domineering paranoid

Stuck in the throat, the words that blurt out are often "okay, it's okay, it's okay" plus the precise expression of the smile on the face.

For many nights, he secretly vowed to be reborn, to live the life he likes, to say what he likes to say, and to reject those who want to reject, but every time when things come to an end, there is only regret, and he sighs that he will continue next time.

I don't know how long I was in a daze, Zheng's mother asked impatiently, "Did you hear what I said?"

"Huh? I heard it, Mom, I heard it!"

"Oh, I have business to call today."

In fact, in Zheng Hao's heart, there is always a thought of not being filial, and every time this thought pops up, he tries to suppress it, as if thinking about it in his heart is unfilial to his mother, "What's the matter, mother. "

"Do you remember cousin Tang Binggen who lived opposite our house when we were young?"

Zheng Hao remembered that he was said to be a cousin, but in fact he was nearly 20 years older than himself. Because he was of his generation, he was always called cousin Tang. Cousin Gen even gave himself candy, he was one of the few people in Zheng Hao's memory who treated him well. "Well, remember!"

Hearing Zheng Hao's suddenly excited tone, Zheng's mother also had a gentle expression, "When you two brothers and sisters were young, our two families often walked together. Although their family moved to Guangzhou more than ten years ago, the old man In the end, I still want to return to the roots.”

Listening to his mother simply talking about his parents like this is the happiest time for Zheng Hao, "Has my cousin contacted my mother yet?"

"I didn't talk to me directly. The call was made to your old man (dad). He said he was going to come back with his family to celebrate the New Year this year. He is now in your city A." In the first half of the sentence, Zheng Hao could hear his mother The excitement of my cousin's family is also true, the cousin's sister-in-law is about the same age as my mother, and she married into the village at the same time, so the relationship is naturally deeper, and I haven't seen her for so many years.

But according to my mother later, it turned out that my cousin’s son had already returned to work in city A three years ago, and now he had already mortgaged a house in city A. Cousin Karane and his wife just bought a plane ticket from Guangzhou to fly directly to city A. Originally, a family reunion was a very gratifying event, but the temperature difference between the two places was so great that my cousin caught a cold, and I didn't care about it a few days ago, and she was hospitalized in a serious way after a few days.

"Although Karone said that his daughter-in-law is fine, she was hospitalized after all. You are the closest to our family in City A. Mom wants you to buy some fruit to have a look. If you are all right, give me Give me a call."

"Okay, I..." Just as I was about to ask for leave as soon as possible, I thought I would go tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. Before I could say anything, my mother said anxiously:

"You went to see it this afternoon and call me back. I'll sit and wait in front of the phone. If there's a big problem, I'll come and see it in person. Your cousin's health has always been poor. If you catch a cold, there will be many complications. , if the illness is not serious this time, she will never go to the hospital."

"Then Mom... I still have to ask for leave..."

"Okay, please ask for leave, Mom is waiting for your news by the phone."

After hesitating for a while, the words he always wanted to say were swallowed back just like before, and only the word "good" was uttered.

The process of asking for leave is hard work, but the process of temporarily asking for urgent leave is painful, especially for Zheng Hao, who never knows how to refuse others. Seeing the store manager's face is livid, he has the urge to retreat. If it weren't for thinking about the way my mother was still guarding the phone.

The address of the hospital is easy to find. It is considered to be a relatively important people's hospital in city A. Zheng Hao was walking with several large bags of fruit in his hands. Zheng Hao asked in front of his cousin's ward, and just put the fruit bag in his right hand on the ground to knock Unexpectedly, a hot-tempered person broke in from the inside, and knocked Zheng Hao into a mess. Before he could say his apology, that person had already left a not-so-sincere 'sorry' and walked away. Zheng Hao, who turned around, only had time to see a tall and straight man in a black windbreaker clattering away with his leather shoes on.

When I turned around, I saw that the door of the ward was open, and a middle-aged man in his 50s was standing in front of the door with his hands behind his back, staring at him suspiciously, as if asking, what's the matter?

Zheng Hao forgot the painful shoulder from being bumped and the red palms from the fruit bag, picked up the fruit on the ground again, smiled and politely entered the room and asked, "Excuse me, is this cousin Karone?"

The person being asked was stunned for a moment, obviously too surprised and a little dazed.

Zheng Hao hurriedly handed over the fruit in his hand, "It's me, Zheng Hao from Zheng Erbai's family."

Zheng Erbai was his father's name. According to his mother, his grandfather and father chose this name in the hope that their family would be clean for the rest of their lives, and that they would be clean.

