Jiang Xun

The bullet shot into the shoulder blade from the back without hurting important blood vessels. In addition, Gu Shoujing's earthen gun bought on the black market was inferior in both explosive power and lethality. Gu Shoufeng's injury was not life-threatening, but at the same time , the muscles around the shoulder blades were complicated, and Gu Shoufeng was a little inflexible from his shoulders to his right arm.

Jiang Xun stayed by Gu Shoufeng's side to take care of him every step of the way. He was extremely well-behaved. When Gu Shoufeng was awake, he would accompany and talk, and when Gu Shoufeng was asleep, he would quietly accompany him on the bed.If Gu Shoufeng made any movement at night, Jiang Xun would wake up immediately.

Gu Shoufeng thought, this kid must be frightened.

Even the doctors and nurses were deeply moved by Jiang Xun, and it was not without true affection to think about his wealthy family.Doctor Fu especially brought his nephew Fu Xuan to teach on the spot. Fu Xuan also obediently talked with Gu Shoufeng for a while, comforting Jiang Xun to relax.

Dr. Fu came out of the ward with his nephew, thinking about the incompatible relationship between his elder brother and his nephew, and taught his nephew, "You are always with Jiang Xun, and you can also learn from other people's filial piety."

Regarding my uncle's kindness, Fu Xuanxin said, "Can my dad compare with Mr. Gu? Mr. Gu is so desperate for Jiang Xun, what he blocks is not punches, but bullets."Don't say my dad blocked the gun for me, he wished he could give me two shots.Fu Xuan's thin lips parted slightly, "I really want to learn, but isn't this a suspicion of cursing my dad's illness? It's better not to learn, and wish my dad a safe and healthy life."

Dr. Fu glanced at his nephew and said with emotion, "You only have this face, which is pretty cute."

"Thank you, Uncle, for your compliment."

"Don't put gold on your face, am I praising you?"

"I think you are."

The uncle and nephew of the Fu family gradually walked away.

The fruit knife smoothly separated the peel and flesh, making a rustling sound. Jiang Xun's thin and flexible fingers quickly peeled the apples, cut them into pieces and put them on the fruit plate, and handed them to Gu Shoufeng with a small silver fork.

Gu Shoufeng had no choice but to take it. He was very ordinary about apples, but Jiang Xun insisted that apples meant peace, and asked him to eat more, at least one a day.The child carefully peeled and removed the core, and neatly cut the fruit into a plate, and Gu Shoufeng couldn't help but eat it.Gu Shoufeng said for the one thousand and one hundredth time, "I'm really fine."

"One hundred days of injury, it will take at least half a year to fully heal." Jiang Xun was particularly accommodating to Gu Shoufeng, "Do you think it's a bit monotonous to just eat apples?" Jiang Xun picked a few kinds of fruits in the basket, and Jiang Xun was dexterous, such as oranges, and could arrange them in a variety of ways.

"There are several kinds this time, Dad, let's eat." Jiang Xun said, "Dad, you are still a picky eater."

"Everyone has likes and dislikes, eat what you like."

"This is for the body, just treat it as medicine."

Jiang Xun also took a fruit fork to eat together. In the end, the most leftover was apples, which neither father nor son liked.Gu Shoufeng raised his eyebrows at him, Jiang Xun reasoned a lot, "Dad, you don't like food because you are picky eaters, and I am because of heredity."

"Bullshit genetics, why didn't I see that all the advantages of my body were passed on to you."

"Then you have to think about it." Jiang Xun casually put the rest of the fruit plate on the sink, came back and continued to sit by the bed, and poured Gu Shoufeng a cup of medicinal tea, "The book says that strong genes will overwhelm weak ones, so I will." More like a mother, Dad, it seems that you are weaker than my mother."

"Nonsense. You look a little like your mother, of course, you also look a little like her in study, and the rest are like me." Gu Shoufeng taught Jiang Xun, "Where are your eyes? Can you see?"

Sensing that Gu Shoufeng was a little jealous, Jiang Xun's eyes rolled up, "I also want to be more like my father. My father has an aura that particularly fascinates me."

Gu Shoufeng made Jiang Xun laugh, "I know how to coax your father."

"The truth." Jiang Xun handed over the herbal tea, and Gu Shoufeng took a sip, "I have something to tell you, she pleaded guilty at the police station."

Jiang Xun was a little surprised, "I didn't expect that." Originally, he thought that Gu Shoujing could only be prosecuted for the crimes of attempted murder, gun possession, and grave digging.

"It was an attempted murder. She probably wanted to die quickly, so she admitted the case from more than 20 years ago." Of course it is not that easy, but there is no need to tell Jiang Xun any more.Gu Shoufeng didn't whitewash Gu Shoujing's crimes, and told Jiang Xun, "Let her spend the last time in the detention center."

