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11:30

Because of not having a good rest and the cold wind blowing for a long time, He Tianxi had a cold and stuffy nose after returning from He Jialin's house.

November 60th is He Tianxi's mother's [-]th birthday.

His father was also at home during lunch, frowning and saying that he had been out of shape recently.

His mother stared at him for a while, put some vegetables in his bowl, leaned into his ear and asked, "Son, tell mom the truth."

He Tianxi glanced at his mother.

His mother said: "You came out of the old He's house next door this morning, what's going on?"

He Tianxi responded with a hoarse voice: "It's nothing, let's talk to Sister Jialin about something."

His mother turned her head and asked his brother: "Is the daughter of the old He family as old as you? How old is he older than our Tianxi?"

He Tianyi thought for a while before saying, "It should be a few years younger than me, I don't really remember."

His mother thought for a while, then turned around, and asked, "You're not in a good state of mind recently, are you arguing with Xiaohe next door?"

He Tianxi thought for a long time in a daze.

His mother continued: "Although I'm a few years older, it's nothing. Is it because Xiao He disagrees? Would you like your mother to help you talk about it?"

He Tianxi pursed her lips, and said reluctantly, "Mom, where are you going?"

His mother said again: "Isn't it good to know the basics? Didn't Xiaohe also look for it? You really should take care of yourself. You don't know what's going on every day. You stay up all night and play around all day. Your body is like this. The previous paragraph Time you scared mommy."

He Tianxi did not speak.

His mother said: "No matter what, mother just wants you to be happy and healthy."

11:41

"mom--"

At the dinner table that had just been quiet for a while, He Tianxi gently put down his chopsticks and spoke in a low voice for a while.

The mother who had been distracted by other things leaned over and said "Ai": "What's wrong?"

He Tianxi said abruptly, "What should I do if I like men?"

"..."

The dinner table was silent for a long time, his brother He Tianyi coughed out as if he was choked: "When did it happen, why don't I know?"

He Tianxi didn't answer him, he lowered his head slightly, showing no energy.

The father on the main seat put down the chopsticks, and the mother also put down the chopsticks slowly.

11:45

After a long few minutes, the dad on the main seat picked up the chopsticks again, and snorted out of his nose for a while: "Where did you get this problem, who did you learn from when you play outside every day?"

His mother also picked up the chopsticks again, put chopsticks and ribs in his bowl, and said hesitantly: "This is not a..."

"..." He Tianxi was silent.

His mother pondered for a while before continuing: "Oh, is there someone you like? Who is he, what does he do at home, and what are you doing now?"

He Tianxi glanced sideways at his mother.

He Tianyi, who was sitting across from him, sighed: "You two elders really can't spoil him like this, it's so easy to accept, what's going on, you two."

When He Tianxi didn't speak, his mother became more gentle and loving: "What can we parents expect from you, don't we just hope that you will live happily and be healthy?"

He Tianxi's lips squirmed for a while, and finally he murmured almost timidly: "Thank you, happy birthday, mom."

The mother stretched out her hand and gently embraced He Tianxi, with a slight smile in her voice: "Is my son recently lost so much weight because of this incident?"

"..."

"There's nothing to worry about. Your family will always be your backing in whatever happens."

12:00

In his mother's gentle comforting voice, He Tianxi thought that Xing Congjing was right.

He has lived until now, and the only thing he can tell is that he was born in the He family.

No wonder Xing Congjing looked down on him for so many years.

Xing Congjing looked down on him, his self-righteousness, his hysteria, his teeth and claws, he was a cowardly soul under a human body.

Xing Congjing should look down on him.

He didn't even look down on himself.

12:01

There is a fundamental law in nature called the conservation of mass.

It means that when you get one, you lose the other.

What you have is bound to lose something.

What you gain is what you lose, having this will not have that.

These may all be destined.

In the past, He Tianxi didn't understand these things, so he fell into confusion, complaining about himself, and couldn't find any exit.

13:12

After lunch, He Tianxi's mother went out to try on makeup. In the evening, there will be a birthday party at home, and many people will be invited to the door.

In previous years, He Tianxi usually went with his mother at this time, but this year he was in a bad mood and was ill, so he didn't go with his mother.

He was nagged by his family to make a cup of cold medicine, and then slowly returned to the room.

