Savage growth

Lu Chuan was taken aback by Jiang Ye's words. He slowly raised his face and looked at Jiang Ye with a bewildered expression, a little unbelievable.

Jiang Ye laughed, raised his hand to help him wipe the tears on his face, and said helplessly, "Why are you looking at me like this?"

"I didn't lie to you, it's true."

His fingertips rubbed against the corners of his eyes, caressing them gently, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he continued to speak calmly to Lu Chuan: "I have been abandoned twice."

I was an orphan and was abandoned twice.

Jiang Ye's words were so flat and straightforward, as natural as usual, and his expression was extraordinarily calm, as if he was not talking about himself.

But it is indeed his personal experience.

"Want to hear it?" Jiang Ye helped Lu Chuan wipe away tears, put his arm on his shoulder, turned his wrist in one direction, and rubbed the hair on the back of Lu Chuan's head.

Lu Chuan sniffed, and his words were nasal: "As long as you are willing to tell me."

Jiang Ye laughed again, sighed lowly: "I'm really serious, no one told me."

"you are the first."

He pulled Lu Chuan over, and the two of them were leaning against the lamppost, their left shoulders touching their right arms, and they were close to each other, with their hanging hands clasped together.

The light from the street lamp poured down, warming an inch of light for them.

Jiang Ye pondered for a moment, and then told Lu Chuan about himself.

He is a foundling.

At that time, Kang Mei and her husband Jiang Yusheng had been married for three years. After many efforts, they still had no children. On the way back from the hospital for examination, they met a boy who was abandoned shortly after birth. They simply took him home and named him Jiang Ye.

However, no one expected that soon after they took Jiang Ye back, Kang Mei found out that she was pregnant.

A year later, Jiang Yao also came to this world, but she has a congenital disease and her health has not been good.

The family spent a lot of money on Jiang Yao's illness, and life became more and more difficult.

"But when I was young, I didn't understand anything. I only knew that my parents were good to me. My father especially loved me. Even if life at home was difficult, he would still find a way to buy me jelly to make me happy."

"I met you when I was four years old," Jiang Ye said, twisting his face and smiling, looking at Lu Chuan who had been quietly listening to him, "The summer you lived in the alley was the happiest I have spent in so many years. Have a great summer."

"Later, you followed the tail of summer. It was in October of that year, during the National Day, my mother said to take me to the street to celebrate the National Day. There were many people, many activities, and it was very fun."

"That day my mother put on new clothes and shoes for me, and led me around the street for a long time. She bought me whatever I wanted to eat and play. Then I saw a pink princess doll, holding When I said I wanted this, I wanted this to take home to my younger sister, my mother cried at that time, I don’t understand why she was crying.”

"My mother didn't buy the pink princess doll, and led me away. We arrived at a square with a lot of people. There was a lion dance in the square, and I couldn't remember many other activities. My mother let me go. Next to the flower bed, let me sit and rest on the edge of the flower bed, and said that she would go back and buy me that pink doll."

When Jiang Ye said this, he paused, looked at the night sky in the distance, opened his eyes hard, and then continued: "Then I sat there and waited, until the sun went down, until it was dark, and the lion dance Everyone left, everyone left, there was no one in the square, and my mother didn't come back."

The silent Lu Chuan slowly clenched the hand that Jiang Ye and he held together.

Jiang Ye blinked quickly.

"I was just sitting there, not going anywhere. I still remember that it was very dark and very quiet at that time. I was hungry, cold and sleepy, and I was very scared. I couldn't help crying, but because it was too It was quiet, and I was too frightened to cry out." He twitched the corners of his mouth and laughed when he said this.

"Actually, I realized in my heart at that time that I was abandoned by my mother. But I just had to wait where I was, waiting for her to come to me."

"Because as long as I stay where I am, she can find me as soon as she comes back, and she won't miss me."

"Later, she really came back." Jiang Ye said with a smile: "My father and my mother came to find me together."

"My dad rushed to me worriedly, picked me up and walked back with big strides. He comforted me and said, 'Son, let's go home'. Those were the warmest and most powerful words I've heard over the years."

"I was hugged by my dad and lay on his shoulders. I saw my mom crying and followed behind, and comforted her by saying, "Don't cry, mom, and then she cried even harder..."

Jiang Ye sighed after finishing speaking.

After Jiang Yusheng brought him home, he had a big fight with Kang Mei.

That was the first time Jiang Ye saw his parents, who had always had a good relationship, quarrel because of him.

While crying, the mother said that she didn't think about it, and that she regretted it after leaving him, but the family was really too difficult, and they couldn't afford to raise two children. Adopted he abandoned.

The father yelled that no matter how difficult it was, he couldn't do such a thing as throwing away the child. He kept insisting that since he had decided to raise him at the beginning, he had to take good care of him.

After that, Kang Mei has been very kind to Jiang Ye.

Especially during the National Day holiday every year, she seemed to feel guilty, and would always treat him better than usual during those few days, which made Jiang Ye feel uncomfortable.

Lu Chuan didn't speak for a long time.

He always thought that Jiang Ye was much luckier than him. He felt that Jiang Ye lived in a happy and harmonious family, which was why his personality was so sunny, cheerful, confident and stinky.

However, it turned out that he also fell into darkness.

Or, like him, he was haunted by shadows.

His light, the light that brings him warmth and makes him regard it as a treasure, is actually afraid of being thrown away.

