Let Me Live!

Huang Mao looked at Hai Ri, glanced twice, and then touched his nose, looking resentful.

The song was still playing on the phone, the voice of the female jazz was flowing in the dark space, Hai Ri hummed a few words along with it, Sheng Canyang paused the song, sat down and picked up the erhu on the table, and he sat down on the table , stepped on the stool, and picked up the erhu on the table.

Hai Ri subconsciously felt that his breathing stopped and he was a little nervous. Sheng Canyang was going to play his erhu. This realization made him very excited.In Hai Ri's world, Sheng Canyang is amazing, and his erhu is great. When he and Erhu appear together, he is the perfect god in Hai Ri's heart, and no one can replace him.

Sheng Canyang twitched casually, but couldn't hear the tune, Huang Mao also squatted beside Hai Ri, looking forward to him, looking at him happily.

Hai Ri thought that he might want to play this song, but Sheng Canyang tried the soundtrack, the strings under his hands trembled slightly, and the first trembling music came out, and the tune of "Wang Ning Mei" flowed out from his hands.

Hai Ri: "..."

Sheng Canyang looked down at his subordinates, his eyelashes covered his eyes, his expression was relaxed and serious, but his posture was very casual, his shoulders occasionally moved with the music, in Hai Ri's eyes, it seemed that tears were about to well up.

The tunes of the erhu have their own pathos, covered with gloomy and dark tones of the Republic of China, and the sharp strings come from high-frequency tremors, like the aria of life.Hai Ri doesn't like Matouqin, but prefers Erhu among all musical instruments, and feels that Erhu is seriously underestimated in folk music.

Sheng Canyang played the whole piece carefully, smiled, and put down the erhu with a bit of embarrassment.

Hai Ri applauded and said from the bottom of his heart: "That's great."

Sheng Canyang bent down gentlemanly, and Huang Mao said, "Do you know what he is best at?"

Hai Ri: "What?"

Huang Mao: "The moon is reflected in the second spring."

"Get out," Sheng Canyang said, "stay away from me."

Hai Ri laughed, Huang Mao said: "The classic chant is passed down."

"Come on?" Huang Mao asked.

Sheng Canyang raised his middle finger at him, and said "scroll" with his mouth.

Hae-il asked, "Do you like this song?"

"No," Sheng Canyang said, "My teacher taught me before, and it sounds better when I play it."

Hae Il: "I like this."

Sheng Canyang glanced at him with a half-smile, Hai Ri was still a little puzzled.

Sheng Canyang said: "Let's do something serious.

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"Okay brother." Hai Ri also stood up, patted his buttocks, and said, "Come on, there is one more thing, tell me in advance next time, I will record an audio."

Sheng Canyang looked at him speechlessly.

In the afternoon, the two of them kept discussing the lyrics. Hai Ri was immersed in Sheng Canyang's singing, and was very addicted. Then he was called back by Sheng Canyang's two snapping fingers, and Hai Ri followed up with a couple of sentences.

There was only one song right in the afternoon. Sheng Canyang sang the opening part. The part of Hairi was actually after Sheng Canyang chanted and sang, he hummed a few words, and Sheng Canyang answered the question in the form of a dialogue: "Isthereallthereis"

Sheng Canyang snapped his fingers to beat the beat, while looking at Hai Ri, Hai Ri was a little nervous, and sang along with the beat, Sheng Canyang stared at him, afraid that he would have problems that had always occurred, Hai Ri finally didn’t get stuck this time, but he still felt that there was something wrong , Sheng Canyang said with a sigh of relief: "Very good."

Hairi thought he knew Sheng Canyang well, but today he discovered that Sheng Canyang is not young and energetic at all, he is very steady and patient, even gentle, and will not put any pressure on Hairi.It's like a young man who is like spring wind and rain.

Hai Ri's state was not desperate enough, Sheng Canyang demonstrated for him again and again, Hai Ri was actually a little anxious, Sheng Canyang never responded, just like the first demonstration.

Hae-il raised his eyes and saw him staring at him earnestly, beating himself, and looking at him too.

