Children

He licked the foam on his fingers, but unfortunately it didn't taste good.

When we went back, the party had already ended, Shi Xing and two female colleagues cleaned up the leftover mess, saw him come back and put down their things and came to pick him up, sniffed him, and asked in a low voice, "Have you been drinking?"

He lied earlier about being allergic to alcohol, but came back drunk in a blink of an eye, how embarrassing it was to be bumped into by a colleague.

"No." Yun Xi deliberately breathed out at him, her warm breath had a faint smell of wine, and she smiled confusedly as if she was drunk.

"He said no." Shi Xing smiled helplessly, "little liar, why did you go?"

"I'll go..." His tone was drawn out, and he hiccupped to make himself laugh. "I measured it with my feet. It's five kilometers away."

Shi Xing was stunned for a moment, raised his hand to touch his face, and asked, "Are you really drunk?"

"I'm not drunk, I'm stupid." Yun Xi smiled, "I'm stupid, I should have walked 2.5 and came back. If I walked far away, it counts as 10 kilometers. It's a loss."

Shi Xing laughed, "This is no longer a liar, you little fool."

"Oh, my feet are all swollen, no, my whole body is swollen, the kind of edema, I feel dizzy."

"You are drunk."

Yun Xi sighed again, pinching her face with both hands, "Am I swollen?"

"It's not swollen, it looks good."

"Then why don't you kiss me, you kiss me every time I come back, why don't you kiss me today."

Yun Xi pouted and asked Shi Xing to kiss her. The female colleague who couldn't hear what they said in the distance silently took out her mobile phone. She didn't expect Xiao Bingshan and her boyfriend to be like this in private. It would be useful to send it to the company group Happy.

Nineteen

Work is boring enough, and there are half-baked colleagues who make fun of your personal affairs every day, shouting "true love knows no gender", and treat you like a living treasure.

Yun Xi couldn't understand, how could there be such a boring person, who had to find fun by peeping into other people's privacy, of course, he himself was wrong, he shouldn't drink if he has a light drinker, but how could Shi Xing not know about him? Why take a video for someone, how can you show it to others when kissing and hugging are so private.

Thinking about it made me so angry, I didn't talk to Shi Xing for several days, standing in front of my colleagues was as awkward as if I didn't have any clothes on, which further reduced his enthusiasm for going to work.

It was only later that Yun Xi found out that Ah Zhai was the boss's son. No wonder he was so cohesive even though he was a newcomer. He was the one who decided on minor matters. I didn't know what position it was. Anyway, sitting next to him felt better. It's awkward.

He is inescapably materialistic, envious of people like A Zhai, who is born with pride and a halo, everything he wants is within his reach, and he will never pay rent, spoiled food without a refrigerator, crowded buses, etc. Worry about the troubles of mortals.

After the last gathering, everyone kept talking about when they hoped to hang out together again. A Zhai talked to the higher-ups, and the time was quickly determined, and the company paid all the expenses.

Although the days are still a little far away, everyone couldn't stay still after the news was released. The impetuous atmosphere made Yun Xi even more upset, so she told A Zhai earlier that she couldn't go because of something. Talk to Shi Xing, what kind of situation is this?

"That's why." Yun Xi didn't notice how bad her tone was, "You've made an agreement with him, what does it have to do with me."

"No..." A Zhai still said in a good voice, "I thought you would go play with us, but I was afraid that you would be uncomfortable, so I called Shi Xing. It would be much better for you if he was there. Let's play together, Don't be alone all the time."

That's not the point, if Yun Xi wants to go, he will call Shi Xing himself, the point is that he doesn't want to go at all, but A Zhai skips him and calls Shi Xing directly, he knows that Shi Xing is very popular and anyone can play, but ...I always feel that my things have been robbed.

No matter what A Zhai said, he was unmoved. He didn't want to go at first, but now he hated it even more, and A Zhai didn't waste his words with him anymore.

He was still the first one to leave after get off work. I don’t know if it was his illusion. He became agitated as soon as he left the office, handing out snacks and chatting. It seemed that his name was mentioned. His various things could be packaged and integrated into topics. It makes him very uncomfortable to use it for entertainment outside of work.

Why do colleagues say that he is not good behind his back, that he is withdrawn and has a bad temper, but they are very concerned about him in person, or tolerant.If you don't like it, why put on a friendly gesture, can you get some sense of accomplishment from him?

For example, when he was in elementary school, the teacher publicized his autism to other students, calling on everyone to care about him and take him to play together, and then some children would come to talk to him, or give him some snacks, and go back Just wait for the teacher to praise him for his love.

