Gee, are you picking me?

Xu Yang stared at Song Xu without blinking, and after a while he said in a hoarse voice, "Don't say such useless things."

Song Xu sat down by his bed, reached into the quilt and grabbed his hand, holding it tightly, shaking his head, "I've made up my mind..."

Xu Yang wanted to sit upright, but he didn't have much strength right now, and he felt uncomfortable in his heart when he was excited, as if a drum was installed in his chest, and the "dong dong" knocked him a little panicked, and his face suddenly turned pale.

When Song Xu saw him like this, his heart ached so much that he quickly pressed him on the backrest with the other hand, "You are fine, listen to me, okay?"

"Song Xu..."

Seeing Xu Yang looking at him, Song Xu didn't know how to talk to him for a while.

"Song Xu", Xu Yang called his name again, "You go, don't be impulsive..."

"Do you think I was impulsive?" Song Xu intertwined his fingers with his hands under the quilt, "I'm almost thirty, half my life has passed, do you think I can't tell what I want? Xu Yang, or do you still not believe me?"

"I……"

It's not that he doesn't believe him, it's just that Xu Yang thought of the phone call he made last night, and felt that since he can still get back to his previous life, it's not because he has to, that's good too.

Life includes feelings, but feelings are not all parts of life. If a relationship is just the shackles and shackles of a good life, then why bother with it.

What's more, the feelings may disappear, and what is left over by then, I am afraid that the cold-hearted people will feel regretful.

"You don't believe me, we can take our time," Song Xu said softly, "As long as you love me, what can't be solved?"

"I believe in you," Xu Yang said, "but it's meaningless, your family can't agree with us like this..."

Song Xu lowered his head, "Indeed, my family can't agree, they always want me to find someone of the same family, even if you are a woman, you can't marry me..."

Xu Yang was stung by his desolate tone, he didn't know that Song Xu had thought about it so seriously long ago, he didn't think about reality on a whim, he really thought about it.

"Yesterday...that call..." Song Xu thought about it and wanted to explain it all the time. The doctor said that emotional agitation in a fatigued state would also cause his symptoms. "Actually, I made someone call on purpose."

Xu Yang was taken aback.

"I didn't just want to anger you," Song Xu said hesitantly, and didn't know what to say, so he said, "Come back."

Song Xu's words were actually very jumpy, but Xu Yang felt that he understood everything, including some things that he didn't say, and he seemed to understand everything without much effort.

Song Xu wanted to be with him, he was as stubborn as a child, he had to get what he wanted.

Even if the price he got was still unknown, and he didn't know what bumps and obstacles there would be in the future, he screwed it up.

It's really... no way.

How lucky.

He has always been the one taking the initiative, but it doesn't make sense, he is so good, and I like him so much, why do I keep quitting?

It doesn't make sense, it doesn't make sense.

Shouldn't he be held tight so that he doesn't get away?

Xu Yang raised his hand and put it on top of his head, Song Xu didn't rest well, his hair was messed up.

Song Xu looked up at his wrist and let him move freely.

Finally, Xu Yang smiled, nodded and said, "Okay."

When he said this word, a strong sense of security suddenly rose in his heart, which was the sense of security he gave himself.Although there is only one word, it is not just a spoken sentence, it is a responsibility.

As long as Song Xu is willing to be with him all the time, and the love between the two remains unchanged, then nothing will make him back down.

He is also a man, so he has to do what a man should do, and he won't put it down easily when he picks it up.

Song Xu's eyes lit up when he heard his answer, but he was not overjoyed, because he knew Xu Yang well, and he knew that he would agree and give him an expected answer.

Even if he wasn't ecstatic, even if he was expecting it, he still couldn't help but move in his heart, and leaned over to kiss those two slightly dry lips.

"Recover well", Song Xu licked his lips lightly, and said vaguely, "Don't think about other things beforehand, huh?"

Xu Yang nodded, and the hand on the back of his head gently stroked his hair.

It was nice to go back to the days when I could see Song Xu as soon as I opened my eyes.

Xu Yang needs to recuperate for a few weeks during the recovery period, and he can no longer work. Song Xu simply persuaded him to be a little boy who was raised by himself. .

Xu Yang thought about it, or he could just work in his company and pay whatever he wanted, so he resigned from his previous job.

He hadn't thought about it before, he didn't dare to, the idea of ​​working in his boyfriend's company was good, but it was too intimate, if they broke up, he would not only lose his lover, but also his job.

But now he no longer has such worries, because he believes in Song Xu.

It is a very happy thing to be able to help him in his career.