Sheng Canyang: "?"

"What's wrong?" Sheng Canyang said, "Why did you stop?"

Hai Ri: "It's nothing, let's continue."

Sheng Canyang: "It's already very good, there is no need to continue, that's it, then you can read the script, and you can substitute it yourself when you go back tonight."

Hai Ri took the script, it was just a few thin sheets of paper, Sheng Canyang stretched out his long arms, filled two bottles of water, unscrewed a bottle and handed it to Hai Ri, Hai Ri said, "Thank you."

Huang Mao didn't know where he was going to play for a long time, Hai Ri moistened his throat, and saw Sheng Canyang pouring half a bottle of water into it with his head raised, his Adam's apple twitched, revealing a sharp mandibular angle.

Hai Ri lowered his head and glanced at the script, recalling the shocking scene he just saw in his head: Adam's apple, Adam's apple, Adam's apple, mandibular angle, mandibular angle, mandibular angle, half bottle of water, half bottle of water, half bottle of water...

Sheng Canyang shouted: "Hey!"

Hai Ri: "Huh?"

Hai Ri came to his senses and said, "What's wrong?"

Sheng Canyang: "Doesn't even turn the page? Can't read Chinese characters?"

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Sheng Canyang: "Why have you known each other for so long?"

"You may have misunderstood me," Hai Ri said, "Graduates from Chinese universities, okay?"

Sheng Canyang looked indifferent, he rummaged from the drawer for a long time, found two pieces of orange jelly candy, tore one piece, and handed one piece to Hairi, Hairi refused: "No more."

Sheng Canyang: "?"

Hai Ri: "This is not delicious, thank you."

Sheng Canyang had a face full of farts, tore off the other piece and threw it into his mouth, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm a returnee from a foreign worker, and I don't know much about our country's customs and customs."

Hae Il: If you want to say that, I have no temper at all.

Hai Ri was speechless, so he had to look down at the script. At first, he found it a bit boring. It was a story about a little girl living in a family of four. In addition to her parents, she also had a younger brother.There is a long section of the previous plot that is full of dialogue, the dialogue between the sister and the younger brother at the dinner table.It seems long and boring.

The elder sister said to the younger brother, "What are you willing to die for?"

Hai Ri went back to look at the age settings of the two siblings. The girl is only 11 years old and the boy is six years old.Hai Ri felt that this conversation was really shocking.

Brother: "I don't know, what about you?"

Sister: "love, dream, everything in the world, my dearing."

My sister sang: "I love the bright sunshine in this world, and the fragile wings of a seven-star ladybug. A tiny star in the eternal night also shines with a unique light in this world. Everyone is born equal, and children and Adults have the same dignity. I love the world and everyone, and I love everything like this deeply."

Hai Ri looked up at Sheng Canyang and continued to read. At the end of the first page, a fire suddenly ignited at home. His younger brother and mother were buried in the sea of ​​flames. His father looked desperately at the burning house. , holding his daughter tightly.

Sheng Canyang saw that he had been reading this string of lyrics, put down the water, and cleared the scene for him: "I love the bright sunshine in this world, the fragile wings of a seven-star ladybug, and a little bird in the eternal night." Little Star..."

Hae Il asked, "Did you write it yourself?"

"I'm the one who wrote the lyrics," Sheng Canyang said, "I write whatever I want, it doesn't matter."

Hai Ri: "I really like it."

Sheng Canyang was a little speechless, and said, "You like everything."

"Then don't let people tell the truth?" Hai Ri stood up and said, "Will you treat me to a meal? Brother, I'm tired today."

Sheng Canyang started to lower his head to text Huangmao, asking him, "What do you want to eat?"

Hai Ri stretched his waist and announced, "Hot Pot!"

Sheng Canyang didn't have any objection, stood up, and Hai Ri asked, "When will the show be?"

"The day after tomorrow," Sheng Canyang asked, "do you have anything to do the day after tomorrow?"

Hai Ri: "It's okay at any time, but my brother who wants to make money, not everyone has a helicopter."

Sheng Canyang raised his eyebrows: "Lend you some more?"

