Children

He took off his hand and kissed him, soothingly, "It's all my fault."

Yun Xi has already figured out his tricks, as long as he doesn't call him "Yun Xi" without his last name, any other nickname will imply that he is emotional, and he will hug him and kiss him next.

But Shixing would call him "Xiaoxi" in front of outsiders, could it be that...

"No, I want to get closer in front of outsiders and declare ownership, understand?" Shi Xing explained.

"I don't understand." Yun Xi called him by his full name no matter what, even though he was coaxed to call him "husband" countless times, he was ruthlessly rejected, "Then why did you remark the small cake for me, like a pedophile Like the strange uncle."

"Because you're sweet." Shi Xing pinched his face, "It's still soft, especially the waist."

Yun Xi knocked his hand off with a "snap", "Sex-crazy!"

Shi Xing kissed him with a smile, and took out the phone on the table, "Let me see, what did you note for me?" When he opened it, there was the word "dog egg". He put down the phone, hugged Yun Xi He got up and kissed hard, and then asked, "Who is DM?"

"Huh?" Yun Xi didn't know how to explain, and he didn't know who DM was.

Shi Xing asked again, "So, do you like him, or does he like you?"

"What kind of brain circuit." Yun Xi was puzzled, "I don't know him."

"I didn't keep the contact information of my classmates for four years in college. Would you save the numbers of strangers?" Shi Xing was a bit annoyed, "Isn't it just me, have you changed your mind now?"

"Who said it was only you..." Yun Xi didn't take this matter seriously, and was about to tease him as a joke, but seeing his expression turned ugly, she said seriously, "I really don't know him."

"I don't believe it." Shi Xing said, "Appoint me out, I'll see you."

"Crazy, I said I don't know him, why should I ask him out?"

Shi Xing snorted, "It's really annoying, isn't it just me."

Yun Xi was afraid of him, so she threw the phone into his arms, "All right, delete it, delete it, you can rest assured."

"Can I have trouble with a string of numbers?" Shi Xing supported the sofa behind his shoulders with his hands, and leaned over to touch his forehead, "So you don't understand me? I just want to hear you say that you only have me."

"..." Yun Xi thought to himself, why is a big man so hypocritical, and said perfunctorily, "It's just you and you, is that okay?"

Shi Xing added, "Remarks changed to husband."

"I won't change it." After Yun Xi finished speaking, she glanced at Shi Xing, then said helplessly after a pause, "All right, all right, you can change it yourself, you can change it however you want."

How can a big man be so girlish, how can he!

Two three

Let’s talk about DM, Yun Xi always met him in unexpected circumstances, the first time was when it was raining to give an umbrella, the second time was to deliver wine by the beach, and the third time he ran past him playing with a group of students, He turned back and gave him a piece of chocolate.

The group of young students stood not far away, looking Yun Xi up and down, and when DM walked back, he asked, "You guys know him, isn't he the little brother from the noodle shop?" His voice didn't lower his voice because he was talking about others, Yun Xi I can hear you clearly.

Probably young people are like this. They are extraordinarily ostentatious when they are with their friends, talking loudly and laughing loudly, the whole street is full of their voices, and when they walk alone, they don’t care about the things around them, and walk forward quickly or without looking sideways. Looking around pretending to be absent-minded, others can see through the uncomfortable feeling at a glance.

Yunxi doesn't seem to need company. He doesn't feel uncomfortable walking alone, and he doesn't feel lonely eating alone. He even watched movies alone. He has lived in this loneliness for a long time. I started to enjoy it, and then I looked at the people walking in groups of three or four, and felt in my heart that there were no more extra thoughts.

As soon as I got to the noodle shop and changed my clothes, the phone in my pocket vibrated a few times.

DM: It's really not easy waiting for you. I was looking for you, but I met my cousin, took them to play, and see you next time.

DM: By the way, I brought you a gift and asked my little sister to pass it to you.

DM: Nice to meet you, see you next time.

Yun Xi read it twice, and then deleted the text message.There are no text messages in his mailbox, no photos in his album, his memo is blank, there are very few apps, and he has a minimalist attitude towards life, leaving nothing unnecessary.

When it was close to closing time, the little girl rushed in and gave him a photo album. The photographer was signed by DM.It turned out that DM saw his photo in the little girl's mobile phone and wanted to ask him to be a model, that's all, he was inexplicably relieved.

Yun Xi took the album home and stuffed it in the storage box. She took her clothes and went to take a shower. When she came out, she saw Shi Xing woke up and was still watching DM's album.

