At that moment, I can't tell if I was relieved or not.
I don't know why I cry, why I feel so wronged and sad.
...Yes, I feel wronged, like a child who just found out that he was deceived by everyone, crying out of breath while covering his face, choked up and unable to speak.
I don't want comfort, I don't want nice voices of persuasion, I've endured it for too long, I just want to cry freely, as if this can wash away all the bitterness of the long years.
"Today."
Beads of blood seeped out of the wound, staining the white bandage red, and the warm liquid flowed down my neck, mixing with the tears overflowing from between my fingers. I vaguely knew that I must look extremely embarrassed at this moment. But so what.
Onimai Tsuji Mumi pressed the wound on the side of my neck, trying to hold me in his arms.
"...Don't cry." His voice was extremely stiff, as if it was squeezed out of his throat.
I couldn't breathe from crying, and I didn't have the strength to push him away. The low and hoarse voice said in my ear: "Don't cry, don't cry, Chaori, don't cry."
Speaking of the latter, Wu Mi's voice became hoarse and irritable, more like a threat than comfort, like a wild beast baring its fangs, but in the end it could only radiate killing intent towards innocent people.
"Go away." He coldly reprimanded the doctor and maid who wanted to come to help.
What does he know?
The culprit vented all his anger on innocent people, and in the end he could only hug me stiffly, as if he didn't know what to do. His haughty and cold expression showed hesitation, as if he was thinking about the best countermeasure.
Tears wet my black clothes. I cried for a long time, and finally I was a little tired. Guiwu Tsuji Wumi carried me back to the bedroom. The maids with their heads lowered to the floor were already waiting outside. They helped me re-treat the wound, trembling My fingers barely touched my skin, and after making sure the wound was no longer bleeding, I stepped back on my knees.
The curtains were lowered, and the soft shadows slightly obscured the sunlight. I closed my eyes and said in a hoarse voice:
"I want to sleep for a while."
Wu Mi's expression was a bit ugly: "You want to drive me out?"
"I want to be alone."
"Today."
I opened my eyes and looked sideways at him.A young man with curly black hair was sitting beside me. He was wearing a black inner coat, a snow-colored outer garment, and a handsome and elegant face like a flawless white jade. The cool breeze blowing, and the warmth of the sun on my face.
"My current name is Ah Chao."
I should have told him that a long time ago.
Oni Wu Tsuji's expression changed slightly.He was silent for a long time, and said casually: "If you like to use this name, then use it." In just one sentence, it seemed that he had made a huge step back.
He waited for my reply, but I didn't speak again.
Cold fingers brushed against my ears, ruthlessly smoothed out the broken hair around my ears, red plum-colored eyes slightly drooping, and said calmly:
"You rest first, I'll see you later."
The figure of the young man disappeared behind the curtain, I closed my eyes, and my tired consciousness sank into dreamland not long after.
……
I seem to be dreaming, but I don't seem to be dreaming.
In the dream, there was a vague figure looking down at me, just staying beside me silently.
I slept very deeply, as if I haven't enjoyed such a peaceful sleep for a long time.
When I woke up, the sky was completely dark, the bronze chandelier was lit under the eaves, the soft halo of light opened traces in the dark night, and there was a river of frost and snow flowing in the sky.
I sat up slowly and put on the coat that was folded aside.
The cool night wind blows, I hold the door to the corridor.The trees in the courtyard rustled and groaned softly, and the dots of fireflies floated out from the pond. The tiny lights were like sparks falling from the candlesticks, ignited briefly, and then disappeared into the darkness.
It's so rare that even in this season, you can still see fireflies.
I let go of my thoughts and watched the fireflies for a long time.Don't think about the past or the future, the night is beautiful, the stars are brilliant, that's enough.
"Asahi." I didn't realize when Ghost Dance Tsuji Mumi appeared.
