Jiang Xun

Jiang Xun suddenly became quiet. Even though there were rumors outside that Feng Xuan was going to block him and beat him up again, Jiang Xun, who was always hot-tempered, didn't respond.Occasionally seeing Feng Xi on the street, Jiang Xun would immediately think of Feng Xi's mother's harsh and true curse: There are little rascals who have no one to raise them!do you have a dadwhere is your father

This humiliated Jiang Xun.

What he overheard that night, Jiang Xun did not go to his uncle and aunt to verify, or to his grandparents to find out the truth.

Because he intuitively felt that what his aunt said that night was true.

Jiang Xun knew what it meant to have a father and son out of wedlock, so it was always a bad word.Even in the village, people will give unmarried women with very bad names. Jiang Xun feels very sad. This kind of sadness is not the depression of unpalatable food, the guilty conscience of making mistakes and being criticized by the teacher, nor his first love that was wiped out. It's a deeper emotion.

Grandma and grandpa are old, and my aunt is busy sending Jiang Bin to the county town every day for tutoring. Uncle has to prepare for the New Year. For a while, no one noticed Jiang Xun's little sadness.But this undoubtedly made him a sensitive child. He gradually felt that people in the village looked at him differently, especially during the Chinese New Year, when relatives who went out to work returned to their hometowns to visit for New Year's greetings.

Jiang Xun would occasionally hear things like:

"That's Jiang Yi's child, he really looks like Jiang Yi."

"The appearance is similar, but the temperament is far worse. It is not as good as when Jiang Yi was a child."

"I really don't know who the father of this child is?"

"If I knew, I wouldn't live with my uncle, would I?"

"What is this Jiang Yi doing? The child is born and there is no father."

"If Jiang Yi is alive, he won't be able to support him."

"Isn't it gone?"

or even uglier:

"As far as Jiang Yi is concerned, everything is good, but it's messy about men and women. This child is just like her. She didn't learn well at a young age. She wrote love letters to other girls at school, and the whole school knew about it!"

"I still fight all day long and learn to count down."

"If you don't learn his mother, you'll learn if you're not good."

"Just look at this child, daddy doesn't know who it is."

"Not necessarily a righteous person."

The adult's stealing made Jiang Xun feel an indescribable anger in his heart. These adults who just gave him candy and melon seeds and smiled at him, turned their faces away and turned around with such a mean face.

Unlike the first time he yelled at Feng Xi's mother and cursed back, Jiang Xun knew that most of what he said was true. He hated the hypocrisy of the adult world, but he gradually learned to remain silent.

He will also think again and again, what does my mother look like?

It is said that my mother is very good at studying, she is a very promising person, she is a person who studied in a prestigious university and has a decent job in city A.They also said that my mother was not good, and gave birth to me with an unknown father without getting married.

Is the mother good or bad?

I really want my mother to be alive. If my mother is still alive, I can ask my mother in person.

Jiang Xun lay in the quilt and thought so more than once.

This is also the first time that Jiang Xun has distanced himself from the world in the spiritual world. He no longer believes the words of the adults, and his grandma will lie to him, and the words of others may not be trustworthy.

Moreover, the world of adults is so hypocritical, their affection for you does not necessarily mean that they like you, but more often it is polite and hypocritical rhetoric.And the whispering after the smiling face is even more disgusting.

Jiang Xun began to look at the world with suspicion.

The start of school comes quickly.

Meng Chun found that his deskmate had become strange. He didn't like to talk after class, and he didn't even like to play the game cards.Meng Chun sorted out his new cards, snapped them in his hands, "What's wrong with you?"

"The teacher treats you better than me." Jiang Xun said, "Because you are the principal's grandson or because you study well?"

"All of them." As the principal's grandson, Meng Chun is used to the teacher's preference.However, he is a child with his own personality, Meng Chun said, "Isn't it always like this? The teacher must like to learn well."

Jiang Xun said, "True snobbery, the world of adults is really snobbish."

Meng Chun thought for a while, "We will also become adults in the future."

