The Whole World Is My Crematorium

To, or not to, that is the question.Xiao Yu'an remembered very clearly that his mission was just to let Gu Louyin see him, let Gu Louyin let go of his obsessions and get rid of his inner demons.

Before summoning the soul, Luo Lan once vowed that Gu Louyin's obsession with demons all came from guilt towards him. He only needs to say "I don't blame you" to retire, but who would have thought that in the illusion, there would be this situation.Could it be that this unfinished wedding ceremony is also one of Gu Louyin's obsessions?

Xiao Yu's case did not move for a long time, and Luo Lan urged him in a low voice: "Young Master Xiao, what are you doing in a daze, hurry up and worship the heavens and the earth."

Xiao Yuan came back to his senses, took the red silk, turned around with Luo Lan's support, and bowed to the sky and the earth.He felt that the person on the other end of the red silk made the same movement as him.

Lorraine said again: "Second obeisance to the high hall—"

Xiao Yuan turned around and bowed to Gu Louyin's mother again.Mrs. Gu's voice was gentle and soft, and the word "very good" was enough to tell that she was extremely happy in her heart.

Mrs. Gu seemed to be the only one in the wedding hall, and Gu Hang didn't show up.If Gu Louyin's fantasy is to realize his dream, it should be because his parents and friends are present, why only Luo Lan and Mrs. Gu are there.Also, isn't this wedding hall a bit too simple? The young master of Yunjian Pavilion shouldn't just have such an arrangement when they get married.Does this prove that Gu Louyin has completely separated himself from Yunjiange deep in his heart, and he doesn't even want to see them in the illusion.If this is the case, Lin Wulian and other people from Yunjiange will probably not show up to disrupt the situation. The wedding ceremony between him and Gu Louyin will really be completed in the illusion.

Forget it, it's just a visit, and there will be no loss of meat.If you can help Gu Louyin let go of his obsessions, please do so. After all, it's just a big dream. After waking up, he and Gu Louyin are still strangers on the road, walking on each side.

"Husband and wife greet each other—"

Xiao Yu'an faced the person who was holding the red silk with him, and the two bent to pay respects at the same time, Xiao Yu'an saw the cold jade-like hands and the silver hair hanging on his chest.

After the ceremony was completed, Lorraine said loudly: "Send it to the bridal chamber—"

Xiao Yu'an raised his eyebrows under the red hijab, they won't come for real, right?

Time changes irregularly in the illusion, just now it was just the right time for spring, and in the blink of an eye it is already the red candle of spring night.

Luo Lan snickered and slipped away after sending Xiao Yu's case into the new house.Xiao Yu'an was sitting alone on the wedding bed, the red silk was bright, and the candlelight was dim.He looked down at Longfeng Chengxiang who was happy to be on the show, hesitating whether to take off the red hijab and take off the cloudy crown that gave him a headache.

Wait, why is he hesitating?They're not really getting married... Even if they were, he would have to do whatever he wanted, not to mention taking off the red hijab himself, it would be fine for him to consummate the house by himself.

Xiao Yu'an decisively took off the red hijab, and was about to take off the rosy crown when he heard footsteps approaching from a distance, so he sat upright, waiting to perform "Reunion after a long absence" with Gu Louyin.

The sound of footsteps stopped abruptly at the door of the new house, Xiao Yu'an leaned forward and took a look, and saw Gu Louyin's silhouette landed on the door, not moving for a long time.

Xiao Yu's case fell into confusion.Didn't it mean that Gu Louyin has been summoning souls, it must be because he can't wait to see him.Finally, there was only a wall between them, and Gu Louyin was muttering about something.

Xiao Yu'an stood up and walked to the door.Gu Louyin probably also saw his figure, and suddenly froze.

Xiao Yuan wanted to laugh a little.Just now on the snow-capped mountain, Gu Louyin pointed his sword at him, and said two sentences "who are you" and "go out" from the beginning to the end, where is the momentum?

Xiao Yuan waited for a while, but Gu Louyin still stood motionless.He lost his patience and didn't want to waste any more time. He stepped forward to open the door, but a gust of wind suddenly blew in the room.The doors and windows were closed tightly, and the wind came inexplicably, blowing the red candles to flicker, and also blowing the red hijab that Xiao Yu'an put on the table.The red hijab seemed to have eyes, and it landed on Xiao Yu's desk impartially.

At this time, the door opened.The distance between him and Gu Louyin changed from a door to a piece of red silk.

Xiao Yu'an: "..." So Gu Louyin must lift the red hijab himself?OK, come on then.

In sight, the crimson dress stopped in front of him.Gu Louyin's raised hand paused in mid-air, and slowly, trembling slightly, he lifted the last piece of red silk.The two looked at each other.

Before uncovering the red silk, Gu Louyin thought that he would see the case of Xiao Yu from two years ago, the case of Xiao Yu who had been tortured and cultivated completely, with a pale face but still shockingly beautiful.

He was wrong.The man under the red silk is the most beautiful appearance in his memory.

At this moment, Gu Louyin felt his heart beat again.

