through those heavy years

Most of the houses on the construction site are made of aluminum and iron sheets.The tin house is probably easy to build and easy to dismantle, so it has become a common residence on the construction site.It's just that the tin house is not as good as the usual residence of the family. It is cold and windy inside in winter, and it is hot and stuffy in summer.It is a test of the tolerance of the human body.

The workers live in tin houses.Luo Feng and I were lucky to live in the same dormitory.The dormitory space is not big, there are four iron frame beds inside and bunk beds for eight people, and I slept on Luo Feng's upper bunk.There are a lot of daily necessities and some large and small suitcases in the room, and there are usually some items such as changing clothes in the boxes.In the entire tin house, all the furnishings are roughly the same as the dormitories of high school students, simple and plain, neat and clean.For me, this is very satisfying.When going out, there is really nothing to ask for to have a tin house to shelter from the wind and rain.

After eating, it is usually time to take a shower.For those who work on the construction site, bathing is even more essential.What I didn't expect was that taking a bath would also become one of my indelible memories. Even because of taking a bath, I realized an extremely serious matter.

The bathing place is not a tin house, but a short rectangular yellow brick house, behind the canteen and accommodation, covered with blue tiles, separated in the middle, with men on one side and women on the other.It may be that the privacy of naked human beings is involved, so the bosses on the construction site are willing to use bricks to build bathrooms.It’s just that the women’s side is as big as the man’s side, which is a bit wasteful. Except for the aunts who cook in the cafeteria, it’s rare to see many girls on the construction site!

Luo Feng took me in. In the dark house, the walls were covered with white to black plastic pipe heads.The ground is black and greasy concrete. Standing on the light blue ground exposed under the shaggy head, you can see the signs of concrete. There are still moss growing in places that have never been visited by people. It may be slippery, and in a more remote place, garbage that cannot be clearly sorted is piled up in the corner, black and smelly, and there are even maggots crawling around on it.The mouse was even more exaggerated flying on the four walls, looking like a bold intruder. Since the mouse is about to be bigger than the weasel, it looks creepy.This is a large-scale power plant project. I learned that the construction started five years ago, so it seems natural that the bathing place can become like this!

Luo Feng told me in advance that the time for bathing is stipulated, and the water is released on time from 07:30 to [-]:[-] every night. Those who missed this time period can only endure the sticky sweat to sleep.Thinking about it, I couldn't sleep, so the small bathhouse was crowded with dirty and smelly people, old, middle-aged, young, and there were not a few of them as old as me.For a while, the smell of sweat, feet, smoke, and decay permeated the narrow space. Before entering the door, the stench came from far away, making me almost vomit.I thought, good guy, even if you come from the countryside, you have never seen the big scenes of chicken and duck coops, pig urine pits, and cow manure, and you have to bow your head here!

I covered my mouth and nose, and showed an expression of wanting to vomit. Luo Feng knew it was terrible, and secretly laughed.After laughing, he comforted him, and he will get used to it slowly.I looked at the clock on the wall. It was 06 minutes before 30:5. I arrived here early. I was puzzled and looked at him with a bit of complaint, but I was embarrassed to say anything.

He calmly led me into the crowd, then skillfully took a cigarette from someone else's hand, held it in his mouth with style and smoked it.I briefly introduced me (the younger brother from the same village) to the people I knew, and then I started talking about some familiar dirty jokes with some older workers.Completely ignoring how bad and brave the surrounding air molecules are.

I'm amazed at the abilities they can ignore. They can adapt to this environment. How limited is the limit of the human body.Did I get used to it after a few days and found that I no longer knew myself?A person on the side couldn't help but smile because of this thought.To live is to have the spirit of making fun of yourself, sometimes I feel that I have such a spirit, and I feel that I have a cheerful side!

Slowly endure the torment, as if a second is as long as several hours.When the hour hand pointed to [-]:[-], I saw that they all stopped making jokes in unison.They began to take off their clothes uniformly and put them on the half-waist-high stone platform.

I thought it was different today, and the hot water was put on at [-]:[-] in advance.I was very happy in my heart, and took off my clothes.I took off my shirt and put it on the stone platform.However, the people crowded in the changing room had already taken off their clothes quickly and completely, and then nakedly exposed the snow-white buttocks in the creases of their briefs and the dense hair on the front of adults of different sizes. parts.

