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After returning from Huangbo Bay, He Tianxi's brother got off the plane and was sent directly to the hospital for a special examination. No problems were found in the ears, and He Tianxi's hearing was normal, and he didn't say anything about ear pain. I casually told the second elder at home about it, and after I brought my younger brother home, I got busy.

He Tianxi's mother was an artist when she was young. After giving birth to He Tianxi, because her youngest son was not in good health, his mother gave up her artistic career in order to take care of her son. Now that her son is grown up, he moved out from home five years ago. I bought a suite in the urban area, and usually go home to have a meal with the family every half a month.

When I went home for dinner last month, I saw that I was not in a good mood, and I didn’t have much appetite for eating. When I asked what was going on, she said it was all right, so my mother sat at the table and leaned over to her son and asked, "What's the matter, did you quarrel with your girlfriend? "

But the son seemed to be stopped by the question, and it took a long time to retort vaguely: "Mom, what are you talking about! I haven't fallen in love yet!"

Mom stretched out her finger and tapped near his collarbone: "If you're not in a relationship, don't play too crazy. Remember to take safety measures."

He Tianxi lowered his head and glanced at the hickey mark on his collarbone, his complexion changed a few times, and finally with a dark face, he picked up his collar and buttoned his clothes to the top layer one by one, complaining: "Can you please stop being so blatant?" , Can it be bitten like a mosquito?"

There are two sons in the family, the eldest son is calm, and the younger son is poor-mouthed. The mother said that she is not partial, but she still likes the younger one. Hearing this, she smiled and replied: "I can still show you, but the big lala will bear it." Fortunately, your father is not at home when this thing comes home, so maybe I have to train you again."

He Tianxi rolled his eyes upon hearing this.

In the evening, after the family of four had dinner, he and his brother went out and went back to their respective houses. When his car drove all the way home, he rushed aggressively at Xing Congjing, who was busy in the study.

Before that, he and Xing Congjing had quarreled many times because of many messy things. They lived under the same roof. Cong Jing entered the door unceremoniously and turned on the room light, touched the bed directly, and stripped his clothes without saying a word.

He Tianxi went from swearing to even fighting, but Xing Congjing was still as stable as Mount Tai. After finishing, he said to He Tianxi, "I'm going to take a bath."

Until now when he came home and his own mother saw the hickey, He Tianxi gritted his teeth angrily, rushed home angrily, kicked open the study door and began to pull his collar: "It's still a compliment to say you are a beast, isn't it? You know I'm going home and you fuck me like this?!"

Xing Congjing is too good at putting on a show, when he saw him enter the door, he stretched out his hand to stop him: "Don't, study, work place, don't do that, you owe it to yourself to go to the bathroom."

He Tianxi pushed the door, and smashed all the large and small ornaments in his study room. After smashing, Xing Congjing sat in front of the computer and looked at him: "Have you enjoyed it?"

He Tianxi stood in the mess of the study and cursed out of breath: "You fucking die, okay?"

Xing Congjing was not polite at all: "Can I let you go if I die?"

This was the last time He Tianxi and Xing Congjing quarreled in mid-to-late July. He Tianxi told Xing Congjing to go away and cursed Xing Congjing to die.

He stepped on the floor, and accidentally stepped on the fragments of ceramic ornaments that he had smashed. A deep cut was cut on the sole of his foot, and blood flowed on the sole of his foot. He didn't care, and went back to the living room to call Yang Eryu. Call, invite him to go on vacation together, Diao Erlang said that he wants to live in Yang Eryu's newly bought villa in Huangbo Bay, and ask him to invite many sisters and sisters to have a party.

Yang Eryu laughed at him on the other end of the phone and said, "Yo, your old Xing is busy with work and has no time to accompany you, so you started making mistakes?"

He Tianxi lowered her eyebrows and scolded: "Fuck your mother, I have something to do with him, I will tell him to get out of my house every two days."

Xing Congjing came out of the study at that time, glanced at him without answering, and went into the bathroom on his own.