"Have you ever complained?" Lu Chuan asked in a low voice.

Jiang Ye sighed, "Not really."

"Maybe it's because I know I'm not their own, and I've been well-nourished, so even if my mother wanted to abandon me, she still can't complain."

"In my heart, she will always be my mother, Yaoyao will always be my sister, and they will always be my family."

Lu Chuan was silent.

Before he saw Duan Yi and Lu Mingyong guarding Duan Shulan's hospital bed in the hospital, the three of them got along naturally and harmoniously, like a family of three.

At that time Jiang Ye said that he understood how he felt.

Lu Chuan felt that he would not understand.

But, it seems he was wrong.

Jiang Ye may understand the feeling of being an outsider better than him.

"Brother Ye," Lu Chuan clenched Jiang Ye's hand, turned his face to look at Jiang Ye who was also looking sideways, and said slowly to Jiang Ye with a serious expression, "I will not abandon you."

"never."

I know you are afraid of being abandoned.

I won't do that to you.

Jiang Ye half-jokingly said: "If you abandon me, I will wait for you where you are, until you come back to find me."

The corner of Lu Chuan's mouth curled into a light smile, "I told you I wouldn't leave you behind."

"Well," Jiang Ye said to him, "I believe you."

in case.

If only he knew what was going to happen later.

Lu Chuan would not have made a promise to Jiang Ye so early.

But no one can predict the future.

The moment each of us makes a vow, we feel that we will do what we say.

Including Lu Chuan and Jiang Ye.

The two stayed under the streetlight for a long, long time.

Time had slipped into the middle of the night, and their hands that were holding each other hadn't parted yet.

This night, they seemed to be completely honest with each other about their past.

Good or bad, tell them all and accept them all.

"When are you going back?" Lu Chuan stood a little tired, moved his feet, and stopped leaning on the lamp post.

After leaning on it for so long, his back hurts.

"Now?" Jiang Ye said with a smile: "Are you better?"

"Do you want me to stay with you for a while?"

Lu Chuan shook his head, "It's much better."

"Oh, that kid..." Jiang Ye suddenly remembered.

Lu Chuan said to him: "My dad and Auntie Duan have settled the matter and plan to adopt him."

Jiang Ye said unexpectedly: "Then he... is your younger brother?"

Lu Chuan: "..."

Legally yes.

"Hey," Jiang Ye suddenly took Lu Chuan's hand and turned around, with the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, "Your birthday is less than a month away. Children who celebrate Children's Day every year, what birthday gift do you want? Brother Ye I'll buy it for you."

Lu Chuan raised his eyelids and replied flatly, "Since it's a birthday present, shouldn't it be a surprise? Why do you ask me?"

Jiang Ye clicked "tsk", "I want to know what you like."

"Except jelly."

Lu Chuan smiled, "There seems to be nothing else."

"In short, do whatever you want, don't ask me what I want, and I don't know what I want."

"I can answer this question," Jiang Ye said, "I know what I want."

Lu Chuan looked at him blankly, then Jiang Ye approached his ear and whispered to Lu Chuan, "I want you."

Lu Chuan: "..."

He pushed Jiang Ye away, glared at him, and said quickly in a low voice: "Go back, sleep for a while, and you have class tomorrow."

Jiang Ye chuckled and reminded him: "You good student, I'm afraid you forgot that we were suspended for three days."

It was only then that Lu Chuan remembered that they were suspended from school because of the beating incident.

"Then..." Lu Chuan still said, "Then go back to sleep."

"We can go to that alley together and have a look when we are full of sleep. I don't know what it has become now."

Jiang Ye raised his eyebrows and asked him, "Are you sure you want to visit that alley? You will definitely be disappointed."

"Because it has been demolished and a building is being built."

Feeling disappointed, Lu Chuan suddenly lost interest, "Forget it."

Seeing him like this, Jiang Ye was overjoyed, and called him, "Hey, Chuan'er."

Lu Chuan turned his face and looked over. Jiang Ye's lips were slightly raised, and the corners of his brows and eyes were tinged with a smile. He invited him loosely, "Why don't we go on a date?"

Lu Chuan was slightly startled, and then his ears turned red.

Jiang Ye had already sat on the seat of the bicycle. He sat on the bicycle and pushed the bicycle slowly to Lu Chuan's eyes. He tilted his head and looked at Lu Chuan with a smile. How about a second chance date?"

Lu Chuan blinked his eyes, but did not speak.

"Huh?" He questioned, his tone seemed to be coquettish: "Shall we go?"

"Go." Lu Chuan couldn't bear Jiang Ye's speech like this, and he also thought about it from the bottom of his heart, so he agreed.

He raised his eyes to look at Jiang Ye, and whispered to him: "You arrange."

"Okay." Jiang Ye responded happily.

"Then... good night and good morning." Jiang Ye raised his hand and rubbed Lu Chuan's head, and said with a smile, "Go back and have a good sleep."

"We'll go on a date when we wake up."

Lu Chuan nodded, "Yes."

Jiang Ye watched Lu Chuan open the door and entered with his own eyes, and then turned around and rode away.

I'm going on a date with Lu Chuan.

Jiang Ye happily left the handlebars with both hands for a moment, and had fun.

When Lu Chuan returned to the room and opened the curtains, he saw this scene. His heart was suspended for a moment. He picked up his phone and sent Jiang Ye a WeChat message.

[Ride well, what fun! 】