[Online game] Boss can only be pushed once

I sat on the bed, staring blankly at the sunny sky outside the window.

Once again dreaming of Luofeng, I really just thought it was haunted.

I got out of bed, raised the glass, reached clear water, handed it to my mouth but forgot to open it.

For some reason, seeing Luofeng and Yuanlong reminded me of my own first love.

Maybe it was because I was so absorbed in the daze on the stool that I didn't notice when Tzuyu came to me.

"Tsk, I'm in a daze early in the morning, when will I eat meat?" His croaking voice disturbed my thoughts, I gouged him hard, and suddenly I had the idea to tell him about the past.The idea was so intriguing to me that I forgot to ask him if he wanted to hear it. "Let me tell you about my lover." I asked, his hand holding the teapot paused, and he looked up at me with contempt in his eyes.I immediately felt quite embarrassed, touched my nose, and asked again unwillingly.He didn't answer, but he didn't leave either, so I took it as a default and started talking on my own.

"I saw her when I came back from fetching water after finishing work that day. She looks so beautiful, she seems to be a female."

"Nhua?" Ziyu stopped drinking water and looked at me: "Those two words?"

My embarrassment, does this have to be so serious?Besides, N Hua's real name is not N Hua, her real name is...uh, I forgot.My movement of scratching my head and ears seemed to please Ziyu, the corners of his mouth were curved, but he didn't say no, instead he looked at me more seriously. "Uh, that's N Hua. Doesn't Hua describe a girl?" He nodded, but repeated it seriously: "I know, what are the two words N Hua?" Well, I didn't choose it carefully. Listeners, I understand this development.

"Well, it's the grace of gratitude. That... flower..." Before I finished speaking, Tzuyu asked back, "Is it a flower of a flower?" Hook staring at me.I nodded repeatedly, like a chicken pecking rice: "Yes, yes, Brother Ziyu is really smart." He didn't speak, but let out a low laugh and muttered something.Seems to be, I knew you would say that.But I didn't hear clearly after all, so I don't want to jump to conclusions.So I asked him what he said just now, and he looked up at me again, with a trace of impatience on his face: "Whatever nonsense, if you want to say it, say it quickly." Come on, it really is that Tzuyu I know, who just scared me so much I thought this product was refreshed by Miss System.

Thinking about it this way, I felt strong all over my body, so I continued talking to him.

"The appearance of N Hua made me finally believe in love at first sight. So I went crazy and sent myself to her, no matter it was big or small. For example, if she wanted a hundred ants, I would catch them for her. ; It’s time for her pigs to be fed, so I’ll feed them; her parents are sick, so I’ll take care of them…” I’m really spoiling myself, I thought.But Tzuyu did not make his usual comments, and I am too embarrassed to say this. "However, her father is seriously ill, and she has tried many methods but nothing..." I whispered, the appearance of the old man before he left appeared in front of me. Before finishing speaking, he swallowed his breath.His eyes were wide open, and he couldn't close them no matter what.Even when N Hua returned home, talked to him, and told him that he would be fine: "She said: 'Since you entrusted me with your father, why can't you pay more attention to it.' But she didn't entrust her, and in my She also pushed me out of the house when I was helping. But, at that time, I just thought that she might be too sad. It's nothing, I just thought she was entrusting her mother to me, but... that night. ..." The old man finally closed his eyes with a kind face.This was discovered when I went to her house on the third day, and the old lady had already walked away with the old man in her sleep.

Tzuyu just listened to me and didn't say much.I know he doesn't really want to hear this, but I'm really willing to tell it, it's too painful to bear in my heart, it's better to say it, then I won't be so brooding.

"She scolded me again and asked me why I didn't stay at her house to take care of her mother at night. You said, I have no relatives and no reason for her... Forget it, let's put aside these things. It's difficult to say that the lonely man and the widow are together. How many tongues do people chew? I really wanted to slap her to death, but...heh, who made me love her so cheaply? I endured it. In the end, I took care of the funeral of the two elders."

I looked up at the sky and couldn't figure out why the slap didn't hit me at the end?Maybe it's because I still know that it's wrong in her eyes no matter what, and she will never be happy to be with me.Yes, I already knew that.

Tzuyu seemed to be asleep, but I didn't care and continued talking.

"Hmph, at first, she's fine. Just that nasty N-bully appeared and snatched her away."

