Hiding from your predecessor
Chapter 34
For Han Yichuan to actively and directly propose to show affection, an idiom popped up in Di'an's mind, it's a blessing in disguise.
This little tortoise has to rely on everything, and keeps shrinking if he doesn't force it. If it wasn't for such an unlucky incident, if it wasn't just for the pure-blooded fox's trumpet to be exposed, hitting Han Yichuan's anger, Han Yichuan would never take the initiative Bring up the idea of showing affection to him.
Many times Di An felt that Han Yichuan drew a barrier between the two. They used to be the closest lovers, but today, six years later, the intimacy they showed on the Internet is far less than when they were in love. It's a play.Han Yichuan has affection for him, but this affection can't overcome the timidity in Han Yichuan's heart, and it's not deep enough to make him desperately break through the protective shield called fear.Han Yichuan would rather run away than try again with Dean.
Di'an felt a little regretful. Would Han Yichuan be what he is now without his indifference and rejection every time when he broke up?
So much has been taken away in the past six years.In six years, the cheerful sunshine who took away Han Yichuan was fearless, leaving behind a coward who dared not give up when he encountered feelings.Six years had taken away Dean's hatred, and made Dean realize that he couldn't forget the person he once said "never want to see".
What kind of mood did he have in the beginning to let Han Yichuan never appear in front of him?Why was he able to watch Han Yichuan turn and leave so coldly at that time?
It can only be said that Dean really hated him at that time.
Their family has the blood of aristocrats who once had fiefdoms in France. Even if they decline, they still have a head and face in the upper class of France.He once rejoiced that he was born in such a family. His father was conservative but not pedantic. His family tolerated his sexuality and his seemingly idle hobbies and careers. He spent his whole life proving that he was suitable for the identity of a cyclist.But when he and Han Yichuan dated for a year and a half, he lost the support of his family, lost his career, lost everything he fought for, his hobbies, his achievements, all were destroyed, he made the family ashamed because of him, He became a disgrace to the entire French upper class.
Lifetime ban, this word swept him across all French media and newspapers like a whirlwind. In just one night, he went from being a local star who was favored by everyone to a new generation who was expected to break the curse of the French without a championship for 40 years. To be booed by people.However, within ten hours, his high-spirited spirit from holding the pinnacle trophy fell sharply.At the moment when the yellow jersey he was wearing a few days ago was banned for life, the irony made his eyes tear apart.He has pursued Zhenbao for more than 20 years and wanted to pursue it forever. His entire life was completely turned upside down overnight.
And all of this was brought to him by Han Yichuan, how could he not hate it.
A mistake, a misunderstanding, and a series of lies, he entered the darkest and most confused trough in his life.
At that time, he hated so much that he never wanted to see that face again, never wanted to hear his voice, never wanted to have anything to do with him again.Han Yichuan must pay the price for what he did.
So they broke up.Without procrastination, it was a real clean break, cutting off the bond between the two. From then on, his and Han Yichuan's lives would never intersect again.
He thought so, but half a year after the breakup, he barely got out of the shadow of the past, and looked at the text messages from Han Yichuan, but he couldn't calm down.
He actually felt a little distressed, the text messages, the apologies, the dozens of text messages from the person who ruined his lifelong pursuit, the person he hated so much that he once let go of his cruel words and never saw each other, actually made him feel distressed.
It shouldn't be like this, they're over, and it's over completely, so why do they still feel distressed?
Han Yichuan brought him far more pain than joy. Why did a few text messages make him feel at a loss?
Dean, who couldn't get an answer, blamed the reason on his dislike of being single. Maybe finding a more suitable lover will dispel his doubts.
So there was the photo sent to Han Yichuan. Dean believed that his new lover could take him out of the trough of the past, and told Han Yichuan that there would be no more love between them.