"I listen to my father." Jiang Xun said, "This matter is with me, and it will stop here."

Gu Shoujing wanted to kill Jiang Xun in the end, but Gu Shoufeng had nothing to do with her.Putting this topic aside, Gu Shoufeng finally asked the question that had been on his mind for a long time, "When did you know?"

"The first time I spent New Year's Eve with my grandparents, I felt that the heating in the room was a little hot, so I wanted to go out to get some air. There were a lot of plantains planted by the back door. I saw that it was snowing outside, so I walked a few more steps and heard her talking with her. Shi Yan talked. I remember that when she was in the house, she asked Chinese New Year to accompany her to Teacher Li’s house to pay New Year’s greetings. I didn’t agree, and she was scolding me. Shi Yan asked her to be more polite, and they rushed out. Shi Yan said she dared to move I told what happened back then with one finger, and Gu Shoujing said that Shi Yan had no evidence. Shi Yan then said, even if there is no evidence, as long as you believe and grandpa believes, she will be finished."

"I immediately thought of my mother's car accident." Jiang Xun sighed, as if to relieve the pressure at the time, "It's really ironic, I just found my father, and I heard such a secret when I was celebrating the New Year with my grandparents for the first time. Later, I went to check the file of my mother's car accident."

"I remember going to the yard to find you, and you were crying."

"Well. I always thought that my mother's car accident was an accident." Jiang Xun sniffed, "Before we met, I already knew from my mother's other old classmates that Shi Yan was my mother's lover in college. I also did a paternity test with Shi Yan and I in private. I don't really care about why he married Gu Shoujing, and I don't care. Because my mother's diary has a lot of records about my father. Although the words are vague, I can feel My father should be a very outstanding person. Maybe Shi Yan was charming when he was young, but when I first saw him, he was already what he is now. If he is really my biological father, I should Very disappointed. So, after confirming that it was not the case, I was very glad in my heart, and felt that my mother was more discerning. I never thought that my mother lost her life because of such a selfish and shameless couple."

"I went to the court to check the files and found that Zeng Zhongren was serving his sentence in a suburban prison and was about to be released from prison. I told my father earlier that it was like that. On the day he was released from prison, I went outside the prison to see what it was like. It turned out that a luxury car came to pick him up and he was released from prison. I went to Zeng Zhongren’s hometown later, and my father knew everything about it. All the people who harmed my mother lived incomparably glamorous lives. I can enjoy my old age peacefully and be reunited with my family. Not to mention Gu Shoujing and Shi Yan, they have always enjoyed a superior social status. I swear to avenge my mother. But where to start? It will be very difficult from top to bottom. How could I know someone like Zeng Zhongren before? And she definitely has no evidence. I just want to start with Zeng Zhongren, but how can I get him to tell the truth? He is a person who can kill for his daughter's operation fee, so, for His daughter, he should be willing to tell the truth. Follow the clues, and a bunch of people have come out."

"It's been a lot of hard work these past few years. I have such a big event buried in my heart." Gu Shoufeng said.

"There is nothing in life that is not hard."

"You still talk about life in front of me at such a young age." Gu Shoufeng reprimanded him softly, "I haven't told me all this time, because I don't trust me. I'm worried that I will choose her between you and Gu Shoujing, and choose to hide this matter for her." It will even prevent you from taking revenge."

Jiang Xun shook his head, "I'm worried about losing my father."

He looked at Gu Shoufeng, "Dad won't understand how much I like you. When I learned that my mother's tutoring object was you, I hoped that my father would be you countless times. When I got the paternity test, I loved you. For me, it’s like a dream come true. I’ve never had that kind of great sadness and joy. Not only do I have a father, but my father is you. We get along so well, so good that I dare not take any risk of losing you.”

"At that time, I had only known my father for half a year. Gu Shoujing and my father were siblings since childhood. I didn't have enough confidence. If you choose Gu Shoujing, it will bring me great disappointment. If that's the case, no matter how much you compensate Me, be good to me, I will feel that I have lost you. I can't take such a risk, my mother passed away very early, I don't even have the slightest memory of my mother, I can't lose my father again, and I didn't tell you. "

Jiang Xun is good at moving people with emotion, and Gu Shoufeng is also very moved, but he is not easily swayed.This time, Gu Shoufeng didn't let Jiang Xun pass the test easily, "You should understand how much I value you after getting along with you in the past few years. You have never mentioned a word, and I should know about it later than the police. I know you are very serious. I like me, and I like you very much, the difference between us is that I trust you, but you don't trust me."

Jiang Xun didn't answer directly, nor did he defend himself, he just said something sad, "The world of adults is very snobbish."

Gu Shoufeng's brows moved slightly, "Huh?"