His current state of mind is more and more like that of an old man in his twilight years, who is not very interested in anything, and is waiting for death to come one day.

He couldn't sleep well, the night of insomnia and the sudden cold made him listless, and he tossed and turned in bed.

Brother He Tianyi knocked on his door.

13:30

"Didn't sleep?"

"Um……"

"What's going on with you recently, I don't feel very well."

"I'm sick."

"..."

"..."

"Then what's the matter with coming out out of the closet out of nowhere today?"

"...I just... like men... just say it..."

"Don't tell me sooner or later, let's talk about it today?"

"...This matter...isn't it just a matter of...feeling it?"

"You can't speak well, what's going on?"

"It's so annoying...their elder asked you to ask?"

"I'm your brother, let me care if you have any questions. If you don't say that you will definitely ask He Jialin next door later, if I don't ask, my parents won't ask?"

"...Ask, just ask..."

"..."

"..."

"Why did you go to sleep next door so early in the morning?"

"Shouldn't I just chat?"

"Have you encountered emotional problems?"

"what……"

"Or your current partner asked you to come out to your family. Where is he from and what does he do?"

"..."

13:40

"Tianxi, you also know that the two adults in the family have loved you since childhood, and you are almost 30 years old now, and you still look like a child. Open a bar, open it, let it go if you don't want it, I remember At that time, Xiao Xing was the one who helped you find the next shop, right?"

"...Can you stop talking about it?"

"The Japanese grocery store that you must open some time ago, how is it now, have you taken care of it when you go out to play?"

"Can you forget about it!"

"He has a bad temper, and if he speaks a few words, he will be black-faced."

"Can you go out, I have a headache."

"If you weren't in poor health when you were young, your parents couldn't spoil you like you are now."

"..."

"Okay, let's not talk about that, just talk about your sudden coming out of the closet at dinner today, what do you think, do you want to bring someone home or something?"

"No...can you stop asking, I'm going to sleep."

13:50

Under He Tianxi's refusal to cooperate, He Tianyi was silent for a moment.

The heating in He Tianxi's room was fully turned on, and He Tianxi, who was huddled under the quilt, had a red nose because of illness, and her cheeks were also reddened by the heat.

But he had an ugly complexion, and his cheeks that were reddened by the heat also looked like some kind of poor-quality makeup.

He Tianyi stood by the bed with his arms crossed and looked at his brother who was a few years younger than him for a while, feeling a little helpless, and at the same time full of irony that he felt that this kid was hopeless.

The younger brother is close, and if he wants to kill him, he has to look at his parents' face. He Tianyi sighed, then pushed He Tianxi's quilt, and sat on the bed: "Let's have a serious chat."

He Tianxi closed her eyes, her voice seemed to come out from the crack of her lips: "Next time, next time, I feel uncomfortable now."

He Tianyi gritted his teeth a little angrily: "Then tell me who is that person and where is he from?"

He Tianxi was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, his eyeballs rolling violently under his eyelids, and he remained silent.

He Tianyi earnestly said: "You also know that you were in poor health when you were a child. The doctor said that you may have aplastic anemia. There are relatives in your mother's house who have this disease. My mother is afraid that you will inherit it and is very worried. You It's still panda blood, doesn't it scare my mother to death..."

He Tianxi had his eyes closed at first, but opened them suddenly after a long time. He stared at his brother who was talking with red eyes.

His brother's tone slowed down when he saw him: "You have been held in the palm of your hand since you were a child, and the wish of the second elder in the family is indeed to hope that you are happy and healthy... What's wrong with you?"

"..." He Tianxi stared at his brother without blinking.

"What's wrong?" his brother asked.

14:00

He Tianxi's eyes were red, and he spoke in a strained voice, almost gnashing his teeth.

"Brother, do you know what blood type Xing Congjing is?"

"what?"

"..."

"he……?"

14:01

He Tianyi was a little dumb, and only hesitated for a moment.

"Who are you talking about?"

Who are you talking about the one you like, the one who came out to the family because of him?

14:02

"he died."

14:03

"who is it?"

14:04

Xing Congjing.

14:05

A person's life is like a wave, with ups and downs.

The people you meet are like tides, some tides will rise again after ebbing.

Some tides fall back into the sea never to return.