As long as you care about him, you will become a caring child who is praised by the teacher. The children try their best to care for him. The key is who wants this kind of care?

Life is really hard. If you want to live a negative life, if you don’t participate in group activities, don’t love to chat, gossip, gourmet food sports, or share your own affairs with others, they will think that you have personality or even psychological problems, and they will rush to care about you and help you. You are cheerful and optimistic.

When Yunxi behaved a little bit lower in the noodle shop, the boss would come to care if he was unhappy or if he had a problem at work. He wouldn't bother to talk to others, but the boss was different, he was always grateful for a bowl of noodles .

After closing, he and his boss calculated the profits against the accounts. Shi Xing came to pick him up, brought two popsicles and gave one to the boss. While talking with the boss, he took the remaining one apart. Pass it to Yunxi's mouth.

Yun Xi pressed the calculator against the bill, took a bite without looking sideways, and then Shi Xing retracted it, and took a bite where he had bitten. The boss who was talking was stunned when he saw the interaction between the two of them.

Yun Xi was keenly aware of the strangeness, but Shi Xing handed the popsicle to his mouth without realizing it, and he pushed Shi Xing's hand away guiltily.

Shi Xing was slightly surprised, "I don't even eat the kiwi fruit flavor, the taste changes so quickly."

Yun Xi ignored him, and he asked again, "You don't look very happy, what's wrong?"

Until he left the noodle shop, Shi Xing was still asking him what's wrong, he was annoyed, he always felt that the boss saw something, not that he didn't want to admit his relationship with Shi Xing, he just wasn't ready to come out with the boss, That is an elder after all.

"Am I making you unhappy?" Shi Xing tentatively asked, "Ah Zhai said you don't want to go to the party, so just go if you don't want to go, and I won't go either, and if you don't go, I'll be someone's family."

Yun Xi got even more annoyed when she heard it, "Why does he care so much, it's so annoying."

"We're in the same company, of course we have to be together at the party, it's not good to leave you alone, and let's get in touch by the way."

"Who wants to get in touch with them?"

"Yun Xi." Shi Xing paused, and said seriously, "It's because your mentality is wrong, and everyone cares about you for your own good. You really don't know what to do."

Is this not knowing what is good or bad?Who wants self-righteous concern?

Yun Xi walked forward without saying a word, Shi Xing went to pull him again, he flung him away, Shi Xing grabbed his hand again, and asked, "What's the matter?"

In addition to asking what's the matter, what's the matter?He pulled out his hand and said loudly, "You are so annoying, don't want you to care about me."

"Yunxi."

"Don't call me!"

Shi Xing was stunned for two seconds, held his hand, and said softly, "Okay, I won't ask any more, don't be angry, go back."

twenty

Every time Shi Xing coaxed him to say "don't be angry", he felt that he was making trouble out of no reason, and the fact was almost the same.

Why do you say almost, because he doesn't think he is wrong.

Shi Xing is different from him. He doesn’t stay up late in the morning, sleeps on time and doesn’t stay up late, arranges his work and life in an orderly manner, communicates with others with ease, and loves to do housework. He is optimistic and positive. That’s good, that’s right.

But this is his personal excellent quality. He can do very well, but not everyone can do it. Everyone will praise him for being great, but they won’t say that the group of people who can’t do it are wrong, it’s just that their personal choices are different.

Yun Xi had a sudden thought, if only he and Shi Xing were left in the world...it wouldn't work, after all, they still need water, food, clothes, transportation, maybe Shi Xing still needs to be lively?He doesn't need it anyway.

It would be nice to have this kind of life if you can still have money without working, and you won’t starve to death if you don’t go out. Maybe he has a disease, social phobia or autism, or even violent tendencies?

No way...he had never fought with anyone, at most he told himself in his heart that the other party was an idiot, and then ignored him.When it comes to Shi Xing, it's not so easy to control. He said annoying things and sometimes did something, but he didn't want to.

During his sophomore year, he worked as a cashier in a dessert shop. The store manager invited everyone to have dinner together on his birthday. He kept persuading Yunxi to drink, and said, "You must learn to drink in society."

In the end, he was drunk and vomited on the side of the road for a long time. Many people passing by looked at him, which made him feel very embarrassed. He sent a text message to the store manager and said "quit it". .

Shi Xing wanted to take him to the hospital. When he thought about losing his job and even having problems eating, why would he go to the hospital? He might as well just die like this, and he was stuffy in the quilt and refused to come out.

Shi Xing bought medicine and antipyretic stickers and came back, poured a cup of hot water and put it beside him, and told him to take the medicine when the water was colder. He picked up the cup of water and splashed it on Shi Xing...

I don't know what I was thinking at the time, probably crazy.

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