There was no sound in his footsteps, and when I came back to my senses, I was already surrounded by a slightly cold breath.He put his arms around my waist from behind, as if he wanted me to go back to the bedroom to rest.
"Why did you run out?"
Gui Wu Tsuji Wu Mi was too close, and his long black hair fell on my body. From such a short distance, he almost held me in his arms. As long as he leaned down slightly, his lips could touch my body. ear.
I turned my head and put a little distance away.
"I am fine."
Ghost Mai Tsuji never lets go, and I can't help it.
I tried my best to ignore the weird turbulent feeling in my heart. The overly complicated emotions were like densely entangled silk threads. I didn't want to straighten them out for the time being, so I paused and asked calmly: "How is that village now?"
Oni Wu Tsuji stood under the eaves of the corridor, the soft light cast a shadow on the side of his white jade face, he was very indifferent to this question.
"The ones who are still alive have all moved away."
A stone in my heart fell to the ground slightly, I slowed down and thanked him.
"...You thanked me too early." Wu Mi's voice was cold, "Someone has disappeared in the village. Whether it's a human or a ghost now, the answer to this question can only wait for the next victim to appear."
After a pause, he added slowly: "Newborn ghosts are particularly eager for food."
The matter has not been resolved yet, and the creatures cursed by fate still come to this world, through ways that no one can imagine.
Wu Mi: "After the injury is healed, you are not allowed to go out."
At that moment, he raised his hand, as if he really wanted to touch my cheek to confirm my existence.
I was shocked by the gloomy blood in his eyes, and finally woke up with a start, turning my head to avoid his touch.
His face froze, he didn't take back his hand immediately, his pale fingers slowly clenched tightly, creaking.
"why?"
Onimai Tsuji Mumi seems to be asking me this question all the time recently.
He made me turn around and look at him with a very dark expression.
"Why, Chaori."
"I spared that village, and everyone." Ghost Mai Tsuji said coldly, "If I hadn't done this, you would have left me, wouldn't you?"
"...Wu Mi, I never thought of staying." The red pupils shrank suddenly, and I didn't retreat, "That's what I planned from the beginning."
Onimai Tsujimu let out a miserable laugh, as if suddenly needing to breathe, his expression became extremely mocking.
Ignoring his slightly trembling body, his voice sounded incredibly calm and arrogant.
"you……"
"I'm glad you didn't do that." His expression didn't look right, his whole body seemed wrong, and I tried to tell him, "Thank you for letting those people live."
"I don't need useless thanks." On his pale face with terrible veins, Guiwu Tsuji Wuyou interrupted me suddenly.
The bright red pupils trembled, I haven't seen him show such an inhuman appearance for a long time, no matter whether it is the illusion of elegance or the calm posture, all of them have been reduced to powder at this moment, ghost dance Tsuji no miserably Suddenly, his expression was horrifying, "I have nothing to do with the life or death of others."
I was stunned.
My intuition told me that I should run away, but I didn't know why, so I just stood there and said softly, "...then what do you want?"
Oni Wu Tsuji realized his previous gaffe, as if I would be scared away by him, his expression gradually calmed down, like a poisonous snake retracting its fangs, and returned to a normal face.
He raised his hand, and slowly stroked my cheek with his cold fingertips.
Guiwu Tsuji's throat moved slightly.
"I want you."
I thought I had heard wrong.
But he repeated it again, in a perfectly normal tone, and said, "I want you to love me, forever."
The world stands still.
The night wind, the courtyard, and the starry sky all disappeared at that moment. I slowly opened my eyes wide, and a huge blank swept over with the roar of blood.
Breathing stopped, thoughts froze.
But Guiwu Tsuji Wuyou refused to let me go, he never let me go, even if I have said it so clearly before, I have to convince him and myself at the same time that I love this This kind of thing is too heavy and too scorching, once caught on fire, it is doomed to be destroyed in the end.
I keep pulling the red thread called fate.
"Today."
I told him many times not to call me by that name.