Xu Yang's symptoms were severe in the first day or two of hospitalization, and Song Xu stayed in his ward for almost 24 hours.On the one hand, it is true that the two have not seen each other for a long time, and they really miss it. On the other hand, it is because Song Xu has never experienced such an accident before, and the people who care about him are almost hanging by a thread. Come.

The two of them did nothing else but chatted under the covers.

Xu Yang told Song Xu to lie on the bed, and Song Xu threw off the quilt and lay down on the bed, one hand over his head, and wrapped him around his chest.

They talked a lot, his family, and his family, these topics that hadn't been touched before, topics that they thought were unnecessary to touch.

Song Xu told Xu Yang about his father, about how he was thrown into the woods behind their house by his father in the middle of the night because of a mistake when he was a child, Xu Yang listened quietly and commented from time to time. One or two sentences, "No wonder you were so timid when you climbed the mountain, and you have psychological shadows?"

"Quickly comfort your husband." Song Xu turned his face to the side, closed his eyes and waited for something.

Xu Yang leaned over and gave a loud kiss.

Jokes are all jokes, but when he thought about it, Song Xu was only so young at that time, isn't he still a dumpling at the age of seven or eight, no matter how rowdy a boy is, he hasn't reached the age where people really hate him, and he was kissed by his father in the cold wind and cold night Throwing him into a grove for confinement is really distressing.

"Your father is really cruel to you." After kissing him, Xu Yang said seriously, "Do you still remember what mistakes you made back then?"

"I don't remember clearly," Song Xu recalled for a while, shaking his head, "Whatever happened to me at that time could not be solved with a spanking, but my father was stubborn, thinking that children don't remember spanking, You have to teach me a lesson, but now I just can’t remember what I did, and you say it’s funny or not.”

"Has your father always been strict with you?"

"It depends on the situation." Song Xu adjusted his sleeping position a little so that he could hug Xu Yang more comfortably. "Some things are strictly controlled, and some things are just turned a blind eye."

"Then..." Xu Yang looked up at him slightly and said, "What will happen if he knows that you found a man?"

Song Xu originally wanted to pass by with a haha, but he met Xu Yang's eyes and gave up this idea. After thinking about it, he said, "At least drive me out, if it's more serious, it might kill us both. I have it."

Xu Yang's eyes dimmed a bit.

"Are you afraid?" Song Xu looked into his eyes.

Xu Yang shook his head.

Song Xu lowered his head and kissed the hair on the top of his head, and complained with a smile, "Really, he is very irritable, and he would strike at the slightest disagreement. I was beaten a lot when I was a child. If he does it again this time, I will take you Forget about running, hide first, and come out after he calms down a bit."

"How do you know when he's gone?"

"Come on, let's run again when he's angry," Song Xu said half-jokingly and half-seriously, "I'm sure I'll have nothing by then, so are you still willing to follow me?"

"I don't want to."

Song Xu's eyes widened.

"I won't follow you," Xu Yang kissed his chest, "I will support you."

Song Xu felt a warm current aroused both physically and mentally. He raised the corner of his mouth, stroked Xu Yang's face with one hand, and leaned over to kiss him quickly. His voice was hoarse and hoarse, "I know I'm all because of you." How long have you been abstinent, and you still flirt with me, huh?"

"How long?" Xu Yang asked with a smile.

"Knowingly asking."

"Not even with your hands?" Xu Yang stretched out his hand and put it on a certain part of him as he said.

Song Xu froze, and immediately reacted, but he immediately grabbed Xu Yang's wrist with his hand, and at the same time moved his body back, "Don't make trouble..."

Xu Yang ignored his insignificant obstruction, and moved his hands a few times, feeling Song Xu's desire—desire rapidly expanding in his hands, he smiled, "It seems that it's been a long time."

It is true that Song Xu has not been interested in doing this for a long time, not even himself, but when Xu Yang teased him, he immediately felt a little unbearable, as if his breath could reach him when he spoke, and it would arouse a tingling numbness .

Because it is Xu Yang, there is only Xu Yang.

Song Xu's palm covered the back of Xu Yang's hand, the warmth covered the warmth, and the surface of the quilt fluctuated slightly.

Song Xu put his other hand on Xu Yang's ear, leaned down and kissed him tenderly, breathing heavily and unsteadily.

I don't know how long it took, accompanied by a tremor, Song Xu's whole body seemed to lose all strength in an instant, and Xu Yang's whole body was caged and covered him.

One hand of Xu Yang was still tightly held by him, and the other hand stretched out and wrapped around his back, holding him gently.

"I love you, Xu Yang."

Song Xu buried his head in his neck and said softly.

"Me too."