Savage growth

Lu Chuan was so nervous all night that he didn't fall asleep because the Buddhist beads were broken.

Early the next morning, he put on the white coat that his grandmother had embroidered his name on and went out.

He came here very early and waited anxiously for Jiang Ye with the big jelly in his arms.

I was inexplicably afraid that Jiang Ye would not appear again.

It may be because of the Buddhist beads, Lu Chuan can't help but think wildly.

But it turns out that he is really too neurotic.

Jiang Ye appeared in front of him at noon with a cake and gifts.

Lu Chuan breathed a sigh of relief the moment he saw him.

Jiang Ye came over, put the cake on the table, and handed the gift in his hand to Lu Chuan, who had been following him since he entered the door.

"How long have you waited?"

"One morning."

Jiang Ye looked at Lu Chuan unexpectedly, "Didn't I tell you that it's not too late to come back after I go out?"

Lu Chuan began to unwrap the presents, lowered his eyes and whispered, "I'm afraid you won't come."

Jiang Ye laughed helplessly, knowing that he was nervous because of the breaking of the Buddhist beads, so he joked and comforted him: "Don't be so nervous, nothing will happen."

"I took those Buddhist beads to Uncle Zhuang's house last night and asked him to ask someone to repair them. They should be strung together and brought back in a few days."

Lu Chuan nodded and said "hmm".

When Lu Chuan was unwrapping the presents, Jiang Ye opened the birthday cake, which had a music box on it.

Flip a switch, spin the music box and it will sing Happy Birthday.

Presents were opened.

There was a brand new white shirt inside.

An adult birthday present belonging to Lu Chuan.

Jiang Ye gave it to him.

"Eighteen years old," Jiang Ye put his hands on the sofa, leaned forward in front of Lu Chuan, with the corners of his mouth curled up, and his voice lowered, he asked slowly, "Do you want to pay me something?"

Lu Chuan put down the gift box, turned his face to Jiang Ye calmly.

The boy in front of him had a pair of peach blossom eyes slightly raised, and there was a faint smile on the brow and corner of his eyes, seemingly careless, but he couldn't hide the expectation and seriousness in his eyes.

Even... looks a little nervous?

The eyes of the two met, and neither of them spoke.

There was also a happy birthday song from a rotating music box in the room, which was obviously quite noisy, but Lu Chuan could only hear their respective breathing.

He pursed his lower lip slightly, and leaned his head towards Jiang Ye's side face to drop a light kiss very quickly.

The boy's thin, cool and soft lips touched Jiang Ye's cheek, making Jiang Ye stunned unconsciously for a moment.

After he reacted, Lu Chuan had already retreated to his original position.

Jiang Ye's heart was beating like a drum, beating like a drum, as if a frisky deer was imprisoned inside, constantly bumping around.

His heart almost burst out through his chest.

His eyes were clear and black, staring straight at Lu Chuan.

In the next second, Jiang Ye held Lu Chuan's face in his hands, aimed at his thin lips, and moved closer.

Lu Chuan's breathing was palpitated, and his Adam's apple couldn't help slipping.

He watched him approaching little by little, the distance between the two of them getting closer, his hand unconsciously grasped the edge of the sofa, his eyes closed nervously.

"Happy birthday to the children who celebrate June [-]st." Lu Chuan heard Jiang Ye murmured this sentence in a low voice, and the words were very gentle.

The moment they just kissed each other, before they even had time to feel what their first kiss was like, there was a sudden crackling sound in the room, accompanied by a girl's scream.

Jiang Ye and Lu Chuan were frightened, and they turned their faces to look at the entrance involuntarily, and the two of them suddenly panicked and embarrassed.

At some point, Jiang Yao and Kang Mei appeared here.

They didn't hear the door open at all because of the music playing in the room.

After Jiang Yao screamed, she let go of the shopping bag she was carrying, and covered her heart in pain.

The girl's face became extremely pale in the blink of an eye. She looked at Jiang Ye and Lu Chuan with red eyes. Various emotions in her eyes were mixed together.

Kang Mei, who was staring at Jiang Ye in shock, regained her senses in an instant, and quickly hugged Jiang Yao who had fainted, and shouted tremblingly: "Yaoyao...Yaoyao..."

Jiang Ye immediately ran over and asked Kang Mei to put Jiang Yao on the ground to lie flat. He hurriedly found the medicine she was carrying from Jiang Yao's bag cross-body, and opened her mouth to feed her.

Lu Chuan immediately called the emergency center...

