Gee, are you picking me?

Wei Chi was taken aback, "Xu Yang, are you blaming me?"

Xu Yang shook his head and said in a low voice, "It's been too long."

"You mean," Wei Chi asked with difficulty, "you don't have any feelings for me anymore?"

He couldn't believe it, Xu Yang looked so nostalgic, how could he completely forget him.

He woke up late, but in the past, at that time, no one told him that boys can also like boys. When he realized that something was different, he just wanted to escape.

Until later, when I had a girlfriend, I still had some concerns in my heart. After graduating from high school, when I thought that I might never see this person again in this life, I was sad and at a loss.

It wasn't until college, when I came into contact with some people and things, that I realized that this person was always in my heart and I couldn't get over it.

So he resolutely headed north, wanting to make up for this regret.

Thinking of seeing Xu Yang again, he even suffered from insomnia for a period of time, closing his eyes and thinking about how to express his feelings after seeing this person, and fearing that he would no longer be alone. Waking up.

Xu Yang didn't speak, but his attitude was obviously tacit.

"Can't you give me another chance?" Wei Chi said with difficulty, "I really like you."

In the past, if he asked him to be with him in such a pleading tone, Xu Yang would definitely soften his heart without saying a word.However, feelings have a time limit. After passing the hurdle of high school, he seems to be reborn, and many things are bearish.

What's more, he didn't do nothing back then. He was almost about to confess his love. Wei Chi suddenly blocked all his contact information, deleted it, and didn't even look at it like a stranger on the road. when.

In just a few days, he was ready.

After the two couldn't help holding hands that day, he decided that this weekend, he would tear off the hazy layer of veil between him and Wei Chi.He stayed up for two days and calculated that Wei Chi was 16 years old and 143 days old. He wrote 5983 notes. Counting from the day Wei Chi was born, one note a day, each one was a sentence, pretending In a tin box.Just wait until the basketball game is over, find an excuse to keep him there, and then the two of them walk around the back hill of the school to talk.

But Wei Chi didn't give him this chance. When he was full of enthusiasm, a basin of ice water hit his head, making him cold all over.

It was so cold, he had never seen such a cold person.

Obviously, a person who likes to laugh so much usually turns out to be like this when he becomes cold.

"It's all over," Xu Yang shook his head, "Forget it."

"You have a boyfriend?" Wei Chi said suddenly, unconsciously increasing his strength, "Isn't it?"

Xu Yang was held by him all the time, his wrist bones were relatively obvious, but now he felt a bit painful from being pinched, so he struggled, "No."

Wei Chi breathed a sigh of relief, let go of his hand, and was afraid that he would leave as soon as he let go, so he turned his side slightly to block, "Try to stay with me, don't rush to refuse, okay?"

"Wei Chi", Xu Yang sighed, realizing that he is obsessed with it now, if he doesn't take him seriously, he won't be able to walk out of this door in just a few words, so he said sternly, "I don't want to talk to you. You try."

"Why?" Wei Chi asked immediately, "I will..."

"I know what you want to say," Xu Yang cut off his words, "Do you want to tell me that you will make it up and that we will be happy together? But I don't want it anymore, I really don't like you anymore. "

"Are you in love with someone else?"

Xu Yang knew that he would definitely ask this question, so he said truthfully, "Maybe."

He didn't intend to be vague, but he was not sure yet.

When he heard this question, Song Xu vaguely appeared in his mind, but this liking was too superficial, even inexplicable. Could it be that because Song Xu always recruited him, he was really tempted?

He was not reconciled to being tricked into it like this.

"Don't be perfunctory to me," Wei Chi thought that Xu Yang was just saying it casually to reject him, "If we get in touch more, maybe we can find the feeling we used to have, maybe you'll fall in love with me again."

"No, that's enough, I don't want to talk anymore."

"Are you so cruel?" Wei Chi didn't know how to let Xu Yang let go, and subconsciously said something serious, "You didn't even turn your head?"

Xu Yang just thought it was funny, who was the one who turned his face and refused to recognize anyone back then, who didn't even look back?Although he doesn't want to care about it now, and he doesn't want to pursue what he did back then, but can Wei Chi just beat him up now?

"When did you become so indifferent?"

Xu Yang finally couldn't help it, and sneered, "Are you talking about me?"

Wei Chi was taken aback, today Xu Yang finally had an expression other than a polite mask on his face, although that expression made him feel a little chilled, and made him realize that he might have crossed the bottom line of Xu Yang's tolerance.

