Senior Class Three

Zhao Shuwen put away his non-prescription glasses and left the bookstore in a hurry.

As night fell, the lights on both sides of the street came on one after another, and the traffic on the spacious road looked hazy under the dim lights due to the speed of the cars.The cold wind dried Zhao Shuwen's tears, and she stared at the passing vehicles in a daze.Desperately walked through this road with almost no pedestrians, turned two corners, and came to the overpass.

The elevator at the overpass was out of service, and she had to take the stairs.

The stairs were high and steep, several street lights on the overpass were broken, Zhao Shuwen didn't wear glasses, and walked very slowly.She kept her eyes on the steps, pausing to rest after every few steps, so she could find time to explore more steps ahead.There are many people coming and going on the steps.She could walk up the railing, but she was afraid that other passers-by would cast strange eyes on her, so she gave up and chose to climb the stairs like climbing a mountain.

As she continued to advance, the light that penetrated her eyes became less and less, and the stairs in front of her eyes were blurred, as if a long gray stone slab extended to the sky. She distinguished the boundaries between steps and steps, and often stepped on it, no If I scratch my shoe, I step on it crookedly and almost fall down.

She often walks on this bridge, and usually only takes two or three minutes to complete the journey.At this moment, she lost her glasses, just like losing a leg, and it took 3 minutes to climb the bridge.The hardest part was solved. She walked onto the overpass smoothly. The overpass was flat and open. She followed a young girl and walked unhurriedly.

The unimpeded road is always short.Going up the stairs is more exhausting than going down the stairs. For Zhao Shuwen on weekdays, she is more willing to go down the stairs. With the help of her body gravity, her body is like a brisk swallow, rushing straight down and reaching the ground safely.

She stood on a high place, lowered her head, and squinted her eyes to look at the steps below. The unprecedented fear stimulated her nerves.

There are only two or three street lamps working normally here, and a few big trees are planted beside the stairs. The withered and yellow branches and leaves block the originally dim light, which undoubtedly creates obstacles for Zhao Shuwen to go down the stairs.

Many obstacles superimposed, and she couldn't help clenching her teeth. In order to be able to see clearly, her eyes were narrowed into a line, her eyebrows were furrowed, and her facial features were distorted. Fortunately, she kept her head down all the way. look.

She always pays attention to her feet, when her feet land on the next step, her heartbeat reaches her throat.She was a little distracted, and her feet suddenly stepped on the air. The feeling of weightlessness made her feel empty, as if she might fall with a black nose and a swollen face at any time, and even pay the price of her life.Without glasses, there is no sense of security. After all the hardships, there is only one last step left in front of her.

With victory in sight, she dropped her right foot, feeling overwhelmingly weightless.She was terrified, and her brain fell into a vast blank world.She made a serious misprediction and mistook two steps for one step.

The body fell forward and was about to fall heavily. A big hand grabbed her arm and wrist, reversed the direction of her forward step, and slammed into the person who pulled her.Plunging into a warm embrace, she subconsciously grabbed the man's coat.I felt that person's body stiff for a few seconds, and then became soft again.As if the brief and subtle transformation was just her illusion.

Maybe she was alone for too long, maybe her heart sank into the abyss because of the loss of glasses, Zhao Shuwen touched a little warmth from a stranger, she was slightly absent-minded, lying in that person's arms as peaceful as Mount Tai.

If she doesn't move, that person is honestly acting like a mountain.The pedestrian's laughter and cursing came to her ears, she let go of the hand holding the man's clothes, took two steps back slowly, lowered her head, and said "thank you" embarrassingly.

The man didn't answer, Zhao Shuwen looked up.He was wearing a long gray down jacket, a black mask and a gray hat integrated with the down jacket.His eyes were shining like bright stars in the dark night. Even though Zhao Shuwen couldn't see the scenery in his eyes clearly, the starlight in his eyes attracted her fatally.

He had a light in his eyes, so pretty.

Chu Xinwu nodded politely, blending smoothly into the bustling crowd.

Before going up the bridge, he had already noticed Zhao Shuwen.He saw her standing under the overpass thinking, sometimes lowering her head and sometimes raising her head, as if she had encountered a huge problem.Zhao Shuwen finally plucked up the courage to take the first step, and then the second step, each step was carefully considered.He found it interesting, and kept a proper distance from her and followed her.She stopped, and he stopped, as if they were playing the oldest imitation game.In order to avoid drawing too much attention to her strange behavior, he followed her up the first step and then down the steps, watching her walk to the top of the overpass from a distance.

interesting.

Zhao Shuwen walked to the middle of the overpass, and he walked up step by step with three steps at a fast speed and with special long legs.In less than ten seconds, he also reached the top of the bridge.The way she walked the overpass was no different from ordinary people, until she was facing down the stairs, she stopped again, thought for a long time, buried her head lower, and stared at the steps all the time.

Watching what Zhao Shuwen did down the stairs from the top of the stairs, he was as thrilling as he was on a roller coaster.There were several times when Zhao Shuwen's feet fell into the air, but all of them were out of danger.She walked up the entire staircase immediately, Chu Xinwu wanted to go back early, and could not waste any more time, he accelerated down from the overpass, the distance between the two was getting closer and closer, passing by Zhao Shuwen, her feet staggered, her body was crooked, he One turned around and grabbed her wrist quickly.

