Savage growth
Chapter 62 Remorse (I never regret liking him...)
Duan Yi had already told Feng Zhuo, who was also studying in Nancheng, about Jiang Ye and Lu Chuan.
But Feng Zhuo couldn't get out of school at that time, so he could only contact Jiang Ye on WeChat.
After making an appointment with Jiang Ye for a month, he will come to Jiang Ye when he can leave school.
This month has been extremely long, and it seems to be only in the blink of an eye.
Jiang Ye repeated doing the same thing every day. In retrospect, he always felt that there was no difference between this month and one day.
Sleep, go to class, eat, go back to the dormitory to sleep, this cycle has been going on.
The day to see Feng Zhuo happened to be on Friday, and the boarding students could also go home.
Since Jiang Ye came to live in Nancheng Middle School, he never returned to that villa, even on Saturdays and Sundays he lived in the school.
This is the first time he has stepped out of the school gate.
Feng Zhuo said he wouldn't be here until later, so Jiang Ye went to get a haircut.
When the two brothers met, Feng Zhuo strode up to Jiang Ye who was waiting by the roadside with neat short hair, raised his hand to wrap his shoulders, and patted him lightly.
Jiang Ye's words became dull, as if he had lost the vitality and enthusiasm he should have at this age, he asked Feng Zhuo very calmly: "What are you going to eat?"
Feng Zhuo felt an indescribable sadness in his heart, but he didn't show it on his face: "Drink and eat skewers."
"Let's go." He dragged Jiang Ye to a barbecue shop.
Feng Zhuo ordered a lot of skewers, ordered another beer, and said to Jiang Ye, "Have a good drink tonight, brother will accompany you."
Jiang Ye blinked slowly, and without warning, he remembered what Lu Chuan said about him drinking because of his small capacity for alcohol.
The corner of his mouth twitched slightly, he picked up the wine glass, clinked the glass with Feng Zhuo, and confessed as if mocking himself: "I don't drink well."
"With me, what are you afraid of?" Feng Zhuo said.
After a few glasses of wine, Feng Zhuo talked more and more, but Jiang Ye became more and more silent.
Feng Zhuo was annoyed at Jiang Ye: "My aunt has been revolving around Yaoyao all these years. Everyone knows that she is more partial to Yaoyao. You are sensible, give in to everything, and don't say anything wronged. Yaoyao is her Son, why, you are not? Can you let someone you like? Even if you give Lu Chuan to her, will Lu Chuan like her? Is Lu Chuan hers? "
Jiang Ye only drank and didn't speak.
Feng Zhuo glanced at Jiang Ye with drooping eyebrows, sighed softly, and could only comfort him: "Xiao Ye, study hard, pass the exam, and wait until you are financially independent, no longer subject to anyone, and have enough ability Because of relationship problems and family rebellion, they can't do anything with you."
Jiang Ye nodded, "Yes."
In fact, he was a little envious of Feng Zhuo.
The aunt abroad knew about Feng Zhuo and Duan Yi, but she didn't threaten to break them up like Kang Mei did. Instead, she respected Feng Zhuo's own choice and decision, and supported her son.
Jiang Ye lowered his eyes and took another drink.
"Brother..." Jiang Ye suddenly called Feng Zhuo.
But he hesitated to speak.
Feng Zhuo raised his eyes to look at him, saw that he had called him and didn't say anything else, sighed, and could only comfort him with powerless words: "It will all pass."
Jiang Ye just wanted to ask, is Lu Chuan okay?
However, I dare not ask.
After a while, Feng Zhuo said to Jiang Ye: "Lu Chuan seems to be fine these days. Brother Yi said that he would go to my place to feed the golden retriever every day after school, and take the golden retriever out for a walk. Usually, it is no different from before, and his grades are still stable. .”
Jiang Ye finally felt relieved secretly.
There were some things Feng Zhuo didn't say to Jiang Ye.