Xiao Yu's case did not wear makeup, but the corners of his eyes were flushed, his long eyelashes were slightly curled, and the beaded curtain swayed in front of him, adding to the sense of confusion and haze.He was wearing a wedding gown and sitting in a sea of ​​ecstasy. From the looks of his eyes, he seemed to be a world-renowned beauty who had drunk a few more drinks and was already half drunk.

Gu Louyin looked at him deeply, and said, "You're here."

Xiao Yu'an smiled at him, "Are you looking for me?"

Those three simple words pulled Gu Louyin back into the abyss again.

All of this is in an illusion, everything is fake, and what stands in front of him is just a ray of lonely soul of Xiao Yu'an.

"Yes." Gu Louyin said with restraint, "I've been looking for you for a long time."

Xiao Yuan looked at his silver hair, thought of his recent experiences, and said, "You don't seem to be having a good time."

Gu Louyin didn't mention his own affairs, but only said: "Why."

"Ok?"

"Back then, why did you..." Gu Louyin rolled his Adam's apple, "Looking for death."

Xiao Yu'an knew that he was asking about his jumping off a cliff two years ago, so he said casually: "So many people came to Yunjiange that day, I was dead anyway, why don't I just do it myself, and I can fall comfortably."

Gu Louyin was silent, Xiao Yuan waited for a long time but didn't see him speak again, so he couldn't help asking: "You took so much trouble to recruit me, just to ask this?"

Gu Louyin asked, "Will it hurt?"

"Did you say?" Xiao Yu'an laughed, "It doesn't hurt, I didn't feel anything, it's over."

Gu Louyin said in a deep voice, "Yes." He remembered that Xiao Yu'an was afraid of pain.

Gu Louyin spoke less than two years ago, Xiao Yu'an suspected that if he stayed alone on the snow mountain, he might be mute before his lifespan was exhausted.Thinking about the purpose of this trip, Xiao Yu said: "Actually, in the final analysis, seeking death was my own choice, and it was also a kind of relief for me at the time. You should be happy for me."

"Happy..." Gu Louyin said lightly, "Are you happy?"

Will Xiao Yu'an be happy with him separated by life and death?

"Happy, I'm fine now, unrestrained, free, there's no reason to be unhappy."

Gu Louyin narrowed his eyes slightly, "As long as you are happy."

Xiao Yu'an took the opportunity and said: "So you don't have to worry about the previous things anymore. Life is short, you should enjoy yourself in time. You put so many things aside, how boring it is to recruit me every day."

Gu Louyin was silent for a while, and said, "I just want to see you."

"See me? Why are you seeing me?" Xiao Yu'an made a look of sudden understanding, "I see, you must be stuck in your heart, and you're going to be cornered again, aren't you?"

Gu Louyin didn't say yes, nor said no, his eyes didn't move away from Xiao Yu'an's face for a moment.

Xiao Yu'an continued: "If that's the case, you don't have to. Gu Louyin, listen carefully, I don't blame you for what happened in the past, and I don't blame you. People can't be resurrected after death, and I don't want to rob you." It is a matter of giving up other people's bodies. You forget about me and move on."

These words were taught by Lorraine.After finishing speaking, Xiao Yu'an waited expectantly for Gu Louyin's reaction.In his vision, Gu Louyin should have an expression of letting go of his obsessions and feeling relieved.However, Gu Louyin's expression did not change, and he said, "You don't blame me, don't you blame me?"

Xiao Yuan was not discouraged, and continued to work hard: "I see everything you do for me. I know that you don't want to hurt me, but Lin Wulian is your senior brother after all, you can't just watch him die. "

Gu Louyin's expression finally changed slightly.He frowned slightly and said, "I can."

Xiao Yu'an didn't react for a while, "What."

"I can watch anyone die, but you—" Gu Louyin murmured in a low voice, "but it's you."

Xiao Yuan remembered, and said, "I know."

Gu Louyin looked at him quietly.

"I know that you had difficulties that day, and I also know that you have protected me as much as possible." Xiao Yu'an repeatedly emphasized, "I have no complaints or hatred towards you. I...I hope you are well."

Gu Louyin seemed to have been stabbed by something, and suddenly took a step forward.

The two wore wedding clothes of the same color, and looked at each other through the beaded curtain on the Xiaguan.Although the two of them were talking just now, the distance was still in the etiquette.Gu Louyin's step made them almost stick together, and the hem of their clothes touched each other.Since the acquaintance, Gu Louyin has always treated him with courtesy, and rarely got so close to him unless necessary.

In the lingering candlelight, Xiao Yu'an looked into his deep eyes and snowy silver hair, and suddenly felt that what he said was not all for the purpose of completing the task.

Even if he has no love for Gu Louyin, he doesn't want Gu Louyin to die for him.Gu Louyin is dead, he will not be so happy.

One Xiao Du is enough.

"Xiao Yu's case," Gu Louyin called his name softly, "You don't even want to hate me anymore?"

Xiao Yu's case was at a loss, Gu Louyin's reaction was beyond his expectation.He couldn't help but began to doubt what Luo Lan said - it was really his guilt towards himself that made Gu Louyin a demon?This, this doesn't seem right.