"Dad knows about the love letters I wrote to the girls in my class when I was young. You don't know. After that incident, my reputation has been bad. Only Meng Chun in the class is willing to be friends with me, and the teacher doesn't like me. That girl My mother wanted to scold me when she saw me, and I was very angry. Meng Chun is the grandson of the principal. He is very good at studying and precocious. It was he who said this to me, and adults are very snobbish. Then, to prove this At one o’clock, we both raised our hands in class and told the teacher to go to the bathroom. The teacher was kind and let him go. When it came to me, he scolded me for looking for reasons to go out to play. I felt at the time that it was natural for the teacher to treat him differently. Angry, however, they seem to suddenly change from someone to be respected to a very ordinary person who I don’t care much about. I slowly found that not only teachers are like this, but adults are basically like this. Children who study well , Well-behaved children, who meet what they think are good children, will give smiles and praises. On the contrary, those children will be ridiculed, scolded and ridiculed."

"A grown-up is not worthy of respect."

"When I realized this, I suddenly felt that the world was a bit lonely, so I started to study. The joy of solving difficult problems made me enjoy it, and my grades gradually improved. When I was only a middle grade at the beginning, the teacher suspected that I was I didn’t copy it. When I was the first in the exam, the teacher’s attitude towards me was completely turned upside down. Don’t say that I have to go to the bathroom in class, even if I say that I have a stomachache and go home to rest for a long time, the teacher will agree to my request for leave with a concerned face. .”

"I went to another world. The teacher didn't dislike me, and my relatives no longer hated me when they mentioned me. Everyone in the village envied my uncle and aunt for raising me, saying that I would definitely be promising in the future, and they would definitely enjoy my blessings. The parents of my classmates all want their children to be friends with me."

"From a bad boy to a good boy, it's that simple. I hate the snobbishness of adults, so I put more thought into my studies. The sense of achievement in my studies makes me feel fulfilled, and from this, I gain more honor."

"Before the fifth grade, I was a child who would be happy for a long time when I got an affirmative look or a casual compliment from an adult, but at that time, it was difficult to get praise. After the fifth grade, I dismissed the adults' praise, but this Praise comes on the ground.”

"This hypocritical world."

"Adults make the rules, and then they bend to those rules themselves. I want to have weight in the grown-up world and conform to the rules they make. That's how I grew up, Dad."

"You like me so much. But do you like me, or my excellence? If I was not a student of a prestigious university or a boy with excellent research and data evaluation when I found you, would you like me? ? If I was just a mediocre child, would you like me? If I was a hooligan, would you recognize me? Would you still be willing to block the gun for me?"

"Sometimes I feel that many feelings can't stand the slightest scrutiny."

"Yeah, I like you so much, and you like me so much. But if I wasn't the father you imagined, if I was a good-for-nothing, dirty, messy old man waiting to die, would you still like me as much as you do now? Dad?" Gu Shoufeng imitated Jiang Xun's tone and asked Jiang Xun.

Without waiting for Jiang Xun's answer, Gu Shoufeng gave his answer first, "If you are mediocre and ignorant, of course I won't like you as much as I do now. I like you and your excellence. I naturally think that my son should be Excellent! Not only adults are snobbish, but children are born to like beautiful people, beautiful flowers, compliments, and kind smiles, so, is this also snobbish?"

"This is snobbery, but also nature! Human nature yearns for light and beauty, and human nature yearns for excellence! If human nature is to be a puddle of mud, there will be no human beings who have evolved to today! This is engraved in the bones Nature, you, me, most people in the world are like this." Gu Shoufeng said in a deep voice, "I didn't raise you up, it was my dereliction of duty that made you feel insecure. But even if you are by my side, I will tell you clearly , the exam is to do well in the exam. If you have the ability to take the first exam, you will be scolded when you go home the second exam. If you are not as good as other children, I will be so angry that I will not give you a good look! Because all parents hope that their children will be successful! Those Anyone who says to let children develop freely and live happily is nothing but fart in my opinion!"

"If you fail to achieve anything, I simply don't want to take another look at you. I am such a person. If you have excellent abilities, you must be excellent. I like you to be excellent! You see, I am very accurate, and you are not wrong about me. But you Also know that no matter what kind of shit you look like, even if I am disappointed and angry with you, I wish I could beat you to death with a stick, and when someone wants to harm you, I will stand in front of you."

"It's also natural, because I'm your father!"

Gu Shoufeng wanted to hit Jiang Xun's head with a stick, to see him thinking about something messy.

"Father, you are so rude." Although Gu Shoufeng looked sullen, Jiang Xun didn't feel scary at all, he could feel the intimacy in Gu Shoufeng's words.As for him, he has been searching for many years, has relatives, friends, career, and teachers. People who know him will praise him for his excellence, but he still has such a huge sense of hunger in his heart.It was like realizing the coldness of the adult world for the first time when he was a child, like he had to make the right choice again and again, like the family affection he could only get by calculating his business, he simply hated the evaluation of "sensible".He just wants someone who values ​​his life, he just longs for this kind of bond that is too strong to let go, he needs someone who can give everything for him, and he is willing to give everything.