Immersed in the thrill just now, Zhao Shuwen couldn't recover for a long time.The cold wind was cold, and it was chilly on the body.She rubbed her eyes, her eyes were sore and itchy.She didn't need to look in the mirror to know that her eyes were small and dull.She is highly myopic and wears glasses for a long time. Her eyes are protruding, dull and lifeless. They don't look like human eyes at all, but like dead fish eyes.With such ugly eyes and high myopia, seeing Chu Xinwu's unforgettable eyes, she was envious and ashamed.

Zhao Shuwen was short-sighted since she was a child, brought out from the womb.

When she was very young, she didn't realize the difference between herself and others, thinking that everyone's world is just looking at flowers in fog and looking at the moon in water.In the fourth grade of elementary school, she gradually realized that she was different.

The words on the teacher's blackboard were so white that they were reflected in her eyes, leaving only white dots, and she couldn't see the horizontal and vertical folds clearly. She had no choice but to narrow her eyes for the first time.Little did she know, the first squint had put her in the ugly ranks.Her deskmate looked up at the blackboard for a while, and lowered her head to write homework for a while.But she could only squint her eyes, staring at the blackboard with difficulty, refusing to make a move.

She couldn't see clearly.

If you are lucky and the weather is fine on a certain day, the general outline of the words on the blackboard can be seen clearly.On a rainy day, the muscles around her eyes were sore and sore. She guessed and thought, and the questions she copied were full of mistakes.

She had no choice but to copy the topic at the same table.The grades at the same table are average, better than her grades.Pay attention to her sneaky behavior, and immediately cover the homework with her elbows. Wherever there is writing, the deskmate will cover it tightly.

The confidentiality work behind the same table has been done more carefully.Every time a row is written, use the notebook to block one row, and never allow her to read another row.The homework at the same table accidentally slipped off the desk, and he went out to chat with other boys, not in his seat.She picked up the homework at the same table and glanced at it roughly.

The handwriting is ugly.

The deskmate also carved a crooked [-]th line with a knife to prevent her from crossing the line.If he didn't cover up his homework, Zhao Shushu would not be able to see clearly what he wrote when he looked down through this dividing line.

What is there to hide?

Even if the deskmate finished writing the topic on the blackboard and placed it respectfully under her nose, she still couldn't see clearly, which was more difficult than reading the words on the teacher's blackboard.She was timid at the time, and she didn't dare to ask her deskmate for help, let alone ask the teacher to explain the condition of her eyes.

Because of eye problems, her grades have been unable to improve, and she only got the bottom of the fourth grade midterm exam.My mother hated that iron could not be made into steel, and scolded her for being stupid, so she might as well save money for schooling to supplement the family.

She explained the eye problem to her mother, and her mother adjusted her glasses, pointed at her nose indiscriminately, and scolded: "I told you to secretly watch TV every day, who is to blame for your broken eyes?"

There is no TV at home in the fourth grade, and I don’t go to other people’s houses to watch TV secretly.She doesn't study well, and she doesn't often read books. Why are her eyes short-sighted?

Mom's yelling disturbed Dad.

"Don't bother me to sleep!" Dad quickly rolled out of bed, straightened his clothes and hair, and then scolded his mother: "Of course your own short-sighted daughter is also short-sighted."

"It's almost twelve o'clock at noon, if you still sleep, you are a pig."

"You're just a dog, barking and barking all day long."

The two felt unhappy and wrestled into a ball.

By chance, I got a physical examination at school and learned from the doctor that I was born with myopia. If I don't step up wearing glasses, the degree of glasses will only get higher and higher.She didn't take it to heart, not to mention the poor conditions at home and no money to buy glasses for her.In the sixth grade of elementary school, she met a gentle and considerate teacher, and she mustered up the courage to ask the teacher to sit in the front row.

Grades reversed.

She was admitted to Dongwang Junior High School and Dongwang High School.Overcoming obstacles all the way, he got No.3 in the city entrance examination in the second year of high school.

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Came to the bus stop sign in a trance, her world was covered with a frosted film, and it was blurry wherever she went.She couldn't see the details of everything, the words on the bus stop sign were close together, and she could clearly see the biggest words on it—Route 502.The stop signs marked with directions and routes are covered by transparent glass, and the bus stops can only be seen clearly unless they are tightly attached to the glass cover.Fortunately, she often comes to the bookstore, and has already memorized the bus stops so well that she doesn't really need to stick the glass cover, and then be treated as a monster by the people around her.

There was a lot of traffic in front of the stop sign, and the severe cold weather could not stop people's enthusiasm.Tomorrow is New Year's Day, and passers-by who love to be lively can enjoy the delicious food at night and appreciate the bustling cityscape.All the prosperity in the world has nothing to do with Zhao Shuwen, she waited quietly in front of the stop sign, adjusted her glasses habitually, but when her fingers missed, she was stunned and couldn't help laughing in her heart.