you are a girl

Li Lingyu's current state is probably: "Mom asked me why I knelt in front of the computer."

If you have wine today, you will be drunk today: I have three cups.

Three cups, that existence that is almost like the originator, the man who made Li Lingyu plunge into the vortex of online writing, and he couldn't extricate himself from then on. , is the man Li Lingyu saw for the first time when he was in junior high school, and he will never be able to forget him ever since.

Li Lingyu has never told anyone that his favorite author is Three Cups, and his favorite work is "Greedy Joy", which was rated as the worst among Three Cups.

When Li Lingyu started writing online articles, the three cups were basically equivalent to sealing pens. His works were still hanging there, but he was never seen moving again. The pits were still there and had not been filled. It's the eunuch.

The daily change is [-] yuan and endlessly: Oh, I'm going, isn't this three cups?It's really unbelievable that three cups can be blown out!

Daily deposit of [-] and deposit of [-]: three cups? !three cups? ! !Fuck! ! !

How much is counted: I think an ambulance may be needed in the group.

Today is drunk, today is drunk: Do I look so scary?I was so scared that I called an ambulance.

Naked updates for 1 years: I don't want to update anymore, I just want to lie here quietly and watch the master.

Pretending to be [-] a day: I always feel that something terrible happened to me during the days when I was kicked out. When did Sanbei lie in the group?Why did I never know?Lost in front of the male god for so many years, I feel like my whole body is going to be bad.

Pretending to be [-] a day: male god!I am dowry!I was new!You haven't seen me before!

There is wine today, drunk today: Well, hello, dowry.

Pretending to be [-] a day: Bah, no, I'm pretending!pretend! ! !

Daily code [-], delete [-]: What does it mean to lose the chain at a critical moment?Like pretending.

Today is drunk, today is drunk: I just got on the wrong number accidentally, and I happened to see you guys chatting, so I just walked in and said a few words.

How much is counted: Scumbag, you scared our family Xixi so much that you dare not speak out. You said that if you are a corpse here, you will treat it as a corpse. Why do you die when you suddenly appear to cheat the corpse?

Three cups, incorrectly speaking, it should be Qu Xianyan, it was indeed an accident that he appeared.This account has been lying in his mobile phone all the time, but he hasn’t accessed it for at least half a year, but today when he was switching between his editing account and work account, his phone got stuck accidentally, and then he logged in to this account. The used author number.

How much is the code: Where is Xiao Xixi?

Qing Yang Wan Xi: I am here!

Li Lingyu was still lingering in a series of thoughts such as Sanbei was still alive, Sanbei was not missing, etc., and then ran out as if waking up from a dream when he saw the shopkeeper calling him.

How much is counted: Are you scared away by the three cups?

Qing Yang Wan Xi: No, I was just trying to figure out how to word it.

If you have wine today, you will be drunk today: Uh, actually, it doesn’t need to be so formal, just be casual.

Li Lingyu's hands were on the keyboard, and he didn't know what to say at all. Whatever he wanted to say, he felt that the wording was wrong.

He wanted to tell him that he had liked him for seven years.He wanted to ask him, is that "Greedy Huan" really such a mess?Are you ready to continue writing?He also wanted to ask him if it was true that he would never write again in the future.

However, if you ask this way, will it cause the other party's impatience?After all, no matter what, the other party's sudden departure was inexplicable, maybe it was because of something happened.If Ni Lin is touched, or if it reminds people of bad things, I will leave a bad impression on myself.

Today is drunk, today is drunk: Do I look so scary?

When Qu Xianyan watched the group quiet down, and the only thing left was his own words, there was a feeling of a small dark wind blowing from behind his back, and his cold neck couldn't stop shivering.

There is wine today, drunk today: It seems that I really came at the wrong time.

Qing Yang Wan Xi: No.

Qu Xianyan felt that Qingyang Wanxi's state was not quite right, this little appearance was not at all like the usual nonsense with himself.

There is wine today, drunk today: what is it not?

Qing Yang Wanxi: You came at the wrong time, I was just too excited.

Count as much as you want: Oh, let me go, what kind of trouble is our little Xixi going to look like, look at this shy little look, giggling.

Naked for 1 years: What style of painting did you jump out to destroy?Get the hell out of here, Thomas, just silently watch Quiet Moe, don't you know?

There is wine today, drunk today: Don't get too excited, in fact, I am still very gentle, be good.

Qing Yang Wan Xi: En.

Being locked in a small dark room every day and unable to get out: What the hell?What did the old woman see in her eyes?What happened before my mother's eyes?I was just locked in a small black room for half an hour, but I felt that I was directly derailed from this world? !