This person is sustenance, reliance, a complement to his huge emotional deficiency, and also an object to whom he can freely give his affection and get corresponding rewards.

Not everyone has such a person in their life.

Jiang Xun didn't get it easily.

Jiang Xun said deliberately, "Senior Lin Yue said that if it were his father, he would definitely block him from the front of the gun."

Gu Shoufeng was deeply insulted, and he was very dissatisfied, "You compare me with that guy Zhuo Pang!"

"Many people are like Mr. Zhuo."

"But there are more people like me. We are not perfect fathers, but we have an inner love for our children. Maybe it's called blood connection, maybe it's called father-son nature. This is not a kind of shit that you can use rationally. Feelings analyzed by social rules. Just like I treat you, and you treat me. Are people all snobbish? The same is true between you and Lin Yue? The same is true between you and Meng Chun? Humans are emotional creatures, all because of the seven emotions and six desires Life is delicious." Gu Shoufeng knocked Jiang Xun's forehead hard with his left hand, and knocked out a faint red mark, "You just think too much in idleness. Hey, I want to ask you, why did you see me for the first time? Just rushing to introduce myself and ask for my WeChat? At that time, you didn’t have the sharp eyes to see that I was your father. Didn’t you want to know me because of my handsomeness and extraordinary temperament? Let me ask you, do you look like this? Isn’t it snobbery to rush to get to know a good person? Why don’t you just go to the street and pick up an old man who is basking in the sun under the wall to get to know him?”

Gu Shoufeng satirized Jiang Xun, "Co-authoring the same thing on you is just natural, but on others it's snobby? You really know how to treat them differently!"

Jiang Xun asked Gu Shoufeng with a smile, and Gu Shoufeng continued to mock him, "Also, I have to ask you, people in your company, do you like smart people, people who can do things, people who can endure hardships, or those who just like to eat together? The ones who are obsessed with foreign labor, and claim high wages without doing much work?"

"Also, if you are a teacher, you don't like students with first-class grades who are obedient and don't like to cause trouble, do you really like those who are mischievous and tricky to lower the average score of the class in the exam?"

"I'm not well-behaved or obedient, Dad, you still like me very much." Jiang Xun always knew that Gu Shoufeng liked him very much, but he really didn't expect that Gu Shoufeng would be willing to risk his life to stand in front of him.At such a moment, there may be no time to think at all, it is more instinct.

If this is instinct, then it is even more precious.

"That's why I'm your father." Gu Shoufeng stroked the top of his hair, "Teacher is just a job. A teacher can manage dozens of students, and it's inevitable that he can't do everything well. You should have understood these principles long ago. Yes. The teacher who was not optimistic about you at the beginning, now praises you. Those adults who bullied you are full of envy when they mention you. How do you feel when you see them now, and do you still mind what happened when you were a child?"

"Of course not. It won't be long ago." Jiang Xun has a good memory, but he doesn't think he is a petty person.

"Because your excellence is beyond their reach. The general rule of the adult world is not snobbery, but excellence. Snobbery can only create villains, and excellence can be invincible. You have chosen a correct path since you were a child, and you know how to use this snobbery after thinking An environment where I can grow myself into a better person.”

Gu Shoufeng raised his unnatural right arm, grabbed the back of Jiang Xun's head and pulled him closer, "I know you suffered a lot when you were young, and a lot of it was in your heart. But I think you have also learned to be open-minded. You are all good, and they are all kind people, but they are not their biological parents, so they are a little bit worse. The same as their biological parents, it just means that they are different. Every parent will love their children more, I It's the same. With me, I will never make you worse. I will be happy if you achieve something. I will be angry if you do something wrong. I will ask you in all aspects, and I will not be unprincipled But I want you to know that in my heart, no one is better than you. Even if there is, I will not admit it. In my heart, no one is better than you. In my heart, you will always be the first, Will never be behind anyone. It seems a little unfilial to say that."

Jiang Xun was so moved that he forced Gu Shoufeng to laugh, and Gu Shoufeng said, "But that's what I think. I want to take care of you, teach you, watch you be born, watch you study, watch you grow up. I want to go back to In the past, I beat away all the people who bullied you. I also want to stay with you like this."

"I also want to tell you, thank you. Thank you for finding me, my son."

The sun fell from the shadow of the trees onto the hospital bed, and in the dappled light, there was some slight water in the eyes of the father and son.The long-tailed sparrows with brown wings and rose feathers came from nowhere on the branches outside the window, singing softly, and the spring breeze passed by with each sound.