Two pots of water

This finger seemed to be scratching Tan's heart, itching along his ribs from the inside to the outside, which made him feel a little bit uncontrollable.

"Hang up first, we'll talk about it later." He didn't care whether Kang Che was feeling sad or what was going on, he put down the phone and lowered his head to kiss Jiang Chu again.

In fact, according to him, I want to kiss more deeply.

But Jiang Chu looked so sleepy that he didn't want to open his eyes, so he couldn't bear to speak.

"Did you hear that?" He stared at Jiang Chu and asked.

"What did I hear?" Jiang Chu opened his eyes.

Tan Zui looked at him with a smile in his eyes for a while, then scratched the roots of his ears, and got up from the sofa with his arms: "Go to sleep."

Although Jiang Chu was sleepy, if he really wanted to fall asleep at this time, he wouldn't be able to fall asleep for a while.

Originally, he still stopped at Qin Shuman's place for all his lawsuits, but now he can't help but circle around Kang Che.

After Tan Zui finished washing, turned off the light and went to bed with him to go to bed early, Jiang Chu turned over and whistled at Tan Zui, calling him in the tone of gossip before going to bed.

"Yeah." Tan Zui took one of his legs and put it on his body and stroked it.

"Are you in a good mood today?" Jiang Chu asked.

"Didn't you hear that?" Tan Zui smiled.

"I didn't hear it, I can't see it yet," Jiang Chu said "Tsk", "I've been beautiful until now after I hung up the phone."

He must have heard it, Tan Zui lay on his neck and called, and he couldn't close his ears if he didn't want to listen.

Kang Che said "I'm in a good mood" when he came up, and the moment Jiang Chu heard it, he felt as miraculous as Tan Zui.

He couldn't help thinking about it even more than the phrase "I miss you a lot".

"It's very good," Qin answered the question about his mood first, "but it has nothing to do with the phone."

"What does it have to do with it?" Jiang Chu plucked his eyelashes.

Tan Zui didn't speak, but kept Jiang Chu's hand aside with his neck, and leaned forward to kiss him again.

"Follow you." He didn't dare to stop, and fell back on the pillow consciously after touching it, "Why do you keep asking such a clear question."

"Fuck." Jiang Chu laughed and laughed without drinking today, "You can mess with rough old men, which girl can stand it, you can't stop saying 'what's the question'."

"You don't understand, you are the best at talking." Tan Zui reached out and tugged at him.

"You said before that Kang Che was the same, how did you know?" Jiang Chu didn't talk to him about it, and changed the question while holding Tan Zui's wrist.

He was really curious about it.

Usually Tan Zui was at school, so he couldn't remember to ask when the two of them were on the phone.

Thinking about it, I am embarrassed to speak inexplicably.

"It's just a feeling." When Tan heard that Jiang Chu was still struggling with Kang Che, he repeated his previous answer with a smile, "I can't tell."

Jiang Chu thought it was so wonderful, you don't have to be afraid of feeling wrong, and draw someone's sexual orientation into another camp for no reason.

"And he admitted it too." Tan Zui said again.

"Did you ask him?" Jiang Chu's narrowed eyes opened a little again.

"I asked him if he had ever been in a relationship, and he said he had. I asked if it was what I thought, and he said yes, the same as me, male." Qin explained most roughly, "And then Not much to say."

"Ah." Jiang Chu responded, and after thinking for a while, he asked again: "Then you tell him... what happened to you?"

Tan Zui looked into Jiang Chu's eyes in the dark, and could feel the caution he was trying to hide.

He raised his hand and rubbed Jiang Chu's eyebrows.

"No." He said in a low voice, "He is like me, he even guesses about his feelings, and neither of us can explain it."

Jiang Chu felt that he was really going to die.

I knew in my heart that Tan was not that kind of character at all, but I was still worried that he would say anything that was neither serious nor serious.

As a result, Tan Zui casually said "he is like me", "neither of us have explained it", and he heard it a little piercingly.

