Don't Wait for Your Boyfriend in the Crematorium

"He wanted to kill you, but you let him go." Jian Ci found his voice after a long time, and asked repeatedly, "You still miss him, what do you miss about him?"

Want him to avenge his kindness?

At that time, Ren Shuhan didn't mention a word, Jian Ci thought he was losing face, so he didn't ask.

As a result, Ren Shuhan took the initiative to talk about this matter for the first time in so many years, but it seemed that there was no betrayal or pain at all. The blood that he shed that night and the flesh that was gouged out were all lightly ignored. There is only one sentence left, "I miss him very much".

"I miss him..."

Ren Shuhan let go of Jian Ci's sleeves and turned his head to look at the moonlight outside the window.

I want to smell his body, the temperature of my fingers and waist, and want to touch his long hair again, but I can't tell my relatives about these things at will.

"Think about his eyes, movements, and words at that time." Ren Shuhan closed his eyes and pinched the sore corners of his eyes. "The one who hit me was not him."

"You are deceiving yourself." Jian Ci gritted her teeth and clenched her hands, "I will kill him for you."

"A Ci," Ren Shuhan suddenly opened his eyes, held his wrist, exerted force on his hand, and paused for a moment before saying, "Master, don't look for him."

Jian Ci likes a high-ranking attitude, so the first identity generated for him by the system is Shizun, but after feeling excited, he is dissatisfied with the sense of distance of the title "Shizun", so he always thought, "Aci" It was special, whenever Ren Shuhan called him that, he would try his best to agree to Ren Shuhan's request.

"Okay." Jian Ci said, not noticing that he called "Master" again.

In fact, "Master" is the word that is more intimate in Ren Shuhan's heart, because having a master means that he still has relatives and is not alone.

When he asked for a short resignation, he couldn't help saying this old address, just like when he was five years old when he had a fever and called "Master" in a daze, and later vowed to let Xiao Jiang Qingyue go with him to join Master, he was a little at a loss , a little aggrieved, but Jian Ci agreed.

But this doesn't mean that Jian Ci won't take action against Jiang Qingyue.

Jiang Qingyue is not a demon, so it is impossible to completely tame the demon pill in her body, but maybe it is because the golden pill belongs to Ren Shuhan, and she is reluctant to embarrass him as if she followed Ren Shuhan's feelings. Physical suffering is just tormenting him psychologically.

After going to the Immortal World, he quietly concentrated on cultivating in a magic cave. Except for the occasional unavoidable need to give advice to newcomers, he stayed behind closed doors at other times, conscientiously abiding by the professional ethics of cannon fodder.

Now that doesn't suffice for shorthand either.

Jian Ci continued to write a new fate for him, and directly searched and replaced all the names of the villains in the book with Jiang Qingyue, allowing Jiang Qingyue to officially come out of the mountain and take over the setting of the villain who has done many evils and killed people like hemp.

It didn't take long for Jiang Qingyue's notoriety to reach Ren Shuhan's ears.

Ren Shuhan chose to ignore it until Jiang Qingyue brought someone to the door to post the battle post.

This time he must be unable to escape, Jian Ci thought, but no matter how long he waited, Ren Shuhan could not wait for his nod, so he had to draw his sword first, point it at Jiang Qingyue, and shouted: "You used to call me a teacher!" Lord, I have also pointed out to you, now it is time for me to clean up the house and kill you personally, but I think I have a relationship with you in the past, and I can't bear to do it, so I will give you the second way——

"Break it yourself."

Jiang Qingyue was indifferent and just looked at Ren Shuhan.

"Forget it," Ren Shuhan finally got up, pressed Jian Ci's sword, came to Jiang Qingyue, stood still at a very close distance to him, and said, "I'll do it."

He took Jiang Qingyue to the cliff at the back of the palace, and fought Jiang Qingyue alone, but with just a few tricks, he was cornered. The final result was that Jiang Qingyue fell off the cliff with blood stained red and white clothes in full view of the crowd. Into the river, there has been no trace since then.

After everyone else dispersed, Ren Shuhan came to the place where he fell off the cliff alone, stood with his sword in his arms, and looked at the moon speechlessly.

Jian Ci came to him, advised him that "everyone is mortal", and then stood with him for a while, because Jian Ci was not good at words, and worried how long it would take him to get out this time, and was very dissatisfied with his state, So nothing else was said.

Ren Shuhan only said, "Go and rest."

The tone is tired, but unquestionable.

After Jian resigned and left, he relaxed his tense nerves a little, and took out a hair tie from his arms, one side was dark blue, the other side was moon white, stained with a little blood, and on the white side was embroidered with a " cold".