Jiang Yao and Kang Mei were going out for shopping, but they accidentally spotted Jiang Ye who said they had something to do near the shopping mall.

Seeing that he was buying exquisitely packaged gifts and cakes, Kang Mei laughed and said, "Yaoyao, isn't your brother still preparing for Children's Day for you?"

Jiang Yao was at a loss, but when her mother said this, she was also a little bit looking forward to it.

For a moment, she thought that today was Lu Chuan's birthday, but Hao Shuai and the others said that Lu Chuan went out to play with his family today, so she didn't think about it.

The mother and daughter thought that Jiang Ye would go home after shopping, but he entered Feng Zhuo's community.

Kang Mei and Jiang Yao followed, out of sheer confusion and curiosity.

They never expected that they would run into Lu Chuan and Jiang Ye...two men kissing.

……

After Jiang Yao settled down in the ward, Jiang Ye finally breathed a sigh of relief.

He looked at his sister lying on the hospital bed with lingering fear, with mixed feelings in his heart.

He knew that his sister liked Lu Chuan, but in the end he chose to be with Lu Chuan.

No one else knew about the two of them. He never thought that he would be discovered so soon, or by the person he wanted to hide the most.

The boy pursed his lips, then looked at Kang Mei who was guarding the hospital bed with a rather haggard face, and called out in a low voice, "Mom..."

"Don't call me, I'm not your mother." Kang Meihong only looked at the unconscious Jiang Yao, and said to Jiang Ye coldly.

This was the first sentence she said to Jiang Ye after the incident.

But it hurt him like this.

Jiang Ye's heart sank suddenly, he clenched his fingers tightly, and after a long silence, he opened his mouth again, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'll pay the fee."

After speaking, he hurriedly left the ward.

As soon as he went out, Jiang Ye saw Lu Chuan who was standing by the wall and hadn't left yet.

The two looked at each other, and after just one glance, they each looked away.

Jiang Ye rolled his Adam's apple before walking away, and whispered to Lu Chuan, "Go back first."

Then he walked briskly forward.

Lu Chuan stood there without moving, but turned his face to look at Jiang Ye's back until he disappeared around the corner and was never seen again.

Lu Chuan lowered his head again, staring straight at the floor.

Distraught Jiang Ye lined up in a daze.

What happened so unexpectedly made him helpless. He didn't know how to explain it to his sister, or how to explain it to his mother.

All he knew was that he couldn't leave Lu Chuan behind.

Normally, Ling Guang's mind was now a mess, and Jiang Ye stood in the long line in a daze, moving forward bit by bit.

When it was his turn, he handed over the card in his hand, and was reminded by the other party: "You have given the wrong card."

Only then did Jiang Ye regain his senses, and hurriedly apologized embarrassingly.

When he returned after paying the fee, he saw Lu Chuan still standing there from a distance.

Jiang Ye took a deep breath and walked over.

"Lu Chuan, go back first." Jiang Ye said again.

Lu Chuan raised his eyes to look at him, a trace of sadness flashed in the boy's beautiful eyes, but there was still no clue on his expression.

"Brother Ye..."

As soon as Lu Chuan called Jiang Ye, Jiang Ye immediately interrupted him: "Leave it to me, I will convince my mother and Yaoyao."

Before Lu Chuan could say anything, Jiang Ye quickly opened the door and entered the ward.

Doesn't seem to want to hear what he has to say next.

Lu Chuan slowly clenched his fingers hanging by his side, and let out a deep breath.

He wanted to say, Brother Ye, otherwise we...forget it.

When Kang Mei said "I'm not your mother", Lu Chuan just wanted to open the door and go in.

Through the glass on the door of the ward, he saw Jiang Yechu there, his body stiff and speechless.

Obviously there was no one in the room, but it seemed that he was the only one left.

He thought of Jiang Ye once said to him: "Nursing En is bigger than the sky, she will always be my mother, and Yaoyao will always be my sister."

Jiang Ye was still talking to him yesterday, he said: "Chuan'er, I don't want to lose my home."

For Jiang Ye who had been abandoned twice, Lu Chuan knew how important home was to him.

Lu Chuan didn't want to make things difficult for Jiang Ye.

Just when Lu Chuan lost his mind, he suddenly heard fierce crying from the ward.

Kang Mei held a fruit knife in her hand and pointed it at her wrist. She stared at her eyes full of tears, and her usual gentle expression was completely gone. Now she even looked ferocious, and said to Jiang Ye in a trembling voice: "Follow me!" He broke!"

