When you are in love, you have to be thick-skinned

Steve, who was sitting on the sofa, looked up nervously at the closed door from time to time, with anxiety written all over his body.

Finally, the door lock rang, and the door that had been closed for more than two hours showed signs of opening. Steve almost immediately jumped up from the sofa and rushed to the door.

"Tang, how are you doing?"

"According to his request, all the memories have been restored." The ancestor turned sideways, allowing Steve to see the situation of the man in the room.

The man sat on the edge of the bed blankly with his back facing the door. His tall back was indescribably complicated. He was obviously a very intimidating big man, but he showed a fragility that shouldn't belong to him.

"Let's chat." The ancestor left space for the two long-lost men.Just now he saw a part of the most painful memory of a man. Apart from sighing that it was a joke, the ancestor really didn't know what else to say.

"Thank you." Steve walked in and closed the door.

Bucky got up and turned around, looking at his friend who had the same face as he remembered, he opened his arms and showed a smile that was uglier than crying.

"Steve, haven't seen you for many years, why don't you give me a hug?"

"Bucky, that's great, you're still alive." Steve stepped forward, and the two hugged each other firmly after a long absence.

"Yeah, we're all still alive." Bucky also couldn't help choking.

"It's over, and we both know it wasn't your fault."

"No, Steve, you don't know, I made a big mistake, a big mistake that will never be undone." The memory of that night came to Bucky's mind like frames of high-definition images, tormenting his mind. Body and mind, guilt and guilt made his soul tremble.

Why, why him?

Why?If only he fell directly to his death at the bottom of the cliff.Then he will always be the World War II hero in people's hearts, instead of becoming the current sinner with blood on his hands.

Steve held Bucky's shoulders and looked worriedly at his friend who was in pain and unable to extricate himself. He wanted to persuade him again, but he didn't know where to start.

Say you are being manipulated, everything is against your will, it's not your fault, it's all a damn Hydra!

Such words are so feeble!How unfair it is to those who died innocently.

The only thing Steve can do at the moment is to sit silently by the side and accompany his friend, giving silent support.

Big tears dripped from between his fingers, and Bucky curled up on the ground with his face covered in pain.I don't know how long the silent crying lasted, Bucky finally raised his head, looked at Steve with red eyes, and told the long-buried truth.

"Howard didn't die in an accidental car accident, that car accident was my mission." Bucky closed his eyes with a sad expression.

The deformed and sunken front of the car, the black and red glaring blood, painful groans, and begging...

"What?" Steve stood up in surprise, unable to believe what his friend had just said.

"It was I who planned the death of Howard and Maria with my own hands. I killed our mutual friend with my own hands. The car accident just made Howard unconscious. Maria, who was still awake, begged me to let Howard go, but I broke her with my own hands. neck, and then..."

"Stop it..." Steve yelled.When he woke up and learned that his friend Howard had died in an accidental car accident, it was hard for him to accept this fact.

But now he was told that one of his friends killed another friend and his wife with his own hands, making their children orphans.

Steve thought that Bucky's life was the greatest gift from God, but he didn't expect that this gift also contained bloody truth.

"Why wasn't I the one who died? Why wasn't it me?" Bucky beat his head angrily.He never imagined that one day he would have so many innocent lives on his hands, how many families would be broken because of him, and how many children would be orphaned because of him.

"Bucky, I know you are in pain. If there was a chance, you would rather commit suicide than be the executioner of HYDRA, but this world doesn't give you a chance to choose." Steve closed his eyes, the pain engulfed him , why the world is so cruel, making such a tragic joke?

As a good friend of the two, he was pulled and tortured by the truth.He can't say comforting words like Howard knows the truth and won't blame you, which is unfair to Howard and unfair to Tony.But watching Bucky blame himself in pain and almost collapse, Steve's heart aches unbearably.