Duan Yi also talked to Feng Zhuo. He said that Lu Chuan's current state is very similar to the time when he first arrived at Duan's house. He was taciturn and didn't like to joke. It was even worse than when he first arrived at home.
just like……
Feng Zhuo, who had drunk a little too much, thought for a while before he remembered what Duan Yi's original words said.
"It's as if there is no light."
Feng Zhuo muttered such a sentence, Jiang Ye's heart stopped, and he looked up at him.
"I should be going to the branch hospital next time. I won't stay here anymore. I guess I won't receive the news in time. If you have any urgent matters, you can find Brother Yi."
"Ah."
After breaking up with Feng Zhuo, Jiang Ye took a taxi to the address that Lu Chuan had told him.
Nancheng, Fengnan Road, Courtyard No. 502, Unit [-], Building [-], Unit [-].
The scene when Lu Chuan said these words clearly appeared in Jiang Ye's mind at this moment.
The skinny boy was nestled on the sofa, hugging the golden retriever he gave him, looking a little tired and lazy.
When Jiang Ye arrived at the door, he took out a key from his pocket. It was the key that Lu Chuan gave him. On it was the dog pendant that he and Lu Chuan exchanged for each other, a golden retriever and a Erha.
The door was opened and Jiang Ye stepped in.
This is not the first time he has been here.
On the evening of the first day of class at Nancheng Middle School, he came here once after he came out of school.
The furnishing of the house is simple, and the house is kept clean.
Although the space is not big, although no one lives there, it makes people feel warm when stepping in.
The last time he came, he only stayed in the living room for a short while, and did not enter the bedroom.
Because there is no courage.
At that time, his hand was held on the doorknob for a long time, but he did not push the door open.
Today, Jiang Ye, who had been drinking, just walked towards the closed door.
He pushed it away without hesitation, and instantly had a panoramic view of all the displays in Lu Chuan's bedroom.
Jiang Ye slowly raised his foot and walked over step by step.
Wardrobe, desk, chair, bed.
Nothing too much.
His gaze rested on a photo placed on the desk.
It was a group photo taken by Lu Chuan and his grandma.
It looked like Lu Chuan was around ten years old.
Jiang Ye lowered his eyes and picked up the photo frame, staring intently at the unsmiling child in the photo.
He rubbed his fingers lightly on that face, and a very shallow smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
I don't know how long it took, Jiang Ye sat on the floor next to the bed, leaning against the bed, his eyes were still open, he didn't feel sleepy, and his consciousness had never been so clear.
I don't drink well, and I get drunk after a few drinks.
I drank a lot tonight, more than ever.
But why, I'm not drunk yet.
Jiang Ye raised his face, leaned the back of his neck against the edge of the bed, and tilted his head again.
Not long after, suppressed sobs sounded in this quiet bedroom.
Lu Chuan could always hear various news about Jiang Ye from Tan Ming.
[Jiangye is a boarding student, but he doesn't go home every week during the holidays, so he stays in school. 】
[Jiang got the fucking first place again! 】
[There are always girls stuffing love letters into Jiang Ye's desk drawer, today it's even worse, a girl from a foreign class directly blocked Jiang Ye at the back door, and asked Jiang Ye to date her.Jiang Ye said indifferently that he likes men. 】
[Jiang Ye is so cold-tempered that no one else dares to approach him, but I think he...is okay, just like your temper, I'm used to it. 】
……
Lu Chuan never took the initiative to ask Tan Ming for news about Jiang Ye, but when Tan Ming shared these with him, he never refused to interrupt, and he would not give any response.
Just accept it quietly.
He gradually learned a lot from the news revealed by Tan Ming.
Jiang Ye stayed, and he never went home.
Jiang Ye no longer pretended that his academic performance was not good, he was trying his best to move forward.
Jiang Ye... said he likes men.
Jiang Ye's personality has changed a lot. When he was in Shencheng, he was never as cold as Tan Ming said.