Chaori, Chaori, that is already a thing of the past.
"I want you to love me."
The invisible thing on the left hand, the red thread called fate, is getting tighter and tighter, my heart can hardly bear the emotion, and it is so hot that I can hardly see the things in front of me clearly.
Stop it, stop it.
"towards……"
I kiss the corner of his lips.
Those boring, tumbling, restless voices in the bottom of my heart all disappeared at that moment.
Guiwu Tsuji Wucan froze.
I just want him to stop calling my name and stop shaking me.
The red plum-colored pupils shrank tightly, Gui Wu Tsuji was defenseless, the expression on his face seemed to be dreaming, the expression in his eyes was full of disbelief, frozen in the moment of astonishment.
Immediately, that frozen expression was melted by more hot and fiery feelings, like a glacier splitting, and the shattered scars spread densely, and then there was a loud noise.
When I was about to retreat, he suddenly reached out and grabbed me, and the hand around my waist suddenly brought me forward——
"……Well."
The moment the lips touched, the heart collapsed without warning.
Pale and cold fingers passed through my long hair, holding the back of my neck, I grabbed his coat, my nails sank into the soft fabric, my body was constantly pressed and folded back, I was looking for a support point, like a drowning person Looking for driftwood and climbing up his back, the deep voice gasped in my ear, whispering my name constantly.
"Today."
Over and over again, like a terrible curse, as if to sear into my soul, with the dull ecstasy of lost and found.
Onimai Tsuji Mumi kissed my cheek and smiled lowly, as if no one in this world could separate us at that moment, he had already got the confirmation from me, but he wanted to repeat it again in words.
"You still love me."
said the boy proudly.
And this time, I can't lie.
The author has something to say: The biggest cheat of Fan Wai Wu Mi is that Chao Ri still loves him from the bottom of his heart
感谢在2020-07-0509:23:32~2020-07-0612:34:35期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 27 bottles of Senchuan mountain mist; 10 bottles of hummingbird; 7 bottles of fu°;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
I don't know why I cry, why I feel so wronged and sad.
...Yes, I feel wronged, like a child who just found out that he was deceived by everyone, crying out of breath while covering his face, choked up and unable to speak.
I don't want comfort, I don't want nice voices of persuasion, I've endured it for too long, I just want to cry freely, as if this can wash away all the bitterness of the long years.
"Today."
Beads of blood seeped out of the wound, staining the white bandage red, and the warm liquid flowed down my neck, mixing with the tears overflowing from between my fingers. I vaguely knew that I must look extremely embarrassed at this moment. But so what.
Onimai Tsuji Mumi pressed the wound on the side of my neck, trying to hold me in his arms.
"...Don't cry." His voice was extremely stiff, as if it was squeezed out of his throat.
I couldn't breathe from crying, and I didn't have the strength to push him away. The low and hoarse voice said in my ear: "Don't cry, don't cry, Chaori, don't cry."
Speaking of the latter, Wu Mi's voice became hoarse and irritable, more like a threat than comfort, like a wild beast baring its fangs, but in the end it could only radiate killing intent towards innocent people.
"Go away." He coldly reprimanded the doctor and maid who wanted to come to help.
What does he know?
The culprit vented all his anger on innocent people, and in the end he could only hug me stiffly, as if he didn't know what to do. His haughty and cold expression showed hesitation, as if he was thinking about the best countermeasure.
Tears wet my black clothes. I cried for a long time, and finally I was a little tired. Guiwu Tsuji Wumi carried me back to the bedroom. The maids with their heads lowered to the floor were already waiting outside. They helped me re-treat the wound, trembling My fingers barely touched my skin, and after making sure the wound was no longer bleeding, I stepped back on my knees.
The curtains were lowered, and the soft shadows slightly obscured the sunlight. I closed my eyes and said in a hoarse voice:
"I want to sleep for a while."
Wu Mi's expression was a bit ugly: "You want to drive me out?"