I knew that I would be crowded with many people in the shower, but I didn't expect or didn't expect it in this way, and I would suddenly see so many big and small cockroaches.Since I was young, no matter whether it is a man or a woman, I have never seen any intimate parts.When I was studying, I always walked alone, and I didn't even have the basic behavior of hooking up with the boys in the class, let alone the girls.It seems that apart from grandma and Mr. Zhou, in my previous life, I didn't have any deep contact with anyone.So nudity, even if it is a man, suddenly seeing it is a kind of peace beyond the eyes for me, and it immediately produces a kind of hypoxia in my brain, and my heart is beating violently. Extraordinary reaction.

Luo Feng saw that I was stuck in place, only took off my top, and my trousers were still tightly attached to my waist. He smiled and said to me: "Take off your trousers, the water will come at seven o'clock, now you have to take off all your clothes, and take the time to sleep." A seat. Otherwise, it would be difficult to squeeze in a seat, and I don’t know how long it will take to take a shower.”

What, the water still needs to come at seven o'clock!I raised my head a little depressed, just to meet his jewel-like eyes, looking at me crookedly.He had already stripped naked and was standing half a meter away from me.His whole body is lean and firm, the skin on his body is a golden wheat color, the lines are perfect and vigorous, and the yinjing under the thick hair is also very majestic.Even after I glanced at it, it was hard to breathe for a while. I believe that for ordinary women, it must be a surge of emotion, hard to hold back, and it will directly collapse to the ground.

For a moment I bowed my head shyly, feeling uneasy.It seems that I have been a little different these two days.She always bows her head shyly from time to time, coyly like a girl, completely different from the past.What have I been afraid of in the past, fighting and swearing, being silent and indifferent, that is what everyone calls a complete lunatic.

I think once people come into contact with sensitive things, they will become different!Every stage of growth opens up new cognitions and insights.That's how people are. Adults tell children, you don't understand.Children don't know, what else they don't understand, they think they understand quite well, so they sneer a little.It's not until they grow up that they realize that they really don't understand.Then looking back at the past, I found that they couldn't understand their own naivety at all!

Luo Feng saw that I lowered my head, and knew that I didn't want to talk, even if I asked a question, I didn't want to answer it.Such a character is not good, he shook his head slightly.Then I looked at my body, thinking I understood something, and said: "Then you should tuo later, you are thin and sweaty again. If you are naked, you will catch a cold, maybe you will catch a cold."

He said, "I'm going to take a seat first!" Then with his bare pigu on, he wobbled under his shaggy hair, continuing to chat with some people.

Watching him go away, there are some strange faces in the changing room, and I can't help feeling slightly relieved.

But this situation is not over now, and it is even just beginning.The cloakroom and bathroom are only half separated by a thin wall, there is no door, and everyone's naked body can be seen at a glance from the entrance and exit.I can't look at it openly, I can only look at it secretly with a criminal look.Thinking that I was 14 years old with nocturnal emission, and I had no idea of ​​watching people secretly like this after my adolescence.From this group of people, Luo Feng is still the most eye-catching. No matter every part of his body, he exudes a huge alluring aura of a mature and charming young man.

Seeing them standing naked under the hood and waiting for more than 20 minutes, I began to feel puzzled again.Even if they are of the same gender, shouldn't they have their own secrets!But judging from their performance, it was obvious that they didn't, just like they treated the turbid air, chatting calmly, and even chasing and beating them naked.When two middle-aged men were running on the moss, they slipped, and then the two snow-white bodies fell to the ground and hugged each other. laugh.

If it were me, I would never be able to make such a picture.I was so shy that I didn't even dare to take off my clothes, why was I so bold and unrestrained.I have thought more than once that this is the difference between a boy and a man.

Just when I was puzzled, and didn't know how to face and integrate into the bare bottom bath, I had the idea of ​​retreating.Hot water gushes out of the plastic tube and splashes on the skin.One by one, they cried out comfortably because the hot water washed away the fatigue of their bodies.The appearance of enjoying is like the dry seedlings finally looking forward to the rain and dew.After working hard during the day and sweating all over, taking a hot bath at night is naturally more important than anything else.Watching them being washed by the hot water one by one is intoxicating.I resolutely gave up the idea of ​​retreating and not washing.I can't be wronged because of this embarrassment and I can't sleep with the smell of sweat. Besides, if I don't wash it today, I will wash it tomorrow. Try to get used to it.For such a thing, I seem to have taken a lot of courage, and I will be laughed out of my mouth when I say it.From that moment on, I despised myself a little, and even wondered whether my courage had been puffed up with anger, or whether I had no courage in the first place.