But things are not as smooth as he believed. The new lover is beautiful, lively and lovely. He is more cheerful, sunny and enthusiastic than the former Han Yichuan. He is an excellent lover. All of Dean's rationality tells him that they can go for a long, long time. But emotion is always clamoring that it is not enough, clamoring that it needs to be filled.He couldn't understand what was missing until his lover broke up and told him: "There is another person living in your heart. Every time you look at me, I always feel that you are looking for other people's traces. I can't go away." into your heart."
Dean didn't understand the meaning behind those words, or he didn't want to understand the meaning behind them. How could I never forget that liar?How could I have any other emotions for him than disgust and disappointment?
He thinks that he likes the new lover who is much more eye-catching than Han Yichuan with blond hair and blue eyes. The lack of passion in the interaction between the two doesn't prove that he doesn't like it. Who says love can't be smooth and smooth?
In order to prove that there is no one living in his heart, Dean began to pursue new relationships one after another, but inexplicably, in the next two years, none of the relationships lasted for three months.Only when he didn't know how many lovers broke up with him did he realize that everything he did was deceiving himself and others.
I still remember telling him when one of his dark-haired lovers broke up: "I found a photo of you and your ex in a very hidden corner of your room, and I realized that I look a lot like him. So in your heart, I just His stand-in, your absent-mindedness is not because you don’t love me enough, but because you like it, and it was never me." These words made this relationship that was less than two months old become the one before he came to China. last love affair.
After two years of struggling and trying, they did not give Dean the answer he wanted. Only then did Dean suddenly accept the deepest guess hidden in his heart, recalling that when they broke up with each of them, they all said similar breakup words, and Every boyfriend has one or two things that are so similar to Han Yichuan.
After experiencing hatred and troughs, new life and hesitation, the name Han Yichuan is still deeply engraved in a corner of his body. Two years of hard work have not erased Han Yichuan's imprint, but it has become deeper and deeper, reaching the depths of Di An. In the end, he decided to forget the hatred, go deep into his heart, and realize that this person who has lived silently in his heart for four years is the treasure he really can't let go of.
He decided to chase him back.
But there was so much unhappiness and distrust between them, even if time took away his hatred, how would he get rid of the indelible guilt in Han Yichuan's heart?Han Yichuan always thought that Dean would hate him for the rest of his life, and didn't even give him a chance to explain. How would he resolve it?How to hold on to this person whose courage has been cut off?More importantly, Han Yichuan has disappeared without a trace in China. Where can he find him?
He began to consciously and frantically cooperate with Chinese companies. Fortunately, during a cooperation with Wan Ruifang's father, he met Wan Ruifang. game, and then he began to plan how to use this game to get close to Han Yichuan.
As long as he can force Han Yichuan out, he will do whatever it takes.
It just so happened that an unexpected accident caused Han Yichuan to be injured and made him feel distressed, but the subsequent accidents fueled the flames and made Han Yichuan take the first initiative.
Han Yichuan took the initiative to invite him to show his affection, which was a huge improvement in Di'an's mind.
I hope that by taking this opportunity, Han Yichuan can get out of the shadows a little bit, at least be bolder, and then bolder, so bold that when Dean appears in front of the real him, his first reaction is not to run away. Opportunity to seize him and untie the knot.
After that, Dean put all his energy on the forum.After his and Wanli Xiaoyao's efforts, the copycat posts posted by Pure Blood Fox did not last long on the forum, and were all deleted by the administrator in less than an hour. To ensure that players know about Han Yichuan's store, the fewer people the better.
Wanli Xiaoyao is more pessimistic, Jinghua Shuiyue has been banned for three days, and now she seems quite honest, but the pure blood fox is full of malice, such a good opportunity to smear the enchanting, will the male bitch let it go?Wanli Xiaoyao doesn't believe it.According to his prediction, Shanzhai Tie will definitely be like a martyr, one fell down and tens of thousands stood up.
For the next hour, Wanli Xiaoyao kept refreshing the page repeatedly. It's strange, even if the administrator blocked all the alt accounts for posting, according to the nature of the Pure Blood Fox group, it's impossible to give up so easily, right?Unfortunately, I can't find any copycat stickers.