"Is this the DM?" Shi Xing asked, "How did we know each other?"

Yun Xi wiped his hair, walked over to collect the photos, and threw them back under the table. Shi Xing took his hand, dragged him to sit on the sofa, took the towel from his phone, and helped him wipe his hair. He asked again, "How did you know each other?"

"I told you I don't know you." Yun Xi glanced at him lightly, "Are you so insecure?"

"It's too insecure. I want you to make friends. Don't be alone all the time. I'm afraid that others will find you cute. Later, I think I'd better keep you in captivity. You're not interested in other people anyway, right? .”

"Yes." Yun Xi knew what he wanted to hear, as if reciting the standard answer, "I'm not interested in anyone else, but I just like you."

"Good boy." Shi Xing kissed him on the forehead rewardingly.

Shi Xing seems to never get tired of hearing such words, Yun Xi inevitably starts to think whether she is acting too indifferent, making it hard for him to see that she likes him?No, why on earth is he so insecure?

Yun Xi hugged his waist, buried her face in his arms, her wet hair soaked his clothes, Shi Xing froze for a moment, then kissed him on the top of his head, and asked after a while, "Yun Xi , do you have anything you particularly like?"

Yun Xi thought for a while, "No."

"After that, you really like me, okay?"

Yun Xi sighed in her heart, he really doesn't get bored.He looked up at Shi Xing, touched his lips, and Shi Xing kissed him too, overflowing with love, almost drowning him.

He flicked Shi Xing's clothes, touched his well-defined abdominal muscles, reached up to the wet hair, and rolled up the clothes, "It's all wet, why don't you take it off?"

Shi Xing's Adam's apple twitched, he stared straight at him, grabbed the collar with one hand, pulled up to take off his clothes, Yun Xi leaned over, and kissed his skin bit by bit, warm kisses spread all over his chest, With a low gasp, she called out, "Xiaoxi."

"What's wrong?" Yun Xi smiled and kissed his lips, "Don't you like me doing this?"

"I like it, I like it very much, I like you the most." Shi Xing hugged him into his arms, and said softly, "I like you so much, I'm afraid you will disappear suddenly. I haven't seen DM, but watching his album, I think you are A type of person, erratic and mysterious with a fatal attraction, I'm afraid you'll leave with him."

Yun Xi laughed, "What are you talking about?"

"Even without him, I'm afraid you will leave me." Shi Xing said, "Look, we've lived together for so long, no matter in the dormitory or here, you always look like you can leave at any time, everything is one The suitcase can be taken away. You have no previous photos, no cherished collection, no things you want to miss, and nothing you can’t lose. I think I may lose you at any time.”

Yun Xi was stunned, and said, "I've always been like this, what you said has nothing to do with it, okay?"

"How could it be? How can people have nothing they want to keep? The traces of life are the proof of existence. When you get old, you can still take it out and remember it, can't you?"

But I don't want to live that long, Yun Xi almost blurted out.

He has always felt that life is a trivial and troublesome thing. When he is young, he may have the energy to deal with it. When he is old, he will be unable to move, eat, drink, and scatter. It is no different from an animal. Why do he have to live with carelessness?

Besides, what is there to miss?Parents who have never been in touch with each other, younger brothers who have nothing to do with blood, or classmates who can only talk politely, colleagues who are not familiar with each other and stay together every day... What is the meaning of these people?Isn't it just a formality?

Why do you keep the old photos? He doesn’t like the old self at all. Shouldn’t he throw away the clothes and shoes he used to wear? The skateboards and guitars he bought on a whim don’t look at them now. Why don’t they throw them away... Don't throw away everything that won't die.

In this way, only money and air are needed... What about feelings?

Yun Xi stared at Shi Xing in a daze, as if someone had taken a small hammer and hit his rock-hard heart, it broke open and dripped with blood, watering the secret hidden deep inside.

He only knows that Shi Xing likes him, and now he knows how much Shi Xing loves him.

Two four

You like something, but stop because of its high price, and finally buy it with all your heart, but then your daily life becomes a problem, and you can't like that thing from the bottom of your heart. This is the feeling of being poor.

Every time Yun Xi passes by the shopping mall downstairs of the company and sees the expensive watches in the window, she hates herself for not being born into a rich second generation. This watch must look good to wear, but he can't afford it even if he loses everything.

If I had known earlier, I would not have read so many books, and I would not have to learn about fashion and design, and keep my aesthetic level on par with my economic ability.