I pulled my trousers quickly, and the bathers were so busy soaping themselves that no one would notice.It's just that after taking off, I was dumbfounded. After a while, there was a long queue behind each seat.It’s like going to the cafeteria for a meal. If you walk a little slower on the way to get off work, the line has already reached the door, and you can only stand at the end and wait as if you can’t wait for the end.At this time, I deeply realized that the meaning of taking off my clothes and waiting more than 20 minutes earlier is so full of content.

Seeing that the dragon is long and dense, I am really worried that the water will stop when it reaches me.I was anxious and looking around blankly, and happened to see Luo Feng beckoning to me urgently.The mouth shape seems to be calling me to come over.I stared at him in a daze for a while, now that my clothes were almost taken off, I was shy at first, but I wanted to walk in front of him, how unnatural my face looked.In the end, I staggered over with a shy face, and it was really hard for me to get used to the timid look.When he saw me coming, he hurriedly said, "Why mother-in-law, hurry up and share a shower with me, I don't know how many people are still waiting in line!"

It turned out that he wanted me to share a shaggy head with him, and I looked at him with grateful eyes. This is really a good brother.

I lowered my head and stood under the disheveled head. The water washed my body, and I felt really comfortable physically and mentally.Luo Feng stood aside, scrubbing the soap bubbles. As long as I squint my eyes a little, I can see his private parts at a glance.This is the part of a 21-year-old adult man, and it seems that there are always many intriguing secrets.I still remember that when I was 13 years old, black fine hairs began to grow under my belly, and then the fine hairs grew long and thick, and finally became thick and lush like a bird's nest. I felt very panicked, thinking that this would be like Hair grows like crazy.I have prepared a pair of scissors, and when it grows long, I will cut it with a click.But it turned out that I was overthinking.But yinjjing confused me for a while.It squirts a white slurry at night and becomes rollable.There is a circle of off-white residue like peanut kernels at the root, which smells very strong and rotten.I suddenly felt that it was over, that it was diseased, like that kind of stinky meat, about to grow maggots.I rinsed it with a lot of water, and worried for many days, and finally saw that it was normal, and then I gradually felt relieved. Later, after a self-study period of physical hygiene class by the teacher of the second grade of junior high school, I knew and accepted it thoroughly. A normal part of a child's development.It's just a phenomenon. I haven't seen if other people's families grow up like this, and what they will look like.Now it seems that it is almost the same.

Luo Feng saw that I kept my head down (he shouldn't have suspected that I was looking at his private parts), so he couldn't help but said, "Why are you still wearing pants?"

Ugh, this question cuts right to my heart.None of them wear shorts, but I am the only one who wears shorts, which looks very different.But I also said that if I want to stand naked in front of many people, I can't do it, so I would rather not take a bath.So, leave me some pants.

I didn't answer, just stretched out my hand and scratched my head, my face was already flushed with my lowered head, but luckily my face would be more or less flushed due to the heat in the shower, even if I raised my head, I couldn't tell why.Besides, Luo Feng is not the kind of person who likes to ask questions, and he didn't notice my unnaturalness, so he expressed his own opinion and said: "When I first came here, I also wore a pair of pants to take a shower. Later, I found that it was bothering and uncomfortable. Just take it off. Take a shower, it will be very comfortable!"

After washing it, it must be comfortable.The problem is that for me, if I feel comfortable physically but uncomfortable mentally, that is a great discomfort.I glanced at Luo Feng, "Oh!", which was my answer.

Luo Feng giggled twice, seeing that I was willing to make a sound, even though it was just an "oh", it was already a great improvement.

He continued: "Then take it off and try!"

Tuo, that's impossible!Especially in front of Luo Feng, it is even more impossible to withdraw.

It turns out that silence can get rid of many problems.I even regretted going "oh", it was so good, "oh" what, I didn't want to talk at first!

See me indifferent.Luo Feng was a bit self-defeating.But he won't be angry, just laugh it off.

Hearing his laughter, in this kind of bathhouse, in front of Luo Feng, with the hot water washing his body, he suddenly became conscious like his other side who had been in a coma for a long time, and half-opened his eyes in a daze, unable to I can see it clearly, as if I am alone in a strange environment, like a newborn baby, crying out of fear.

I thought about it a bit more, and thought it was an extremely absurd thing.At the same time, I also think that I may not be able to clearly understand the boundaries of human classification of emotions.I think I'm a loner, and I don't have much experience with people.Intuitively, it cannot be judged, and sensory sense is blurred.So it's easy to get confused.

If you don't understand it, just ignore it.Although I don't usually have such a personality, but now I am so abnormal that I can no longer maintain myself by the previous standard.