"Too stingy," Hai Ri said unreasonably, "too stingy, right? You're so rich, you still want to lend me?"

Sheng Canyang stretched out his finger: "Brothers settle accounts clearly, so it won't hurt feelings."

Hai Ri: "Keep it to yourself, independent men in the new era, rely on yourself."

Sheng Canyang laughed out loud.

Hai Ri came here as a joke, and didn't really think there was anything wrong with Sheng Canyang. If Sheng Canyang really gave him money, he would feel uncomfortable. Sheng Canyang is still very measured and respects Hai Ri.

Hai Ri said, "Then why don't you treat me to an expensive meal?"

"How expensive?" Sheng Canyang said, "You walk out of the door and let Huang Mao drive. You just walk along the road and look at each one, and we will eat whichever one you choose."

Hai Ri immediately took out his mobile phone, sent Liu Jie a WeChat message, and said to him, "Wait a little bit."

Hai Ri typed: "Which restaurant is the most expensive?"

Liu Jie replied quickly: "What do you eat? Japanese sushi?"

"Hot pot." Hai Ri.

Liu Jie: "..."

Liu Jie: "Can't we just go to Haidilao for hot pot?"

Hai Ri felt a little regretful, but he just wanted to eat hot pot today, so he could only feel that he didn't have the chance to beat Sheng Canyang hard today. He was about to reply to Liu Jie, when he suddenly received a new message, seeing someone wanted to add him as a friend, this is all It's the second one today, Hai Ri clicked on it, and the ID is called "Pursue the Sunshine and Pursue Happiness".

Hai Ri clicked on the head and saw the upper body of a muscular naked man, his eyes immediately felt hot, and he probably knew who it was.

Hai Ri decisively refused, it should be that employee.

Sheng Canyang said, "What are you doing?"

"Socializing," Hai Ri put his phone away, put his hands on his shoulders, and jumped a bit with his strength, and said, "Let's have a good meal!"

Sheng Canyang didn't resist Hai Ri's contact at all. He went to find the car keys, but found that there were no keys. Huang Mao should have driven away. As soon as the two of them walked out, Huang Mao walked in. Hai Ri asked, "What are you doing?"

"Smoking," Huang Mao said, "get a date."

Hai Ri asked in surprise, "Do you have a girlfriend?"

"Long-distance relationship," Sheng Canyang said casually, "We met during the mission, isn't it amazing? Everything is possible."

Hai Ri: "Yeah, amazing."

Huang Mao scolded: "Damn, get out of here, you two!"

Huang Mao drove the car, and the three of them drove up to [-] miles on the road, looking at the shops. Hai Ri felt that this one didn't look expensive enough, and at the same time, he hated the crowds and had to queue up. He walked all over the street, but Hai Ri couldn't find it A suitable one, Huang Mao was about to vomit, and said, "Isn't it okay to just eat Haidilao? Brother Yang, don't you care?"

Sheng Canyang sat in the back seat of the car, with his arms resting on the car window, concentrating on playing with his mobile phone, without raising his head when he heard the words, he said, "What's the matter?"

Hai Ri said, "Hey, what did that one sell just now? Siu Mai? I haven't eaten it for a long time."

"Stop the car," Sheng Canyang said to Huang Mao, "Go down and buy."

Huangmao: "?"

Sheng Canyang crossed Erlang's legs and swipe the screen, seeming to be scrolling Weibo, bored, and said to Huang Mao: "Who did you lend the plane to? Why don't you take it back? Take him to another area to have a look?"

Only then did Hai Ri realize that he was talking ironically, and Hai Ri said happily, "That's fine, I haven't sat down yet."

Huang Mao was stunned: "Is it true? Brothers, it's almost seven o'clock now."

Sheng Canyang said seriously: "Didn't you hear what Brother Hai said?"

Huang Mao was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Then should I buy this siu mai?"

"Buy it," Sheng Canyang said, "Brother Hai said he wanted to eat it, didn't you hear me?"