These were embroidered by Jiang Qingyue herself. There were two in total, and the other was carefully kept in Ren Shuhan's bosom, and was worn next to her body all year round. The word "moon" was embroidered in white on the blue side.

I can't remember how many years, Jiang Qingyue still wears this hair tie, and I don't know what she is thinking.

Ren Shuhan held the two headbands in his hands, looked at them, and suddenly saw a drop of water smeared on the fabric, but looked up to see the clear night sky, and realized that he was crying.

When he sewed up his own wound in the heavy snow that year, he didn't even cry.

Maybe I'm too tired today.

When Jian Ci was there just now, Ren Shuhan felt a little hidden guilt in his heart, because the master had high demands on him, and he was jealous of evil. Over the years, he has come here openly and righteously, with a good reputation all the way, but facing the blood debt When there are many old friends...

He still didn't kill him.

This time, Ren Shuhan even played word games when facing his teacher's question, making everyone think that he really killed Jiang Qingyue completely.

But the fact is that, again, he still can't kill him.

If he can't do it, his heart will hurt.

So what if he is a devil?Even if he will continue to do evil while alive, so what?

Can't kill, just can't kill.

Ren Shuhan smiled wryly, and realized for the first time: So I am not a good person, just a selfish, ordinary person.

Since then, he has never heard of Jiang Qingyue again.

Jian Ci chose to believe in Shuhan, and did not check Jiang Qingyue's life and death again, because Jian Ci was also afraid, he was afraid that he would see the answer he didn't want to see, and he would never get the person he wanted.

Unfortunately, his ending was exactly what he feared.

It has not been a few years since this incident, Ren Shuhan seems to have no distractions, his cultivation has become more and more profound, and soon he broke through the realm of transforming gods, much earlier than Jian Ci, and he just practiced silently by himself, without telling Jian Ci, only at a certain time Suddenly came to find him early in the morning and said some strange things to him.

"A Ci, I want to go out for a walk alone." Ren Shuhan was holding something in his hand, and his mind was a little distracted when he spoke, "Go and see the scenery that I have never seen before."

Jian Ci didn't understand why he said these things, she just thought he was going out, so she nodded.

Not long after, the system unexpectedly prompted him, "The hero in this book cannot be detected"!

Brief: "...??"

……

After his cultivation was able to break through time and space, Ren Shuhan pushed open the door of this world and came to the main world. Originally, he just wanted to see his beloved again. No matter what he had become, he unexpectedly understood the truth.

Cruel, unimaginable, and desperate truth.

……

Returning to this world again, before deciding to be reborn, Ren Shuhan and Jiang Qingyue both chose to lock their memories.

They all want to re-experience the real life, so these things in the past will only be lifted when they are 16 years old, and will not affect their previous lives.

In fact, before they were 16 years old, the short words were not included in the book, and the difference in life was not very big.

But there are still regrets, so they chose to start from the age of 12.

After coming down from Yuyu Mountain that year, the two children cried.

Jiang Qingyue is not a child who can cry, but the other one is crying too hard. While wiping his tears, he said "Don't drive me away, I don't want to go down the mountain", he was also infected, wept silently, and turned his head away , afraid of being seen by others.

"Why do you want to drive them away?" Little Ren Shuhan noticed, afraid of hurting his self-esteem, felt sorry for him, but didn't dare to wipe his tears, so he had to ask the waiter next to him, "Can't you keep it?"

"I'm not going to sell it far away," the servant replied, "I'm just helping out at the Zhuangzi in the mansion."

"That's still far away," Ren Shuhan held Jiang Qingyue's hand and said, "Isn't it the same as before?"

The servant hesitated: "There are so many people... I dare not make my own claim."

The crying child cried even more fiercely: "I don't know, what kind of Zhuangzi is going to? Master Yang Er has already picked me, and he will send me out when he goes down the mountain. His grandson is as old as me." Don't drive me away!"

Xiao Ren Shuhan was shocked.

At the beginning, the Jiang Mansion selected people who were beautiful. After all, everyone talked about "the appearance of a fairy", and they always felt that Xiuxian's appearance would not be too bad, so this 12-year-old child was targeted by others.

Ren Shuhan immediately said secretly to the boy: "I want him first, and Jiang Qingyue."

Just leave two people as a promise, and the servants quickly agreed, and secretly comforted the child, and asked him to serve Ren Shuhan in the future.

"Don't worry," Xiao Ren Shuhan secretly said to Jiang Qingyue, "This kind of thing won't happen to you. If someone wants you by force, it's me."

What he said was vague, but his lines were actually restricted.

After being reborn, he was finally able to clearly say the words that Xiao Jiang Qingyue had memorized for many years: "When I grow up in the future, I will marry you."