It takes seven days for a newly registered alias to post a picture in the post, but for a person like Pure Blood Fox, there must be more than two aliases, why are you so reserved today?
After thinking about it for a while, Wanli Xiaoyao casually said to Dean: "The pure-blooded fox is a bit too honest, isn't there another big conspiracy brewing?"
Dean raised his eyebrows: "Why do you think so?"
Wanli Xiaoyao: "I browsed the forum for an hour, but I didn't find any new counterfeit posts. Don't you think it's abnormal?"
"Oh." Dean replied lightly, "I blocked their accounts and mac addresses."
"Huh? Mac address?"
"I asked the forum management to blacklist their mac addresses. No matter which account they log in, as long as they use the same computer, they will not be able to log in successfully."
"Mist grass?" Wanli Xiaoyao said very squarely: "This is all right? The administrator will agree?"
Di Nan nodded lightly: "As long as the money is enough, there is nothing you can't agree to."
"..." What's the matter with the oncoming arrogance of local tyrants and kings, "How much?"
"Not much, ten thousand a month."
Wanli Xiaoyao flipped the table: "Ten thousand a month is not much for you to tell me, even if you have money, you can't spend it like this!"
Dean smiled lightly, money is worth the money.
Looking up and looking back at the game, he caught a glimpse of Han Yichuan saying that he wanted to show his love to him, and then he started to shout emptiness, loneliness and coldness in the game. Di An raised his eyebrows and cut off the conversation with Wan Ruifang: "I won't talk to you, I have to show my love to my baby."
Wanli Xiaoyao: "..."
In just ten seconds, Di Nan in the game typed out this sentence.
[Di Nan: Kissing can burn calories and generate heat, so you won't be cold. 】
[Brother Enchanting: Why didn't you say that sex consumes more calories? 】
Dean played very fast.
[Di Nan: What kind of lubricant do you like? 】
[Brother Enchanting: Er... Strawberry? 】
Wan Ruifang said that he had no more thoughts about the couple.
This little tortoise has to rely on everything, and keeps shrinking if he doesn't force it. If it wasn't for such an unlucky incident, if it wasn't just for the pure-blooded fox's trumpet to be exposed, hitting Han Yichuan's anger, Han Yichuan would never take the initiative Bring up the idea of showing affection to him.
Many times Di An felt that Han Yichuan drew a barrier between the two. They used to be the closest lovers, but today, six years later, the intimacy they showed on the Internet is far less than when they were in love. It's a play.Han Yichuan has affection for him, but this affection can't overcome the timidity in Han Yichuan's heart, and it's not deep enough to make him desperately break through the protective shield called fear.Han Yichuan would rather run away than try again with Dean.
Di'an felt a little regretful. Would Han Yichuan be what he is now without his indifference and rejection every time when he broke up?
So much has been taken away in the past six years.In six years, the cheerful sunshine who took away Han Yichuan was fearless, leaving behind a coward who dared not give up when he encountered feelings.Six years had taken away Dean's hatred, and made Dean realize that he couldn't forget the person he once said "never want to see".
What kind of mood did he have in the beginning to let Han Yichuan never appear in front of him?Why was he able to watch Han Yichuan turn and leave so coldly at that time?
It can only be said that Dean really hated him at that time.
Their family has the blood of aristocrats who once had fiefdoms in France. Even if they decline, they still have a head and face in the upper class of France.He once rejoiced that he was born in such a family. His father was conservative but not pedantic. His family tolerated his sexuality and his seemingly idle hobbies and careers. He spent his whole life proving that he was suitable for the identity of a cyclist.But when he and Han Yichuan dated for a year and a half, he lost the support of his family, lost his career, lost everything he fought for, his hobbies, his achievements, all were destroyed, he made the family ashamed because of him, He became a disgrace to the entire French upper class.