Naked update for 1 years: There are always thieves who deserve to die!

How much is counted: Damn, let me fork it out, it’s ruined!

Li Lingyu's eyes were fixed on the private chat interface. He wanted to have a private conversation with Sanbei. It was a kind of obsession with someone he had liked for seven years. To be able to prove something.

What are you proving?Thinking of three cups to prove that I liked him before?However, there are so many people who like him, there is not much more than one, and probably not less than one less.

Daily code [-] deposit [-]: Three cups appeared?

[-] per day and [-] deposits: Fuck, you are dead or alive. If "Ancient" is such a eunuch, you can make an eunuch's announcement, and I will remove it from my bookshelf in minutes Throw it out.

Daily code of [-] and deposit of [-]: It’s okay to die for three years, and QQ will not be online for more than half a year. People who don’t know think that you have reported in the palace of hell in the morning? !

Daily deposit of [-] and [-]: Do you know what kind of life the readers are living every day?Knowing that the update will definitely not be seen, but still don't give up and ran to those pages to take a look, and look forward to a miracle.Then I was abused a thousand times every day!Continue the next day.

How much is counted: So, three cups are scumbags, especially the scumbag ones.

Li Lingyu thinks that the words can't be said in this way. After all, no matter what you say about the Palace of the King of Hell, it's better not to say it casually.

Qing Yang Wanxi: It can't be said that way, maybe there is something wrong.

Li Lingyu originally wanted to reply in the group, but when the message was sent out, he realized that his cursor was still in the private chat pulled out of the group here.

Li Lingyu stared dumbfounded at the message. At that time, his whole body was going to be bad.

Holding the mouse in a hurry, he withdrew the message when he thought it was the fastest.

It's just too late.

Today there is wine, today is drunk: Oh, I see it.

Qing Yang Wan Xi: Er, I...

There is wine today and drunk today: Momo, in fact, it’s good to be calm, I remember last year when I came up, I appeared for a while, and then I was caught and scolded by someone for more than two hours.

Li Lingyu felt that this was a bit too scary. He was scolded bloody just after going offline?Does that mean that if an eunuch or seal pen announcement is made, this person may be directly placed on the wall of shame, and he will probably be hated for a lifetime from now on?

Today is drunk, today is drunk: So, you think I don't want to stand up and tell the world that I am actually still alive?If you have the heart, you don't have the guts.

Li Lingyu looked at the chat interface between the two, and hesitated for a moment.

Are you talking to San Cup?Is Three Cups complaining to himself?

There is wine today, drunk today: Xixi, Moxi Moxi?still there?Are you going to ignore me because of my complaints?

Qing Yang Wanxi: I'm still there, but I don't know what to say, so it's better not to say anything for now.

After hearing what Qing Yang Wanxi said, Qu Xianyan suddenly felt speechless. Does this child want to be so sincere?This is telling the truth, isn't it afraid of offending people?I can't talk anymore, but what should I do?

Today there is wine, today is drunk: I will be very sad when you talk like this.

Qing Yang Wanxi: But, I still really want to ask you whether you are an update or an eunuch.

After being helpless for a while, Li Lingyu finally answered what he had always wanted to ask.

After all, it took three full years to break the update, and then there was no one at all. Whether it should be updated, or whether it is a eunuch, giving a correct sentence is better than hanging here like this all the time.

If Qu Xianyan knew that this was what Qing Yang Wanxi was going to say to him later, he would have refused to talk to him from the very beginning.

Qu Xianyan started writing essays when he was in college. At that time, the online essays had just started for a short time, and then he plunged into it. At that time, he didn't want to give what kind of grades he wanted.I just want to write it out and post it so that more people can see the stories I write and let more people see what I want to say.

But it was different later. Later, for the sake of achievements and readers, some things were changed and some things were added. From the beginning, purely wanting to write a story became to cater to the market and to cater to the tastes of more people. .

The enthusiasm at the beginning has long been exhausted, and all that is left is endless code words and updates that cannot be endured.

When Qu Xianyan wanted to give up, it was already the time when his senior year was about to graduate, and the contract with the website was about to expire, so he had a good reason to stop changing.

When you're writing a story, once you've stopped, it's almost nonsense to start over.The plot of the story is still in your mind, the characters of the story are still there, the story you want to tell, and the ending you want to give them are still there, but when you open the document, you type a few words. Just delete a few words.I can't continue at all, and I can't read it even if I write it.

He said that he didn't dare to show up, but in fact he just didn't dare to face the fact that he couldn't take it anymore.