Later, Lu Chuan learned from Tan Ming that Jiang Ye would sometimes leave school during holidays, and he went to his house.
During the summer vacation this year, Tan Ming asked Lu Chuan if he would go back to Nancheng.
Lu Chuan hesitated for a long time, and finally typed in the input box and said: [I don't know yet. 】
Tan Ming called Lu Chuan through the video, and asked Lu Chuan directly: "Are you afraid that you will meet Jiang Ye?"
Lu Chuan couldn't tell.
He is afraid, but also looking forward to it.
Tan Ming said again: "Nancheng is so big, it won't be so easy to meet. I haven't seen you for half a year, you don't come back to see me? Even if you don't see me, you have to see grandma, right? Come back, come back and stay for a while sky."
Lu Chuan was finally persuaded and booked a ticket back to Nancheng.
On the day of returning to Nancheng, the weather was so hot that it almost melted people.
Sitting on the plane, Lu Chuan couldn't help but wonder if he...would meet him.
Even if you can only look at him from a distance.
However, after Lu Chuan got off the plane and saw Tan Ming, Tan Ming immediately told him the latest news about Jiang Ye.
"Jiang Ye has returned to Shencheng!" Tan Ming looked a little annoyed.
Because he asked Lu Chuan to go back to Nancheng because he wanted to find a chance to meet Jiang Ye and Lu Chuan, even if they could only talk.
But who knew that when he contacted Jiang Ye this morning to ask if he was free these days, Jiang Ye said that he returned to Shencheng last night.
The reason is that Jiang Yao is about to have an operation.
The moment Lu Chuan heard Tan Ming say that Jiang Ye had returned to Shencheng, his heart sank suddenly, like a boat being tossed by the waves.
What did he go back to Shencheng for?
Could it be... Could it be that she wanted to secretly find him...
Lu Chuan was thinking about it restlessly, and Tan Ming told Lu Chuan all the things he only knew.
"He said that her sister was about to undergo surgery, so he had to stay in Shencheng during this period."
surgery.
Lu Chuan's heart skipped a beat.
Because of his and Jiang Ye's stimulation, does Jiang Yao need surgery?
He lowered his head, with inexplicable guilt in his heart, and responded to Jiang Ye's words for the first time, frowning and asked: "Why do you want to go back to Shencheng for surgery?"
Tan Ming also frowned and said, "I only found out this morning, Jiang Ye said that his mother and his sister are still in Shencheng, so he has to go back..."
"But Jiang Yao is no longer studying in Shencheng No. [-] Middle School." Lu Chuan's words were a little impatient.
It was rare for Tan Ming to see Lu Chuan like this, so he said in a low voice, "Because, I have dropped out of school. Jiang Ye said that he would have to recover for a long time after the operation, so..."
Lu Chuan didn't quite understand what was said later.
All he knew was that Kang Mei and Jiang Yao were still in Shencheng.
But why did Jiang Ye come here alone?
Why make him a human?
Lu Chuan pursed his lips and tightened his fingers.
The heart seemed to be gouged out bit by bit with a knife.
Because of him, Jiang Ye's life was messed up.
Lu Chuan stood in the airport where people were coming and going. For a moment, his eyes were blank and he was at a loss.
Did he do it wrong from the start?
He shouldn't have quarreled with Jiang Ye and lost his temper because Jiang Ye left him in the classroom for Jiang Yao, and he shouldn't have revealed that he liked Jiang Ye under impulse, and he shouldn't have forced Jiang Ye to let him see whether he liked it or not. he.
If he hadn't revealed anything at that time, Jiang Ye might not have realized that he liked him at all.
There would be no such thing.
Jiang Yao's condition is not serious enough to require surgery, Jiang Ye...
Jiang Ye would not end up living alone in a strange city.
Is he wrong?
Self-blame and guilt flooded in like a tide, almost drowning and suffocating Lu Chuan.
