domineering paranoid

In the city, only Tang Song has something to do with his hometown. Although the other party may not think so, for Zheng Hao, watching him grow up since he was a child, he always feels kind when he sees Tang Song.Although, he is often scolded by him, but when you don't even have anyone who can scold you, you will understand what loneliness is.One is spiritual and spiritual in addition to the physical.This is the feeling in your heart that cannot be erased no matter how many people you lurk in.

"Why don't you eat it?" Seeing that Zheng Hao's chopsticks had been placed on a dish for more than half a minute, Tang Song felt strange and glanced at him, only to realize that he was distracted , so it sounded a reminder.

"No, I was wondering... Will Shishi come to play during the holidays?"

"You have a good relationship with that little girl."

"Don't you think Shishi is more sensible than her peers?"

Tang Song stopped eating, looked at Zheng Hao and replied pertinently, "I don't think so!"

"how could be?"

"Why else would I feel that you are more abused." Tang Song's words were casual and unintentional.

Zheng Hao was silent for a while after hearing this, then nodded fiercely and said, "Maybe!"

In a word, Tang Song's heart was blocked strangely.He couldn't figure out the source of this thought, and was stunned for a while, then suddenly put the bowl and chopsticks on the table, and said angrily, "Oh, I won't eat."

"Yeah? What did I say wrong?" Zheng Hao looked at him blankly.

"I made a mistake, sorry, okay?"

Seeing Tang Song who got up from his seat angrily, Zheng Hao was even more confused. "What happened to you?"

"The strange thing is, I don't know what's wrong with me, it's so annoying!" Tang Song kicked the sofa in front of him as if venting his anger.Looking back at Zheng Hao, he said, "I didn't say you were annoying."

"……Oh!"

That night Zheng Hao cleaned up the kitchen and dining table, and was ready to go back early.Tang Song sent him to the elevator door, and at the moment when the elevator door was about to close, Zheng waved at him funny and naturally. "Be careful all the way tomorrow."

Back on the sofa at home, Tang Song suddenly felt empty in his heart, as if part of the air had been taken away by him when Zheng Hao left the house.Bored, he turned his eyes eastward and westward, and suddenly saw a few red hundred-yuan bills and a piece of white paper pressed by the glass on the dining table.

He turned over and took it to see a bill for property management fee payment, on which the amount of the recharged electricity card was clearly added with a ballpoint pen.

Tang Song counted the money on the table, there were six bills, plus a sum of expenses on the list, he pulled the money out of the house with a livid face.

"Is he a fool?"

Come to take care of people and bring their own living expenses?

Blind date

Returning to the life of bookstores and rental houses at two o'clock and one line, Zheng Hao felt that the time that he had always thought was very tight seemed very plentiful.

Tang and Song should already be in Shenzhen, right?

At noon, I received a call from my mother after a long time.Just as Zheng Hao called his mother, Zheng's mother asked on the other end of the phone: "When are you going to rest?"

Only two days off this week, "I'm going next week."

"Next week, you need to confirm first."

Zheng Hao squeezed the phone in embarrassment and said, "What's the matter with you? Mom! I have to confirm with the supervisor before I know."

"That's it." Mother Zheng said anxiously: "You have a cousin who is outside the third ring road in City A, do you remember?"

"remember."

"That's good. I didn't know at first, but no, she just came back to see your cousin two days ago and just left."

Zheng Hao listened carefully to his mother's parents, and thought to himself, what's wrong with my cousin?This cousin, Zheng Hao has not seen her for more than ten years, and he doesn't even remember what she looks like.In my impression, I only saw her before I was ten years old, and then I heard that she married a person from City B, but settled in a suburb not far from City A.

"I chatted with her about you by accident. I didn't expect your cousin to be very enthusiastic. Knowing that you are still single, she said that if you are close and have time, maybe she can introduce you."

"Ah?..." Zheng Hao was dumbfounded, "Introduce me?"

"Yes, she also said that the factory where she works has a lot of girls in their teens and 20s, because it is in the suburbs, and there are not many complicated people. They are all simple rural girls. I think this may be the case. It may or may not be an opportunity for you." Zheng's mother talked for a long time, only to be surprised that her son's reaction was so unenthusiastic, so she could only stop the chattering topic and ask, "What do you think?"

Zheng Hao was stunned for a long time, and then he said in a tangled manner: "Ten or twenty? Isn't that too much of a difference?" I think he will be almost thirty in two or three years.

Mother Zheng pondered for a while, "That's all I'm saying, but I really need to find someone of the same age. I'm too young to have a family. I'll discuss it with your cousin later. It's just a matter. think?"

