I looked up at Gao Chong and said, "Don't you know the origin of my Zhou Jian's name?"

"I do not know!"

"Our family, Zhou Jian..." suddenly felt very awkward, Zhou Jian was no longer from my family, he already had a mother again.

The atmosphere was suddenly awkward in Gao Chong's expectant eyes.

Seeing my silence, Xin Jing picked up a bowl full of dumplings for me, "Don't worry about things that bother you. Now that you've made the decision to leave, you're determined to leave. Don't lose your connection."

Once upon a time, that thin monkey also said this sentence in the same tone.

I smiled, "Got it."

I asked Gao Chong to book a train ticket for me to go home, and he said to me: "Do you know that the verification code required when booking a train ticket is so weird?"

Gao Chong showed me a few pictures of verification codes. It was obvious that the staff felt that their workload was not enough, and deliberately made things difficult for themselves and those who were not even familiar with online ticket purchases.

At night, Xin Jing and I were nestling on the sofa watching TV dramas, Gao Chong came out of the study in a hurry and told me: "An Ji, Zhou Ran said he wanted to see you."

My heart skipped a beat, I was never prepared to meet him, and I didn't know what kind of identity to meet him face to face, and I also didn't know what kind of weight I was in his heart now.

"An Ji, what's on your mind?" Xin Jing blamed me for being indecisive, "Have you let him go? Or is it that you've been waiting for him?"

I have always been such a person, never know how to fight for myself, what Xin Jing said is right, I seem to be waiting for Zhou Ran's attitude, I am waiting for him to tell me clearly word by word Will you want me.

See you soon!Anyway, there will be nothing missing, even if he comes and tells me that his life is happier than before, if I feel relieved, I don't think it's a big deal.Two people, no matter how they are measured, should be each other's passers-by, Zhou Ran should think so in his heart!So it's better to face it directly, and it can make me appear more open-minded.In order not to make myself feel embarrassed and overwhelmed by falling flowers, intentional flow and ruthlessness.

Zhou Ran appeared in front of me in formal attire, more airy than the chance meeting in the supermarket that day.It is absolutely charming, Zhou Ran's words, without too much embellishment, is already a dragon among men, not to mention that he is so careful today.

The coffee shop on Rick Street, where I met his mother twice, unexpectedly, the person I have to face at this moment is Zhou Ran.

Holding the steaming brown coffee in front of me, I looked at him and said, "What do you want me for?"

Zhou Ran looked at me calmly, with an expression on his face, as if he was looking at a man who lost his wife and lost his army.

"It's nothing serious. I heard from Gao Chong that you are going home. I have something I want you to bring to my aunt."

Facing the calm Zhou Ran, I seemed to be a little panicked. I couldn't figure out whether his calmness was mocking me for not knowing how to cherish it, or if he really just wanted to bring something to my mother.Why don't you say something to keep me?Why don't you say that what I saw was an illusion, but that he and the thin monkey were not really together?

But why do you say that?

Feelings, I gave up, Zhou Ran, I also gave up.How tolerant does he need to be to keep me again?Who will keep it again and again?

Besides, I'm such an unworthy person.Whether physically or mentally, I really betrayed him!

"Go to my house in a while, and I'll bring it to you."

I looked embarrassed and went to his house. Isn't there another man there?Seeing that I was noncommittal, Zhou Ran said: "By the way, let's also look at the small key! He also misses you."

"We have already met, yesterday, the one from your family... the three of us."

Zhou Ran froze for a while with a surprised expression, and said, "You really don't plan to go?"

"When am I going to go?"

Zhou Ran said in a joking tone: "You just have to be tough!" He smiled at me contemptuously.

I feel very tired when I'm with him, he seems to be suppressing me, making me feel like I'm breathing heavily.

"Is there anything else, if not, I'm going back?"

"Stay with me for a while, what if there is no chance in the future?"

That tone seemed to be how much I wanted him, and then he pitied me like a beggar, and allowed me to stay with him for a while, because it might not be so convenient in the future.He really sees me through. Everything he does and every word he says leaves me speechless, because everything hits my spine.

"I'm not very eager for that kind of opportunity." I also felt that I had gradually lost my spine when I said this.

After drinking the coffee in front of me, I had no choice but to leave. In my heart, I still hoped that he could stay, and I shamefully hoped that I could stay with him for an extra minute.So I deliberately left the phone next to the table, I wanted him to see it, and I wanted him to bring it out for me, then looked at me with piercing eyes and said, "Look at you, I'm still worried You are alone, let me continue to take care of you!" This kind of thinking is ridiculous, but facing Zhou Ran who is proud of the spring breeze at this time, I am really at the end of my rope.

He had already reached the door, but there was still stubbornly no sound to stop him from behind.I had no choice but to walk back with a disheveled face, and explained to him embarrassingly: "I forgot to bring my mobile phone." I also emphasized the word forget.

Zhou Ran paid no attention, and drank the coffee in front of him peacefully.

When I arrived at the door again, Zhou Ran was indifferent and didn't even look back.Finally collapsed, drooping his head.Walking back to Zhou Ran again, "Okay, I agree to visit your place."

You really don't give me any dignity at all!

After taking the last sip, Zhou Ran wiped away the bitterness from the corner of his mouth with a tissue, "Let's go!"

It seems that he knew that I would agree, and even more that he knew that I was just waiting for his persuasion, but he stubbornly refused to give it to me.The person in front of me, I admit, is helpless.