However, he knew too well that he never regretted falling in love with such a good Jiang Ye.
But Feng Zhuo couldn't get out of school at that time, so he could only contact Jiang Ye on WeChat.
After making an appointment with Jiang Ye for a month, he will come to Jiang Ye when he can leave school.
This month has been extremely long, and it seems to be only in the blink of an eye.
Jiang Ye repeated doing the same thing every day. In retrospect, he always felt that there was no difference between this month and one day.
Sleep, go to class, eat, go back to the dormitory to sleep, this cycle has been going on.
The day to see Feng Zhuo happened to be on Friday, and the boarding students could also go home.
Since Jiang Ye came to live in Nancheng Middle School, he never returned to that villa, even on Saturdays and Sundays he lived in the school.
This is the first time he has stepped out of the school gate.
Feng Zhuo said he wouldn't be here until later, so Jiang Ye went to get a haircut.
When the two brothers met, Feng Zhuo strode up to Jiang Ye who was waiting by the roadside with neat short hair, raised his hand to wrap his shoulders, and patted him lightly.
Jiang Ye's words became dull, as if he had lost the vitality and enthusiasm he should have at this age, he asked Feng Zhuo very calmly: "What are you going to eat?"
Feng Zhuo felt an indescribable sadness in his heart, but he didn't show it on his face: "Drink and eat skewers."
"Let's go." He dragged Jiang Ye to a barbecue shop.
Feng Zhuo ordered a lot of skewers, ordered another beer, and said to Jiang Ye, "Have a good drink tonight, brother will accompany you."
Jiang Ye blinked slowly, and without warning, he remembered what Lu Chuan said about him drinking because of his small capacity for alcohol.
The corner of his mouth twitched slightly, he picked up the wine glass, clinked the glass with Feng Zhuo, and confessed as if mocking himself: "I don't drink well."
"With me, what are you afraid of?" Feng Zhuo said.
After a few glasses of wine, Feng Zhuo talked more and more, but Jiang Ye became more and more silent.
Feng Zhuo was annoyed at Jiang Ye: "My aunt has been revolving around Yaoyao all these years. Everyone knows that she is more partial to Yaoyao. You are sensible, give in to everything, and don't say anything wronged. Yaoyao is her Son, why, you are not? Can you let someone you like? Even if you give Lu Chuan to her, will Lu Chuan like her? Is Lu Chuan hers? "
Jiang Ye only drank and didn't speak.
Feng Zhuo glanced at Jiang Ye with drooping eyebrows, sighed softly, and could only comfort him: "Xiao Ye, study hard, pass the exam, and wait until you are financially independent, no longer subject to anyone, and have enough ability Because of relationship problems and family rebellion, they can't do anything with you."
Jiang Ye nodded, "Yes."
In fact, he was a little envious of Feng Zhuo.
The aunt abroad knew about Feng Zhuo and Duan Yi, but she didn't threaten to break them up like Kang Mei did. Instead, she respected Feng Zhuo's own choice and decision, and supported her son.
Jiang Ye lowered his eyes and took another drink.
"Brother..." Jiang Ye suddenly called Feng Zhuo.
But he hesitated to speak.
Feng Zhuo raised his eyes to look at him, saw that he had called him and didn't say anything else, sighed, and could only comfort him with powerless words: "It will all pass."
Jiang Ye just wanted to ask, is Lu Chuan okay?
However, I dare not ask.
After a while, Feng Zhuo said to Jiang Ye: "Lu Chuan seems to be fine these days. Brother Yi said that he would go to my place to feed the golden retriever every day after school, and take the golden retriever out for a walk. Usually, it is no different from before, and his grades are still stable. .”
Jiang Ye finally felt relieved secretly.
There were some things Feng Zhuo didn't say to Jiang Ye.