"Hydra still has residual power, Bucky, you still have a lot to do. Tragedy has already happened. We couldn't stop it before, but now we have a chance to prevent new tragedies. Only by completely eradicating Hydra can we comfort you Innocent people who died.” Steve tried to cheer Bucky up so that he wouldn’t be swayed by the pain all the time.With a goal, pain is still pain, but one day it will be diluted.

"You're right, I still have a lot to do." Bucky finally raised his head, and the pain in his eyes was gradually replaced by firmness.

"Bucky, I'll be with you." This was the Bucky he knew, the Bucky with a strong will.

"No, Steve, you should have your own life, and you don't need to follow me around. This is my responsibility, and I hope I can do it alone."

"What about you, you should also have your own life." Steve showed disapproval on his face, he was much luckier than Bucky, and he didn't want Bucky to walk alone in the next step.

"My life no longer belonged to me the moment I was brainwashed by Hydra. James Buchanan Barnes died 70 years ago." Now a man who wants redemption.

"Bucky..."

"Steve, I miss the days when we fought side by side, but times have changed long ago. You have already served the world once. You don't need to continue to give your best. Then try to live the life you like, just let me This detached sinner has a chance at redemption."

"At least let me go with you to face Tony." Steve looked at the persistent Bucky, making the last effort, and he knew that Bucky would definitely end this matter.

"It's unfair to Tony that you show up with me." This belated apology is not suitable for the presence of a third person, especially Steve.

"Bucky, I'm worried about you." Steve tried to save the country.

"Steve, seeing you again is enough for me. I will report you well on a regular basis. Remember to notify me when you get married. I have already agreed to be your best man."

"I haven't thought about getting married yet." Facing the eyes of his friend, Steve was at a loss.In fact, Tang just agreed to date him. Is it too early to think about getting married now?

"He's fine, isn't he?" Bucky finally showed a genuine smile when he saw that his friend had found such a suitable partner and was about to solve a major event in his life.

"is very good."

"Then you have to hold on tightly, you can consider getting married at this age." The voice tinged with a hint of ridicule.

"I'll try my best to hurry up." He knew that he was an old man in his 90s, so he didn't need to keep reminding him.

"Then I'll wait to be the best man."

"When are you going to leave?" How could the little friends who grew up together not understand each other's thoughts.

"Leave in a while, and it won't affect your husband and wife life." Bucky's tone was deliberately relaxed.

"You can stay for two more days." Just after the reunion, they will be separated soon, and they don't know when the next meeting will be, Steve stays.What kind of married life is there? It is obviously a very pure love relationship. No, strictly speaking, he has just started pursuing it.

"I always have to leave, and it's not that I won't come back. Before I leave, I will teach you another trick. Just remember, you must be thick-skinned when you are in love."

The bright hint made Steve dumbfounded.

The room suddenly became quiet, and the breath of parting spread. In the end, it was Bucky who broke the silence first:

"I'm going to say hello to him."

The two walked out the door one after the other.

The ancestor on the sofa stood up, "How do you feel?"

Originally planned to restore the memory little by little, but unexpectedly the man who had some memories directly asked for all of them to be restored, and the ancestor couldn't help but feel a little worried.

"I finally know who I am and who my friends are. I think there is nothing better than this. I really have nothing to thank. I can only give you my childhood friend. I wonder if you like this thank you gift?"

"Bucky." Steve protested.

"This is definitely the most thoughtful gift in the world." The grandfather accepted it generously, but in fact he was no less embarrassed than Steve.

"It's fine if you like it, but the thank you gift cannot be refunded." Bucky showed a successful smile, and continued without waiting for the ancestor's reaction:

"It's getting late, I should go, don't see me off." Then he waved his hand and turned to leave.

Steve insisted on sending Bucky out the door, watched him get on the elevator, stared blankly at the closed elevator for a while, and then returned home with low steps.

"Why is he leaving so soon?"

The answer to the ancestor was Steve's hug.The ancestor sighed, stretched out his arms to hug the lost man, his heart ached slightly.