Seeing Wei Chi standing there in a daze, Xu Yang went on to say, "At that time, I was desperately looking for a chance to talk to you, but you just tried to hide, pretending not to see me in front of other people, and you ignored me when I greeted you. Someone asked me to ask you out, and you didn't come..."

"I……"

Xu Yang raised his hand, his emotions finally fluctuated, and his breathing became heavy, "Listen to me. I know what you want to say, but listen to me first."

Wei Chi struggled a little, but finally closed his mouth.

"I really never thought there would be such a day." Xu Yang pursed his lips, lowered his head, and said in a low voice, "So don't think that I reject you now just to vent my anger. I didn’t bother to remember it.”

"If..." Wei Chi suddenly felt sad, and seemed to realize something, but he still asked unwillingly, "If you knew there would be such a day, would you wait for me?"

Xu Yang raised his eyes and looked at him for a moment, his eyes were filled with water.

"There will be no ifs." Xu Yang paused for a while before saying, "You already have girlfriends by then."

This sentence seemed to be a thorn in Wei Chi's throat. With a bitter mouth, he suppressed his hoarseness and said, "I was just panicking at that time. You know, it's too difficult to go this way. ..."

"Then you now..." Of course Xu Yang knew it was difficult. At that time, he was struggling with himself while watching Wei Chi flirting with his girlfriend. He knew that he couldn't be like Wei Chi. I like girls, so I silently made up my mind to find a suitable time to explain my words to my family.

"I've come to look for you, isn't it clear enough?"

Xu Yang shook his head, "Do your parents know?"

"I haven't told them yet."

"Have you thought about how to tell them?"

Wei Chi froze for a moment, then shook his head.

Xu Yang expected this answer, "I never thought of telling them, did I?"

"No...you listen to me..."

"I ran into your dad on the road after graduation. He looked like you. I greeted him as if I didn't see him." Xu Yang's voice was calm.

"Maybe I didn't see it..." Wei Chi didn't have the confidence to say this himself. Xu Yang's coming out at the school entrance banquet was known to everyone in his class. Everyone talks about someone else's child, but after this incident, his father rarely told him why he didn't see you later and went to play with him, so he has a problem with his character.

Xu Yang didn't expose it, he just said, "Maybe you are just obsessed."

If he likes it, maybe he likes it, but after not seeing him for so many years, he can only like the person in his memory.

Now that I like it, I want to try it. After I try it, if I find it doesn’t fit, I want to return it?

Or fit, so what?

"Forget it, I really don't want to talk about it, Wei Chi, if you want, I am willing to continue to be ordinary friends with you. If you have any difficulties or need help when you come to Beijing, I will try my best to help you, but forget the rest .”

When Wei Chi saw Xu Yang, it was obvious that he didn't have much to say to him anymore. He didn't know what to do for a while, so he said it was not difficult or difficult to persuade a person to change his mind, and it was really difficult to say that it was difficult. The key is to look at that person.

However, although Xu Yang has always been a gentle person, he is willing to accommodate as long as he is willing in major and minor matters, but in some respects, he does not leave any room for change and cannot be changed.

Such as recognition, such as feelings.

Seeing the conflicted expression on his face, Xu Yang took the initiative to say, "I'll pay the bill."

He was about to turn around, but Wei Chi suddenly stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms.

Xu Yang thought that everything made sense, Wei Chi came here specially after all, and it might take time to accept, but he didn't expect that although the words made sense, he still didn't figure it out.

He put his hands on Wei Chi's shoulders, clasped them, and pushed them away.

"Let go, Wei Chi."

Wei Chi resisted the force pushing him, and rested his head on Xu Yang's shoulder, "I don't want to be your ordinary friend, I want to be your boyfriend."

"you……"

Before Xu Yang finished speaking, he felt a strong force pulling him back. He staggered two steps back, and then was stabilized by a hand on his back. At the same time, he heard a familiar voice, "Away from his origin."

Wei Chi was pushed, he raised his head, and saw a very handsome man standing behind Xu Yang, with one hand on his shoulder.

He was surprised to find that Xu Yang seemed to have no reaction to this gesture, and hesitantly asked, "Is he..."

Xu Yang didn't answer immediately, Song Xu seemed to be waiting for Xu Yang to speak and was not in a hurry to answer.

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

Xu Yang shook his head, "No."

"Then him?"

Xu Yang was about to speak, when Song Xu finally said, "Prospective boyfriend."

He said it very casually, but with some will to win.