"I should have known that a mother can do such things as cheating in marriage, and a son will not be much better when he grows up! He is a little vixen born by his mother!"

"Mom!" Jiang Ye stared nervously at the fruit knife in Kang Mei's hand, but when she heard what she said about Lu Chuan, he couldn't help but said in a low voice, annoyed, "Lu Chuan is not the kind of person you said!"

"Put down the knife..." After explaining for Lu Chuan, his voice weakened immediately, and he begged in panic and worry.

"Don't come here!" Seeing that Jiang Ye was about to move forward, Kang Mei hurriedly took two steps back. She emotionally slashed the blade on her skin, and could cut her wrist almost in a second.

"Why isn't he that kind of person? He's even worse than his mother, seducing the same sex! It wasn't him who led you astray? If you don't promise me to break up with him today, don't recognize me as a mother! I am Life or death has nothing to do with you!"

Jiang Ye tried to calm down, tried to calm his words and tried to retort: ​​"He didn't seduce me, and it's not wrong. Mom, the person I like just happens to be the same gender as me. Is there anything wrong..."

"It's wrong to like the same sex!" Jiang Ye's words were interrupted by Kang Mei's voice about to collapse, "How can you like men! How can you like the same person as your sister!"

The last sentence was particularly angry and stern.

He and Yaoyao fell in love with someone.That's the point.

Kang Mei's tone was close to condemnation and accusation, which made Jiang Ye really feel that he was wrong in a trance.

However, just because we are boys, is it the original sin that we like each other?

Or is it more because the person I like and my sister likes it too, so I'm wrong?

He stared blankly at Kang Mei, his vision gradually blurred.

The heart seems to have no place to rely on anymore, like a dead leaf that has nowhere to go and can only float in the air after withering.

"Jiang Ye, if you are really so heartless," Kang Mei cried bitterly with a smile, her expression was completely out of control, and her voice almost pierced her lungs: "You just hang out with him, and I don't have your son from now on! Neither does Yaoyao. You brother!"

The two were in a stalemate, and Lu Chuan entered the ward.

He frowned and walked over quickly, with a tense expression, and calmly said to Kang Mei: "Aunt Kang, I will break with him, you put down the knife."

Jiang Ye turned his face and stared at Lu Chuan in disbelief, completely petrified.

As if he had misheard, he murmured in a low voice: "Chuan'er..." What are you talking about.

Lu Chuan didn't look at him, and didn't dare to look at him.

He only stared at Comey, took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and forced himself to use his ruthless rationality to promise Comey: "I'll delete his WeChat and block his phone right away."

He held up his mobile phone for Kang Mei to look at, and then said indifferently and without a trace of emotion: "I will ask my family to help me with the transfer as soon as possible, and I will not go to school before the transfer."

"From now on, Jiangye and I," Lu Chuan paused, clenched his trembling hands, but couldn't hold back the trembling words: "We will never contact or meet again."

"Lu Chuan!" Jiang Ye roared angrily.

Lu Chuan ignored him, and just asked Kang Mei directly, "Is it okay?"

Kang Mei didn't speak, tears flowed down her cheeks, and she seemed to have calmed down a little.

"In the end, I can accept whatever you say, but please don't bring my mother. She has been dead for many years. I hope she can rest in peace."

"Then, best wishes." Lu Chuan didn't know who he was speaking to, and after he finished speaking in a low voice, he turned around and walked quickly out of the ward.

Jiang Ye wanted to grab his hand but couldn't. He immediately turned around and ran out with Lu Chuan, but was threatened by Kang Mei's trembling and cold voice: "Jiang Ye, if you dare to go out of this door, I will show you to death."

Jiang Ye was forced to stop abruptly.

She was still dissatisfied, the knife went straight to her veins, stared at Jiang Ye with scarlet eyes, and asked tremblingly, "What about you?"

Jiang Ye kept his back to Kang Mei and did not move, pursed his lips and drooped his eyes and did not speak.

"What do I ask you? What about your promise!" Kang Mei's voice continued to rise, high-pitched and sharp. At this moment, she was almost insane and she completely lost her usual gentle appearance. Her voice was sharp and piercing: "I I want you to promise that I will never communicate with him again! You promise me!"

He turned around, looked at Kang Mei with red eyes, and begged in a crying tone: "Mom, don't force me anymore, please don't force me anymore..."

Jiang Ye has really humbled to the dust.

But Comey did not intend to let him go.

