Xunlu: Looking for you all the way

Luhan lay on the bed tossing and turning and still couldn't fall asleep, Concubine Yi, I'm sorry for what I said to you, but why did you do this

"Little Deer" Concubine Yi panicked and shook Luhan's hand, "I'm sorry, I, I'm just"

"Concubine Yi" Luhan broke Concubine Yi's body, "Do you really love me?" Concubine Yi nodded without hesitation, "No, Concubine Yi, you don't love me." Concubine Yi quickly shook her head, "No, Xiaolu is not like that "

"It's my fault that I agreed to your marriage proposal, but Concubine Yi, why do you love me? Xiaobai always says I'm a nice guy. Is it because of this? I don't remember anything. I remember everything that happened before. I can’t get up, but I remember the outline, I always thought it was you but I can’t connect it no matter what, I am very grateful that you love me, but, is that really love?” Yi Fei left a question and was ready to leave Foreshadowing

I'm sorry, Concubine Yi

I'm sorry, Xiaobai

sorry, dynasty

If it wasn't by accident that he heard Dynasty calling, perhaps Luhan would not have left so resolutely, that group of people were also looking for Luhan, who were those people, did Dynasty get hurt because of himself?

Really, I'm going to become a person, before I go, I should go and see that child, I, dear, lover

"If you want to go back to that child, you have to die."

Hehe, Concubine Yi, you fool, why would I go to that child, I know I will bring disaster to him

But still lost the courage to leave the moment he saw him, couldn't move his legs, would he die?then die what's the big deal

I'll leave, just, let me stay with you for a while, darling, little lover

But, I seem to be redundant

"Trash, I can't find anything, what's the use of using you!!!" A stack of documents was thrown on the person in front of him, and he didn't hide.

"sorry"

"Aside from being sorry, what else can you say?" The tone was full of anger, "Where are those children?"

"found it"

"Oh? Do they know about this?"

"do not know"

"That thing must be on one of them, when necessary..."

"Yes, I understand"

Children, don't blame me for being cruel, if you want to blame, blame Xu Chengxin for being too soft for hurting you, wouldn't it be better if you forget about the past?Why do these incidents have to happen

"Little deer?" Wang Ziwu was rarely at home and Shixun also went out of the door, so he found Lu Han who was in a daze on the balcony

"Huh?" Seeing Yinchu Luhan laughed

"You, are you Xiaolu? Isn't it Luhan?" Still not sure, everything he said was marked with question marks

"Yes, but" Lu Han pointed to his head, "Here, it's not very good."

"Ah..." the tone of the sudden realization also relaxed before he laughed, "Little Lu has become a fool too, no wonder he doesn't like to talk anymore, so that's the case." The corners of Lu Han's mouth twitched, I, when, said, I became fool

Yinchu patted Luhan on the shoulder as if empathizing with him, and said earnestly, "It's okay little deer, it's better if you become a fool."

Lu Han was even more speechless, little sister, your brain hole must have been opened to outer space, seeing that Lu Han didn't believe that Yin Chu was in a hurry and quickly said balabala, "Really, look at me, I'm not too good here , but, I think I'm happy"

Yinchu's serious expression changed, and Luhan suddenly didn't want to disturb her, and just listened quietly, "You don't know, Xiaolu, we have had many bad things in the past, very bad, very bad things, just The kind of people who have nothing to love and feel that they can’t live happily ever after, but, Shixun told me that he would always be by my side, would stay with me and never leave, Shixun can’t say nice things but always makes me I was so moved, Xiaolu, I really really think that it is good to be a fool, at least, Shixun will not leave me behind, and Shixun also said that we should all be well, because you haven't come back yet, Xiaolu... .”

Yin Chu hesitated for a while when he called Lu Han's name, Lu Han didn't understand why she suddenly stopped speaking and said a faint syllable "Huh?"

Yinchu took a deep breath, "After you disappeared, Shixun couldn't sleep well all night long. I know he was afraid that I would lose my mind and mess around. I know that he was afraid that he would fall asleep and wake up. You can’t lie to yourself, you’re still alive.” These words poured into Lu Han’s ears, his head was buzzing and he couldn’t think, and there was a burst of pain in his heart. His hand holding the balcony railing turned white but still Try not to let Yinchu discover his abnormality

And Yinchu's next words once again made Luhan feel what it means to be heartbroken, "Xiaolu, I don't know where you have been and how you have spent these three years, but I beg you, don't leave Shixun behind, he , is actually not strong at all, but you are not here, and reality has not given us the qualifications to be weak, so even if he is very tired, I can only watch him like that and can't do anything, because no one is you"

When Yin Chu left, I don't know

I don't know how I stumbled back to the room

When did the pain in the chest that was touched by both hands stop, I don’t know

Yin Chu's words just now came to mind without defense

because you haven't come back yet

Because I am afraid that when I wake up after falling asleep, I can no longer lie to myself that you are still alive

Because you were not there for a long period of helpless days

because no one is you

The memory of Wu Sexun in Luhan's mind is still blank, only those moments of pain let Luhan remember, it turns out that Wu Sexun exists

It turned out that I was such an important existence in that child's heart.

Shixun, if I taste all the pain you have suffered, will you suffer less, you, will you be able to love me less, will you be able to hate me less

Sehun, look, I can only bring you misfortune

After returning to the hotel, Xiaobai couldn’t bear to see Yifei sitting in a daze without saying a word, and Dynasty was also silent on the side, Xiaobai sat down next to her and softly called "Concubine Yi", Concubine Yi still didn’t respond , Dynasty shook his head at Xiaobai, Xiaobai wanted to get up, and Concubine Yi held his pretty hand

"Xiaobai, I'm bad." She lowered her head, and then an unclear voice came out, "Xiaobai, tell me, I did nothing wrong to love him, tell me I was right to let him go"

"Concubine Yi, there is nothing wrong with loving someone, but love is never fair. You are not wrong, and neither is he. He just doesn't love you. Xiaolu and Shixun are the definition of love." Concubine Yi Choking and crying, Xiaobai sighed lightly, touching her head once and for all

dynasty clenched fist

You're not wrong, and neither is she, she just doesn't love you

The confusion in my heart is finally solved

It turned out that it was all because of love

The feeling of guilt towards Luhan always appears in Wu Xiuyun's mind day and night

When he received the call and hurried to the hospital, Luhan's mother was dying because of Luhan's hemorrhage. He looked at her tremblingly as if she had something to say, walked to the bedside and leaned down, only to hear her spit out intermittently. Just a few words "Deer, Luhan, Deer" and there is no sound

Had to go back to Korea, so Wu Xiuyun had to find an ordinary family to foster Luhan there, planning to take him back to Korea when the time was right, but when he was in Korea, he heard that the family planned to sell Luhan, and he was so angry that he went crazy , the current situation can't bring him by my side, I found that woman by accident, Lu Han, and survived well

Chen, I'm sorry, please forgive me, I can only repeat these three words for nothing

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Hey, everyone is very tired, one chapter feels sorry for one person, I really asked for it