you are my greatest success

The night wind blows slowly, Mu Xi leans on the railing of the terrace and looks out into the distance, the sea has already melted into the darkness, and he can only see the faint outline in the distance, but he still enjoys it.

"What are you looking at?" Fan Chen hugged Mu Xi from behind, resting his chin on Mu Xi's shoulder, his breath was filled with the faint smell of Mu Xi.

"Look at the sea." Mu Xi replied angrily, but he was still blushing from Fan Chen's intimate behavior.

However, compared to before, it was already much better, and he would always get used to it. He relaxed his body and leaned against Fan Chen, and the other's body temperature came through the thin clothes, with some ambiguous temperature, but let People can't help but indulge.

"Xiaoxi, you..." Fan Chen hesitated to speak, he didn't know how to express it, just now Mu Xi's back was too thin, when he looked back and saw the moment, he almost thought that the other party would melt into the vast night middle.

A little distressed and a little scared, he knew that Mu Xi always hid some secrets in his heart, and he always seemed lonely from time to time.

Fan Chen is waiting for Mu Xi to confide in himself, and he is willing to be Mu Xi's most solid backing.

"Huh?" Mu Xi was a little drowsy in the warm embrace, and his voice was soft, inexplicably seductive.

"It's okay, just go to bed when you're tired." Fan Chen slowly tightened his embrace, and he was willing to wait for some things slowly, not in a hurry.

"Just tell me what you have." Mu Xi's drowsiness was greatly dissipated by curiosity.

"Why do you always look sullen when you're alone?" Since Mu Xi had said it, Fan Chen asked directly.

"I..." Mu Xi opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to put it. Many things have passed, but it seems to be subtle and deep in his bones, so it always shows up inadvertently.

He was willing to tell Fan Chen that even though it was a bit embarrassing, as a lover, he was willing to tell the truth, but he didn't know where to start.

"You say it, and I'll just listen; it doesn't matter if you don't say it." Fan Chen affectionately kissed the corner of Mu Xi's forehead, his gentle tone made Mu Xi slowly drift back to the past.

Mu Xi has always been the pride of the family, and is well-known as a good boy in their small place, but he discovered early on that he was different from ordinary people.

He is not attracted to girls at all, but he can't help but feel a little heartbeat when he sees some boys.

This is not normal, he knows it, so he puts more effort into his studies, letting his excellence cover up his differences.

However, he still gradually became reticent, and he was always a little defensive about people and things, for fear that others would accidentally discover him, and then be cast aside by everyone.

In this way, he used this pair of weapons to successfully pass through middle school and entered university.

University is like a kaleidoscope, the colorful world makes him almost dazzled, but the prudence in his bones makes him treat the people around him very carefully.

However, young is young after all, and he still wants to integrate into the big group, so he joined the student union, where he met Xiao Zijun.

Xiao Zijun was a man of the day in their class, and the demeanor of Mr. Pian Pian drove countless men and women crazy. Yes, some men and women always dare to express themselves and disdain other people's eyes.

Mu Xi was very envious, but he couldn't do it.

However, Xiao Zijun is a smooth-faced person. No matter how careful Mu Xi is, he still can't help but sink, especially after a joint event, the relationship between the two has improved by leaps and bounds, and the contact has increased. He can no longer control his heart. .

Xiao Zijun seemed to know nothing, getting along with him intimately caused a lot of gossip, and Mu Xi was even stopped on the road to warn him.

He was inexplicably happy, but he still didn't choose to confess. After all, he knew that his race was a minority.

The two maintained such a delicate balance until one time, the balance was broken.

Mu Xi received a message from a boy, asking him to go to the roof of the teaching building to talk about Xiao Zijun. He didn't plan to go, but after thinking about it, he decided to go. hope.

Mu Xi was a little surprised when he saw that boy. He was also a famous figure in the school, the lead dancer of the ballet troupe, and his temperament was far behind him in all aspects.