She became emotional again, and asked Jiang Ye in an aggressive tone: "Have you forgotten your dead father? Have you forgotten what you promised him? Did you promise him that you would be a man and take care of this family? But now What! Jiang Ye, look at the good deeds you have done!"

Jiang Ye remained silent and let Kang Mei scold him.

He did promise his father that he would take good care of his mother and sister.

As the only man in this family, he will definitely protect the two women.

He promised.

"Okay, since that's the case..." Kang Mei suddenly cut a cut on her wrist, and Jiang Ye immediately ran over with a terrified expression, trying to grab the fruit knife, but Kang Mei desperately grabbed it but refused to hand it over.

"I promise, I promise!" Jiang Ye finally compromised. He held on to Kang Mei and held the fruit knife tightly, wanting to scratch his hand again, and murmured weakly with a choked voice: "Mom, I promise, in the future..."

When Kang Mei relaxed his vigilance, he took the opportunity to grab the fruit knife, threw it on the ground and kicked it away, then held the bleeding spot on Kang Mei's wrist tightly with his hand, drooped his head and sobbed in a low voice: "... never again won't associate with him."

Kang Mei finally heard what she wanted to hear, her body slowly relaxed, and she slipped to the ground weakly.

Jiang Ye also knelt in front of Kang Mei, the slender fingers on Kang Mei's wrist were covered with blood.

"Sin, why are you brothers and sisters seduced by him..." She raised her hand and punched Jiang Ye's stiff back, crying almost out of breath: "How can Yaoyao bear her dearest love?" How can I bear doing that kind of thing with my brother and her favorite person!"

Kang Mei hugged Jiang Ye tightly, crying and laughing with a heavy breath, like a madman with a mental disorder. After letting go of him, she held his face with trembling palms and kept rubbing her face, her words became gentle and guilty: " Xiaoye, Xiaoye, don't blame mom, mom is doing it for you and your sister..."

Jiang Ye seemed to be a marionette without a soul, kneeling on the ground listening to Kang Mei crying, his eyes were empty and he said nothing.

After Lu Chuan left the ward, he didn't dare to stop. He walked faster and faster, and finally ran straight away, running far away from the hospital in one breath. I couldn't stop shaking.

However, once you stop, you can't take another step forward.

He stood on the road, as if his heart was stuffed with cotton and he couldn't breathe.

He actually... did this to Jiang Ye.

She promised not to abandon him, but in the end she failed him.

Lu Chuan squatted down slowly, his eyes were sore and swollen, his hands were tightly clenched into fists, trying to suppress his emotions, but he still couldn't suppress it.

The blue brick road in front of me was gradually soaked.

He clearly knew that there was a shadow in his heart, and what he feared most was being abandoned.

But he still lost him.

It turned out that the Buddhist beads were reminding him that he was going to lose Jiang Ye.

Life and death, let him taste it all.

I don't know how long it took before Lu Chuan managed to recover a little bit of strength.

He stood up again, dragging his numb legs and walked forward step by step.

The bits and pieces of their relationship over the past few months kept flashing through their minds.

It's like a beautiful dream.

And now, woke up.

no one.

No one is there.

Even Jiang Ye, who had agreed to be together, could not stay with him.

After returning home in a daze, Lu Chuan said to Duan Shulan and Lu Mingyong that he wanted to transfer to another school, so he locked himself in the room.

For the next whole day, he didn't eat or drink, and never left his bedroom.

Whether it was Duan Shulan or Lu Mingyong, Aunt Li, or even Duan Lu, he would not answer anyone who knocked on the door and would not open it.

It wasn't until Duan Yi came home that he knocked on the door of Lu Chuan's bedroom.

Lu Chuan, who had been sleeping on the bed for a whole day, had disheveled hair and looked tired.

He sat listlessly by the bed, while Duan Yi leaned against his desk, looking down at Lu Chuan condescendingly.

After a long while, Duan Yi, who had been informed by Jiang Ye, said, "He has urgently transferred to another school and is leaving, do you still want to transfer?"

Lu Chuan was slightly taken aback, and after a moment of silence, he opened his mouth, but his voice was hoarse and he couldn't speak.

He shook his head.

Duan Yi sighed and asked again: "Do you need me to contact you?"

Lu Chuan continued to shake his head.

Duan Yi said: "Lu Chuan, this road is difficult, you..."

He drooped his head and lowered his eyes. After a while of getting used to it, he was finally able to make a sound and said hoarsely, "I'm fine."

