You are the sunny scenery in my heart

I bought a lot of toys and snacks for the children of Xin Jing's family. It has been a while since I have no contact with Xin Jing, and I feel a little strange in my heart. The last time I felt this way was when Xin Jing married Gao Chong.

There are always people who will argue about whether friends of the opposite sex can last for a long time. After a long time, you will know that the so-called long time is only in the future, and it will not be embarrassing for two people to meet each other.Men will marry wives and have children, and women will marry and become wives.At that time, it will be the friendship between two families, and the intimacy after reaching this level has already changed its taste.

Xin Jing gained a lot of weight, "Did you steal all the delicious food made for the girl?"

"How is it possible! I always eat on the bright side!" She looked like a queen.

The little girl walked up to me tremblingly, and talked to me babbling, I said that I really didn't understand, so I babbled like her, and she smiled happily from ear to ear.

"You can walk at such a young age. Children grow up really fast." I couldn't help but sigh.

"Your little key must be able to talk." Xin Jing said happily.

I should be able to say it, but I found that I didn't hear what the little guy called me with my own ears. If he saw me, what would he call me?Call me uncle like Sun Hongwei taught?When he first came to my house, he obviously didn't know how to speak, so I paranoidly taught him to call me dad.Then Zhou Ran asked me, "I'll call you Dad, so what should I call me?" I said, "I'll call you Uncle!" "Obviously I'm his biological father!" "I love him more."

But in fact, I don't love him as much as I imagined, and I only meet him in my dreams very rarely.

"What are you thinking about?" Xin Jing interrupted my thoughts, I smiled and said nothing.

"Are you planning to leave?" Xin Jing squinted at me with sharp eyes.

"how do you know?"

"Which time didn't you come to see me when you wanted to go home!" He said in a complaining tone, "How have you been with Zhou Ran lately?"

"Same as before, lukewarm."

"Anji, you are old and young. Shouldn't you be planning your own future? Do you want to marry a wife and have children, or find a good man as you wish. But I don't think this good man can be Zhou Ran. Right?" After speaking, he looked into my eyes tentatively, "You don't plan to wait for him, do you?"

I laugh while saying nothing.

"If I were your mother, I would have been pissed off by you a long time ago." She looked at me with a look of hatred.

"Why don't you want to find another person, but you don't know how difficult it is for a person like me to find a suitable person, not to mention that Zhou Ran is so outstanding."

"I think that Gao Ze is pretty good. He is very honest and treats you very well. Although he is a painter, he does not have these or other eccentricities, bad habits and so on. I think he is a person who can be trusted."

"Gaoze is a good person and has a good heart, but he is someone who is likely to go out from our road. He is a person who can have a normal life. He can marry a wife and have children. He can live what an ordinary person should live. Days, I went to find him, didn't I just delay him."

"One-sided words, you think so, have you ever asked what they mean?"

"You don't need to ask about this kind of thing. I can't get over the hurdle in my heart."

Putting this matter aside, he didn't continue talking with Xin Jing.

It was dusk when I left Xin Jing's house, it was windy and very cold.

He hesitated whether to say goodbye to Gao Zedao, after all, he didn't know many people in this city, and now he was leaving again, shouldn't they all meet.

I haven't made up my mind yet, and I have already walked slowly downstairs to Gao Ze, and I feel that this city is really small for a while.

After knocking on the door lightly, Gao Ze, who had already changed into pajamas, came out to open the door.

"Why are you here? It's very cold. Come inside." Gao Ze had the same eyes as Zhou Ran, and they were even brighter at the moment.

Gao Ze's house is fairly tidy, unlike some painter's houses, which are messy, and they even make excuses for their own messiness, and they can clean up the house with a little time.

"What to drink?" Gao Ze asked me with a cup in his hand after cleaning the tea table.

"casual."

He poured me a glass of orange juice, and anyone who knows me knows I love orange juice.

"What's the matter for coming so late?" Gao Ze sat aside and asked me with a smile.

"It's okay, I'm going back, come here to see you."

In an instant, Gao Ze felt his whole body dimmed, like a panda without bamboo. "Let's go again, why don't you celebrate the New Year here?"

"Not here for the Chinese New Year, my mother found another wife, and my uncle asked me to go to his place during the Chinese New Year."

"Oh, I was thinking of inviting you here for a New Year's Eve dinner with us on New Year's Day."

I was taken aback, not knowing what to say for a moment, a little embarrassed.

"Then have you had dinner now?" Gao Ze looked expectantly.My heart melted, and I really couldn't bear to let his expectations fail, or rather, I was really hungry.

Gao Ze's craftsmanship is mediocre, and simple homework can still be imported.

"Actually, it's very easy to find a woman who can cook." He said while chewing a slightly hot scrambled egg.

Gao Ze lowered his head shyly, and said with a smile: "I'm not so lucky, the few people who have been with me are not very good at cooking."

"Nonsense, I have learned it professionally." Immediately correct Gao Ze's words, after all, we have been together before.

"No, those people I mentioned don't include you. In my heart, I have never dated you." Gao Ze said the words that had been on his mind for a long time, and poured himself a glass of red wine. "Would you like a drink?"

I shook my head and said, "I think you should drink less, I don't like other people drinking."

"I know, I'm very happy to have a meal with you with just one drink. Happy days should be celebrated with a glass of red wine."

"You really think highly of me." The two of them looked at each other and smiled wryly. Whether it was red wine or fruit juice, it became extremely bitter in our mouths.

Gao Ze didn't talk anymore, because I once lost my temper with him, and said that I hate people who drink and whine, he must remember.

She didn't dare to look up at him, and without looking at him more, she felt that she had ruthlessly failed the person in front of her.How much I want to compensate him, but for him, the only compensation may be to be with him, which will make both of them feel that it is another empty relationship, because he is so similar to Zhou Ran.

When I went home, I felt distressed as I walked. I felt distressed that Gao Ze was harmed by me. I felt distressed that he worked hard for a person who was completely unworthy. I felt distressed that he put his heart on me.Gao Ze is a good man. If I had known him before Zhou Ran, I would have loved him wholeheartedly, for sure.