The first thing the other party said when they saw him was: Stay away from Xiao Zijun.

Mu Xi didn't know what was going on at the time, and said in a short circuit, "I don't want it, you should stay away from him."

That beautiful boy became angry immediately, and probably no one dared to refute himself like this before, he walked over angrily and was about to slap Mu Xi across the face.

Of course, Mu Xi would not just sit still, when he was about to grab the opponent's hand, he was brought into his arms by both hands, and as soon as he looked up, he saw Xiao Zijun's slightly angry profile: "He is mine. "

The plots that I saw in idol dramas in the past happened, and the innocent boy like Mu Xi was completely powerless to resist, so he was confessed logically, and then got together with Xiao Zijun.

They really had a very sweet time, dating in the grove at night, eating and watching movies like ordinary couples.

Xiao Zijun is a very romantic person, and he always gives different romances in unexpected places. Mu Xi gets deeper and deeper, and his studies have changed from excellent to ordinary. It seems that there is only one person left in the world.

Regarding this, Jian Lulu and Ye Ke warned Mu Xi many times, but he didn't listen at all at that time.

Mu Xi is a very down-to-earth person. After joining the student union, he also works very seriously. Their ministers like Mu Xi very much, so they plan to appoint him to Mu Xi when the new term is changed.

Xiao Zijun appeared at this time, and he told Mu Xi sadly that his family was not well off, and if he didn't get a scholarship, he might not be able to pay the tuition fees next year, but he happened to have no official position in the student union, and the teachers probably wouldn't for yourself.

Xiao Zijun is good at dancing, and indeed he has attracted many people, but the few leaders don't like him very much, so he didn't get anything at all.

Hearing this, how could Mu Xi not feel distressed, and hurriedly expressed to his minister that he was willing to give this position to Xiao Zijun, and said a lot of good things to Xiao Zijun. So he followed suit and agreed to Mu Xi.

Xiao Zijun was especially gentle to Mu Xi on the day he took over, making Mu Xi feel that everything was worth it. At that time, even if Mu Xi died for him, he probably would really be willing.

The work of the student union always comes into contact with a lot of students. Xiao Zijun always behaves calmly, but in private, he can't help telling Mu Xi who looks down on him, which person in charge doesn't cooperate with his work, and after he finishes speaking, he can't help Tell Mu Xi not to take it to heart, he is just talking.

Of course Mu Xi was very distressed when he saw his "forced smile", so he helped him with all the things that were in his early days. These were all things that offended others. Many people complained to Mu Xi, but Xiao Zijun always Smiling as a peacemaker, and then silently win over a group of people, while Mu Xi was gradually isolated by others.

At that time, Mu Xi was a little sad, but seeing Xiao Zijun's happy face, he felt that it was all worth it.

Xiao Zijun was really kind to Mu Xi, gentle and considerate, so Mu Xi didn't even have any resentment in his heart.

However, his only dissatisfaction was that Xiao Zijun was so nice, he couldn't bear to refuse others, and he always smiled when there were many people who came to confess, and he didn't say anything harsh.

Ye Ke and Jian Lulu couldn't help complaining about this matter, and then scolded Xiao Zijun for being too careless, but Mu Xi attributed it to Xiao Zijun's kindness, and ordered them not to talk anymore, otherwise they wouldn't even be friends, so the two had to Stuffy seal.

When he was a junior, Mu Xi brought Xiao Zijun home for the first time. He felt that he might spend the rest of his life with this person, and let his parents see him first, even if he couldn't tell now.

Xiao Zijun behaved very well, his parents were very satisfied with him, Mu Xi only felt that his life had never been so perfect.

The senior year was the graduation season, and Xiao Zijun became hard to find. Mu Xi knew that he had a lot of things to hand over as the president, including the thesis, so he didn't pursue it too much.

Anyway, in his heart, the two of them have even met their parents, so they are basically settled, there is no big problem.