He Tianxi said to Yang Eryu on the sofa: "Book the air ticket, call Sister Jialin, and see who else is with you, the more people the better, I'm fucking bored recently."

Yang Eryu loves to play, and he is always indispensable for fun things. Hearing this, he cheerfully agrees and is going to organize activities.

Xing Congjing came out of the bathroom, wiped his hands, went to the cabinet next to him, picked up a household medical kit, and walked to He Tianxi.

He Tianxi cocked his feet, ignored Xing Congjing at all, and continued talking and laughing with Yang Eryu on the phone in a very arrogant manner.

Xing Congjing sat beside him, opened the medical box, took out the cotton swabs, gauze and ointment for cleaning the wound, and asked directly without avoiding suspicion: "Yang Eryu?"

He Tianxi leaned over to the other side of the sofa, ignored him, and continued chatting with Yang Eryu.

Xing Congjing held He Tianxi's injured ankle and pulled it to his thigh to apply medicine to the wound on the sole of his foot. He also threatened: "You'd better find out if you mess around outside, the consequences will be bad." Appear on who, unless you don't see me for the rest of your life."

He Tianxi paused when talking on the phone: "Why, then you should die quickly, I really don't want to see you again for the rest of my life, what the hell are you doing, who the hell are you threatening, who are you pretending to be?" look?"

Xing Congjing disinfected the wound on the sole of his foot: "Don't worry, I will take you with me when I die. The urns are all placed in the same coffin."

Yang Eryu on He Tianxi's cell phone asked who he was talking to.

He Tianxi gritted his teeth and replied, "Fucking dog."

When Xing Congjing's cotton swab touched his wound, he kicked it out. Because he had no control over the strength, Xing Congjing was kicked almost off the sofa.

He Tianxi cursed "Get lost" after kicking.

Xing Congjing stood up from the sofa, took off the shirt that was soiled by He Tianxi with a dark face, went back to the bedroom with his upper body bare, changed into clean clothes, and then went into the study, and after a few minutes, mentioned himself The computer from work was bagged, and he went out without even looking at He Tianxi.

He Tianxi sat on the sofa and watched Xing Congjing go out with a cold face and said nothing. He had a good chat with Yang Eryu on the other side of the phone, but the chat was silent.

Yang Eryu asked several times, but when He Tianxi was completely silent, he asked, "Your old Xing is by your side?"

He Tianxi hummed from his nasal cavity: "I just left."

Yang Eryu: "Where did you go? Work?"

He Tianxi: "I kicked him away."

"..." Yang Eryu, "What's the matter?"

He Tianxi: "Let's just go, I can finally fucking go."

"..." Yang Eryu, "Why are you kicking him? Can you stop for a couple of days and correct your debts that you owe everywhere, otherwise, besides your old Xing, will anyone else be able to stand you? "

He Tianxi said: "It's none of my business whether others can bear me?"

"..." Yang Eryu, "I'm convinced, ancestor."

"..."

"..."

"I just hurt my foot. He gave me medicine and I kicked him away." After a long while, He Tianxi brought up the issue again and added.

"..." Yang Eryu seemed to be stunned by him, "Are you crazy? If you want to break up, tell Lao Xing directly. Lao Xing doesn't seem like a man who can haunt you forever. ah."

He Tianxi was still staring fiercely at the closed door: "He just fucking lingers on me, he can't tear it off like a dog's skin plaster."

Yang Eryu was silent for a moment, and asked cautiously: "Have you ever thought that you are overthinking? Although he is indeed good to you, but he can't do without you, brother."

He Tianxi hung up Yang Eryu's phone directly, and he sat cross-legged on the sofa, the wound he made on the sole of his foot finally began to ache faintly.

Two days later, he went directly to Huangbo Bay with Yang Eryu, sister Jialin and Sun Ji. Before that, he never saw Xing Congjing even once, and never said a word.

