Bai Yueguang always thinks she is a substitute

Not as "indifferent and bright" as the media commented, Yan Yao has a serious star disease, he likes to receive high salary and expensive gifts, likes to be the superior side in the comparison, and also has a "genius" as the public evaluation. "The reserved and conceited.

But the Yan Yao that people can see is flawless, graceful in every move, every frown and beauty - that is Yan Yao's perfect acting skills with a 24-hour battery life, whitewashing his imperfect real face .

This thick layer of whitewash is Yan Yao's innate ability.

It's difficult for everyone to agree, and Yan Yao knows that only by playing various roles can he be liked by everyone.

The aunts in the orphanage like well-behaved children, and Yan Yao became the most diligent child when working and the quietest child when resting.

The other orphans admired the powerful big brother in the TV series, and Yan Yao became the most capable and resistant big brother in the yard.

The wealthy businessman who adopted him likes good-looking little boys. Yan Yao controls his diet and insists on exercising, and even gets up early every day to shave.

The teachers in the school prefer students who study well, so Yan Yao worked hard to study.

Later Zheng Xi said that there is no need to try to please everyone, people live to please themselves.

Yan Yao was enlightened at that time, and he tried to get rid of his own problems.

But later Zheng Xi discovered that he was just playing a "normal person".

How can Yan Yao be blamed for this? The disguise has grown into his bone marrow, and even he himself doesn't know what the "real self" looks like.

In fact, there are many people like Yan Yao in this world, pitiful and hateful, they lose their "self" for various reasons, they will lie and do wrong things, but they are not worth hating.

You hear different comments from different people, some say he is cute, some say he is slutty.

That will hurt your feelings, you will feel distrusted, you will feel cheated, but maybe that is their protective color.

Maybe what they need is to be treated tenderly.

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"Yan Yao, over here, give me the box."

Yan Yao did not expect that Ji Zhuyi was still waiting for him, the flight was delayed for five hours, and it is already past two o'clock in the morning.

But Yan Yao didn't have time to be moved, and hurried into the bathroom to vomit.

Ji Zhuyi seemed at a loss. He didn't know that Yan Yao was airsick, so he searched in his pockets randomly, but he couldn't find half a piece of tissue.

After Yan Yao vomited, his face turned green and his lips were blue and white, but he still maintained his demeanor. He took out a wet wipe from his boarding bag and wiped his mouth gracefully.

Straightening up, Yan Yao noticed that Ji Zhuyi's brows were wrinkled, and his face was a bit ugly.

Yan Yao suddenly felt embarrassed:

You shouldn't have vomited—why didn't you hold back?

But Ji Zhuyi hugged him into his arms, buried his head on his shoulder, and murmured with strange sobs and grievances: "If you don't tell me about airsickness, then the last time I went to the United States on a business trip halfway through You called over, and you came to find me the night I ran away from home..."

Under Yan Yao's astonished expression, Ji Zhuyi solemnly said sorry.

Then he frowned fiercely: "How many things you haven't told me, I warn you, tell me everything today!"

Yan Yao suddenly felt that he was wearing thick armor, which was cold and heavy, making it hard to breathe.

He laughed, put his head obediently on the palm of Ji Zhuyi's cupped hands, took off his defenses, and handed over his soul.

"I'm not bad at smoking, drinking and fighting."

"Ah."

"I don't like kittens, dogs, and children."

"No."

"I like spicy food, I hate apples!"

"remember."

"I like the back position."

"What! But I like to hug you...well, listen to you."

"I love eating garlic!"

"Hmmmmmm???"

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try to forgive them,

They will slowly remove the disguise and entertain you with their warmest feelings.

The author has something to say: There is a sentence in my memo. I don’t know where I found it or I compiled it. It is probably the source of inspiration for this chapter: "All pain should have a gentle end."