Huang Mao glanced at Hai Ri, then at Sheng Canyang, dazed, dazed, then really opened the car door blankly, wanted to go down, but no one was going to stop him, looked back, got out of the car door and left .

Sheng Canyang was still playing with his mobile phone, Hai Ri asked: "There is everything here, Haidilao, Braised Chicken, Zhang Liang Mala Tang, so everything. It's exactly the same as outside."

Sheng Canyang let out a casual "hmm": "Don't you think it's cheap?"

"Yes," Hai Ri looked around and said, "What do you recommend?"

Sheng Canyang: "Why are you in a hurry, aren't you going to make a helicopter?"

"Really do it," Hai Ri said, "It's not good to be too arrogant and lustful."

Sheng Canyang raised his head and said sincerely: "Brother Hai, of course it's just as long as you are happy."

Hai Ri: "...it's almost done."

Sheng Canyang was amused, and said, "Stop making trouble, let's go eat hot pot."

Hai Ri felt a little regretful, so he nodded.

Huang Mao held up his mobile phone in one hand and a bag of siu mai bags in the other, and said loudly, "Send it here! I'll use it right away! Send it over right away!"

After saying something on the other side, Huang Mao said: "Worry, what are you doing in a hurry? Go eat! Yes, I'm going to use the plane to eat, you care about me?"

Huang Mao held the phone between his shoulders and head, opened the car door, and sat up while talking.

"I'll give you 10 minutes, and send it to me right away."

Huang Mao hung up the phone, turned around and smiled at Sheng Canyang, "I'll deliver it in a while."

"No need," Sheng Canyang looked down at his phone, "Go to Haidilao."

Huangmao: "?"

Huang Mao glanced at Sheng Canyang, then at Hai Ri, and was stunned: "What about playing?"

"Is Haidilao not good?" Hai Ri also took out his mobile phone to play with it, "Don't be so picky."

Yellow Hair: "..."

Huang Mao was silent for half a minute, then turned on the phone and dialed a number, and said calmly: "Shut up, don't ask anything, don't send it away."

Hai Ri couldn't hold it back, and laughed out loud, Sheng Canyang also laughed, and Huang Mao scolded: "Fuck, I told the fuck, don't ask, I don't want to eat, can I?"

Hai Ri laughed loudly, and Huang Mao said angrily, "It's dead!"

Huang Mao said to the two of them: "You two just play with me and laugh at me! Here's your siu mai, eat it."

Hai Ri took it over, took one out, and found that it was actually stuffed with glutinous rice, he was speechless for a moment, and returned the bag as it was to Huang Mao, with little interest: "You can eat it."

Huangmao: "?"

"Don't mess with my mentality," Huang Mao warned, "You feed me."

Hai Ri: "Our siu mai in Inner Mongolia is stuffed with meat. It's something that people from the south can't eat."

Huang Mao took out one suspiciously, threw it into his mouth, and said vaguely: "It's delicious."

Sheng Canyang stretched out a hand from behind: "Give me a taste."

Huang Mao handed it to him. Sheng Canyang pinched a siu mai and took a bite. There was no reaction, and he was still playing with his phone.

Huang Mao and Hai Ri watched eagerly, waiting for his comment.

Sheng Canyang looked at his mobile phone for a long time, and when he looked up, he saw these two people staring at him like idiots, and said, "Oh, it's okay. Drive."

Huang Mao turned his head to start the car, and said helplessly: "You two just play with me."

Hai Ri liked this boy a little bit, and said with a smile, "How could that be?"

Hai Ri lived a delicate life since he was a child, his family is rich, his sister and his mother like him very much, so he has no shortage of food and clothing, but his taste is a bit picky, he doesn’t eat everything, seafood feels fishy, ​​beef and mutton feel disgusting, and he only eats siu mai Pork stuffed dishes, I don't like sweet dishes very much. When eating hot pot, I opened the menu and asked the other two people politely: "What do you order?"

Sheng Canyang crossed Erlang's legs, and casually handed another menu to Huang Mao: "You can do whatever you want, I can do it."

Huang Mao asked, "Do you want Maodu?"