Xiao Yu'an pursed his lips and asked, "Do you think I hate you?"

"You saved me, but you died because of me." Gu Louyin's voice trembled slightly, "You should hate me."

Xiao Yu'an thought for a while, "If I said, I never saved you."

Gu Louyin's breath suddenly became unstable, "...what?"

Xiao Yu took a step back and said calmly, "I am a member of Xing Tianzong."

Gu Louyin opened his eyes slightly.

"The reason why I was able to save you is because the people from Xing Tianzong hurt you first." This is the last solution for Xiao Yu's case. If these words can't make Gu Louyin let him go, it means that Gu Louyin is really There is no cure for them, and they don't have to waste their efforts in vain. "With the identity of a lifesaver, I can gain your trust and get into Yunjiange."

Gu Louyin's eyes reflected Xiao Yu'an's bright face, as if he was looking at a stranger.

"I originally wanted to use my face to win your favor, so that you would be willing to become a Taoist partner with me. I never thought that Lin Wulian would fall into a dead bone before you fell in love with me. In order to save him, you also Save me, you want to take my blood. At that time, I thought, since I have to give it, why not take the opportunity to force you to marry me. Everyone knows that the young master of Yunjian Pavilion is Qingfeng Jiyue, amazingly talented, as long as Let you feel ashamed of me, you will naturally respond to every request." Xiao Yu'an said, and suddenly chuckled, "Master Gu Shao, you have been cheated, don't you understand? From the beginning to the end, I have always lying to you."

The candles were flickering red, and the wedding room was silent.Xiao Yu'an looked at Gu Louyin without flinching, as if he wanted to appreciate Gu Louyin's unbelievable and shocked expression.He wanted to watch Gu Louyin with his own eyes and see his eyes cool down.

Gu Louyin didn't say a word, his complexion was frosty and snowy, Xiao Yu'an couldn't see what was going on in his heart, he didn't even know if he was angry or not.

After a long time, Gu Louyin said, "Do you think I like you?"

Xiao Yu'an hesitated for a moment, then said, "Yes."

"Then why do you have to bear it alone when your carnival gu attacks?"

Xiao Yu'an was speechless.He almost forgot about these things, but Gu Louyin still remembered them.

"And why after I promised to marry you, I turned from hot to cold, and didn't even want to look at me more." Gu Louyin's tone had a hint of aggressiveness, "Don't you want me to fall in love with you? .”

Xiao Yu'an said stiffly: "You agreed, and my mission is completed, so why are you still being nice to you?"

The corners of Gu Louyin's lips twitched slightly, he seemed to want to laugh, but he had already forgotten how to smile. "Xiao Yu's case, how many times are you going to lie to me?"

The feeling of being easily seen through made Xiao Yu'an upset for a while, how could Gu Louyin become more difficult to deal with than before, so obsessed with obsession, he deserved to be tortured by demons for a lifetime.

Xiao Yu'an took a deep breath, and said sarcastically, "Whether you believe it or not, what I said is the truth. I never saved you."

Gu Louyin said: "I believe it."

Xiao Yu'an was stunned for a moment, doubtful: "Do you really believe it?"

"Since you came here for Qing Yan, it is reasonable to create a life-saving grace."

Xiao Yuan laughed, "Then I am not your lifesaver now, will you still feel guilty for my death?"

Gu Louyin said: "If you don't want me to feel guilty..."

Xiao Yu'an immediately said: "I don't want to!"

Gu Louyin nodded lightly, "I will try to let go."

The surprise came so suddenly, Xiao Yu'an breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.Gu Louyin is not someone who makes promises lightly, since he will let it go, sooner or later he will let it go.He lived up to Lorraine's trust in this trip.

Xiao Yu'an looked out of the window, the moon was bright and bright, and the light and shadow were sparse.I don't know what time it is in this world, whether Luo Lan and Fang Baichu are about to bring him out of the illusion.

Xiao Yu'an said, "I should go."

Gu Louyin's eyes flashed.He reminded himself again that this was an illusion, and the case of Xiao Yu in front of him was the soul he had summoned from the underworld.

But so what.

Xiao Yu'an walked towards the door, just as he opened the door, a cold white slender hand stretched out, and pushed the door back in front of him.

Gu Louyin was standing right behind him, his back pressed against Gu Louyin's chest, they were even closer than before.

"Want to run?"

The sound in his ears made Xiao Yu'an subconsciously move aside.He turned around, leaning his back against the door, raised his eyes to look at the silver-haired sword repairman in front of him, "Do you have anything else to do?"

Gu Louyin said: "Yes."

"It's not that you won't feel guilty, why is there something else?"

Gu Louyin said: "Besides guilt, there are other things."

"Other?"

Gu Louyin closed his eyes and did not answer.He looked at Xiao Yu's case for a moment, stretched out his hand, and gently pushed aside the bead curtains in front of Xiao Yu's case, hanging on both sides of the rosy crown.

Then he lowered his head and kissed Xiao Yuan's lips.