Xunlu: Looking for you all the way

Most of Dynasty's leg injury has healed, and he can walk slowly on his own. Yinchu's body is fine. Wang Ziwu helped find an apartment in the city center. Shixun stood on the balcony, as if everything had returned calm

When he is free, he will still think of that person

I miss you so much

Deer

If, I didn't love you, didn't stay with you, then I wouldn't have to bear these sufferings

Deer

You can't come back to me, is there any difficulty

Deer

I can hear you, feel you, just wake up and you'll be gone for a while

Deer

I want to say, I don't need your protection, you come back, I don't expect too much, as long as you come back

Deer

Once, I also thought, if there is no you in my life, no Yinchu, no grandma, no Yinchu mother, no Yinchu father, no Xiaobai

isn't it, everything will be different

You still laugh heartlessly and without image like before, and you will have more friends who will not have that strange liking for me

Yinchu still likes to play tricks and act like a baby like she was when she was a child. One day she will meet a boy who likes her very much and they will be together happily

Grandma still prepares meals for you as before, and occasionally beats you on the head when you are naughty

Yinchu's mother is still as pure as a child before, and will always love Yinchu's father, love Yinchu, love you

Yinchu's father is still as unsmiling as before, but he always shows a shallow and helpless smile when you two are in trouble

Xiaobai still has a square mouth when he smiles like before. He didn't come to that house with Uncle Bian to learn Chinese with me. He won't come to China, so he can continue to smile brightly without heart

but me

A person

Living in that dark world, there is no light, no Luhan, no nutrients, slowly decaying, and then quietly disappearing into the air

However, there is no if in this world. You think these people don’t need to exist, and you feel that your existence brings them pain.

You said it very freely, because they exist, and they really existed or existed, bringing you those good memories

So you have no regrets, so you dare not face the "pain" you brought to them, so you can only cowardly say that if

But, Sehun, just because I met you and was with you, those memories related to you become cute

You said you don't want to remember us

You say you feel so guilty that you can't breathe

You say your presence hurts us

However, even if I love you, you will not become me, so, Sehun, you are really a very selfish person

"Shixun, it's time to eat." Yinchu waved his hand at him and brought his thoughts back to reality. Wang Ziwu was carefully bringing the freshly stewed soup to the table from the kitchen

"It's coming"

Luhan, look, Sehun actually doesn’t want to forget you at all.

Occasionally, when thinking of Luhan, Sehun would also think of that man, the man with the same beautiful eyes as Luhan

He is not Luhan, Wu Shixun knows

Do you believe?Even if you forget everything, even if you change your appearance and your personality is sharpened, but the way you look at a person will not change, your eyes will remember all the appearances of everyone in your eyes, you don’t know yes it will tell you

However, in that person's eyes, there is no Wu Shixun, and he is disappointed, but that's all

For Wu Shixun, God has been very good to himself, because he at least let him meet Luhan, and Wu Shixun never felt that he could get more

But, Sehun, look, God made another beautiful joke with you

The author has something to say:

This chapter is mainly about some thoughts in Shixun'er's heart. After so many years and so many things, Shixun always thinks that his father is manipulating these things, so he feels that everything has become like this because of himself, That's why I think a lot, maybe, the writing is a bit difficult to understand, please forgive me, the state is not very good recently, and all the bad ones will be revised in the future