"I want to be alone."
"Today."
I opened my eyes and looked sideways at him.A young man with curly black hair was sitting beside me. He was wearing a black inner coat, a snow-colored outer garment, and a handsome and elegant face like a flawless white jade. The cool breeze blowing, and the warmth of the sun on my face.
"My current name is Ah Chao."
I should have told him that a long time ago.
Oni Wu Tsuji's expression changed slightly.He was silent for a long time, and said casually: "If you like to use this name, then use it." In just one sentence, it seemed that he had made a huge step back.
He waited for my reply, but I didn't speak again.
Cold fingers brushed against my ears, ruthlessly smoothed out the broken hair around my ears, red plum-colored eyes slightly drooping, and said calmly:
"You rest first, I'll see you later."
The figure of the young man disappeared behind the curtain, I closed my eyes, and my tired consciousness sank into dreamland not long after.
……
I seem to be dreaming, but I don't seem to be dreaming.
In the dream, there was a vague figure looking down at me, just staying beside me silently.
I slept very deeply, as if I haven't enjoyed such a peaceful sleep for a long time.
When I woke up, the sky was completely dark, the bronze chandelier was lit under the eaves, the soft halo of light opened traces in the dark night, and there was a river of frost and snow flowing in the sky.
I sat up slowly and put on the coat that was folded aside.
The cool night wind blows, I hold the door to the corridor.The trees in the courtyard rustled and groaned softly, and the dots of fireflies floated out from the pond. The tiny lights were like sparks falling from the candlesticks, ignited briefly, and then disappeared into the darkness.
It's so rare that even in this season, you can still see fireflies.
I let go of my thoughts and watched the fireflies for a long time.Don't think about the past or the future, the night is beautiful, the stars are brilliant, that's enough.
"Asahi." I didn't realize when Ghost Dance Tsuji Mumi appeared.
There was no sound in his footsteps, and when I came back to my senses, I was already surrounded by a slightly cold breath.He put his arms around my waist from behind, as if he wanted me to go back to the bedroom to rest.
"Why did you run out?"
Gui Wu Tsuji Wu Mi was too close, and his long black hair fell on my body. From such a short distance, he almost held me in his arms. As long as he leaned down slightly, his lips could touch my body. ear.
I turned my head and put a little distance away.
"I am fine."
Ghost Mai Tsuji never lets go, and I can't help it.
I tried my best to ignore the weird turbulent feeling in my heart. The overly complicated emotions were like densely entangled silk threads. I didn't want to straighten them out for the time being, so I paused and asked calmly: "How is that village now?"
Oni Wu Tsuji stood under the eaves of the corridor, the soft light cast a shadow on the side of his white jade face, he was very indifferent to this question.
"The ones who are still alive have all moved away."
A stone in my heart fell to the ground slightly, I slowed down and thanked him.
"...You thanked me too early." Wu Mi's voice was cold, "Someone has disappeared in the village. Whether it's a human or a ghost now, the answer to this question can only wait for the next victim to appear."
After a pause, he added slowly: "Newborn ghosts are particularly eager for food."
The matter has not been resolved yet, and the creatures cursed by fate still come to this world, through ways that no one can imagine.
Wu Mi: "After the injury is healed, you are not allowed to go out."
At that moment, he raised his hand, as if he really wanted to touch my cheek to confirm my existence.
I was shocked by the gloomy blood in his eyes, and finally woke up with a start, turning my head to avoid his touch.
His face froze, he didn't take back his hand immediately, his pale fingers slowly clenched tightly, creaking.
"why?"
Onimai Tsuji Mumi seems to be asking me this question all the time recently.
He made me turn around and look at him with a very dark expression.
"Why, Chaori."
"I spared that village, and everyone." Ghost Mai Tsuji said coldly, "If I hadn't done this, you would have left me, wouldn't you?"
"...Wu Mi, I never thought of staying." The red pupils shrank suddenly, and I didn't retreat, "That's what I planned from the beginning."