Make it look like the two of them are more like that.

"Brother." Just about to make another patch, Tan Zui called out to him.

"Huh?" Jiang Chu agreed.

"You can tell me anything you want." Tan most rubbed his knees.

"What's the matter with you?" Jiang Chu smiled, stretching out his hand to flick his face, "every night, you suddenly say that."

"There are too many things on your mind." Tan Zui said.

He fished Jiang Chu's leg up again, and brought the two of them closer together: "I wanted to tell you this yesterday. I told you not to think about it before, but I didn't mean to tell you not to even tell me." .”

When I was eating with Gao Xia and Lu Yao that day, thinking of this layer, I felt distressed like a small thorn stuck in Tan Zui's throat.

When Jiang Chu was in a good mood, he didn't feel it. Once Jiang Chu was not in a good mood, this thorn would pop out and prick him.

Make him feel especially irritated by his own incapacity.

"I told you not to think about it. It doesn't mean that you don't think about it from now until now, just keep fooling around like this." He lowered his voice low and slow, "It doesn't mean that I never thought about it, it's not that I don't care about what you care about. thing."

"I know you are under a lot of pressure and tired, and I know it." Tan Zui paused, hugged Jiang Chu and kissed him on the shoulder, "I'm sorry, brother."

Jiang Chu and Tan Zui understood what this "I'm sorry" contained in their hearts.

Jiang Chu raised his hand, grabbed the back of Tan Zui's head and scratched it.

Tan is not a person who is good at expressing his innermost feelings. Except for Jiang Chu, it is difficult for him to express his innermost feelings to others.

He kept these words in his mind for several days, and when he really opened his mouth to tell Jiang Chu, he still felt that he couldn't express that feeling clearly.

"I don't know how to make time go faster, hurry up and let me worry about it for you." He frowned and continued, "I can only let myself go as fast as possible, hurry up and do everything I need to do Done."

"So I don't want you to think about it all the time. It's useless to think about it. After all, it's not the time to say anything." He rubbed Jiang Chu's shoulder blades.

"I think you can do whatever you want, don't affect your mood. I asked you to wait for me, because I want to wait until the day when the showdown really comes, at least I can bear it with you," Tan Zui said, "I want to help You block."

"But I don't let you think about it. You have emotions and you hold them all by yourself." Tan thought about it the most, and finally turned the topic back to the beginning.

"I want to say too much, it might be a bit messy." He let go of Jiang Chu and asked him seriously, "In short, I see you feel distressed, can you understand what I mean?"

Jiang Chu looked at him and said nothing.

From the moment he opened his mouth, Jiang Chu remained silent.

If it wasn't for the hand that Jiang Chu had just put on the back of his head, Tan Zui wondered if he was said to be asleep.

He didn't rush either.

Finally saying what he had been wanting to say these days, he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Hey." Jiang Chu looked at him for a long time, and suddenly followed him with a sigh, the voice was quite loud.

"What are you doing?" Qin Zui swallowed half of his breath before sighing. He couldn't help laughing, and he grabbed Jiang Chu's leg again and began to grind again, "Did you hear what I said?"

"I heard." Jiang Chu continued to stare at Tan Zui, not knowing what to say.

It's not that I don't want to say it, it's that I can't say it.

He felt that his heart was swollen, full of emotions, and he couldn't understand the conclusion that was rushing here and there.

All internal organs burst out, he simply hugged Tan Zui's head and rubbed it indiscriminately, and bit his ear with the intention of venting.

"You're right, I don't want to." After biting his lips, Jiang Chu rubbed Tan Zui's ears, and said with a frown.

Before, he always let himself not think about it, day by day, but it was all annoying and boring.

After Tan Zui finished talking to him, he suddenly stopped thinking about it from the bottom of his heart.

Obviously, these words are useless to change the reality of the situation. Tan Zui should care about Jiang Liantian's father, and Jiang Chu should still call Tan Shuman his stepmother, and the mother in the other family calls him repeatedly all day long. marry……

I don't want to.