"Are you going to be a snob too?"

"Try not. But my grandfather said that if you want to be respected, you must have skills."

"What's the point?"

"Students learn well, and adults do well at work. This is the skill."

Jiang Xun stared at Meng Chun for a while, "What do you mean by respect?"

Meng Chun scratched his head, "Well, it's hard to say, I'll tell you when class starts." Then he whispered quietly in Jiang Xun's ear.

After class.

Meng Chun raised his hand to go to the bathroom, but teacher Kong, the class teacher, said kindly, "Go."

Jiang Xun also raised his hand to go, Teacher Kong was angry, "You pretend, are you going out to sneak out for fun! Hold it back for me!"

Jiang Xun was dizzy, "I'm just pretending to go to the bathroom, Meng Chun is not! Teacher, what's the matter with you, do you have eye problems!"

Because the words involved insulting the teacher's eyes, Jiang Xun was fined to stand in the last row of the classroom to fill the class. Then, the teacher deduced that he was just pretending based on the fact that he had neither used the toilet nor wet his pants, and severely punished him for a break , and let him go back to the classroom to continue the class.

Before Jiang Xun returned to the classroom, he went to the toilet to pee, and while urinating, he called Meng Chun an asshole. After returning to the classroom, Meng Chun asked him, "This is respect, do you understand?"

Jiang Xun gave him a white look, "Get lost!"

Chinese teacher Zeng threw a chalk tip at Jiang Xun's forehead, "Jiang Xun, you are talking secretly again!"

Jiang Xun, "Teacher, it was Meng Chun who told me first!"

Teacher Zeng knocked on the desk, "Why didn't I see Meng Chun speak, I saw you speak!"

Jiang Xun couldn't help feeling angry, "That's teacher, you have a problem with your eyes."

The second time he insulted the teacher's eyes, Jiang Xun stood there for a whole morning and even offended the teacher.Meng Chun said to Jiang Xun with a little pride, "This is respect."

Jiang Xun was disdainful, and said, "Respect shit!"

"Listen to me, if I don't study well at ordinary times, the teacher will definitely not trust me, and if I don't trust me, I won't be able to take time off to go to the toilet. If you study as well as me, the teacher will trust you too. You just go to class If you talk secretly, the teacher won't scold you." Meng Chun analyzed it to Jiang Xun, then patted Jiang Xun's shoulder old-fashionedly, "This is reality, Jiang Xun."

Jiang Xun believes that reality is a big piece of shit.

The teacher is also a big piece of shit.

Grown-ups are big shit.

However, Jiang Xun hated the disrespect, the teacher's different treatment, and the gossip behind his back.

However, no matter how much he hated, he was powerless to fight back against this shit world.

But this world of shit insulted him again and again. He no longer disdained to fight with the furry kids in the class, but the fact that he wrote a love letter to a female classmate had become an indelible mark, and no one said good things about him.His grades were also poor, and the teacher tried several times to remove Meng Chun from his side, never considering that he was the only friend.Also, when people in the village mentioned him behind their backs, they would always talk about his mother, who was emotional and mean. Even if it was a pertinent comment, Jiang Xun didn't want to hear it.

Jiang Xun felt that he was useless.

Maybe in the future he will become a little hooligan like Feng Xi's shrew mother said.

Jiang Xun was very angry about this inference, but after the anger passed, he felt powerless.

Because he is poor in studies, according to what the teacher said, he will not be able to pass the exams, nor will he have a good job, and he will be very depressed.

But almost everyone who mentioned his mother said that his mother was very good at studying and very smart.Jiang Xun was very angry, why didn't his mother pass on his smart nerves to him, and his uncle said that he was like his uncle when he was a child, and he was stupid in studying.

However, at this time, Jiang Xun no longer regards the words of the adults as the standard, and many of the words of the adults are not credible.

Jiang Xun began to have the consciousness to distinguish between true and false.

Why do you say that he looks like an uncle, he doesn't look like an uncle at all, and he is not uncle's child, he is mother's child.His mother studied well in school.