Onimai Tsujimu let out a miserable laugh, as if suddenly needing to breathe, his expression became extremely mocking.
Ignoring his slightly trembling body, his voice sounded incredibly calm and arrogant.
"you……"
"I'm glad you didn't do that." His expression didn't look right, his whole body seemed wrong, and I tried to tell him, "Thank you for letting those people live."
"I don't need useless thanks." On his pale face with terrible veins, Guiwu Tsuji Wuyou interrupted me suddenly.
The bright red pupils trembled, I haven't seen him show such an inhuman appearance for a long time, no matter whether it is the illusion of elegance or the calm posture, all of them have been reduced to powder at this moment, ghost dance Tsuji no miserably Suddenly, his expression was horrifying, "I have nothing to do with the life or death of others."
I was stunned.
My intuition told me that I should run away, but I didn't know why, so I just stood there and said softly, "...then what do you want?"
Oni Wu Tsuji realized his previous gaffe, as if I would be scared away by him, his expression gradually calmed down, like a poisonous snake retracting its fangs, and returned to a normal face.
He raised his hand, and slowly stroked my cheek with his cold fingertips.
Guiwu Tsuji's throat moved slightly.
"I want you."
I thought I had heard wrong.
But he repeated it again, in a perfectly normal tone, and said, "I want you to love me, forever."
The world stands still.
The night wind, the courtyard, and the starry sky all disappeared at that moment. I slowly opened my eyes wide, and a huge blank swept over with the roar of blood.
Breathing stopped, thoughts froze.
But Guiwu Tsuji Wuyou refused to let me go, he never let me go, even if I have said it so clearly before, I have to convince him and myself at the same time that I love this This kind of thing is too heavy and too scorching, once caught on fire, it is doomed to be destroyed in the end.
I keep pulling the red thread called fate.
"Today."
I told him many times not to call me by that name.
Chaori, Chaori, that is already a thing of the past.
"I want you to love me."
The invisible thing on the left hand, the red thread called fate, is getting tighter and tighter, my heart can hardly bear the emotion, and it is so hot that I can hardly see the things in front of me clearly.
Stop it, stop it.
"towards……"
I kiss the corner of his lips.
Those boring, tumbling, restless voices in the bottom of my heart all disappeared at that moment.
Guiwu Tsuji Wucan froze.
I just want him to stop calling my name and stop shaking me.
The red plum-colored pupils shrank tightly, Gui Wu Tsuji was defenseless, the expression on his face seemed to be dreaming, the expression in his eyes was full of disbelief, frozen in the moment of astonishment.
Immediately, that frozen expression was melted by more hot and fiery feelings, like a glacier splitting, and the shattered scars spread densely, and then there was a loud noise.
When I was about to retreat, he suddenly reached out and grabbed me, and the hand around my waist suddenly brought me forward——
"……Well."
The moment the lips touched, the heart collapsed without warning.
Pale and cold fingers passed through my long hair, holding the back of my neck, I grabbed his coat, my nails sank into the soft fabric, my body was constantly pressed and folded back, I was looking for a support point, like a drowning person Looking for driftwood and climbing up his back, the deep voice gasped in my ear, whispering my name constantly.
"Today."
Over and over again, like a terrible curse, as if to sear into my soul, with the dull ecstasy of lost and found.
Onimai Tsuji Mumi kissed my cheek and smiled lowly, as if no one in this world could separate us at that moment, he had already got the confirmation from me, but he wanted to repeat it again in words.
"You still love me."
said the boy proudly.
And this time, I can't lie.
The author has something to say: The biggest cheat of Fan Wai Wu Mi is that Chao Ri still loves him from the bottom of his heart
感谢在2020-07-0509:23:32~2020-07-0612:34:35期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 27 bottles of Senchuan mountain mist; 10 bottles of hummingbird; 7 bottles of fu°;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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