"Yes." Sheng Canyang is optional.

Hai Ri: "You want it, I don't eat offal."

Huang Mao had no choice but to write a "1" and asked, "Duck intestines?"

Sheng Canyang: "Yes."

Hai Ri: "Duck intestines are not internal organs?"

"Then you don't want to eat pig brains?" Huang Mao asked impatiently.

Hai Ri was shocked and said: "Are you still eating your brains?!"

"I don't eat it," Sheng Canyang pointed at Huangmao, "he eats it."

Huang Mao: "Fine quality beef and mutton, have you eaten it?"

Hai Ri: "Excuse me, I'll eat pork. I told you to order your own, why do you keep asking me?"

Huang Mao: "You fucking eat hot pot!"

Hai Ri was stunned for a moment, and tentatively asked Sheng Canyang: "This, can't you still be from Sichuan?"

"No." Sheng Canyang seemed to have been chatting just now, and now he finally buckled his phone, then opened the disposable bowls and chopsticks, picked up the kettle, and heated the porcelain bowl.

Hai Ri heaved a sigh of relief, and heard Sheng Canyang say, "It's from Chongqing."

Hai Ri slapped his chopsticks on the table and said, "Then let me tell you, I'm from Inner Mongolia. I'm not afraid of you when I fight. I'm going to eat mandarin duck pot today. What's your opinion?"

Huang Mao stood up and was about to leave: "I'm leaving."

Sheng Canyang tugged and said, "Calm down."

"I can't stand this," Huang Mao said, "You know, I can't stand this, bro."

Sheng Canyang laughed like crazy, and said, "Be patient, for my sake."

Huang Mao reluctantly sat back, threw the menu on the table, and shouted to the waiter: "Waiter! Order, order fuck!"

Hai Ri said, "Two bottles of white ones first."

Sheng Canyang and Huang Mao: "..."

Hai Ri: "Prairie White, is there any?"

The waiter was confused: "What is that?"

Hai Ri retreated to the next best thing: "What do you have for nothing?"

"Jiang Xiaobai?" the waiter hesitated.

Hai Ri: "Come five, put them on the table."

Sheng Canyang clutched his forehead, and didn't want to care anymore, Hai Ri handed the menu he had drawn to the waiter, and said, "Don't put sweet potatoes and small rapeseed in the vegetable platter, it's troublesome."

Huang Mao said: "Then what are you eating at the hot pot?"

Hai Ri was puzzled, and said: "Your messy things taste great when you boil them in your own pot."

Huang Mao said: "I will eat with you next time, you are my father."

"Don't, don't," Hai Ri said, "I'm a good brother, and I don't have any thoughts of crossing the line."

Sheng Canyang laughed so hard that he raised his knees, and the waiter also laughed and said, "Okay, that's all."

Hai Ri said, "88."

While talking, he noticed that Sheng Canyang's mobile phone kept sending text messages, one after another, making people think it was a video call, but it was cut off a few times, it was true that someone was sending him messages constantly.

Sheng Canyang pretended not to see it, and was still listening to Hai Ri and Huang Mao chatting.Huangmao also seemed to be used to it long ago, as if he didn't see it.

Hai Ri felt that the two brothers might have some stories behind their backs, and Hai Ri felt a little uneasy, even knowing that Sheng Canyang is an adult and has the ability to take care of his own life, but Sheng Canyang has been tripped up in real life , in Hai Ri's heart, Sheng Canyang's life orientation and ability to make friends are question marks. His name is Bang Sheng Canyang, but he actually wants to know who he is with and what he is doing now.

Hai Ri is very afraid that Sheng Canyang will let him fall into a desperate situation in life again. Although they have all reached this point and have given up their lives in real life, Hai Ri still feels that he is more worried about Sheng Canyang.

Hai Ri vaguely felt a little uneasy, but he didn't know where this feeling came from.

Is Sheng Canyang in love, or are you talking about something else?If so, what are you talking about?

There are question marks in Hai Ri's heart, but he has no choice but to endure and say nothing.

This meal lasted until after nine o'clock in the evening, without opening a bottle of white wine, the three of them just ate for so long and chatted a bit.