After He Tianxi returned home, his mother was still worried about his ears, and specially invited several experts to check his ears, because when there was no more deafness or ear pain, the experts could not check the problem, so they had to find out the cause. Blame it on why Tianxi had bad work and rest habits and irregular diet, so he suddenly suffered from temporary hearing loss at that time, so he asked him to pay attention to his body.

The mother insisted that He Tianxi rest at home for a few days, and changed the way to replenish He Tianxi's body every day. Only when she raised this son whom she hadn't seen for a month, could she be satisfied.

The newly white and tender son came back for ten days and didn't like to go out of the house, and he didn't like to talk too much. As soon as he entered the room, he saw him playing computer in the room, either playing games or chatting with people. The mother couldn't stand it. , Let him go back to where he lives.

He Tianxi said that he didn't want to go back.

His mother sighed and said that your father will scold you again when he comes back to see you.

He Tianxi didn't speak, his mother had nothing to do with him, seeing that her son didn't go out all day and had nothing to do, she casually said, "You went out to play with your sister Jialin, what's wrong with her, is she in a relationship?"

He Tianxi said, "I don't know."

His mother said: "Some time ago, when Xiao Xing had an accident, she came to the funeral. By the way..."

The expression on He Tianxi's face froze, and he immediately started chasing customers: "Mom, you go out, you go out, I'm busy so don't bother me."

His mother was kicked out of the room by him, He Tianxi stretched out his hands to cover his ears, he felt that his ears started to hurt again, it hurt more than all the injuries he had suffered in his life, it made him red His eyes hurt so much that he wished he would never have the ear organ again.

That night, when it was time for their regular family dinner, his brother returned home with his sister-in-law and the child, and his father, as always, pointed at He Tianxi at the dinner table, hoping that he could clearly realize that he was a grown man and take out The responsibility of an adult man came, and he also said to look at Xiao Xing, who was the same age as him, what's wrong with him...

He Tianxi couldn't hear what was said next, and he slammed his chopsticks on the table.

His father was about to lose his temper, but his mother stopped him. He walked to the sofa in the living room and sat down without hearing anything. The TV in the living room was playing news from many days ago.

He saw his father's fucking face appear on TV, and he also saw that at someone's funeral, his mother was wearing a black dress and facing the TV camera, speaking with a perfectly photogenic expression on her face.

"Yes... Adopted by us since I was a teenager..."

He Tianxi heard the voices intermittently. The voices were loud and small, sometimes distorted, sometimes exaggerated, and sometimes like the voices of cartoon characters in cartoons, reaching his ears.

"He was a very good boy since he was a child..."

"We're very proud of him."

The distorted lens in his field of vision seemed stranger than the messy things he saw in the kaleidoscope when he was a child, and the lens shook so dizzily that he was dizzy until a photo appeared at the bottom of these colorful lenses.

The black and white photo of Xing Congjing wearing a white shirt appeared at the bottom of his line of sight, overwhelming all the colors in his line of sight.

He Tianxi pulled over the trash can beside him, and vomited out all the food he had just eaten.

He feels sick.

He Tianxi was admitted to the hospital by his family at night, waiting for a full-body examination the next day.

The smell of disinfectant in the hospital was very pungent, and the nurse who accompanied the bed curled up on the sofa to take a nap. He Tianxi had strange dreams all night. Sometimes he dreamed that he was in his own home, and sometimes he dreamed that he was in this ward. Cong Jing fought from home to the ward, and heard herself scolding loudly: "Xing Congjing, go to hell—"

Then he saw Xing Congjing sitting on the sill of the window in the half-darkness of the hospital ward, his back was bare and his back was turned in his direction, and he replied, "Don't worry, I will definitely take you away when I die."

It was just dawn when He Tianxi really opened his eyes.

Only at this time did he really realize, oh, Xing Congjing is really dead.

It turns out that the word "death" can't be said indiscriminately sometimes.

The author says:

This is a goofy essay, my friends. My personal understanding of my own gossamer is that the article contains no logic and is completely divorced from reality. Outburst, after a major outbreak, can be over