Duan Yi also talked to Feng Zhuo. He said that Lu Chuan's current state is very similar to the time when he first arrived at Duan's house. He was taciturn and didn't like to joke. It was even worse than when he first arrived at home.
just like……
Feng Zhuo, who had drunk a little too much, thought for a while before he remembered what Duan Yi's original words said.
"It's as if there is no light."
Feng Zhuo muttered such a sentence, Jiang Ye's heart stopped, and he looked up at him.
"I should be going to the branch hospital next time. I won't stay here anymore. I guess I won't receive the news in time. If you have any urgent matters, you can find Brother Yi."
"Ah."
After breaking up with Feng Zhuo, Jiang Ye took a taxi to the address that Lu Chuan had told him.
Nancheng, Fengnan Road, Courtyard No. 502, Unit [-], Building [-], Unit [-].
The scene when Lu Chuan said these words clearly appeared in Jiang Ye's mind at this moment.
The skinny boy was nestled on the sofa, hugging the golden retriever he gave him, looking a little tired and lazy.
When Jiang Ye arrived at the door, he took out a key from his pocket. It was the key that Lu Chuan gave him. On it was the dog pendant that he and Lu Chuan exchanged for each other, a golden retriever and a Erha.
The door was opened and Jiang Ye stepped in.
This is not the first time he has been here.
On the evening of the first day of class at Nancheng Middle School, he came here once after he came out of school.
The furnishing of the house is simple, and the house is kept clean.
Although the space is not big, although no one lives there, it makes people feel warm when stepping in.
The last time he came, he only stayed in the living room for a short while, and did not enter the bedroom.
Because there is no courage.
At that time, his hand was held on the doorknob for a long time, but he did not push the door open.
Today, Jiang Ye, who had been drinking, just walked towards the closed door.
He pushed it away without hesitation, and instantly had a panoramic view of all the displays in Lu Chuan's bedroom.
Jiang Ye slowly raised his foot and walked over step by step.
Wardrobe, desk, chair, bed.
Nothing too much.
His gaze rested on a photo placed on the desk.
It was a group photo taken by Lu Chuan and his grandma.
It looked like Lu Chuan was around ten years old.
Jiang Ye lowered his eyes and picked up the photo frame, staring intently at the unsmiling child in the photo.
He rubbed his fingers lightly on that face, and a very shallow smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
I don't know how long it took, Jiang Ye sat on the floor next to the bed, leaning against the bed, his eyes were still open, he didn't feel sleepy, and his consciousness had never been so clear.
I don't drink well, and I get drunk after a few drinks.
I drank a lot tonight, more than ever.
But why, I'm not drunk yet.
Jiang Ye raised his face, leaned the back of his neck against the edge of the bed, and tilted his head again.
Not long after, suppressed sobs sounded in this quiet bedroom.
Lu Chuan could always hear various news about Jiang Ye from Tan Ming.
[Jiangye is a boarding student, but he doesn't go home every week during the holidays, so he stays in school. 】
[Jiang got the fucking first place again! 】
[There are always girls stuffing love letters into Jiang Ye's desk drawer, today it's even worse, a girl from a foreign class directly blocked Jiang Ye at the back door, and asked Jiang Ye to date her.Jiang Ye said indifferently that he likes men. 】
[Jiang Ye is so cold-tempered that no one else dares to approach him, but I think he...is okay, just like your temper, I'm used to it. 】
……
Lu Chuan never took the initiative to ask Tan Ming for news about Jiang Ye, but when Tan Ming shared these with him, he never refused to interrupt, and he would not give any response.
Just accept it quietly.
He gradually learned a lot from the news revealed by Tan Ming.
Jiang Ye stayed, and he never went home.
Jiang Ye no longer pretended that his academic performance was not good, he was trying his best to move forward.
Jiang Ye... said he likes men.
Jiang Ye's personality has changed a lot. When he was in Shencheng, he was never as cold as Tan Ming said.
Later, Lu Chuan learned from Tan Ming that Jiang Ye would sometimes leave school during holidays, and he went to his house.