At this time, Ye Ke came over and told Mu Xi that he saw that Xiao Zijun was with a girl recently, and Mu Xi didn't take it seriously at all, but he still asked when he saw Xiao Zijun.

Xiao Zijun smiled gently at the time that he was jealous, and said that you don't know what kind of person you are. After a while, even if Xiao Zijun didn't show up, he always asked someone to bring various gifts to Mu Xi, Now, Mu Xi has no doubts at all, and he is all about him.

Probably at that time, he felt that he had made up his mind and could no longer let Xiao Zijun be unknown, so he took Xiao Zijun home again, but Xiao Zijun refused to let Mu Xi and his parents confess. The reason he gave was very simple. He didn't accomplish anything, and he didn't have the face to face it. Mu Xi was full of distress, so he didn't say anything.

However, sometimes, it was always such a coincidence that when Xiao Zijun lowered his head and kissed Mu Xi, he was seen by his parents who came down for a walk, and then he was furious and struggled.

At that time, Mu Xi only felt that Xiao Zijun loved him so much, he couldn't give up on him, and his parents would accept him slowly, so even though his heart was full of pain, he still resolutely left.

Devastated, he returned to school, and when he was about to find Xiao Zijun, Ye Keshen took him to an old classroom mysteriously, and then, there he saw a scene that broke him—Xiao Zijun who had just separated from him Jun is holding a girl up and down.

And it was their conversation that really broke his heart.

"Jun, what happened today?"

"I was so disgusted by that homosexual, he actually wanted me to live with him forever."

"Then why don't you explain it to him, he really wants to be with you in a fair way."

"Don't worry, baby, it will be fine soon, but he was taken away by his parents, and I can get rid of him by pretending to be pitiful."

"People have heard your words for two years, hum."

"At that time, the student union was still useful, but now he is useless. Be patient, baby, come, kiss."

……

What followed was a disgusting scene. Mu Xi couldn't remember how he left, and his mind was full of what the other party said. He felt that he was really stupid. He was cheated for three years, and for such a People are homeless.

That night, he held Ye Ke and cried all night.

The next day, he appeared in front of Xiao Zijun with red and swollen eyes, and the other party looked at him with a distressed expression. He felt disgusted, and after slapping the other party, he only said: "We broke up."

The depth of love and the depth of hatred probably mean this.

Xiao Zijun asked with a puzzled face, but Ye Ke ran out from nowhere and said, pulling Mu Xi and ran away.

Mu Xi was in a daze for several days, Xiao Zijun's phone was blocked directly, and then when choosing a company, he deliberately chose City S, and he wanted to escape from this place crazily.

Xiao Zijun blocked Mu Xi at the entrance of the teaching building, his face was still sad, he explained a lot, but Mu Xi didn't believe a single word, being fooled once is stupid enough, he won't be fooled a second time .

Seeing his invulnerability, Xiao Zijun was probably also annoyed, so he only said sadly: "The world is so big, I just went to see it, and I will always come back."

Mu Xi was shocked by the other party's brazenness. At the same time, he closed his heart tightly. He didn't want to believe in the so-called love anymore.

Ye Ke was not as good-tempered as Mu Xi, and Xiao Zijun didn't fake smile when he saw Mu Xi later, probably because he didn't want to pretend anymore.

"Later, when I came here, I was always alone. I was so homesick that I scratched my heart and lungs, but I could never go back." A person, he only feels that this is his own fault, but he can't really be happy.

Fan Chen was so distressed that he blacklisted Xiao Zijun in his heart, but he hugged Mu Xi tightly with both hands, and kept kissing him lightly, trying to give him more warmth.

"I'm fine." Mu Xi smiled and shook his head, "Fortunately, I've met you now."

The other party looked at him with unusually bright eyes, and Fan Chen felt his heart tremble slightly. He looked at Mu Xi seriously, and said solemnly: "I will always be by your side until death separates us."

"For the rest of my life, please take care of me, my brook."