As long as it's not too young, then... "Okay, when you see it, should I directly make an appointment with my cousin or you will convey it?"

"Anything else to convey, I'll read your cousin's phone number to you right away, go find a pen first, I asked her to copy it on a piece of paper, I'll read it to you and you can write it down."

My mother can't send text messages, but fortunately she works in a bookstore, so she carries pens and paper with her. "I have a pen in my hand, take your time to find it, don't worry."

Zheng Hao held the phone and looked at the busy traffic outside the window, suddenly felt a little unreal.A cousin who hasn't seen each other for a long time, actually wants to introduce a girl to him kindly?Would a girl live with someone like him?It's delusional, but you should try it anyway.

"Ah!" Zheng Hao sighed very sadly.

"Why are you sighing at such a young age?" You can feel Zheng's mother's serious expression through the phone.

Zheng Hao didn't say a word, and Zheng's mother asked him again, "Is work not going well?"

"No," it's actually lonely, and that's right, it's better to have a chance to meet other people than to think about it all day long. When he thought about it, Zheng Hao's enthusiasm was finally lifted. "did you find it?"

The appointment with his cousin was on Wednesday. On the phone, Zheng Hao first expressed his gratitude to his cousin for her kindness, and then began to discuss where would be a better place to meet?

The cousin said, "In this way, it's really embarrassing to have an appointment outside. I haven't told the girl directly to introduce her to her, because I'm afraid that people will be thin-skinned. I'll send you my home address later. Come to my home first on Wednesday , I'll make you a meal, if you both agree with that in the end, how about I let you two meet you alone?"

Zheng Hao's half heart, which was very nervous at first, is finally half relaxed.He sincerely thanked his cousin for her thoughtfulness.Hearing his praise, my cousin hung up the phone happily.

On Tuesday night, Zheng's mother called again to remind Zheng Hao that he must dress up well, not to dress too plainly, let alone too gaudy.

Zheng Hao answered one by one and kept it in his heart, fearing that Zheng's mother would be worried, Zheng Hao promised again and again. "Mom, don't worry, I will take this blind date seriously."

Indeed, for him, this may be one of the few chances in his life to bid farewell to being single.

"Then have you thought about what to bring to your cousin's house?"

Zheng Hao said: "Because it's for my business, it's not easy to let my cousin spend money. I will buy vegetables, meat, fruits and other edibles at the vegetable market around her house and bring them with me."

"That's good, you're still sensible. But you have to remember that you have to go earlier, and it's not good for you to bring the vegetables after they've bought them when you go late."

"Okay, don't worry."

"Well, although our family doesn't have much money, we must know the etiquette to be a human being. Regardless of whether this matter will be completed in the end, we must accept your cousin's love, and we will have the opportunity to repay her slowly in the future."

"Don't worry, Mom, I will definitely keep it in my heart and never forget it."

"Okay!" Zheng's mother instructed her so earnestly, and finally felt a little relieved. "Well, you go to bed early, you have to get up early tomorrow."

"Okay, you go to bed early too, Mom."

"Call me when you get back tomorrow."

"Won't forget."

Zheng Hao, who hung up the phone with his mother, couldn't feel happy no matter what. When he thought that he was almost thirty, and made his mother so worried, he felt that he was really unfilial.Not capable, he suddenly envied Tang Song, who didn't get along with him, and He Qilai, who had only met twice.

Envious of their money?It seems not all, the key is character and ability, right?Alas, the more you compare, the more you hurt your self-esteem.

The next day, Zheng Hao got up early in the morning, took two buses, and after sitting for almost two hours, he finally arrived near his cousin's house after nine o'clock.I went to ask the nearby uncles and aunts to find out the direction of the vegetable market, and then bought fruits and vegetables and so on. I called my cousin, who said to let him wait downstairs at her house.She is in the vegetable market.

"Ah! Cousin, I'm at the vegetable market. Don't buy any vegetables. I've already bought them all." Because he was too excited and afraid that his cousin would finish buying all the vegetables, Zheng Hao regretted not contacting his cousin earlier. He poked his head around to see if anyone was calling him too.

The cousin was silent on the other end of the phone for a long while, "Are you at the vegetable market over there?"

"Yes, yes, yes!" Zheng Hao glanced at the stall in front of him, "The place that sells fish, I'm at the place that sells fish."

Zheng Hao was holding the phone nervously for less than half a minute, someone patted his shoulder from behind him, Zheng Hao turned around curiously.

"Honey?"

A woman in her thirties, with her hair permed into big waves, but dressed like a good family wife called him.

Zheng Hao's expression became stiff. "cousin?