Lifetime ban, this word swept him across all French media and newspapers like a whirlwind. In just one night, he went from being a local star who was favored by everyone to a new generation who was expected to break the curse of the French without a championship for 40 years. To be booed by people.However, within ten hours, his high-spirited spirit from holding the pinnacle trophy fell sharply.At the moment when the yellow jersey he was wearing a few days ago was banned for life, the irony made his eyes tear apart.He has pursued Zhenbao for more than 20 years and wanted to pursue it forever. His entire life was completely turned upside down overnight.
And all of this was brought to him by Han Yichuan, how could he not hate it.
A mistake, a misunderstanding, and a series of lies, he entered the darkest and most confused trough in his life.
At that time, he hated so much that he never wanted to see that face again, never wanted to hear his voice, never wanted to have anything to do with him again.Han Yichuan must pay the price for what he did.
So they broke up.Without procrastination, it was a real clean break, cutting off the bond between the two. From then on, his and Han Yichuan's lives would never intersect again.
He thought so, but half a year after the breakup, he barely got out of the shadow of the past, and looked at the text messages from Han Yichuan, but he couldn't calm down.
He actually felt a little distressed, the text messages, the apologies, the dozens of text messages from the person who ruined his lifelong pursuit, the person he hated so much that he once let go of his cruel words and never saw each other, actually made him feel distressed.
It shouldn't be like this, they're over, and it's over completely, so why do they still feel distressed?
Han Yichuan brought him far more pain than joy. Why did a few text messages make him feel at a loss?
Dean, who couldn't get an answer, blamed the reason on his dislike of being single. Maybe finding a more suitable lover will dispel his doubts.
So there was the photo sent to Han Yichuan. Dean believed that his new lover could take him out of the trough of the past, and told Han Yichuan that there would be no more love between them.
But things are not as smooth as he believed. The new lover is beautiful, lively and lovely. He is more cheerful, sunny and enthusiastic than the former Han Yichuan. He is an excellent lover. All of Dean's rationality tells him that they can go for a long, long time. But emotion is always clamoring that it is not enough, clamoring that it needs to be filled.He couldn't understand what was missing until his lover broke up and told him: "There is another person living in your heart. Every time you look at me, I always feel that you are looking for other people's traces. I can't go away." into your heart."
Dean didn't understand the meaning behind those words, or he didn't want to understand the meaning behind them. How could I never forget that liar?How could I have any other emotions for him than disgust and disappointment?
He thinks that he likes the new lover who is much more eye-catching than Han Yichuan with blond hair and blue eyes. The lack of passion in the interaction between the two doesn't prove that he doesn't like it. Who says love can't be smooth and smooth?
In order to prove that there is no one living in his heart, Dean began to pursue new relationships one after another, but inexplicably, in the next two years, none of the relationships lasted for three months.Only when he didn't know how many lovers broke up with him did he realize that everything he did was deceiving himself and others.
I still remember telling him when one of his dark-haired lovers broke up: "I found a photo of you and your ex in a very hidden corner of your room, and I realized that I look a lot like him. So in your heart, I just His stand-in, your absent-mindedness is not because you don’t love me enough, but because you like it, and it was never me." These words made this relationship that was less than two months old become the one before he came to China. last love affair.
After two years of struggling and trying, they did not give Dean the answer he wanted. Only then did Dean suddenly accept the deepest guess hidden in his heart, recalling that when they broke up with each of them, they all said similar breakup words, and Every boyfriend has one or two things that are so similar to Han Yichuan.
After experiencing hatred and troughs, new life and hesitation, the name Han Yichuan is still deeply engraved in a corner of his body. Two years of hard work have not erased Han Yichuan's imprint, but it has become deeper and deeper, reaching the depths of Di An. In the end, he decided to forget the hatred, go deep into his heart, and realize that this person who has lived silently in his heart for four years is the treasure he really can't let go of.
He decided to chase him back.