"N bully?" Ziyu asked back, I nodded, and suddenly remembered that he couldn't see, so I had to explain, "That's right, he's quite arrogant, we all call him little bully." Ziyu didn't answer, and didn't know him What are you thinking. "N Ba deserves to be called the overlord," I smiled wryly, "It's no wonder N Hua chose to go away with him." I don't know N Ba's real name, but he is tall and slender, With a handsome face, standing with Nhua can only be described as a match made in heaven, a man of talent and a woman's appearance.But he is very good at fighting, otherwise why call him the overlord?At the beginning, this title was to ridicule him, but later, everyone shouted it with conviction.

I was still a meatball at the time, maybe I couldn't stand N Hua's rejection in the end, so I just lost weight like this.

At that time, N Bully seemed to see me being so shameless, so he came over and talked to me fiercely, until I was dizzy and my ears were ringing.In the end he laughed, and I realized then why everyone wanted N Hwa to be with him, because they really matched, even if it was just in terms of looks.In terms of personality, I just think that N Hua is not good enough for N Ba, because she is really too delicate, and she is very good at shirking responsibility.When I pet her, she thought I was weak and easy to bully, but she never thought about why.In fact, when I think about it now and then, I would blush and think that if Xiaobawang was a girl, I would probably bring her back with a big palanquin.Thinking of this, I chuckled twice, and suddenly remembered that Ziyu was still beside me, so I hurriedly covered my mouth, but it was a step too late. "You deserve to think about it." He said, but I didn't care, because I heard this sentence too much. When N Ba and N Hua stand together, it is called a match made in heaven, but when I am with N Hua, I become a toad □ wanting to eat swan meat.I've heard too much worse than this, otherwise Nhua wouldn't be Nhua.

I was still chattering and expressing how much I loved that girl back then, so much that I forgot myself, so much that I forgot to be mean, I was simply crazy. "Why did you go away?" Tzuyu's sudden opening startled me, my mouth was still open, but no sound came out.After ten seconds, I slowly closed my mouth, and made a doubtful question. "That N bully and N flower." But he obviously wouldn't be interested in repeating it, so I could only scratch my head and escape from my own memories.I looked at him, and finally said unhurriedly: "That...it's been a long time ago." I still loved her so much back then, even though I knew it was impossible.That year, the harvest was not good, and some people went out to find a way to survive, but I stayed because she was still there.But the news of N-Ba came from nowhere—Da Chao, he is a competitive person, and I knew that N-Ba would leave here sooner or later, but I didn't expect it to be so soon.That day, I was digging out bird eggs from a tree, thinking about nourishing Nhua's body, but I didn't expect that it would end like that. N Bully asked her out and asked her if she would like to travel the world with him, and naturally got an affirmative answer without hesitation. N Bully suddenly mentioned me, and he asked her if she was not afraid that I would be sad? With a sarcasm all over her face, N Hua counted all my evil deeds, and taught me that I would feel disgusted after hearing it, but I never did those things.Some are, and some are scapegoats. N Ba kindly defended me, but in my heart, I only felt extremely disgusted and disgusted, as if he did it on purpose.Perhaps, from that time on, I no longer love N flowers.Because I'm tired, because she really disgusts me, but I can't hate her.After all, it was the love I forcibly imposed on her, so it's normal for her not to accept it.And what I can't tolerate is that I love her, but she maliciously slanders me because of my ugly appearance.

"Oh, so in the end, they went." I smiled: "Maybe they are still emperors by now."

Ziyu didn't answer, took another sip of tea, and finally looked at me.That look was clearly asking me if I had any more.I shook my head, and he got up, without speaking, and disappeared into the shadows.I smiled, opened the bottle of wine I just took out, and drank it.

I don't understand love, I'm a seldom love person.And the reason why I want to tell others about this dark history is that the story of Luofeng and Yuanlong infected me.Maybe all I liked back then was that face, otherwise why did she say anything?Doesn't make sense.I was silly and happy, drinking one cup after another.When I was in a daze, the necklace on my neck burned me again, and I stood up staggeringly: "Let's go, let's go." As I said, I got up, lifted the jar directly, and drank it in big gulps, regardless of the situation. Did the drink slip onto the clothes because he didn't have time to swallow it?

The last drop of wine was finally abolished, I looked up to the sky and laughed, turned around and disappeared into the room.

It doesn't matter, it's all in the past anyway.

At that time, I was young and didn't understand love, and mistakenly mistaken surprise for love.