During the summer vacation this year, Tan Ming asked Lu Chuan if he would go back to Nancheng.
Lu Chuan hesitated for a long time, and finally typed in the input box and said: [I don't know yet. 】
Tan Ming called Lu Chuan through the video, and asked Lu Chuan directly: "Are you afraid that you will meet Jiang Ye?"
Lu Chuan couldn't tell.
He is afraid, but also looking forward to it.
Tan Ming said again: "Nancheng is so big, it won't be so easy to meet. I haven't seen you for half a year, you don't come back to see me? Even if you don't see me, you have to see grandma, right? Come back, come back and stay for a while sky."
Lu Chuan was finally persuaded and booked a ticket back to Nancheng.
On the day of returning to Nancheng, the weather was so hot that it almost melted people.
Sitting on the plane, Lu Chuan couldn't help but wonder if he...would meet him.
Even if you can only look at him from a distance.
However, after Lu Chuan got off the plane and saw Tan Ming, Tan Ming immediately told him the latest news about Jiang Ye.
"Jiang Ye has returned to Shencheng!" Tan Ming looked a little annoyed.
Because he asked Lu Chuan to go back to Nancheng because he wanted to find a chance to meet Jiang Ye and Lu Chuan, even if they could only talk.
But who knew that when he contacted Jiang Ye this morning to ask if he was free these days, Jiang Ye said that he returned to Shencheng last night.
The reason is that Jiang Yao is about to have an operation.
The moment Lu Chuan heard Tan Ming say that Jiang Ye had returned to Shencheng, his heart sank suddenly, like a boat being tossed by the waves.
What did he go back to Shencheng for?
Could it be... Could it be that she wanted to secretly find him...
Lu Chuan was thinking about it restlessly, and Tan Ming told Lu Chuan all the things he only knew.
"He said that her sister was about to undergo surgery, so he had to stay in Shencheng during this period."
surgery.
Lu Chuan's heart skipped a beat.
Because of his and Jiang Ye's stimulation, does Jiang Yao need surgery?
He lowered his head, with inexplicable guilt in his heart, and responded to Jiang Ye's words for the first time, frowning and asked: "Why do you want to go back to Shencheng for surgery?"
Tan Ming also frowned and said, "I only found out this morning, Jiang Ye said that his mother and his sister are still in Shencheng, so he has to go back..."
"But Jiang Yao is no longer studying in Shencheng No. [-] Middle School." Lu Chuan's words were a little impatient.
It was rare for Tan Ming to see Lu Chuan like this, so he said in a low voice, "Because, I have dropped out of school. Jiang Ye said that he would have to recover for a long time after the operation, so..."
Lu Chuan didn't quite understand what was said later.
All he knew was that Kang Mei and Jiang Yao were still in Shencheng.
But why did Jiang Ye come here alone?
Why make him a human?
Lu Chuan pursed his lips and tightened his fingers.
The heart seemed to be gouged out bit by bit with a knife.
Because of him, Jiang Ye's life was messed up.
Lu Chuan stood in the airport where people were coming and going. For a moment, his eyes were blank and he was at a loss.
Did he do it wrong from the start?
He shouldn't have quarreled with Jiang Ye and lost his temper because Jiang Ye left him in the classroom for Jiang Yao, and he shouldn't have revealed that he liked Jiang Ye under impulse, and he shouldn't have forced Jiang Ye to let him see whether he liked it or not. he.
If he hadn't revealed anything at that time, Jiang Ye might not have realized that he liked him at all.
There would be no such thing.
Jiang Yao's condition is not serious enough to require surgery, Jiang Ye...
Jiang Ye would not end up living alone in a strange city.
Is he wrong?
Self-blame and guilt flooded in like a tide, almost drowning and suffocating Lu Chuan.
However, he knew too well that he never regretted falling in love with such a good Jiang Ye.
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