Anyway, that's it, they can't change it, Jiang Chu can't change it, and Tan Zui can't change it now.

Let's love someone together.

Regardless of throwing the burden in his heart on the ground, Jiang Chu felt that he was refreshed in an instant, and his heart was no longer bothered, and everything he saw was extremely pleasing to the eye.

"Where do you want to go tomorrow?" He asked Tan Zui, the more he looked at it, the more he felt that Tan Zui was really pleasing to the eye, and it seemed that his mind was growing.

"You can go out even if your skin is torn? You don't think you're in a hurry." Tan Zui flicked him, throwing off the quilt to get out of bed.

"Talk some nonsense, use it to go out and let me see." Jiang Chu didn't break his skin at all, but he couldn't let Tan Zui be so innocent anymore.

Grinding.

"Where are you going?" He watched Tan Zui get up, throw off the quilt and get out of bed.

"Smoking a cigarette, you sleep on your bed." Tan Zui picked up the water glass on the bedside table and walked out.

Jiang Chu looked at him with the light coming through the cracks in the curtains, sure enough.

"It's true that you're 20 years old..." Jiang Chu immediately had nothing to say, and now that he thought about it, his brain still wanted to twitch.

Tan Zui swayed to the door and held the doorknob. When he heard Jiang Chu chattering there, he tilted his head to glance at him, and suddenly the corner of his mouth lifted into a smile.

"Should I disinfect you at the age of 20?" He turned around and raised his knees to support the edge of the bed, pulled off the quilt and gnawed on Jiang Chu's stomach, "Saliva can also reduce inflammation."

Jiang Chu hunched his waist and was stunned before realizing what he was talking about.

"No, why didn't I realize that your face is so big before?" Jiang Chu felt goose bumps hit the back of his neck, and the back of his head was numb, "When did you learn it?"

And he can open his mouth so openly to say it!

"How do you learn this?" Qin Zui originally wanted to play a hooligan before going out, but was amused by Jiang Chu's words, and he was a little distracted, "What do you teach brother?"

"Fuck off." Jiang Chu couldn't listen to him, the sense of the picture was too strong, and the details leaked out as soon as he said it.

He pinched Tan Zui's neck and pushed him away: "The water will be spilled immediately, and I'm going to beat you up for changing the sheets tonight!"

Tan Zui couldn't help laughing, got up and pulled the quilt back to Jiang Chu, then smacked "ber" on his mouth before going out.

Once Jiang Chu's skin was broken, he literally "broke" for a week.

From going to work to taking annual leave, Qin Zui would suffer more than not guarding him every day.

The two separated for a day, Jiang Chu went to eat at his mother's place like last year, and Tan Zui went back to his hometown to burn paper for his father and meet Liang Xiaojia by the way.

Jiang Chu wanted to accompany him, but Tan Zui still refused.

He bought the ticket by himself, set off in the morning, and entered the house in the evening with his meal.

He also came back with a backpack full of New Year's goods, full of food, and Liang Xiaojia just stuffed a bunch of them.

"It's New Year's Eve again." Jiang Chu came over with a cigarette between his hands and looked through it.

"Well, the third year." Tan Zui came out of the bathroom after washing his hands, tilted his head and grabbed Jiang Chu's ear, and put the water in his hands directly into his sweater.

"Hey! The water in your hand!" Jiang Chu shivered on the spot, and the smoke almost fell out of his mouth.

Qin Zuo directly pulled it out for him, and he took a deep breath, and the remaining half was crushed into the ashtray on the table.

"Why you?" Jiang Chu just clicked.

"I miss you." Tan Zui pushed him into the bedroom, grabbed Jiang Chu's neck and pressed him against the wall while kissing him.

Zhou Teng flicked his tail and followed the two of them. Just as he poked his probe into the room, Tan Zui just slammed the door with his foot and slapped it outside with a "bang".