Senior Class Three

"Kujo, where are you? I can't find you."

In the ward at night, Fu Yi hid in bed alone and cried.Soon after his body recovered, he was moved to Jiutiao's ward. There were two small beds in the small room with identical white bedding.He got into his own quilt and wet the pillow, got out of bed barefoot, and then got into Jiutiao's quilt to continue crying.

On the first day Kujo left, he searched every corner of the hospital.He was nowhere to be seen in the wards, emergency rooms, corridors, guards, canteens, toilets, and the top floor of the canteen.

The nurse told him that Kujo and his parents left overnight and flew to distant Japan.He didn't believe it, so he searched again from the beginning to the end, and searched for three days in a row, just like the first time he woke up from the hospital to find his parents, his voice was hoarse and his body was exhausted.

Crying and crying in the middle of the night frightened many patients, and more and more people were dissatisfied and complained. This matter spread to the upper management of the hospital. After a period of discussion, it was decided to send him to an orphanage.After all, the hospital is not a charity organization. He is in good health, so there is no reason to wait in the hospital for a long time to eat and drink.

The reason why he stayed in the hospital some time ago, and no one raised any objection, was because Jiu Tiao's parents adopted him as an adopted son at Jiu Tiao's begging, and his food and clothing in the hospital were paid by the adoptive parents.Now, he's an orphan again, having lost his parents again, plus a brother and friend.

Kujo once said to him: "How about we rely on each other and stay with each other for a lifetime?"

Get rid of his paralyzed dependence, get rid of his paralyzed persistence and stay with him for a lifetime.

Disappeared overnight without a trace, this is the so-called never leave and stay with you for a lifetime?

Choose a nice day with sunny weather, take a hot bath, and change into a clean casual outfit.This clean and handsome casual outfit was bought for him online by Jiutiao using his mobile phone.Jiu Tiao wears a hospital gown every day, and has never bought clothes for himself. The first time he bought clothes was specially for him.The trousers were long and the sleeves were neither too long nor too short, and they fit perfectly, even better than his mother's eyesight before she was alive.

He only wore it once on Jiutiao's birthday, and at other times the suit was neatly folded by the pillow, and he smoothed it out carefully whenever there were wrinkles.However, after Jiujo disappeared, he threw his clothes under the bed, out of sight and out of mind.This time when I took it out suddenly, I couldn't help but get red eyes.

He wolfed down a big bowl of meat, and sat down on the top floor of the hospital cafeteria, ready to find his parents.

After waiting for a long time, there was no warm and pleasant voice behind him.His heart was completely cold, he knew that Jiutiao had really left him and would never appear again, instead of sending him to the orphanage, he should fly down from here, say goodbye to the bright sunshine in the world, and then go to the underworld to reunite with his parents.

He once asked his father: "Dad, why am I called Fu Yi?"

"Father's surname is Fu, so you follow the surname Fu. As for Yi, because this word is the simplest, you don't have to spend a lot of time writing the name in the future exams, and you have more time to answer the questions."

Now he finally understands that the so-called one means leaving him alone?His parents left him alone; Jiutiao left him to cry.Paying one is losing one, stabbing him in the heart with a knife.

The saddest thing is that one poke isn't enough.Jiutiao drew out the knife, stopped the bleeding, replenished blood for him, until the wound no longer hurt, and even forgot the pain.

The cold wind was blowing, and the top floor had a wide view. Fu Yi walked slowly towards the fence.

The sun is rising in the east, and the sky is diffused with red and yellow in different shades.In the blink of an eye.Dazzling light broke through the floating clouds, revealing its huge disc-like body.This kind of scenery is like what I saw before falling into the cliff with my parents that day.

"Live well." A voice sounded from behind, low and sexy, "One day you will meet again."

Hearing "live well", he couldn't help grinning.The people around him left him one by one, and others looked on coldly, scolding and scolding him, how could he be doing well, how could he be alive?

Hearing the latter sentence, the self-mockery at the corner of his mouth froze.Subconsciously thinking of Jiu Tiao, the foot he stepped forward was as heavy as a thousand weights, he froze in place, his completely dead heart revived, and there was a pounding sound.

"Why should I believe you?" He turned around and stared at the grown man who was talking to him.

"If you don't believe me, you won't be able to stand and talk to me anymore." The man was wearing a black peaked cap with a white word "King" embroidered on it.His eyes were blocked by the brim of his hat, and his thin lips spoke clearly.

Can't refute.He really believed what he said, even though he met this man for the first time, spoke for the first time, and couldn't see his appearance clearly, he still chose to believe it.Having personally experienced the warmth brought by Kutiao, if there is a slight chance to hold the tiny flame again, he will choose to reach out without hesitation.

This time, he reached out for six years, but Jiu Tiao never showed up.He lived in the orphanage for six years without relatives and friends, and he did everything by himself.A man wearing a hat with the word "king" came to visit him occasionally.Once he has the idea of ​​committing suicide, he suddenly appears like a ghost, and to make a long story short, "One day you will meet."