Huang Mao is a very humorous young man from Chongqing. He speaks with a Northeast flavor. It is said that it is because his mother is from the Northeast.

The people who come here chatter about how they got here, Hai Ri said that he was sick, but he actually meant that he had depression, but Huang Mao slapped his thigh and stretched out his hand to be like a fellow villager to him Seeing a fellow villager wanting to shake hands, he said, "Coincidentally, me too. What's wrong with you? I have leukemia."

Hai Ri: "..."

Hai Ri always felt that the child was a little too thin, as thin as a bean sprout, but he didn't expect that it was because he was sick, in fact, he didn't notice it at all.

Sheng Canyang filled the glasses of both of them with water. He was full for a long time. He ate melon seeds and listened to the two people chatting. He usually didn't talk to each other. Lower into the pot.

Hai Ri said, "I'm depressed. How old are you, do you have this disease?"

"Then get it, just freshman," Huang Mao waved his hand indifferently, "Depression is also a serious illness, it's all the same, it's over, you've got it, there is a saying that the king of Hades wants you to die in the third watch , you can't survive the fifth watch, but I'm different, I don't live the third watch, and I don't live the fifth watch, alas, I'm going to die, and what you Yan Wang said doesn't count."

Hai Ri hesitated for a moment, then said: "Brother, you don't have anything to say."

Huang Mao slapped his thigh: "Fuck, you are the only one who can do it."

Sheng Canyang laughed, put his arms on the back of the chair, and looked at the two of them leisurely, quietly.

Hai Ri glanced at him, and his heart skipped a beat.Sheng Canyang is like a handsome man who has strayed into the world, so handsome, so handsome, even under the devil lights of Haidilao, he looks radiant and gentle.

Huang Mao noticed Hai Ri's gaze, and also glanced at Sheng Canyang, and then said to Hai Ri: "Why do you think he looks so decent? What troubles do you have when he grows like this?"

Hai Ri said sincerely, "I want to know too."

Sheng Canyang: "Get lost."

Huang Mao: "To be honest, if I look like this, I won't commit suicide if I don't have money to treat illnesses. If I become an anchor, I might be popular and cure illnesses. Those little girls will give you money. "

Speaking of the anchor, Hai Ri really had a lot to talk about, he said: "Hey, that makes sense, where do you usually watch the live broadcast?"

Huang Mao's eyes lit up, and Sheng Canyang covered his forehead in despair.

Half an hour later, Hai Ri and Huang Mao quickly connected with each other and shared a wave of anchors with each other. They hit it off right away, and their relationship developed thousands of miles, completely breaking the barrier.

Sheng Canyang sat aside and played with his mobile phone, exuding an aura of incompatibility.

Huang Mao said: "Brother, do you know about Pin Xixi?"

"I know," Hai Ri said, "What's the matter?"

Huangmao: "We have them here too! It's so cheap, Brother Yang's lollipops were all bought for him by Pin Xixi, hehe. You can try it too."

Hai Ri said happily, "Is it true!?"

Sheng Canyang finally endured to the extreme, stood up, and said, "Pack up your things and go home."

Huang Mao: "Brother Hai, don't mind, he's just like this."

Hai Ri: "Understand, understand."

Sheng Canyang said: "Gentlemen, it's ten o'clock, go back and let Brother Hai read the script, everyone goes home."

Hai Ri had no choice but to stand up together. Huang Mao lived in another hotel and sent the two of them downstairs. Hai Ri was in a relaxed mood and felt very happy. Sheng Canyang closed the car door and told Huang Mao to slow down. Hai Ri was alone Jiang Xiaobai, who came back with five bottles in his arms, pushed open the door of the hotel. Just as he walked in, he heard someone call him, "Are you back?"

Hai Ri: "?"

The front desk staff immediately got down from their desks and said, "What a coincidence? What are you doing so late?"

Hai Ri froze for a moment, then said, "Ah..."

Sheng Canyang walked in at this time, saw the two of them, thought that the employee had something to do with Hai Ri, and asked inexplicably, "What happened?"