It's just that at night, the ancestor looked at the man who walked into the room naturally after taking a shower, and immediately put away his distress.

"The room has been vacated." The ancestor lay on the bed and stared at the game interface without raising his eyelids.He thought the man was going to take the pillow and quilt back to his room, but he didn't expect the posture of continuing to station, and couldn't help reminding him.

"Then I'll go to sleep on the sofa." Steve paused, aggrieved.

"Why?" Old Ancestor knew that the man did it on purpose, but he still asked innocuously. He threw away the mobile phone in his hands a little annoyedly, and waited for the man's answer with his head up.

"The room is full of Bucky's breath, I..." Steve lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes cast a small shadow under his eyelids, like an abandoned big golden retriever, pitiful and helpless!

The ancestor covered his eyes weakly, his appearance was really fatal, why did he have the illusion of being eaten to death.

"Forget it, let you sleep for two more days." The ancestor still compromised, he shouldn't have softened his heart and let the man in.These days, it really is easier to invite God than to send God away!

"Tang, you are the best." Steve lifted his spirits, and quickly got into the bed beside him, for fear that the ancestor would go back on his word.

The old ancestor didn't want to talk to someone who was pretending to be poor, so he turned his back to the man, and said clearly with his actions: If you slept in my bed, you wouldn't get mine.

"Tang, can I have a goodnight kiss?" Steve asked cautiously, listening carefully with a hint of nervous anticipation.

"No!" The ancestor refused very simply.

Steve didn't respond for a while, and the ancestor quietly raised his ears, paying attention to the movement of the people around him. The man's pitiful and disappointed expression appeared in front of his eyes, and he couldn't help wondering if he was too aggressive just now.The man had just learned a painful truth, and it was the time when he needed to be comforted. It seemed that his behavior was not what a qualified boyfriend should have.

On the surface, the ancestor hasn't really agreed, but he has already naturally put himself in the position of the real boyfriend in his heart, and he doesn't know who to follow with this awkward temper.

There was the sound of turning over in his ears, and the ancestor remembered that since the man was let in, although the two shared the same bed, the man was very conscious and did not make any overstepping movements.He was clearly a tall man of 1.8 meters, but carefully shrunk to the side of the bed, maintaining an upright posture all night, and gave most of the bed to himself.Originally, I couldn't bear him to lie on the sofa, so it might not be as comfortable as the sofa.

Thinking of this, the ancestor turned over again, and just met the man's focused eyes. Being stared at by this scorching and focused gaze, the ancestor felt uncomfortable, and always felt that the temperature in the room was constantly rising.

"What are you doing watching me if you don't sleep?" The ancestor lowered his eyelids slightly, a little afraid to look directly into the man's eyes.

The corner of the man's mouth raised slightly, but he didn't speak, and his blue eyes were full of a figure.

"Okay, okay, isn't it just a good night kiss, it makes me feel like I'm stingy." The ancestor muttered, and suddenly moved closer, and gently kissed the corner of the man's mouth.

As soon as a dragonfly touches water, Steve feels a cool touch at the corner of his mouth, reaches out his hand to touch it, and reveals a slightly silly smile.

"Stupid or not." The appearance of the man made Patriarch couldn't help but his face turned hot, and his heart was gurgling uncontrollably, but he muttered with disgust on his face.

Steve stretched out his long arms suddenly, and simply hugged the person in his arms, gently but firmly pressed the still twitching head to his chest, lowered his head and kissed the silky hair.

"Don't move, otherwise I don't know if the quadruple self-control can still work." There was obvious restraint and forbearance in the voice.

As expected, the ancestor didn't dare to continue to struggle, and nestled quietly in the man's arms, his ears filled with the man's powerful heartbeat.

"Go to sleep."

"Ah."

Tang, the most beautiful thing in this world is to kiss you before going to bed, hug you at night, and wake up with you.Steve closes his eyes.

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