Fu Yi complained, "You have been saying this for three years."

"I'm going to say three more years."

One three years passed, and the second three years, Jiu Tiao finally appeared.

He returned to the orphanage, and yelled loudly to the place where the man often appeared: "He has appeared."

Only a few bird calls answered him.

Fu Yi was not discouraged, "Thank you for being with me for six years."

……

Back at school, Kutiao came to talk to him when he had nothing to do.No matter how much he said, he acted as if he couldn't hear, and followed him around the school with a deadpan face.

After the beginning of the third year of high school, Dong Lu from class one of the third year of high school often looked for him. Now that Jiu Tiao appeared, Dong Lu seemed to have disappeared from the world.Dong Lu is full of enthusiasm, Fu Yi ignores others, he just finds topics to talk about for a long time, ignoring Fu Yi's indifference as an audience; The eldest brother beside Qian Youcai, the eldest brother raised his head to the sky and howled from time to time, and he raised his head from time to time and said, "I will not leave you."

"What's wrong with you?"

"Well, I'm sick."

"roll."

"I will not leave you."

"..." Such unnutritious conversations come more than a dozen times a day. He has never been good at words. When he gets annoyed, he can't wait to turn into a big brother and bite him hard, so that he can see himself hiding away. .

Kujo said: "I'm sorry, I broke my oath. I swear with my life that I will not leave you."

Fu Yikun stared at him, his delicate face distorted, "Parents may abandon their children at any time, not to mention, you are just a stranger who has met and spoken to a few times."

"Strangers?" Jiu Tiao's face was so pale that it was almost transparent, and the bulging veins on his forehead were clearly visible. "We eat the same bowl of rice, sleep in the same bed, and wear the same pair of pants. How could we be strangers?"

"I said it was a stranger, but it was a stranger." Fu Yi roared hysterically: "If you follow me again, believe it or not, I will jump off the school roof."

What he didn't want to say was just very angry why did he abandon him so cruelly six years ago?He was the one who pulled him out of hell, why is he the one who pushed him into hell.

Why act like nothing happened?Talk to him with peace of mind?At least give him a reasonable explanation, isn't waiting for him for six years just to wait for a reasonable explanation?

Seeing Kujo's injured expression, he seemed to have a little bit of pleasure.He has worn this expression for six full years.But why does my heart hurt so much?Far more painful than him saying goodbye without saying goodbye.

A blackness flashed before Jiutiao's eyes, and he fell heavily to the ground.Seeing Fu leave without looking back, he slowly closed his eyes.The wind blew up the leaves all over the ground, and then they fell slowly, covering the ups and downs of the chest.

stranger! ?

Came back from thousands of miles just to treat the person who has been with you all your life as a stranger?Then why come back?Might as well go back and wait to die.

Hahaha……

He couldn't help laughing, he remembered eight years ago, someone asked him: "If you only have the last year of your life, what would you like to do most?"

"Be with the one you love," he said.

Thinking of this, crying replaced laughter, he said to himself, "The person I like doesn't like being with me..."

He has only a few months to live.Isn't it time to enjoy the beauty of life?

In the six years in Japan, only two months were spent in school, and the rest of the time was spent in the ward of the hospital all the time.Taking injections and taking medicine is commonplace; pain and insomnia are commonplace, and even looking at the dark green spring scenery in the window is a luxury.Drinking weak soup and water every day, listening to the beeping of various medical machines in the room, he thanked himself for being alive today.

After a glass of wine, he felt that he was really alive.

The lights in the bar are feasting, the loud shouts never stop, the crazy swinging metal music is like bombardment, and the gorgeous lights follow the rhythm of the music and pass through the excited crowd in an irregular manner.

Jiutiao Zhongtai sat alone in the corner, looking out of place with the surrounding environment.Fill a large glass with whiskey and drink it in one gulp.The aroma of the wine is rich and strong. When it floods the throat, it is not as delicious as imagined, but it has an addictive feeling. After drinking one glass, I can't help but drink a second glass.

Filling up the third glass with trembling hands, he only took a small sip, his head was already dizzy.Dancing with the music, clapping hands to the rhythm, scrambling steps, half-opening and closing eyes, humming a little tune, ready to squeeze in the men and women dancing like demons over there, a man and a woman rushed in from the entrance of the bar, holding his left and right arms and dragging them out.

The actions of the two men were not gentle, even violent and rude.Stomach up and down, he pushed the two away and vomited heartily.He vomited dizzily, his eyes were red, he wiped his saliva with his sleeve, stood up unsteadily, stared at the boy among them and said, "I miss you so much."

As he said that, he went to hug him, no matter how the boy in his arms scolded him and beat him, he just didn't let go, and tightly tied a knot with his hands.Suddenly he hiccupped and smelled the pungent aroma of wine gushing out of his mouth. He sniffed, his voice hoarse, "The wine is so bad, even worse than traditional Chinese medicine."