"No, just chatting," the employee said with a smile, "You go up first."

Sheng Canyang: "?"

Sheng Canyang raised his eyebrows and asked, "What are you talking about?"

The employee glanced at Hai Ri, with a face like you understand me, Hai Ri: "?"

Hai Ri: "What are we talking about?"

The employee looked at him helplessly: "Have you gone to eat?"

Sheng Canyang leaned back, leaned on the stone pillar, and did not leave, watching the two chatting, completely ignoring the urging eyes of the staff.

Seeing that he didn't leave, the employee was a little embarrassed, and said in a low voice, "I added you as a friend, why didn't you add it?"

Hai Ri made a look of sudden realization: "It's you."

"I thought they were selling diet pills and eggs," Hai Ri said shyly, "I didn't add them."

The employee pulled Hai Ri's arm and said with a smile, "How do you talk?"

Hai Ri pulled his hand away, and said with a smile, "What do you want me to do?"

Staff:"……"

"Nothing else, let's just leave it like this. I just finished eating and drank too much, so I'm a little drunk," Hai Ri said politely, "I will definitely do it next time."

Sheng Canyang also stood up, pulled Hai Ri, and said to the staff: "Next time."

Staff:"……"

Hai Ri was pulled away by Sheng Canyang, and he turned around and waved at the staff.Sheng Canyang only pulled him less than two meters, let go of his hand, pressed the elevator, looked down at the phone, and Hai Ri noticed the unread messages on the screen.

Neither of them asked anything.

The elevator reached the first floor with a "ding bell", and neither of them said anything. Sheng Canyang was still leaning on the elevator wall, reading the news loosely. The fourth floor would arrive soon. Hai Ri came out, hesitated, and said : "Call me tomorrow?"

"Well," Sheng Canyang raised his eyes, squinted his eyes, looked at him in a daze, and asked, "What time do you wake up?"

Hai Ri: "What time is fine."

Sheng Canyang: "Then let me call you."

Hai Ri was quite happy in his heart, looking at the face of Marshal Bi, he felt extremely happy, and said, "See you tomorrow!"

Sheng Canyang smiled, seemed a little tired, and waved to him in a flash.

Hai Ri: "?"

Hai Ri froze for a moment, hesitated for a moment, called Sheng Canyang to stop, and said, "What's the matter?"

Sheng Canyang was a little strange and asked, "Huh?"

Hai Ri: "It feels like you have something on your mind, if you need me, you know, come to me anytime."

Sheng Canyang smiled and said, "Everything is fine."

Hai Ri: "..."

Sheng Canyang waved at him again, and said seriously: "See you tomorrow."

Hai Ri: "See you tomorrow."

He always had a feeling of uneasiness in his heart, this feeling he had before, that is, he saw the last side of Sheng Canyang in Beijing, and he vaguely felt that the red-haired kid was going away from him.

But at this moment, Hai Ri had such an inexplicable feeling again, and he smelled an unknown and dangerous smell from Sheng Canyang's body.

This made Hai Ri's heart tighten, and he didn't know why.

Hai Ri didn't say anything, turned around and left, just like the time in Beijing.

After returning, Hai Ri lay on the bed and thought for a while, turned over and opened a bottle of wine, took a couple of sips, and happened to have the script under the bottle, lying on the bed, pulled the script, and took a look.

While cooking, the little girl's mother lit a cigarette, called her friend by the curtain, talked about her life and recent situation, she was full of happiness, and told her friend with a smile that she had tasted it when she was young. Enough of the excitement and flirtatious taste, now I like to wear a baggy nightgown and make breakfast for the family.The eldest daughter is already in school, and the younger son is still at home. I plan to let the child study one year at night, so that he can have an extra year of happiness.

"At this time, it is approaching dusk, the setting sun outside is like blood, scattered clouds reflect the color of the orange-red sky, and the whole earth is covered with a filter of warm colors...

