Xunlu: Looking for you all the way

who am I

who are you

who is that kid

What happened

Why is it so

All the unknowns make Luhan feel fear, even feel betrayed, want to know everything, all want to know what he doesn’t know, he wants someone to tell him

But who is that person?Who is going to tell me these cruel things, Concubine Yi?Xiaobai?Dynasty?No matter who it is, it's unbearable, but that kind of pain has to come from the person you love all the time, so no one can bear it, right? !

Deer

Did you not love me very much from the beginning?

Deer

My love burdens you, right?That's why you run away from me desperately

Deer

You are really bad, you only know that rejection is cruel, but you don’t know that it is the most deadly to regret and leave after giving a beautiful fantasy

Deer

You won, it’s not as simple as getting my heart, I don’t think there’s anything good about that heart, it often hurts, it hurts like hell, what’s the use of it

Deer

Wu Shixun lost, because your every move affected his every frown and smile, and controlled his life and death

"Xiaobai" Concubine Yi and Dynasty were not there that day, and Lu Han couldn't suppress his inner curiosity. He lay on the hospital bed holding an apple in his hand, tossing back and forth or stopping his movements, and hesitantly opened his mouth.

Xiaobai, who was pouring boiling water, sat down on the chair and handed the water to Lu Han without saying a word. Lu Han took the water without drinking it and thanked him. The room suddenly fell into an embarrassing silence

"Little Deer" Xiaobai suddenly opened his mouth very seriously, and Luhan was stunned for a moment and uttered a syllable of "Huh?"

"You, did you remember something?" Very flat, the tone of the voice did not fluctuate, but the tone of the question was affirmative, Luhan shook his head, Xiaobai looked at Luhan in disbelief

"Really not, but a very strange thing happened." Xiaobai didn't ask him what happened and didn't interrupt, just looked at him silently, Luhan said to himself, "Xiaobai, I seem to be sick , It’s not the kind of disease you know, it’s here.” Lu Han pressed his heart with one hand and said again, “He will feel inexplicable pain, and strange people appear in his mind, that man who always appears in my dreams, he said , he loves me, he said I don’t love him anymore, what do you call me, don’t love him anymore? Who is he, and what is his relationship with Concubine Yi?” Luhan looked at Xiaobai expectantly, the corner of Xiaobai’s mouth moved but he didn’t know Where to start, then Lu Han trembled and said, "Am I in love with him? I am..." Gay?But I couldn’t say these words. It’s not that I can’t accept this fact. The strange thing is that I don’t feel disgusted at all. Things have become complicated and my thoughts are in a mess. I can’t figure it out.

"Little Lu, you are not sick, it's just that you lost something important here." Xiaobai pointed to the position of his heart, and Luhan still couldn't understand it. Name, Wu Shixun, Wu Shixun, Wu Shixun, Xiaobai looked at Lu Han who was in deep thought and said, "Yifei, she is Sehun's sister"

Now, Luhan can't accept this information at all

Oh Sehun, Once My Lover

Concubine Yi is Oh Se-hoon's older sister

I am Concubine Yi's fiancé

It seems that everything is clear, but I still can’t believe it, I don’t want to believe it, it’s not like this, it’s not, but if it’s not like this, what would it be like, I don’t know!I can't figure it out

There was the sound of ceramics falling to the ground at the door, Luhan and Xiaobai both looked over, it was Concubine Yi's terrified expression and the soup all over the place

Deer, listen to my explanation, but how do you speak?

Deer, I love you, but he loves Sehun

Deer, don't leave, I can't lose you, but what about Shixun, you selfishly possessed him for three years, how did Shixun live?

Thousands of things I wanted to say appeared in my mind, but they were all denied by the reasons I knew

I'm sorry, Deer, I just love you very much

"You, hello." When Wu Shixun saw Luhan and Xiaobai appear in sight, his heart twitched fiercely. The man seemed to be very nervous, and his voice was trembling.

Luhan, what are you doing now? If you are determined to escape from me, why do you come to me in a nervous mood now?The Luhan I love, the best person in the world, isn’t that kind of person, isn’t he?

When I said to Xiaobai, "I want to meet that child", what was going on in my heart?I don't know, I just want to see him again, as if I will lose something forever if I don't see it, I feel very uneasy

And the moment I really saw the child, the series of words I wanted to say in my heart, all the questions I wanted to ask, turned into the two words "Hello" tremblingly uttered

hehe Hello?Luhan, that is your lover, what are you talking about? !

Standing downstairs in the apartment where Shixun and Yinchu lived, the three of them didn't speak except for Luhan's hello, their big eyes met small eyes, and the atmosphere was extremely awkward

Luhan, if you don’t want me, don’t appear by my side, turn around, leave, and then, let’s all live our lives well

Seeing Shixun turn around, Luhan moved his mouth to persuade him to stay, obviously he had a lot of dialogues in his mind, but at this moment, he lost his words

"Shixun, Xiaolu, he lost his memory." He turned his head when he heard the word "amnesia", full of disbelief and panic, Luhan scratched his head in embarrassment and didn't know what to say, Xiaobai went on to say "I'm sorry Shixun, I beg you to forgive me. I don’t know how to say this and I’m not qualified to say it. When I took Xiao Lu away, I promised myself that one day I would send him back to you.” Xiaobai pushed Luhan, “I I said it, I did it"

After talking, Xiaobai went to the side to answer the phone, leaving behind Luhan who was touching his nose in an awkward situation and Sehun who was still in shock

When Xiaobai came back, he had an extra suitcase in his hand

Uh, isn't that my suitcase?Luhan blinked and was completely clueless

"Xiaolu, I'm sorry we have to go back to Korea." Xiaobai put the suitcase next to Luhan and saw Luhan's puzzled expression, showing his first smile today, "Xiaolu, I didn't say I don't want you, so don't act like Is the appearance of the resentful woman okay? You look at me like this, I'm scared"

Luhan was teased by Xiaobai and patted him lightly, "Then I..."

Xiaobai stretched his waist, "You? Let's ask for blessings, see if there are any good-hearted people to take in something." When he was talking, he deliberately looked around as if he was really looking for something, but his eyes never left Sehun.

This is so anxious for Lu Han, anyone with a discerning eye can see that Xiaobai is planning to leave him with this child, the most important thing is that he didn't seem to leave his own thoughts after looking at the child.

"noob"

"I'm leaving, I still have to catch a plane." Looking at the time, Xiaobai jumped up exaggeratedly, took a few steps backwards, waved his hands, then turned around and walked seriously

"Xiaobai, thank you" Luhan yelled, Xiaobai waved symbolically, Luhan looked at Sehun, "That..."

"Homeless little deer, remember, this young master took you in twice, but you heard me clearly, I will never do this kind of thing for the third time." With a still cold face, he still mentioned Lu Han. luggage upstairs

Luhan was stunned for a moment and smiled sweetly, nodded like a chicken pecking rice, "Okay, okay" and followed up with small steps, Sehun, who was walking in front, also laughed

Luhan, after leaving you, how long has it been since Sehun smiled like this

The author has something to say:

Sweet, it is expected that there are still four chapters to end. Recently, some things have been updated slowly, so I will not show my face and ask for comments. Enjoy watching, everyone. The second part is probably delayed, so forget it if you can’t wait (cover your face , this is not my truth)