Xunlu: Looking for you all the way

It's been three years, Lu Han has been gone for three full years, Shixun doesn't want to believe that Lu Han is dead, the memories of those midnight dreams are so clear, Lu Han is clearly alive, well alive in a certain place in the world

It’s just not by my side, it’s good to live well, but why can’t I stop thinking about him, missing him, thinking about him like crazy

"Shixun, Shixun" Hearing Yinchu calling his name loudly, Shixun wiped his tears and came to Yinchu's room

"What's the matter, Xiaoda, I'm here, I'm here" Shixun sat on the edge of the bed, and Yinchu hugged him suddenly "Sehun, you're still there, you're still here" Yinchu murmured, "Yeah ,I am here"

Sehun suddenly felt very tired. After Yinchu's mother died, Yinchu's spirit was not normal, like a child, sometimes he would not talk, eat, or sleep all day long, and sometimes he would suddenly feel tired. Has a big temper, sometimes like a docile kitten

One night, Yinchu climbed onto the balcony of the room. After Yinchu's mother passed away, Shixun would visit her room every night before going to bed, and only returned to the room after making sure she was asleep. He was terrified when he saw Yinchu on the balcony. afraid of disturbing her, she will fall

He called her softly, "Xiao Da, where are you doing? You're sleeping." He slowly approached her and stretched out his hand to pull her down, but she ignored her and let go, Shixun felt a twinge in his heart Coax her patiently, "Come down, Xiao Da, Sehun is here"

Only when she heard the word Shixun did she react, "Shixun, I was dreaming just now, you don't want me anymore, and then I cried, and you ignored me, my parents ignored me, Xiaolu ignored me , laughed at me, and then you all disappeared, Sehun, I'm so scared"

"No, Xiao Da, they are just afraid that you will fall. Auntie hates you when you are ugly, right?" "Yeah." Then she handed Shixun her hand, and Shixun felt relieved and helped her to rest on the bed

After making sure she was asleep, Shixun left, and her sleepy voice came from behind, "Sehun, don't leave me, I will die if you leave, really will die"

"Sehun, when I get better, let's go find Xiaolu. I know you miss him, and I miss him so much. I won't cling to you when he comes back. I'll be happy when you two are happy together." That is When Yin Chu found out that Sehun who was out shopping was not around at home, he fainted from crying and was taken to the hospital by Sehun

For more than a year, that was when Yinchu was the most sober, she smiled weakly, and said to Shixun, "Sehun, I'm fine, Xiaolu hasn't come back yet, we have to wait for him, otherwise he won't be able to find his way, During this period of time, the road up the mountain was newly built, and the deer is so stupid that he will definitely get lost." Then he fell into a deep sleep

That was the first time Sehun missed him so crazily, that man named Luhan, Luhan, did you hear that?Xiaoda blessed us, she said she misses you, and I miss you too, very, very much, Sehun stood by the window of the ward, the wind occasionally blows over the curtain to block his body, there is an unreal sense of existence

Sometimes Shixun would go back to the house where he and Luhan used to be. As soon as he opened the door, he would be overwhelmed by the overwhelming miss. Oh Sehun will go crazy if Han’s memory is gone

On the sofa, on the dining table, in the room, on the balcony, in the kitchen, in the bathroom, in the small garden, there are Luhan’s shadows everywhere, and you can hear Luhan’s sweet voice calling “Sehuna” everywhere, in Luhan’s room Nothing has changed, Chopper on the bed is still there, the cow quilt that Luhan likes is still on the bed, and there is still a prickly pear on the window sill that Luhan said at the time was as bad-tempered as Sehun, Sehun sat gently Touching that Chopper on his bed, they are all there, but you are not there

Luhan fighting with himself on the sofa to watch TV

Lu Han who enjoyed watching Sehun cooking at the kitchen door proudly gave a thumbs up and said "Our Sehun is really capable"

That Lu Han who fights with him to the bathroom every morning when he is late for school

That Lu Han who insisted on sleeping with Sehun after watching ghost movies

That Lu Han humming and watering the flowers full of energy in the small garden

That Lu Han who covered the sun with his hands on the balcony and turned around and said, "The sun is not as dazzling as our family's Sehun"

What should I do? Luhan

This is how Wu Sehun misses you crazily, thinking of you at any time and in any form

The author has something to say:

Is the watch diving okay?Dear, dear, dear, people, ah!