Tang Binggen's expression had long been numb, because he was a little excited when he heard that he was the son of an old friend he hadn't seen for many years, he pulled out his hands and wanted to go forward but dared not go forward, and muttered for a while, "It's Zheng, Zheng Xiaohao?"

"It's really Cousin Karone!" Zheng Hao put the fruit on the ground, allowing the other party to pull him around and look at him, "I haven't come back for so many years, Cousin Karone is also... old like my mother. "

Although he was close to his cousin when he was young, Zheng Hao really didn't know whether he should say it so bluntly when he was old, so he said it a little vaguely.

Unexpectedly, Tang Binggen didn't take it to heart at all, and said arrogantly, "Of course, we can't be old when you grow up? Hahaha."

After reminiscing about the old days, Zheng Hao stepped forward to ask the woman lying on the hospital bed who was not very energetic, that is, Mrs. Zheng's wife, whom Zheng's mother had always cared about.

"Is it true that my cousin has a cold? Why is she still getting the infusion?" Because of his mother's order, Zheng Hao inquired very carefully, for fear of missing a medical condition by mistake. Goodbye, this kind of affection is still there, so he is also a little worried.

The cousin shook her left hand where the needle was not inserted and said, "I haven't seen anyone in the village for a long time. This time I am so sick, half of it is a heart attack, and half is a cold. As for the infusion..."

Perhaps seeing his wife's discomfort, Tang Binggen said quickly, "All hospitals earn this money, so it's no big deal."

Later, Tang Binggen asked Zheng Hao some topics about his parents and some old friends in the team, until a cute girl in her twenties with a pretty face delivered the meal.

"Hey, there are guests?" The girl was not surprised.

Tang Binggen pulled the girl over to Zheng Hao and said, "Come on, let's see who this girl is, and see if you have good eyesight."

To say he was surprised but not surprised, Zheng Hao said a little uncertainly, "Could it be Shishi?"

Holding the food, Tang Shishi couldn't remember who this young man was at all, until Tang's father introduced her to call her cousin, Tang Shishi was terrified, "Ah? Where did such a young cousin come from?"

Tang Song

Tang Binggen was amused by his daughter's surprised expression, and then pulled the girl to help her recall that when she was very young, the snot all fell to the edge of her mouth, and she ate happily, and was caught by the little cousin in front of her. After seeing it, he wiped it off with his sleeve, which made the little girl cry for half an hour.

Tang Shishi vomited panicked by what her father said, while Zheng Hao laughed silently.

That night, Zheng Hao stayed with the Tang family for a long time in the hospital.

Tang Bingen said, "You can see Tang and Song when you come earlier. The little kid who used to love to run behind your buttocks has grown very tall now." Tang Bingen said while looking at Zheng Hao's height and physique." Much taller than you."

After speaking, the two laughed.

Zheng Hao thought back with some doubts, could it be the back that he saw in front of the ward door?

Seeing the sky slowly turning dark, Zheng Hao bid farewell to Tang Binggen before 08:30 because he had to go to work the next day and had to make up for today's leave. When Tang Shishi sent Zheng Hao into the elevator, it happened to be on the other side The elevator came up from downstairs and opened, Zheng Hao only saw Tang Shishi excitedly calling "Brother" in the elevator on the other side and pointing to the elevator on his side, but before Zheng Hao saw that person, the door of his elevator opened closed.

Upstairs, Tang Shishi happily said to the eldest son of the Tang family who just got off the elevator, "I wanted you to see this little cousin too, but unfortunately the elevator went down."

When Tang Shishi said this, Tang Song quickly walked in front, frowning and asked in displeasure, "What cousin?"

In the corridors coming and going, only Tang Shishi pretended to be mysterious and said, "He is a very young and handsome cousin, ah, by the way, he seems to be only a few years older than you. I don't remember much. You should Remember, we are from the same village."

Tang Song stopped walking and knocked on Tang Shishi's head speechlessly, "Sometimes you are young and sometimes you are uncle. What is it? You are so noisy!" After speaking, he strode away, obviously not wanting to hear from his sister Chirp crooked.

Tang Shishi stood very depressed for a long while before running forward and yelling, "I haven't seen each other for so long, and when I met, I thought they were noisy, and I hate you, Tang Song."

Hearing these words, Tang Binggen immediately scolded his daughter who had already run into the ward, "Did you call Tang Song, who is not big or small?"

Tang Shishi retorted indifferently, "Doesn't the name look good when you call it?"

"Nonsense! He's your brother."

Tang's father is very scary when he gets angry, the Tang family all know it well, so seeing his father showing signs of getting angry, Tang Shishi just dares to be angry no matter how wronged she is, and can only glance at her sitting mother the one in front of the hospital bed