It is true that my mother studies well. When I was a child, my mother never passed the exam. The university is also the best university, A University.

However, adults often tell lies, and Jiang Xun needs to find the facts to believe them.

He asked his grandma, "You always say that your mother studies well, what evidence do you have?"

"What evidence is needed for this?"

"I don't believe it without evidence! It's grandma who lied to me by making up nonsense!"

The comedian grandma on the TV said "I'll practice your grandma", and the audience burst into laughter.Grandma put the wrapped dumplings on the curtain and dismissed Jiang Xun casually, "Go and have a look in the old box on the cement cabinet in the west room, there are all your mother's awards."

Jiang Xun is good at finding things. He jumped onto the cement cabinet and opened the old wooden box passed down by his grandma. On the top floor were all faded certificates, and they were indeed his mother's certificates. Jiang Xun looked carefully at each one, and found that they were all No. 1, and none of them were No. 2.There are also competition certificates and medals. The certificate is the first prize and the medal is golden.

His mother is so smart, he must not be stupid.

Jiang Xun took out the medal, patted the ashes, and hung it around his neck.

Turning to the end, there are several photo albums and hard-shell notebooks.

The utility room is dimly lit, but it doesn't affect browsing.In the photo album are photos of his mother, and a few of them are mostly photos with other people, and Jiang Xun doesn't know anyone in it.There are also several photos of his mother hugging him when he was a child. Jiang Xun touched his mother's face in the album. His mother was so pretty.Jiang Xun was a little lonely and missed his mother, even though he didn't remember her at all.

Opening the hard-shell notebook, it turned out to be my mother's diary.Mom's handwriting is also beautiful, Jiang Xun thought.

A lot of it is about the university, and there are some traces that were obviously torn off by someone. I don't know what happened.Without thinking too much, Jiang Xun flipped through several notebooks and found one, which contained his diary.

Jiang Xun immediately looked energetic:

Oh my god, I was pregnant. I didn't notice it at all before. The doctor said it was a very healthy baby.My God, is it the magic of genes attracting each other?Totally unexpected.Ana asked me if I wanted to keep the baby, and of course, I think I'm perfectly capable of raising the baby on my own, it's just a matter of work adjustments.

Who will the baby look more like?

It is said that male babies are more like mothers and female babies are more like fathers.

What are genes?

Jiang Xun didn't understand, but this did not prevent him from continuing to read:

Anna advised me to be cautious, after all, it is such a good offer, and having a child now is not good for my future development.But I already have it, and it’s not like I’m incapable of raising it, so why give up the child?

Hey, Anna still doesn't understand what it's like to be a mother. When she knows that there is another little life pulsating in her body, she will feel infinite love in her heart.I now feel that the baby is more important than everything.The future and development are not comparable to my baby.This must be an outstanding child, after all, Dad is also good enough in all aspects, um, except that he is not very good at math.

Pray that the baby will not inherit the mathematical IQ of the father, otherwise, what a bad thing it will be.

Jiang Xun frowned and was a little worried. His mother said that his father was good enough in all aspects, which showed that his father was not an idiot.But he also said that Dad's math grades are not good. It seems that Dad's arithmetic ability is very poor.Thinking about his math grades, Jiang Xun's face suddenly turned half black. He couldn't be so unlucky, he inherited his father's math IQ.

Continue to turn:

The doctor said it was a healthy baby boy, I hope the baby looks more like his father.After all, he is so handsome, it would be a pity not to inherit it.

Jiang Xun came to a conclusion: It seems that Dad looks very handsome.

After reading his mother's diary, Jiang Xun secretly cried.

Although he doesn't remember his mother, even though there are only a few short diaries, his little heart still feels his mother's love for him from these old diaries.

He is not a child without a mother, but his mother died too early.

He also has a father. Although his mother didn't mention his father's name in the diary, he can feel that his father is a very good person, and he is very handsome!

The author has something to say: PS: After the holidays, the work and rest are reversed. It really does not fit the leisure life. If you want to sleep, update first~~