He knew it was difficult, so he was destined to be left alone.

"Do you want to ask for leave tomorrow to rest and adjust at home?"

"Need not."

The next day, Lu Chuan looked the same as before, but went out without having breakfast.

Because his schoolbag and coat are still at Feng Zhuo's residence, he has to go there to get things first.

As a result, when Lu Chuan arrived, he searched the living room but did not find his schoolbag and coat.

The birthday cake was also gone, probably taken away by Jiang Ye and thrown away.

There was only one birthday present that was properly placed in the corner of the sofa. It was the white shirt Jiang Ye gave him.

Lu Chuan sat on the ground hugging the big golden retriever, staring at the white shirt for a long time in a daze. The dog seemed to sense that he was in a bad mood, so he hugged him obediently and rubbed against him to comfort him.

Lu Chuan had a certain urge to break out of the ground, but he could only go to school first.

He didn't take the gift to school, and went to the classroom empty-handed. As soon as Lu Chuan appeared, Hao Shuai and Shen Yang dragged him to ask if he knew that Jiang Ye and Jiang Yao had changed schools because of the move.

"I heard that Aunt Kang and the man surnamed Zhuang decided to get married, so they wanted to move to Nancheng to live, and Jiang Ye and Jiang Yao also transferred there." Shen Yang's eyes turned red after speaking, looking Going up is stuffy, it seems that I can cry in the next second.

Nancheng?

The place he went to was Nancheng?

Lu Chuan's heart was suddenly ripped off.

He stared at the desk next to him, it was empty, so clean that there was not even a scrap of paper left.

Lu Chuan pursed his lips, pulled out the chair and sat in his seat, only to find his schoolbag in the desk drawer.

Lu Chuan suddenly frowned.

He raised his hand, pinched the zipper, and slowly opened the schoolbag.

In an instant, a few green apple-flavored jellies fell out of the overly full schoolbag.

Lu Chuan stared blankly at a schoolbag full of jelly, his eyes were suddenly sore, and the heat made him feel uncomfortable.

Their previous conversation flashed through his mind.

Jiang Ye said that he contracted the jelly for his entire high school.

He did it.

Hao Shuai was wiping away his tears with aggrieved dissatisfaction and said, "I asked Brother Ye, and he said it was this morning's plane. It seems to be at nine o'clock. If we can still deliver it on Saturdays and Sundays..."

"Why did you leave so suddenly? It's too late to see him and Jiang Yao off."

This morning, at nine o'clock.

Lu Chuan bent down to pick up the jelly that fell on the ground, put it in his schoolbag, and zipped it up.

Holding his schoolbag very preciously, he sat on the seat in a daze, like a sculpture.

Just as the class bell was about to ring, Lu Chuan suddenly got up, picked up his heavy schoolbag and ran out of the classroom.

……

But he didn't end up going to the airport.

Not even going out to school.

Lu Chuan came to the playground, sat in the stands, and stared up at the blue sky.

The temperature cast by the sun in June was scorching hot, but he stubbornly bathed in the scorching sun, refusing to move at all.

Jiang Ye's figure is everywhere.

Ask him here after school, and insist on practicing with him shoulder to shoulder for the sports meeting.

Wearing a pink sweater at the sports meeting and running across the finish line first, blowing kisses to the stands.

When I couldn't pass the high jump, I lowered my head to his shoulder and whispered in his ear.

Standing in front of him during the basketball game, trying to shield him from his fearful blood.

……

Also, I gave him a golden retriever.

Right here, he said, I'll bring you another one when the time comes.

Where will you be then?

In the blue sky overhead, a long plane line was left.

Lu Chuan raised his face, squinted his eyes against the sun, and looked at the plane line heading south.

——

On the plane, Jiang Ye was wearing the jacket that belonged to Lu Chuan that he took from his cousin's house yesterday when he went to pack his things.

Lu Chuan's name was also embroidered on the hem.

Stealing his most precious coat, I don't know if he will be angry.

Jiang Ye glanced out the window, white clouds were floating under his feet.

Through the thick clouds, he never saw Shen Cheng again.

And the heart in the chest no longer has a safe place to land.

Jiang Ye, you have finally been abandoned.

I have lived for eighteen years, but I can barely use the summer when I was four years old, the autumn and winter when I was 17, and the spring of this, to piece together a four seasons with my existence for you.

Lu Chuan, I'm in Nancheng.

In the city where you want to come back no matter how far you go.

No matter how long, I will wait for you.

As long as you come back, you can see me.