But there was so much unhappiness and distrust between them, even if time took away his hatred, how would he get rid of the indelible guilt in Han Yichuan's heart?Han Yichuan always thought that Dean would hate him for the rest of his life, and didn't even give him a chance to explain. How would he resolve it?How to hold on to this person whose courage has been cut off?More importantly, Han Yichuan has disappeared without a trace in China. Where can he find him?
He began to consciously and frantically cooperate with Chinese companies. Fortunately, during a cooperation with Wan Ruifang's father, he met Wan Ruifang. game, and then he began to plan how to use this game to get close to Han Yichuan.
As long as he can force Han Yichuan out, he will do whatever it takes.
It just so happened that an unexpected accident caused Han Yichuan to be injured and made him feel distressed, but the subsequent accidents fueled the flames and made Han Yichuan take the first initiative.
Han Yichuan took the initiative to invite him to show his affection, which was a huge improvement in Di'an's mind.
I hope that by taking this opportunity, Han Yichuan can get out of the shadows a little bit, at least be bolder, and then bolder, so bold that when Dean appears in front of the real him, his first reaction is not to run away. Opportunity to seize him and untie the knot.
After that, Dean put all his energy on the forum.After his and Wanli Xiaoyao's efforts, the copycat posts posted by Pure Blood Fox did not last long on the forum, and were all deleted by the administrator in less than an hour. To ensure that players know about Han Yichuan's store, the fewer people the better.
Wanli Xiaoyao is more pessimistic, Jinghua Shuiyue has been banned for three days, and now she seems quite honest, but the pure blood fox is full of malice, such a good opportunity to smear the enchanting, will the male bitch let it go?Wanli Xiaoyao doesn't believe it.According to his prediction, Shanzhai Tie will definitely be like a martyr, one fell down and tens of thousands stood up.
For the next hour, Wanli Xiaoyao kept refreshing the page repeatedly. It's strange, even if the administrator blocked all the alt accounts for posting, according to the nature of the Pure Blood Fox group, it's impossible to give up so easily, right?Unfortunately, I can't find any copycat stickers.
It takes seven days for a newly registered alias to post a picture in the post, but for a person like Pure Blood Fox, there must be more than two aliases, why are you so reserved today?
After thinking about it for a while, Wanli Xiaoyao casually said to Dean: "The pure-blooded fox is a bit too honest, isn't there another big conspiracy brewing?"
Dean raised his eyebrows: "Why do you think so?"
Wanli Xiaoyao: "I browsed the forum for an hour, but I didn't find any new counterfeit posts. Don't you think it's abnormal?"
"Oh." Dean replied lightly, "I blocked their accounts and mac addresses."
"Huh? Mac address?"
"I asked the forum management to blacklist their mac addresses. No matter which account they log in, as long as they use the same computer, they will not be able to log in successfully."
"Mist grass?" Wanli Xiaoyao said very squarely: "This is all right? The administrator will agree?"
Di Nan nodded lightly: "As long as the money is enough, there is nothing you can't agree to."
"..." What's the matter with the oncoming arrogance of local tyrants and kings, "How much?"
"Not much, ten thousand a month."
Wanli Xiaoyao flipped the table: "Ten thousand a month is not much for you to tell me, even if you have money, you can't spend it like this!"
Dean smiled lightly, money is worth the money.
Looking up and looking back at the game, he caught a glimpse of Han Yichuan saying that he wanted to show his love to him, and then he started to shout emptiness, loneliness and coldness in the game. Di An raised his eyebrows and cut off the conversation with Wan Ruifang: "I won't talk to you, I have to show my love to my baby."
Wanli Xiaoyao: "..."
In just ten seconds, Di Nan in the game typed out this sentence.
[Di Nan: Kissing can burn calories and generate heat, so you won't be cold. 】
[Brother Enchanting: Why didn't you say that sex consumes more calories? 】
Dean played very fast.
[Di Nan: What kind of lubricant do you like? 】
[Brother Enchanting: Er... Strawberry? 】
Wan Ruifang said that he had no more thoughts about the couple.
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