Mom hung up the phone, stubbed out the cigarette butt on the window sill, and went to see the soup in the kitchen. The huge transparent window was open, and a gust of wind blew the cigarette butt to the ground. The faint light of the cigarette butt touched the floating hair on the carpet , a simple physical reaction, air, fire source, combustibles, plus a little gentle breeze, the weak flame licked the carpet, without any warning, the weak flame thrived in a blink of an eye. "

Hai Ri read this description and thought it was very interesting, but he didn't know who wrote it.

The girl's mother and younger brother died in the fire. The father hugged the little girl and watched in despair as his family and the rest of his life were swallowed by the flames. Under the huge flames, everything became dark.

The father raised a girl himself, and the girl began to change her attitude towards life in the same narrow space of spirit and material, and sang in despair: "I am a bird without wings, the gate of heaven is not open to me, I am a bird Every night the little bird crows, no one comes to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes—"

Hai Ri imagined Sheng Canyang singing such lyrics, and he already had a picture in his mind. He believed that Sheng Canyang must interpret it perfectly. Sheng Canyang is good at such desperate roles, and he has the same temperament in him.

And in such a desperate mood, the little girl lives while enduring the sympathetic eyes of others. Sometimes a person who has come out of pain, the most painful thing is to endure others' unauthorized speculation about his own pain.

The father remarried two years later, and the girl also met a man she liked, who was ten years older than him, a 25-year-old young man, and the girl gradually found her favorite thing, which became her belief in life. I like to sing and want to be a singer.

Men are deeply attracted by her, and indulge in her singing every day. The girl sang "IsthatallthereIs" on the stage of the bar, wearing a romantic red dress with high slits, revealing a snow-white thigh, swaying and singing Stories in Firelight.

In the lyrics, she was doomed to lose her lover. The lyrics said that she thought she would lose him, she thought she would die, but she didn't.In fact, in the story, the man did leave her, because of some very bizarre little things, the man left her and fell in love with other women very quickly.

The girl did not go on to high school, left school, lost her mother and brother, her father remarried, her lover left, she was a paranoid girl again, no one could understand her pain, she chose to be a showgirl, Singing in the dark night of the bar, from now on there are only nights with yellow filaments in my life, and there is no day.

Real life is like this, full of expected pain, some things you can expect to happen, and you expect to be miserable, but when it happens, nothing alleviates it.

Hai Ri looked at the script and slowly shed two tears. He felt that he was too tired after reading it. There were only a few pages, but it made people feel heavy. He took out his mobile phone and swiped for a while. After a level of Xiaoxiaole, the time has climbed to past twelve o'clock, and Hai Ri continued to watch.

The girl becomes a woman, has some money, is far from her dream, still can't be a singer in the window, crawling at night.

She called her room a den, and in a room of [-] square meters, she felt that there was nowhere to put everything in her.

Women singing in bars: "Isthereallthereis?"

She saw the man she once loved was listening to her song in the booth, with a dazzling lady in his arms, but she was already like a dry rose.

The woman realizes that she deserved to die in the fire years ago.There should be no love, let alone dreams.

The woman sang high-pitched: "I don't fear death for a day!"

"I have not lived a day in fear of death," sings the woman, spreading her arms, "just let the water run back, let the blood flow, let me die, life is like a sickness, and I live with it, I suffer it every moment Pain can never be overcome.”

Hai Ri: "..."

The woman realized that everything is so hard to get, but can be easily lost. She suddenly became murderous, and lit a torch when she went back, put on a black eye patch, and wore a red nightgown, from the street. At the end of the alley, fires were lit wherever they passed, and the whole city was full of fires.

When the woman returned to the stage, the sky was getting brighter. Through the window of the bar, she saw the sunshine that she hadn't seen for a long time. The woman knelt on the stage, laughed with tears streaming down her face, and sang: "Long Sleep—Dream Ah—love—do you know what life is? Sir, sir, you have never tasted pain, please don't think about life, lucky fellow, look on! Come and laugh at me—”

The woman lit the stage with fire, and she stood in the raging fire. The tongue of the flame licked her whole body. She stood straight in front of Limai, and said in a calm and calm tone: "I remember when I was a savery little girl, our house